“You are making the biggest mistake yet, Akira.”
What a warm, pleasant greeting from my least favorite sister. I let out a long, exhausted sigh. I believe the palace will not give me a rest tonight, after hearing about my actions at the House of the Wolves.
“Werewolves, really? And without even consulting Father?” She sneers. Her lady’s maids were whispering behind her. Mine were awfully quiet, to my surprise. I doubt they haven’t been gossiping before I returned.
“Why not werewolves? They are strong, formidable allies. The most ferocious in all the realms,” I defend, raising a brow at her. She huffs.
“Most ferocious and barbaric. They’re the most dangerous House in all the realms! What were you thinking?”
“What is this commotion?” Aesira asks, nearing us. Our other sisters followed suit. Great. I have yet to make it to my chambers and I’m already being bombarded in this random hall of the palace.
“There is a strange rumor going around. I ought to have it verified by your own tongue, Akira,” says Deyanira, our oldest. There were only seven of us currently in the palace, but I have in total nine sisters and not a sign of a brother. But I’d say four sisters are enough to corner me like a pup right now.
Clara scoffs. “It’s ironically more strange if you hear it from her, sister.”
“Let us not discuss in the middle of the halls, it is improper.” Eudora takes a step towards one of the sitting rooms. She cranes her neck and urged us to follow. “Come, sisters.”
I uncomfortably cleared my throat. Did they strategically sit around me to make me feel uncomfortable or were the seats just really positioned like this? Because I could really feel their sharp gazes darting me down at the best possible angle.
I shifted in my seat.
“Akira,” called Deyanira. Our fearsome crown heir and oldest sister, who I knew would be first to ask. She’s not a fan of beating around the bush. I expected this, so I prepared for her question — “Sir Flavian Fauntleroy is your betrothed now? Who are you to decide that for yourself?” Though her boldness is one you can never be prepared for. I did not expect that question.
“I… believe I at least have the freedom to choose my husband, since I am not the crown heir.”
“You are making it sound like the family owes you this freedom to choose. You may not be the crown heir, but you are the Princess,” she shot back mercilessly. “What do you think our people will think after hearing their Princess has no dignity nor pride in her title that she offers herself to a man? We are the pride of the realms, we are not mere aristocrats. We must not make hasty decisions where the public interest was not carefully considered. Just because you’re not the crown heir does not mean you have no responsibility to carry. You are still royalty.”
I looked down, not too late, before I saw the others nod in agreement. I hate how she’s right. I know I’ve been impulsive lately, but now that Deyanara’s said it… I do feel like I have to think about it more.
“Have you no shame? A princess, offering her hand in marriage when your dowry is worth just as much as their entire generation’s wealth?”
But the House of the Wolves’ territory isn’t one to be underestimated. I’ve been to their lands. They are wealthy. They are successful. Sure, not as wealthy as the royal family, but I’m sure they can level to the top Houses… had they not been so uncouth. Well, they’re wolves, after all.
“Mayhap you were determined to marry him, and only him?” Eudora asks. She leans into me. “Tell us about this Alpha, sister.”
Deyanara crossed her arms. I will not ignore her words that were heavy with the truth, but I have no answer to them now, so I will only entertain Eudora’s question. I wish not to be the stubborn sister, but it is true. I am determined to marry him. And only him.
“Flavian is a kind, charming, and honorable man,” I start. “I promise to introduce him to you all when I get the chance—”
“He shall come here to meet us,” cut Clara, who rolled her eyes and raised a brow. “We will never set foot in that uncouth pack’s territory.”
“Fine.” I also roll my eyes. What a way to ruin the mood. “Flavian is soft-spoken which is uncommon for an Alpha. His pack loves him because he is much more reasonable and diplomatic, unlike the past alpha he replaced, which is also his older brother. Though, I hear his position’s being challenged by said brother again.” I shrugged. “I know he can handle it. Flavian’s also very loyal, I heard.”
As I talked about him, I did not notice the smile that slowly curved and appeared on my face. My sisters just watched me quietly, probably observing, analyzing, and pondering. Sometimes they would ask questions and I would answer.
“Have you ever seen him cry?” I shake my head. They go quiet. I continue… until they ask another.
“What about his plans for the future? Does he want to settle down or expand his territory?”
I shake my head again. “I have yet to ask him about that.”
More questions that I… cannot answer, were asked. Until Deyanara spoke again, the first time in a while.
“You barely know the man and you’re certain you want to marry him?”
I avoid her gaze. I am feeling pretty embarrassed now. There were a lot of things about him I am yet to know, but isn’t that what marriage is for? Isn’t there a stage in a marriage where the partners discover things about each other?
“I… I want to marry this man because I am sure of my feelings,” I answer, though not sounding too confident. I just want to get out of this palace, prove to my sisters that my life has ambition, and show my gratefulness to this man who saw me when I was invisible to everyone. “I believe I’ve said everything I want and everything you need to hear. If you are still against my betrothed, then do not bother attending my wedding.
I spring myself up. All heads follow to watch me. “It will happen no matter what, and I do not want half-hearted support during my special day.”
My feet were quick to find the door. Though I said that, I still would appreciate it if a few of them would show up. After all, they’re my sisters. They’re my only friends. I closed the door, but could not find the strength to walk away. I leaned my back on the door and heard a few of their remarks, although muffled.
“… she won’t survive out there.” I did not know who spoke, but her worry reached me through the walls.
“I am strongly against this marriage.” That was Deyanara’s unmistakable stern voice.
“I believe in Sir Flavian’s kindness, for I’ve met the man. It is his brother I am worried about…” My brows furrowed hearing Eudora’s muffled remark.
Though, there is some truth in her words.
Even I, myself, am worried for myself should I run into his devil of a brother.
“The 4th Princess of the United Realms, first of her name, Lady of the Tengyan Sea, her Royal highness Akira Mair.”The heavy double doors creaked open after they announced my entrance. I curtsy upon meeting the King’s gaze and slowly walked towards him, testing the waters. Is he mad? Rightfully so. Will he stop me? Perhaps. Why is he wearing a blank face? I do not know.Leaning back on his iron throne, a magnificent chair with spikes that could pierce an entire nation and the very spikes that keep said nation afloat. The spikes sharpened every day by its owner. The King. My father.Who, unsurprisingly, gives me attention only a handful of times a year. I dare say I crave it, but it’s enough to be given even one, knowing I share his attention with eight other sisters and, oh, an entire realm.“Your majesty.”I curtsy once again as soon as I get to the proper distance. I kept my eyes on the floor. It is not proper etiquette and my etiquette governess may scold me for it, but I feel his
Once the blanket of night has thickened and the moon has peaked, the cloaked man leaves his manor in the middle of the woods. His heavy feet leave deep prints on the damp soil, and his dark cloak rides the wind with every move. Yet despite all his weight, he moved swiftly and was light on his feet; hinting that a mighty fighter hides behind the baggy cloak. Under his hood he hides a beastly pair of raven eyes, glinting with mischief under the moonlight. Whenever he leaves his manor, the entire pack shudders to think what the crazy beast has behind his mischievous eyes.He was known by multiple names and titles, and he lives up to dutifully: the mad dog of the House of the Wolves, Flavian’s disgrace of a brother, the curse of the Fauntleroys, and so many more. He is the living big bad wolf in human fairytales. He is the nightmare, the unhinged, and the cursed.But the first name he was ever given, was Fenrir. Fenrir Fauntleroy.A magnificent babe then, the first of his name, and was a
“You cannot exile me. You will be dishonoring the late Alpha. Do you fall short on comprehension?” Fenrir was releasing steam from his nostrils as he held back as much as he could from throwing a punch at the sagging face of the elder, wrinkled and unpleasant like a rat carcass.“The people are terrorized and you ‘fall short’ on the ideal Alpha’s traits that you should be practicing now that you hold responsibility over an entire pack,” he retaliated, using his own words against him. “You killed what you should protect. You banned what you should nurture. You kept luxury to yourself. Not only are you a tyrannical leader, you are also merciless and selfish. You are not what an Alpha should be. Thus the council has judged the rightful punishment that you will face. Exile. Eternal ban from ever crossing the borders of our territory, of ever coming into contact with anyone in the pack.”Exile.The word echoed in his mind.At 18, Fenrir would go on to make his name known and feared across
The blanket of the night provided cover for the hackney’s journey. The hooves of the hackney and its wooden wheels clashing with the rough terrain were the only sounds that broke the stillness of the night. It had been a few hours, and I am sure we were nearing our destination. My heart is hammering though my expression shows otherwise. My hands and feet are cold but I’d like to think it is just because of the temperature in this territory.I knew this was improper.I knew this was wrong.But I’ve already taken it this far. I cannot turn back now. I could only hope Ellie is doing a magnificent job covering me.“We are here, lady,” the coach yelled before the carriage came to a halt and the specks of dust settled on the ground. I raised the curtains of the small windows and found ourselves blatantly in front of the borders of the wolves' territory. I unconsciously gulped, seeing and feeling the dangers that I could feel were lurking within. This was my first time seeing it at night, an
I did not know how I made it to the House unscathed and alive in the company of Fenrir Fauntleroy, but I did and I will eternally be grateful to the Moon Goddess for it. We did not speak at all. There was a barrier between us, made of a mix of tension and fear, that anyone would be able to notice. I was grateful that he kept his silence. His silent company took me to the House and led me inside. The patrol were alarmed by his presence, but he would quietly redirect their eyes to me using simple gestures and they would back up. Like me, quiet but tense. Perhaps I looked like a hostage next to him. He opened the door and led me inside. He left me in a sitting room while he went to get his brother, saying, “He is hideous when not put together. I’ll get him and make him look presentable, at least.”So I waited. Sat in the velvet settee in my breeches and unrecognizable disguise. This would be the first time he’d see me without my gown, my jewelry, my silky smooth hair, and my porcelain
When I returned to the palace, not a single torch was out of place. Not a single guard running around.They are awake but blind. Had I known our guards were this ignorant, I would take this to my Father’s attention, but I am the one taking advantage of it now. To get rid of this advantage…would prove foolish.Abel dropped me off a safe distance away from the palace walls. He merely bowed his wolf when I dismounted“I give you my thanks,” I smiled, trying—desperately—to not make it look like a wince. I feel my soul is lost in the wind. When he leaped back into the darkness of night, I pulled my cloak over my head and stealthily traced my steps back into my chambers. The guards were easy to hide from once I memorized their path and routine. As I snuck back up, I found Ellie standing by the balcony, my nightgown dancing with the wind over her shoulders.Her head snapped around so fast when I emerged from the hidden door.“Princess!” She screamed in a whisper and immediately rushed to me.
“Perhaps I’ll allow you to move the date of our fateful duel until all fancy traditions of your matrimony are wrapped up, baby brother,” said Fenrir, as he fix his tie beside the groom.Flavian smiles, not one that reaches his eyes, but a smile nevertheless. “I thank you. I also do not think it a wise idea to show bloodshed in front of the new Luna.”“Mhmm. Consider this my wedding gift to you.”“Thank you, brother.” Flavian shook his head and gave himself one last look in the mirror before turning to Fenrir. “I appreciate your effort at being civil today with the pack.”The latter scoffs. “I have always been civil. They are the hostile ones.”“I’m sure they’re just protective of the pack. Do understand, brother.”When their bickering came to an end, it was almost time. Flavian left their quarters to the courtyard, where Fenrir followed him, as his man of honor. It was a chore to get him to agree, but he used his baby brother charm to sway him and a day before the wedding, he caved in
The bride, the supposed center of attention, fell back and finally lost her balance. The news knocked her out of breath and made her world spin. Thankfully, Flavian was quick on his feet. He caught her in time and gently shook her.“Princess,” he called softly. “Princess, let me take you inside. Your safety is of paramount priority.”His voice seemed distant to her, but his concern was beyond words and reached her regardless of the distance.An explosion… a terrorist attack… on her wedding day. Why?A small tear left her right eye as she was assisted to safety, along with the other Lords and nobles. The ceremony was abruptly stopped. Her father could not care less for her well-being or her feelings and stormed into his throne hall to confer with his advisers. Everything that could go wrong, has gone wrong.Her husband left her in the care of her lady’s maids to assess the situation outside. He merely stationed a few of his warriors around her. Physically, she is safe and secure. Emoti