AngelFor days, my mind had been like a battlefield, everything was so messed up and I had no idea what to do. I wasn't allowed to see Thea because she couldn't stand being in the same room with me. I missed her, I wanted to be with her so bad but I fucked things up.Everyone had left me alone to dine with my guilt and regret, I needed some time alone but today Cassie barged into my office and gave me a piece of her mind. I had nothing to say because I deserved everything I got. I had been in denial all these while but Cassie was right, even if Thea betrayed me, was she to be blamed for wanting her freedom? Even if she played with my heart, it didn't mean I had the right to keep her hostage. This wasn't how our cartel worked. Saving someone and keeping them hostage just for our sexual pleasure. I was and I'm still obsessed with Thea. The only difference was that at first it was an obsession of lust but now it was for love. I felt like a disappointment to both my late step-dad and
An air of joy hit me straight in the heart as I finally got in and then I saw Thea, lying on her side. She seemed to be asleep because she didn't make a move when I began moving towards her. I took a stool and sat beside her but she seemed to be really asleep.I sighed in relieve, that way she wouldn't know I was here. "Thea...." I muttered, making sure she was asleep one last time and she didn't respond. Slowly, I reached out to her shoulder, the moment I touched her, I tensed and let out shaky breaths. "I wish I could have you in my arms once again." I whispered and had the urge to hold her tighter so I squeezed her shoulder slightly but retracted my hand immediately as she made a turn toward me.My eyes fell on her pretty sleepy face. This was what I wanted, for her to wake up in my arms every morning. I craved those days again but would it ever happen? I startled the moment I noticed her eyes fluttering, maybe this was my signal to leave before she woke up but why couldn't I? In
CassieI stayed silent in the car while Knight drove us to the hospital. I delved into my stream of thoughts, my mind went back to Angel, was I too hard on him? No, I wasn't. He really deserved everything he got coming. I derailed to Damian now seeing my phone ring. He was calling, I cut the call and glanced at Knight who already heard the sound and was looking at me quzzically. The call came in again and I startled trying to get my phone to shut up. "Who is it?" Knight asked when I finally turned it off. "It's Florentine " I lied. I was worried about Damian after how Knight handled him. I had never seen this side of Knight before and as much as it excited me it scared me. I didn't want him hurting anyone I cared about just because he was jealous. My phone rang again and I had to pick up to avoid his suspicions. "I'll call you later, you don't need to worry. I went out with Knight." I said and cut the call immediately. I hoped Damian understood what I meant and never called again
"Would you like to go home now or is there somewhere else you'd like to be?" Knight asked once I was out. I remained silent as tears began to flow down my face again. "Cassie...." He called holding my shoulders gently. "Look at me." I shook my head not wanting to face him looking like that. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me again, stroking my hair so gently that I felt consoled. "You're going to be fine, I promise you." He said and was able to get me to calm down. "Take me to the beach." I said and he did still for some seconds. That seemed to be random but that was what I felt I needed at this point. The wind of the beach hitting against my skin, the sand roughing on it. The wavy water underneath my feet. I just wanted to feel it all. The beach gave me a sense of freedom. I wanted to feel free."We'll do that if that's what you want." He said and took me by my hand leading me to the car. The drive was an hour and half but we got there while the sun was still in the sky. Night
AngelI went to the club tonight and alone. Knight and Caspian were no longer fond of it and I couldn't stand being home and not be able to see the one person I wanted to be around.I played some games, drank, popped my smoke but none of it filled the void in me. I returned to my vault and watched some strippers perform and by the time it ended I wasn't aware. "Boss, your whore is here." Said one of my men. He was referring to Natalia. I had not asked for her since I came neither had I been to the club since Thea collapsed. My mood was dead to sex tonight, it was already hard fucking another woman without thinking of Thea and I couldn't bring myself to do it tonight but I thought I needed the extra company because I felt so lonely. "Let her in." I said and Natalia stepped in looking all fancy with her strip wear and a mood of excitement. I wondered if she couldn't feel the cold aura in the room. "Where have you been. I missed you." She said running over to my side and sitting on o
After Angel had dismissed Natalia. She hurried off to the dressing room, in tears and anger. After what she told him about Thea, that was his only response. He made a fool out of her and she hated Thea the more for it. "Natalia what's wrong?"One of the strippers asked but she responded with a heavy slap that sent her on her feet. The other strippers present gasped, shocked at her outrage. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" Trish came grabbing her arm. She was the only one who could stand up to Natalia in the room. "What happened?" "That slut Thea. She just manages to get everything. How the fuck did she get Angel to doubt?""What are you taking about." Trish said lowering her voice. "You forgot the others are here, what if rumours spread out and Angel learns that you're spreading his affairs all over the club? Be careful Natalia." She warned. Trish was the only other stripper who knew what was happening because Natalia had told her. They had killed off Sasha so there was no other
TheaSleep became a luxury to me because all I did was drown in my misery every night. Florentine would give me sedatives just so I could get some rest. My body rejected it because I'd be awake less than an hour. Tonight, I decided to take a stroll to the one place I felt complete amidst all my suffering, the one place my baby had shared a lovely moment with it's parents.The night Angel and I kissed and he didn't even know he was to be a father. I stood over the short fence and just let the night's breeze whisper to me. Memories came flashing and it brought tears to my eyes. How did Angel and I get to this point? Our once loving selves reduced to nothing but hate. I loved him like I loved no other and he ended up being the one who hurt me the most. I had so much grudge against him that I didn't think anything could make me let go of it. I was broken and I was in need of healing. I just wanted to know what hapiness felt like again. While I dwelled in my thoughts I got startled
AngelI could swear that Thea was the one I kissed after seeing her at that place and the fact that she had been crying only made my stance solid but hearing her reassure me of her hate managed to shatter all the hope that I held unto. Maybe I just wanted it to be her so bad so my mind and body made me feel like it was her lips I tasted. I retired back to my room but couldn't sleep a wink. I was really tired from the days of staying awake but how could I sleep when my mind was at war everyday and my conscience troubling me without relent. When morning came, I took a bath again and freshened up for the day. I went for breakfast but it was just me and the men. The ladies had long deserted dining together. I guess they wanted to be with Thea since she wouldn't join us at the table either. We barely spoke throughout breakfast and I didn't bother asking about anything. Once I was done I went in search of that maid Jennifer. I needed answers because there was still a tiny bit of hope tha
Dinner dateToday was the day, my first date with Angel. I was sitting before my mirror as my make up was being done by the make-up artist Angel hired. I was very nervous so I clutched my robe as my heartbeat raced. I was really excited for tonight and my face burned from it. "You can look at yourself now pretty." Ari, the make up artist said but instead I looked in the direction where Camila and Cassandra stood, patiently waiting for my make over to be done. Their faces were bright with smiles and eyes filled with admiration. Their stare told no lies and it got me emotional. "You're so beautiful Thea." Camila said and I could see tears glisten in her eyes. "Come on Camila don't tell me you're crying cause of a make up?" I said shocked and amused at the same time. She was the most emotional amongst us three. "It's not that Thea." She said wiping her tears then she chuckled. Her laughter was beautiful, moving my eyes to well up as well. She came closer and Cassandra watched her t
Thea finds herself pushed to a table in Angel's dark room that was lit with red lights making the place sensous and giving off the atmosphere of dangerous sex. Her hands are tied to the back, she has only a bra and pant on. Her eyes are blind folded and Angel is behind her. The music in the room is sensous and arousing. Perfect rhythm for Angel's thrusting movements inside her. She feels Angel's hands on her pant strip as he pulled them to the side. His crotch rubs her ass and his strong hands push her ass apart then he digs himself into her pussy hole leading his cock to penetrate her walls and drill her so hard. Her cries were sweet music to his ears, he groaned loudly giving her the sound she craved from him. Next, he had her in-between poles, cuffing her hands and legs as they spread apart then he knelt down before her and began to suck her clit so sweetly. The sensitivity in her clit was high, her resistance meant nothing since she was cuffed to the pole. it made it torturous
I was really glad with our achievement at the ranch. We only went there to bond with Raymond and his family but ended up saving three ladies from an abusive father and husband. I felt the most sorry for Liana. It still shook me to think that she would have remained underground had we not gone to the ranch. We were now back and told the others about what happened but I agreed with Angel to leave out the part where Sam had hit me. They didn't need to worry.I felt proud of myself and Angel, felt like the best thing I had done in my life. Today, Angel had called me into his room after he was done with work for the day. I decided not to be a distraction by following him to his office despite his insistence. "There's something I'd like to give you." He said once I was in his room. I look at the two packages in his hand and could hardly guess what it was. "Okay...." I said curious about what it was. He hands them to me and I look at him suspiciously."Open it." He said and I gradually t
AngelBoth Thea and I had gotten too immersed in the party Raymond threw for us. I had forgotten to speak with him about Sam and Thea might have been the only one who remembered later but she had gone there without me, driving me insane with that call. Without wasting any time I hurried to get my car key. When Raymond, my uncle saw me, he stopped me asking where I was headed. "Angel!" He called after me. " Where are you going in such a hurry?" "I don't have time uncle. Thea is in trouble." I said and left him but Raymond followed. "Where are you going? Do you need back up?" He said hastily. "To the stewards place. Get in, I'll tell you you about it on our way." Raymond got into the car and I sped up. He tried to make me calm down but this was Thea we were talking about and she sounded so scared over the phone. Sam knew better than to touch her but then he could be a psycho. I told Raymond what Thea noticed and what had transpired earlier. He seemed shocked pointing out that Sam
AngelBoth Thea and I had gotten too immersed in the party Raymond threw for us. I had forgotten to speak with him about Sam and Thea might have been the only one who remembered later but she had gone there without me, driving me insane with that call. Without wasting any time I hurried to get my car key. When Raymond, my uncle saw me, he stopped me asking where I was headed. "Angel!" He called after me. " Where are you going in such a hurry?" "I don't have time uncle. Thea is in trouble." I said and left him but Raymond followed. "Where are you going? Do you need back up?" He said hastily. "To the stewards place. Get in, I'll tell you you about it on our way." Raymond got into the car and I sped up. He tried to make me calm down but this was Thea we were talking about and she sounded so scared over the phone. Sam knew better than to touch her but then he could be a psycho. I told Raymond what Thea noticed and what had transpired earlier. He seemed shocked pointing out that Sam
TheaI told Angel about what selene had told me, he wanted to return back but I stopped him knowing he was going to be brutal about it. Sam still had a little work for the day so he wouldn't be home at least untill night to do anything about it. I advised him to speak to Ray about it. We needed to be careful. Once we got home we were surprised to see the place bubbling more than normal. "What are they celebrating?" I asked since Ray didn't inform us about any of this. Angel was surprised as well. We were made to know that Ray was organizing a celebration for us since we were to leave the next day. The party became full blown at night with lots to drink and eat. I was introduced to the workers and everyone under the house payroll. The welcome was massive. I really enjoyed my short stay here. While I was having a drink and talking with Lea, I suddenly sighted someone from the corner. It was selene and my jaw dropped. How did I forget about them? My goodness! I cursed myself within
TheaThe next day, Raymond took Angel and I to the ranch where we met the stable steward but to my surprise it was the man from yesterday, the one scolding that teenage girl. He greeted us looking quite excited. He sounded really nice and his countenance warm. I could hardly believe that this was the man yelling at the girl yesterday. Could I have been mistaken? Could have been someone who looked like him? I was still in doubt untill someone came into the stable proving me right. It was the girl, in her school uniform. She seemed to have just returned from school. "Good day papa. Good day...." She greeted, holding her school bag. We all turned to look at her and she looked a bit scared avoiding our gazes. I looked at Sam, the table steward, he looked like he was struggling between feeling annoyed or playing pretend. He chose the later. "Selene, you're back." he said smiling. She didn't return his smile and startled as he moved closer to her. "What are you doing here, you should b
We finally got down for dinner. Everyone was seated already and we joined them. At first, I was nervous about the kind of thing we'd talk about during dinner. They'd like to ask about me right? Did they know how I got to live with Angel? How I even became his girlfriend? I was really nervous but to my surprise they questions were far from it. I had the feeling that Raymond knew some things maybe more than his wife Lea but they were all nice to me especially with their questions. They spoke about Angel as a kid and his experiences whenever he came there and I could see that his life was beautiful when he visited the ranch. I was happy that he had here as a place to escape his harsh reality. While I was lost in admiration of Angle, I felt his hand touch mine below the table. He looked at me and our eyes spoke unsaid words between us. We smiled and joined the conversation again not until Jack who proved that kids were indeed curious beings blurt a question no one expected him to. "So w
Thea I looked forward to going to Angel's ranch everyday and finally we were here. The environment was quiet and brought a sense of peace with it. Few families lived in this side compared to the city. I wasn't a country side girl and had never been to one before. This was my very first time and it didn't let down the expectations I had for it. We passed through some farms and saw some locals along the road. They stared at us like they rarely saw people from the city or was it our fancy car that they admired? This place was quite different, almost adventurous. I looked through the window smiling as I enjoyed the sight. Some little girls waved at me and I waved back. Their smile was beautiful. Everyone here seemed to have a very simple life. "Do you like it that much?" Angel said and I tilted to catch a glimpse of him before returning my gaze back to the road."It feels peaceful." I said and knew he was smiling even without seeing him. "Indeed. Enough to forget my existence the m