Chapter 105: Captured At Heart

Angel

After what seemed like a rejection from Thea the day I bared myself before her as vulnerabe, I experienced a mix of emotions.

Anger, detest for my longing, desperation to have her, frustration and the smearing feeling of depression.

I felt dejected, unworthy. I thought about everything I had done to her so far and I had two words to describe my actions ...heartless monster!

I was selfish and greedy at the same time. Having even a tiny hope that she could look at me as a man to be desired. I knew she loved how I handled her body. I understood her when feeding her with blazing passion. She made me feel like I was her best sex and like the only man who could satisfy her to her core.

Maybe I was too confident in my looks, or I was just helplessly hopeless that she would be attracted to me. Maybe I saw the signals upside down.

For some stupid reason, the way she looked at me, reacted when I was around and the bits of concerns she had shown me all the while, I had them all confus