~Trey’s Point of View~
“What’s the fucking point in trying to keep me married to her? We don’t love each other, and she’s with someone else … and everyone knows it! Who gives a damn if he’s a cleaning guy, she loves him. I’m not staying married to her just cause daddy objects. She’s an adult and this is what she wants to do … divorce,” I said, scoffing and reaching for a drink.
We were back at Slade’s house, which was basically our band’s home too. We’d all lived here at one point or another since he had a mansion all to himself. I grew up in an upper middle class family and we did more than alright. However Slade’s family was filthy rich, trust fund shit. But you’d never know it from hanging out with him and that was one thing I always appreciated. He was generous with his money but he didn’t flaunt it, there’s a big difference.
“He’s a politician, he only thinks about himself. I can’t believe his own people leaked the story. What a fuckwad. I can’t believe I voted for him, but I’ll tell you what … never again! I don’t give a damn who he is, we’ll get another law firm to do the divorce. Hell I’ll type up the papers myself if I have to. Let me handle it,” Slade said, picking up his phone.
I should really get him a shirt that says, “let me handle it” since he must say it a hundred times a week.
I nodded and threw back a glass of whiskey. If I didn’t have Slade to clean up my messes it would be pretty bad. Thank fuck he knows what he’s doing and he knows a ton of people. Who knew the joke of marrying Halsey years ago would blow up in our faces so badly all this time later?
Really for me, I could care less. This wouldn’t do shit to my career, might even help it. But for her, it was a huge blow. I couldn’t deny that I still thought about her, even had some feelings there. I certainly didn’t want to see her so upset and if I could help her out in any way I’d do it. This was something we both did together, but it seemed only she was paying the price for it.
As Slade got busy doing what he did best I wandered out to his pool with a half bottle of Jack, put on my sunglasses and settled into a lounge chair. It was a beautiful day and I loved the sun, it seemed a shame to waste it.
I closed my eyes and of course my mind wandered back to the sweet little blonde at the lawyer’s office. I fucking hated that I didn’t get her name. Hmm. I might have to fix that cause it’s highly unlikely I’m getting her outta my head anytime soon. I let my mind drift as I felt the sun on my face.
“Hello asshole are you deaf,” I heard, as I struggled to wake up.
Suddenly a liquid hit me in the face and I smelled the Jack.
“Motherfuck,” I shouted, sitting up quickly.
My sunglasses fell on the ground and then I heard a crunch as I looked up at our publicist, Angie. She was a real piece of work if I ever met one. I always thought for sure her and Slade were fucking but they claim they haven’t. They really should since they both carry way too much stress.
I started to unbutton my wet shirt, which was now probably ruined. My sunglasses were certainly dead.
“This was my one nice shirt, I’m sending you the cleaning bill,” I snapped.
“A millionaire with one nice shirt? Just go shopping with your girlfriend Jude,” she said, shaking her head and pulling up a chair.
“Tell me everything about today, start at the beginning and don’t leave a fucking thing out,” Angie said, as she pulled out her tablet.
When she started working for Feisty in our early days she was a nobody, a scared little thing but we toughened her right up. Now thanks to Slade’s financial backing she’s got one of the most successful PR firms on the west coast. She’s completely terrifying and that’s exactly what you want in someone who is supposed to save your ass.
I sighed and tossed my shirt on the ground after wiping my face off. She didn’t even spare my bare chest a glance. Hmm, could be gay … might have to ask Slade. I sure eyed her naked legs anyhow, even if there was no chance in hell I’d ever get Ang, she was mean as hell with a mouth you wanted to duct tape shut. But she taunted me in a mini skirt anyways.
Before I knew it Slade’s house manager was calling for dinner. Much to my annoyance my entire band showed up, even my drummer Lukas who was supposed to be out on a solo tour.
“They run out of shirts since I been home,” I heard as I walked onto the patio.
Smart ass.
I heard a snicker and looked up to see Juliet, Jude’s girlfriend. She was about halfway along in her pregnancy and her little belly was adorable. I loved watching them together, but then again I liked seeing people happy. Maybe that was my mom coming through.
“Hey Cookie! Find out what you’re having yet,” I asked, as I fell into a chair.
We called her Cookie since the first night we met her, when she delivered food to our hotel from the restaurant and bakery she owned. Her last name was Cook and I was certain she probably hated the nickname. But … I couldn’t help myself.
I watched as Jude pulled out a chair for her carefully and kissed her head. I grinned.
“Not yet, uncle Trey. A couple weeks,” Juliet said, smiling.
“Whoa dude, you been drinking all day or some shit? You reek! Go jump in the pool,” my bass player Corey shouted, waving his hand in front of his nose.
I gave Angie a face but she just sipped her water like she had no clue.
“All right kids knock it off,” Slade said, dropping some papers on the table and sitting down.
“I’m dying! What happened today,” Juliet said, practically leaping out of her seat.
Everyone looked at me, but I looked at Slade.
“Seems daddy dearest hates Halsey’s new boyfriend, like with an undying passion. He had his own people leak the marriage without our consent because he wants to force Halsey to leave him and get back with Trey. Because of his fame and bank account Mr. Comstock is apparently a better option,” Slade said, rolling his eyes.
I nodded and reached for a plate of chicken. Didn’t matter what was going on, I ate like a tank when food was present. Growing up I may have been an only child but I had two dozen cousins that were always around. You had to grab up all the food you wanted while you could, old habits die hard.
“What? But they weren’t ever actually together,” Juliet yelled, stating the obvious.
I just hummed to myself and nodded. Slade usually had music playing through his house system all the time, even just on low. Right now George Thorogood’s “One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer” was playing. I mindlessly tapped my leg with my hand to the beat.
“Daddy doesn’t care. He thinks if the world knows they’ll like … I don’t know peer pressure them into staying together,” Slade scoffed.
“Daddy’s princess with one of the world’s biggest whores,” Corey said, dead serious.
I jerked my head to the rhythm of the song, not really paying attention. I hadn’t picked up my guitar in over a week and it always made me itchy. I’d need to play tonight, maybe we could all hit Slade’s studio. Playing was absolutely a drug to all of us. Free therapy.
“And in the middle of all this, numbnuts is trying to pick up one of the attorney’s secretaries,” I heard, snapping my gaze back to Slade.
“Yeah and this prick totally cock blocked me before I could even get her name! She had braces, legit metal braces, I mean…” I trailed off, licking some butter off my lips.
Juliet laughed and Jude joined her.
“Oh yeah? Hmm, maybe I need a lawyer,” Lukas said, snatching a baby potato off my plate.
I shot him a death stare, and it wasn’t because of the food.
I was absolutely going back to see about this girl. No doubt. The song changed to The Marshall Tucker Band, “Can’t You See,” and Juliet and I sang along as everyone began to eat.
How fitting.
After a lengthy dinner then a three hour jam session, I finally took a cab home. I dropped on my couch and looked up the firm’s website, determined to see if she was on there. Between her shiny hair that just looked silky smooth and her frumpy clothes with that little girl facade, I was just convinced I had to know more. There was definitely a story there. I was too much like my mom in that regard, she called me a nose bag. And I certainly was, but hey I’m a people person.
Well, mostly females.
After thumbing through way too many stuffy attorney profiles I finally found it. Intern … I called it. Bailey Kline. Bailey … oh that’s fucking hot. I read her profile and licked my lips.
“Bailey is a sophomore at Cal State, majoring in communications. She joins our team under the supervision of her uncle and founding partner Gregory Kline. She enjoys reading and spending time with her family, especially her mom to whom she is very close.”
There was her picture, wearing a similar blouse to the one she had on today. Baggy, likely a size too big. Why would a rich girl dress like a 60 year old substitute teacher? I tapped my fingers on my lips, it was clear I was too far gone.
Bailey Kline. You’re on my radar.
~Bailey’s Point of View~ I cursed under my breath as I ran across campus, seriously late. Because I had to put all my classes in the same two days they were pretty much on top of each other. I literally had ten minutes to haul ass from one side of the property to the other. And now … the office was calling me. But of course they were. They don’t give one fuck that it is my day off. They probably need help finding some obscure thing that they are absolutely convinced only I can locate. I once had an attorney tell me he wrote an extremely important note in a newspaper and demanded that I find it. He didn’t remember what newspaper or where he’d left it, where he’d been when he wrote it. That was the horseshit I tried to dig out from every other day. “This is Bailey,” I said, answering it at the last possible second. “Hey uhm there’s a guy here asking for you, I just kind of told him to hold on and came into the break room. Says his name is Trey,” Nadine said. She was an older lady w
~Trey’s Point of View~ I stared down at my phone as the guys paused between songs. I'd been texting Bailey about tonight and I was fucking amped up. Jude was on a writing kick, supposedly inspired by his amazing girlfriend. That he constantly mentions, or is kissing … groping in front of us. Not that I’m jealous … well okay I’m flaming jealous. Actually seeing one of my brothers so happily settled, so thrilled to death to be with the same woman day after day … was definitely new for me. New for all of us. But I’d be a damn liar if I didn’t admit it suited him. They were literally perfect for each other and it made us all sick. “Unless you’re going to fuck with an audience can we move this along I’m hitting a club tonight and I need to get my haircut,” Lukas said, twirling a drumstick between his fingers. Juliet blushed and went to sit on the couch. “Yeah make sure you get that mop handled today cause you are non-stop with shows for the next week,” Slade said, lifting his head
~Bailey’s Point of View~ Because I don’t trust public transit bathrooms or really the world at large, I called ahead to the building that Trey lives in to ask if they had a public bathroom in the lobby. Weird question right? But a lot of these condo buildings don’t. I mean the kinds of people that live there pay for a certain exclusivity, and that wouldn’t include the nasty public peeing for free. But much to my shock, they did have a public restroom. They had a ballroom they rented for events and it was next to that, so I just had to hope it was empty. Long enough at least for me to get ready. I really didn’t want to get dressed at work and risk anyone’s prying eyes and big mouth. There was no chance in hell I’d give Trey my home address and even picking me up at the office seemed a bit of a wildcard. I had a very specific personality I wanted to project to him and I couldn’t play that part in front of literally anyone else I knew. They would realize I was being a moron and it woul
~Trey’s Point of View~ Bailey was just as hot and bashful as I imagined. She was playful but had the little girl thing on lock, I had to imagine guys at her school must throw themselves at her. It was literally taking all my restraint not to throw all this food on the floor and fuck her raw on the table. I mean every fiber of my being was commanding it and I never felt the urge to claim a female more. Never even though the word “claim” before, jesus. I had a corner booth kind of set up in my eat-in kitchen so we sat next to each other. The conversation flowed freely, and I even fed her a bit of ziti. I was super fucking happy she actually ate, the last girl I took home refused to eat my mom’s pasta and it made her cry. This girl didn’t seem to give a shit about carbs. I told her about growing up in Brooklyn then moving to the west coast. I told her about my boys, my brothers and how we all grew up together. Bunch of troublemakers. I seriously didn’t even play guitar until I met J
~Bailey’s Point of View~ I stood in shock as Trey walked me outside to the cab he’d ordered. I watched, completely pissed off as he gave the driver $200. I was wearing a pair of his sweatpants and a baggy black t-shirt that he’d found for me. He was sending me home. He didn’t ask me to stay. What the fuck? There was no way I could have possibly been MORE fucking obvious, MORE … COME AND GET IT BIG BOY than my stunt with his little white shirt. I’d never just gotten naked for a guy I barely knew yet money aside I had zero reservations about doing it. He was hot as fuck and I had never been more turned on in my life. Felt more empowered. Even if he bought the dumb little girl act and I hated lying to him. After I padded into the living room basically naked, he grabbed a blanket and covered me up, then we cuddled as he showed me a film from their tour. It was actually hilarious and I was practically foaming at the mouth to watch it, to get that kind of glimpse into the lives of Feist
~Trey’s Point of View~ I loved the mystery Bailey presented, but at the same time today she just seemed … different. She was a lot more quiet, and not the bubbly and cheerful girl she showed me last night. I’d kill to get inside her head. When I got to the coffee shop she was finishing a white hot chocolate, and I got myself a coffee and some donuts to go because they just looked too damn good. I had quite a sweet tooth because my mom always had stuff around. She was wearing a cute little blue dress about knee length. It wasn’t anything overly nice but on her it was fucking hot. She was wearing the same shoes from yesterday and that made me smile. Some girls didn’t even wear the same thing twice. Maybe I just liked looking at her toes, she was gonna make me have a foot fetish. They were so little and cute. We’d been driving for about an hour and she was telling me where to go, and singing along a bit to the playlist I had on. She said last night she didn’t listen to a lot of rock m
~Bailey’s Point of View~ When I confessed to Trey where we were going, he jumped out of his car and dressed. At first I was offended, but then I realized he left the keys. The car was still running. What the hell was he doing? Did he have to pee or something? I made quick work out of getting dressed and then trying to get my hair back in a ponytail. I watched in disbelief as he ran to a nearby field, filled with California poppies and began to pick them. He was picking flowers … to take to my grandparents’ graves. I covered my mouth in shock at what I was seeing. Why did this simple gesture just completely hit me so hard? Maybe because literally nobody had ever done something that sweet and thoughtful. Because Trey as a whole seemed very considerate and I wasn’t used to that. I had one friend, a girl I worked with at a coffee shop a couple years ago that I texted sometimes. She was about the only thing close to a friend that I had. But still, we only made small talk and we never h
~Trey’s Point of View~ I hoped by spending the day with Bailey I’d get a glimpse into her life, but I got so much fucking more. I brought her back to my place, she said she was tired and just needed a nap. I could tell today had taken a lot out of her and she needed space. I was just glad she wasn'r leaving. I texted Jude to see if he was home and dressed then left her in my bed. KNOCK KNOCK The door opened and Juliet stood wearing a cute little dress with an apron on and her little belly poking out. She was covered in flour and barefoot, she looked adorable. I stepped in and kissed her cheek. “You knew I was baking didn’t you? You sensed it! I’m trying Jada’s blonde brownie recipe, pretty sure I nailed it,” she said, looking proud of herself. “Actually that sounds great, but I’ll take some to go. I gotta talk to your boy,” I said, as Jude wandered into the living room. He was carrying his notebook that he scribbles lyrics in, he’s never far from it. “Do you … have make-up on yo
Book three of the Feisty series, "How To Sing" is out! Follow along as we now explore the life of Corey Pierce, bass player of the band. ~Jude is about to go out for a couple months, or maybe longer to be a dad. Who could possibly fill his stylish shoes, match his voice and his talents? The universe throws Corey quite a curveball in the form of a woman who has suffered the worst luck imaginable, and is desperate need of a break. But do they have more of a connection than just music? Can the wild man of the band possibly be tamed?~ **Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoy!!**
~Two Months Later~ ~Corey’s Point of View~ “Does he really need to be off so damn long? Just bring the kid along. We’ll have a mascot,” I said, annoyed. I mean don’t babies just sleep all the time anyhow? We weren’t Feisty without all of Feisty. Yeah Lukas toured solo for a bit, but he quickly learned it sucked. We had all agreed, out of the gate when we started this shit nobody in our band would ever be replaced. If one went, we ended it. Granted this was different, temporary … but still. Jude is the face of Feisty. Playing even one show without him seemed pointless. Besides, who the fuck could play and sing like Jude Stone? Nobody. Fucking, nobody. Mick Jagger, Steven Tyler. They had extremely recognizable voices, you heard one lyric and you knew what you were getting. We were no different. “You sure as hell wouldn’t be saying that if the actual kid was on the tour bus. He’s a baby not a dog. You’ve never even been around a baby,” Slade said, scoffing. Like he knew about ba
~Bailey’s Point of View~ Paparazzi. Photogs. Paps. PPZ. Whatever. Assholes. “But they’re just doing their job.” What a fucked up kind of job. I mean, I was very small when all that shit happened to Britney Spears but I have You Tube. I’ve seen the videos. They completely fucked up her life and drove her to the brink. I was sitting in a blacked out SUV in front of Trey and Jude’s building, waiting for Jude and Juliet. I wasn’t sure why they were coming with us but I overheard Trey on the phone talking about a united front. If the paps were saying he was hiding behind the band, they’d put the whole band front and center. They did everything together, why should this be any different? Had to wonder if that was Angie’s idea. If I should be taking notes already. It seemed like her brainchild anyhow, and I barely knew her. Suddenly Trey, Jude, Juliet and Slade all fell into the truck. It had third row seating so the couple sat in the back. Slade was in the front seat. I noticed they
~Trey’s Point of View~ I looked at my phone to check the time, prime dinner time already. I was freakin’ starving. Halsey: I’m so excited! Do you think we might have been a good team? I sighed as my driver waited for his next direction. “We going home now,” Jude asked. “I’ll go to Bailey’s, she’s gotta wonder where I disappeared to but I can drop you first,” I said, kind of regretting how I handled things today. But she’d understand soon enough. I typed out a response to my soon to be ex-wife. Me: Just wasn’t our time. I’ll keep you on my Christmas card list though. I sighed again and rubbed my face. That sounded like a dick response if I’d ever heard one, but I didn’t know what else to say. I’d talked to Halsey today more than Bailey and my heart and gut didn’t like that one bit. It didn’t matter that after tomorrow I’d likely never see my first wife again. I wasn’t sure she was getting the impression of that after today. I didn’t dislike her at all, certainly. But there was
~Bailey’s Point of View~ Heading to breakfast the next morning I was a nervous wreck. I had already called my mom and told her, of course she was thrilled. She wasn’t surprised though, obviously. But these guys here didn’t have a clue, apparently except for Slade. He knows everything all the time apparently. Oh, except that Trey married Halsey all those years ago. How Trey managed to keep that to himself I’ll never understand. Trey confessed he thought it was all really fast, but it was right. I could only agree. But Juliet got knocked up the first night she met Jude. At least we weren’t moving that fast I guess. Even throughout this week I faithfully took my birth control on time. I had two alarms set on my phone half an hour apart and I only allowed myself to turn the second one off if I had already taken it. Babies were a completely different cup of tea. I wasn’t anywhere near that yet and I made it clear. Trey said he wasn’t in a massive hurry for that, he just needed to tie me
~Trey’s Point of View~I held my breath as tears started streaming down Bailey’s face. I immediately leaned forward and wiped them away, she then tried to bury her face in her hands. I got off her and pulled her into my arms, the ring box fell somewhere between us. “If you don’t think you deserve to be happy, you’re so wrong. You deserve good things. I know you and your mom have worked very hard to not have a whole lot to show for it. I don’t give a fuck what the press says about us, none of us ever have. Hell they say pretty crazy shit about Corey … although that’s mostly warranted. Feisty believes in family, above all else. We are family through and through and anyone important in our lives we’re fiercely protective of and we make sure they are taken care of however they need. But we all need to be taken care of too, even if we don’t wanna admit it. Jude told me he didn’t realize how lonely he was until he met Juliet and I feel that so much. I’m never alone but I was alone in so
~Bailey’s Point of View~ As if I needed more of a reason to fall hard for Trey, his family … his friends … hell Feisty as a whole, they were all just amazing. So laid back, easy going but brutally honest. Pretty much like how mom and I were when it was just the two of us. I regretted not having her come but I knew it was for the best. They didn’t flaunt their money, but it was in full view. Nobody was sitting around talking about designer brands or the luxury cars they had. The conversations were real, normal. But all that stuff was certainly around and there. Corey had a watch that looked pretty damn expensive. Hell all of his tats had to be tens of thousands. I saw him up close when we were swimming and he was just covered, like Travis Barker only his stopped at his neck. I could never understand for the life of me why anyone got tattoos on their face. He also had his nipples pierced which was hard not to stare at. Slade had a silver chain around his neck and he played with it
~Trey’s Point of View~ I gulped and began to sweat as my mom took out yet another baby album. I knew she would but damn, I needed to get Bailey some breathing room. To my ma I was certain she looked entertained, but I knew better. She was tired and just placating her. She didn’t need to see my first fucking haircut, my first trip to the butcher shop. Yeah ma had polaroids of that. Food was love in our family. “Help me get Mary the fuck away from my girl,” I said to Slade as I handed him a beer from the cooler. He looked out across the yard at my ma who was already in the middle of some embarrassing story. Pictures of me peeing in bushes, who knows what. “But look how happy she is huh,” Slade cooed. “Fuck you, your mom isn’t like this,” I said, falling into a lawn chair. “She’s annoying as shit in her own ways and I don’t bring females home,” he said, sitting next to me and grabbing a huge plate of food off the table. “Traitor,” I said, shaking my head. From the moment we walked
~Bailey’s Point of View~ I threw myself into the back of my mom’s car as she gave me a strange look. “Am I driving Miss Daisy,” she asked, as she shook her head. “No time for semantics, it’s already 11,” I said, trying to tame my hair. I had done it in big waves and made it look decent but with the wind and the sweating that happened from rushing around it was ruined. After the orthodontist we ran a few errands, including buying me a decent suitcase since I couldn’t exactly get on a private freaking jet with Feisty using an old beat up backpack. Plus mom and I had gone a little nuts shopping this weekend, and I had a ton of cute new stuff. I barely had time to get the tags off of everything as I packed. Now I had no excuse for dressing like a hobo, and I certainly didn’t want to make Trey look bad. Not when the public was accustomed to seeing his face next to Halsey Ulmer of all people. I had to wonder when their divorce would actually hit the gossip mags. I mean so far it was