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Helpless State

Author: Ridzz
last update Last Updated: 2023-05-09 21:59:22

In Hoor ul Ain ward, all doctors and family members were gathered around her. Even Zeeshan Rehmani was feeling like flying in the air.

She was lying silent for nearly three months. And today she gain consciousness because of Allah's blessings. But now she was sleeping because of taking a doze.

He control his fast-beating heart and came to Zeeshan Rehmani patting his shoulder with wet eyes for congratulating him.

In his dazzling state, he came out of the hospital and straightly goes to the mosque. In Allah's house, he made ablution and offer prayers. His guilt-stricken tears started flowing.

He was reminiscing about the bad deeds and sins he has committed. He feels like the whole mosque is crying about his bad luck. It's been a long time, he is offering prayer.

Though He never forgets his people and keeps blessing him with every happiness and peace and always conceals his wrongdoings and sins. How much merciful He is that showers His blessings without his gratitude.

But how much sinful
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