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XXIX. I MISS YOU
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As I walked into the courtroom, I couldn't help but feel a sense of dread wash over me. The room was large and imposing, with high ceilings and wooden paneling that seemed to absorb all the light. The air was thick with the scent of old books and stale air.The room was packed with people, all of whom seemed to be staring at me with a mixture of curiosity and suspicion. I saw reporters scribbling notes on their pads, photographers snapping pictures, and even a few TV cameras set up in the back of the room.As I scanned the crowd, my eyes landed on a familiar face - Riezel. My heart sank as I saw her sitting in the front row, a smug smile spreading across her face. She was the reason I was here, the reason I was on trial for a crime I didn't commit.I felt a surge of anger and hatred towards her. How could she do this to me? How could she ruin my life and destroy my reputation?The bailiff stood up and cleared his throat. "This court is now in session. Please rise for the oath."I stoo
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As Raphael continued to testify on my behalf, I couldn't help but notice the frown on Riezel's face. She looked like she had just sucked on a lemon, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of satisfaction. Maybe, just maybe, things were finally starting to go my way.But my moment of triumph was short-lived. Just as Raphael was finishing up his testimony, I saw Claus walk into the courtroom. He was a tall, imposing figure, and he commanded attention as he made his way to the front of the room.But it wasn't just Claus who caught my attention. He was accompanied by a woman who was dressed in a long, black coat and wearing a pair of sunglasses. She looked like she was trying to be incognito, but I couldn't help but wonder who she was and what she was doing here.As Claus and the mysterious woman made their way to the front of the room, Riezel's face suddenly lit up. She smiled, a triumphant look on her face, and I couldn't help but wonder what was going on.Claus and the woman sat down bes
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As the courtroom began to settle down after my outburst, the prosecutor called out the next witness. "Riezel, please come forward," he said.The room seemed to grow quieter, as if everyone was holding their breath in anticipation. I watched as Riezel stood up, her movements eerily slow and deliberate.As she walked towards the witness chair, the air in the room seemed to grow thick and heavy. The shadows on the walls appeared to deepen and twist, like living things. I felt a shiver run down my spine as Riezel's eyes locked onto mine, her gaze cold and calculating.The courtroom was bathed in a faint, eerie glow, as if the very lights themselves were responding to Riezel's presence. The air was charged with an almost palpable sense of malevolence, and I couldn't help but feel that something was very wrong.Riezel's footsteps echoed through the room, each one sounding like a death knell. She moved with a slow, deliberate pace, her eyes never leaving mine. I felt like I was trapped in a
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As I was dragged back to my cell, I continued to shout and swear at Riezel, my anger and frustration boiling over. "You're a monster! You're a murderer! You're going to pay for what you've done!"But as I was thrown into my cell, I realized that I was alone. The guards had left me, and I was locked in, with no one to vent my anger to.But then, I heard the sound of footsteps outside my cell. I looked up, expecting to see a guard or maybe even Raphael. But instead, it was Riezel, standing in front of me with a proud and eerie smile on her face."Delilah," she said, her voice dripping with malice. "I see you're still as fiery as ever. But let me tell you something, my dear. You're wasting your time. Raphael will never be yours. From the start, he was always meant to be mine."I felt a surge of anger and hatred towards Riezel, but I tried to keep my cool. I didn't want to give her the satisfaction of seeing me lose my temper.But Riezel just kept on smiling, her eyes glinting with amusem
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The next morning, I woke up early and joined the line of female inmates waiting for breakfast at the cafeteria. As I stood there, I noticed that the gang that had been harassing me for weeks was now just staring at me, whispering to each other and pointing. But they didn't approach me, and I wondered if Raphael's warning had finally sunk in.After getting my breakfast, I looked around for a place to sit. The cafeteria was crowded, but I spotted an occupied table with a few empty chairs. I walked over and asked if I could join them. The women looked at me warily, but one of them nodded and I sat down.As I began to eat, one of the women pushed a can of milk towards me. "Here, take this," she said with a smile. "It's good for your baby."I was taken aback by her kindness, and I thanked her gratefully. But as I opened the can and took a sip, I noticed that the woman who had given it to me was now walking away, a strange look on her face.I felt a sudden sense of unease, and I quickly che
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As I drifted off to sleep, I felt myself being transported to a different world. A world where my baby was still alive, and I was surrounded by the people I loved.In my dream, I saw myself standing in a beautiful backyard, surrounded by lush green grass and vibrant flowers. Raphael was standing next to me, his arm wrapped around my waist, holding me close.We were both smiling, looking happy and content. And in front of us, playing in the grass, was our baby. A little boy with bright blue eyes and curly brown hair, laughing and giggling as he chased after a ball.I felt a surge of joy and love as I watched my baby play. I reached out and scooped him up in my arms, holding him close and inhaling the sweet scent of his baby shampoo.Raphael wrapped his arms around us both, holding us close. "We're a family," he whispered, his voice full of emotion. "We're a happy family."As we stood there, basking in the warmth and love of our little family, I felt a sense of peace and contentment was
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I sat there, staring blankly at the wall in front of me. My eyes were dry, my tears having long since run out. I felt empty, hollow, like a shell of a person.My mind was a jumbled mess of thoughts, but none of them made sense. I couldn't think straight, couldn't process anything. All I could do was sit there, staring at the wall, feeling like I was drowning in my own grief.I didn't care about anything anymore. I didn't care about myself, about Raphael, about anything. I just felt numb, like I was floating through life in a daze.I thought about my baby, about the life that we had planned for them. I thought about all the things that we would never get to do, all the memories that we would never get to make. And I just felt...lost.I couldn't believe that this had happened to me. I couldn't believe that I had lost my baby. It felt like a cruel joke, like the universe was playing some kind of twisted game with me.I thought about all the times that I had felt my baby kick, all the tim
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The next day, I was taken back to the jail, the cold, harsh reality of my situation slamming back into me like a ton of bricks. As I walked into my cell, I felt a sense of emptiness wash over me. The small, cramped space seemed to close in around me, making me feel suffocated.I went through the motions of my daily routine, but my heart wasn't in it. I lay down on my bunk, staring blankly at the ceiling as I tried to shut out the world. I didn't care about anything or anyone anymore. I just existed.The hours ticked by slowly, each one feeling like an eternity. I got up to use the toilet, washed my hands, and then lay back down. I stared at the wall, my mind numb and empty.The sound of footsteps echoed outside my cell, and I knew it was time for breakfast. I didn't bother to get up, didn't bother to eat. I just lay there, feeling nothing.The guard came in, setting a tray of food on the floor beside me. "Hey, you need to eat something," she said, trying to sound gentle.I didn't resp
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Hopelessly Devoted LXX. BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES
As we stepped off the plane in New Zealand, I could feel the weight of our past tragedies slowly lifting off our shoulders. The crisp, clean air and the stunning natural beauty of the country seemed to envelop us in a sense of peace and tranquility.Raphael and I had decided to take a vacation to New Zealand to refresh our minds and hearts. We wanted to leave behind the memories of the past and start anew, and what better way to do that than in one of the most beautiful countries in the world?We spent our first few days in Auckland, exploring the city and its surroundings. We visited the iconic Sky Tower, where we took in breathtaking views of the city and harbor. We also walked along the waterfront, enjoying the street performers and food vendors.But it was when we left Auckland and started exploring the rest of the country that our vacation really began to take off. We rented a car and drove to Rotorua, where we spent a day exploring the geothermal wonders of Wai-O-Tapu. We marvel
Hopelessly Devoted LXIX. THANKYOU, GOODBYE
Riezel's voice was tearful as she asked Raphael, "Do you still love Delilah? Even though she's changed her name, even though her face is not the same? Does your heart still beat for her?" Raphael's eyes never left mine as he looked down and nodded without hesitation. It was as if he was confirming his love for me, no matter what name I went by or what I looked like. Riezel's face contorted in agony as she broke down into tears. Her body shook with sobs, and her voice was barely audible as she asked Raphael again, "Did you ever love me? Did you ever care for me? Did your heart ever beat for me?" Raphael remained silent, his eyes still fixed on me. He didn't even glance at Riezel, and his silence was deafening. Riezel's tears continued to flow as she begged Raphael to answer her. But he just shook his head and said, "It's all my fault, Riezel. If there's anyone you need to punish, it's me, not Ava." Raphael took a step forward, his eyes locked on Riezel's. "I'll take the blame for
Hopelessly Devoted LXVIII. CONFESSION
As I slowly opened my eyes, I was met with the familiar sight of the Montenegro hacienda's bedroom. I was lying on the bed, my head pounding with a dull ache. I tried to sit up, but a wave of dizziness washed over me, forcing me to lie back down.As I looked around the room, I realized that I was alone. There was no sign of Claus, no sign of anyone. I tried to call out for help, but my voice was hoarse and barely audible.I struggled to get out of bed, my legs shaking beneath me. I stumbled to the door and began to pound on it, calling out for someone to help me. But there was no response.I pounded on the door for what felt like hours, but no one came. I was starting to get desperate, starting to feel like I was trapped.And then I remembered the staff. They must have been instructed not to help me. Claus must have told them to leave me alone.I felt a wave of despair wash over me. I was trapped, alone and helpless. I slid to the floor, tears streaming down my face.Raphael. Oh, Raph
Hopelessly Devoted LXVII. TELL ME IT'S NOT A DREAM
As Raphael drove the car, I sat beside him, feeling worried and scared. The events of the party were still fresh in my mind, and I couldn't shake off the feeling of unease.Raphael glanced at me, concern etched on his face. He saw the paleness of my skin, the shock still evident in my eyes. He reached out and held my hands tightly, trying to reassure me that he was there for me, that I wasn't alone."Where are we going?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.Raphael smiled softly. "Somewhere no one will find us," he said. "Just rest, Ava. You need it right now."I tried to lean back and rest my eyes, but my mind was racing. I couldn't forget what I had witnessed at the party. The image of Markus's lifeless body, the sound of Riezel's screams, it all kept replaying in my mind.As I drifted off to sleep, I had a nightmare. The party was repeating itself in my mind, and I was reliving the horror all over again.When I woke up, gasping for breath, I found myself in an unfamiliar room.
Hopelessly Devoted LXVI. THE PERFECT GIFT
I sat in the dimly lit room, my heart racing as I recounted every detail of my conversation with Markus to Claus. He listened intently, his eyes narrowing as he processed the information.When I finished, Claus leaned back in his chair, a calculating look on his face. "We need to make Markus silence," he said, his voice low and menacing.I felt a shiver run down my spine as I heard his words. "What do you mean?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.Claus didn't answer me directly. Instead, he leaned forward, his eyes glinting in the dim light. "Let's just say that I have ways of dealing with people who become a problem," he said, his voice dripping with malice.I felt a wave of fear wash over me as I realized what Claus was suggesting. "You're not going to try to kill him, are you?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.Claus didn't answer me. Instead, he leaned back in his chair, a cold smile spreading across his face. "Let's just focus on our goal, Ava," he said. "If I find
Hopelessly Devoted LXV. GOOD LOOKING
As I walked into the bathroom, I didn't expect to see Riezel waiting for me. But there she was, her eyes blazing with anger and hatred. She pushed me against the wall, her hands closing around my neck like a vice.I struggled to breathe, but Riezel just leaned in closer, her face twisted in a snarl. She was enjoying this, enjoying the power she had over me. She was going to kill me, and she was going to enjoy every moment of it.But then, something inside me snapped. I started to giggle, and then I laughed, a cold, mirthless sound. Riezel's eyes widened in surprise, and she backed away from me, looking at me like I was crazy.And maybe I was. Maybe I had finally lost my mind after everything I had been through. But I didn't care. I was beyond caring.Riezel's voice was shaking as she asked me, "What's your relationship with my husband?"But I just smiled, a cold, calculating smile. I tied my long hair back, and then I started to walk towards Riezel, step by step.I didn't answer her q
Hopelessly Devoted LXIV. NEW ALLIES
As I walked into my condominium, I couldn't shake off the feeling of anger and resentment that had been building up inside me. I hurriedly made my way to my secret room, my heart racing with anticipation. And as I opened the door, I was met with a surprise that made my blood boil.Claus was sitting in my chair, a look of calmness on his face. But as soon as he saw me, he turned around, a hint of surprise in his eyes. I didn't give him time to react, though. I immediately grabbed him by the collar, my fingers digging deep into his skin."What did you tell Raphael?" I demanded, my voice low and menacing. "What lies did you and Riezel tell him to make him break into pieces like that?"Claus looked at me, confusion etched on his face. "Ava, I don't know what you're talking about," he said, trying to calm me down.But I wasn't having it. I pushed him away, my hands shaking with anger. "Don't lie to me, Claus," I spat. "I know all about it. Raphael told me everything."Claus looked at me, s
Hopelessly Devoted LXIII. THE TABLES TURN
As the sunset approached, Raphael and I settled into the sand, his arms wrapped around me, holding me close. The sky was painted with hues of pink, orange, and purple, a breathtaking sight that seemed to match the emotions swirling inside me.As we sat there, watching the sun dip below the horizon, I felt a sense of sentimental wash over me. I couldn't help but think about the journey I had taken to get to this moment, to be back in Raphael's arms. All the pain, the heartache, the struggles – it had all been worth it, because in the end, I had found my way back to him.But as I gazed into his eyes, I couldn't help but wonder – if he knew everything, would he still love me? Would he still accept me, flaws and all? Or would he turn away, horrified by the secrets I had kept hidden for so long?I stared at him, lost in thought, and Raphael noticed. He smiled, his eyes crinkling at the corners, and asked, "What's wrong? Why are you staring at me like that?"I hesitated, unsure of how to an
Hopelessly Devoted LXII. TORN APART
As we finished our meal at the restaurant, Raphael suggested that we head to a nearby hotel to continue our conversation in private. I agreed, and we hailed a taxi to take us to the hotel.As we rode in the taxi, Raphael's hand brushed against mine, sending a spark of electricity through my body. I turned to him, our eyes locking in a gaze that seemed to hold a thousand unspoken words.When we arrived at the hotel, Raphael paid the taxi driver and we stepped out onto the sidewalk. The cool evening air was filled with the sounds of the city, but all I could focus on was the man standing beside me.We walked into the hotel lobby, and Raphael approached the front desk to check us in. I stood beside him, my arm brushing against his as we waited for the receptionist to hand over our room key.As we made our way to the elevator, Raphael's hand found its way to the small of my back, his touch sending shivers down my spine. I leaned into him, my head tilting up to meet his gaze.The elevator
