Chapter 267

Angel

So many things were just going wrong in my life at the same time. I couldn't remember a day I went by being happy without interruption. Guilt, anger and regret had been the emotions I felt the most and now sorrow was added to it.

The feelings of loosing my child, of never being able to meet it tore me. I felt tortured with these emotions and for the most part I hated myself.

How could Thea still love me that much after the great pain I caused her?

I had told her in the past that I'd love to prove my love to her and not just say it but everything I had done so far were the opposite of it.

I heard Thea call after me after I left her room but I was too furious at myself and my situation to stop and hear her. I just needed to be away from her and everyone. If I could I'd run away from me.

I drove on high speed despite the risk, I knew I wasn't emotionally stable but I needed it to satiate my anger to a certain degree.

My thoughts were a disaster, I couldn't think right and I di