Chapter 339 Max The one thing about waiting is that there are times when time is not your friend and there are times when time is your friend and there are times when time flies and you wish that you had more time to spend with the ones you love. Time can be your best friend or your worst enemy depending on how you look at it right now. It is my worst enemy because I don't want to play the waiting game. It had been six hours since I called Ellie and Matteo answered her phone . I can't remember what I did to him but as soon as I remember and I figure out why he hates me , I will try and make things right but it doesn't seem like a bargaining man or a man who likes to negotiate and anyone who wants to negotiate with him better have a good reason for negotiating with him that includes having sharp negotiation skills which I am starting to find out my girlfriend has. Fabio it's friendly but he doesn't take any nonsense. He looks like he's been trained in a lot of combat arts. I have mus
Chapter 340 EllieThis it's not the first time that I have been taken by an opposing gang and my way around not so I know my way around being tied up but this is a whole new different ball game because Matteo is a man of intent. I knew I was being followed. I needed him to come to me. I didn't need to go to him but I ended up having to go with him and it was not planned but it was something I expected to happen because I knew how Carl reacts in certain situations. My heart also was breaking for Maxwell I could only imagine what he was going through because I know for a fact that he does the love me and he does remember loving me and to remember loving me only to have me being taken away is not a nice feeling when you feel awful stuff things and you feel like the one person you can trust who thought that you can trust but pushed away and didn't want is not there and they are taken away at the very moment that you remember what once was.I'm glad that my memory came back gradually and
Chapter 341MaxI'm not a sore loser. I just don't like losing knowing that I got a phone and knowing that I tried my best and lost is a horrible feeling. I don't want to sleep tonight. I don't remember ever having a sleepless night over something that I couldn't quite grasp. My friend was having a pretty party today and I needed to make an appearance. It's not fair to not make an appearance at a friend's birthday party and show disrespect and it shows that you don't care which is the one thing that I don't want to happen. I remembered that Toby was my minder, but after the call that I had with Daniel, I can see why my boyfriend decided to call in the backup because of what I did to my father who I just found out that is working for the enemy. The more I tried to make sense of what was going on the more I got confused. The last thing I want is confusion but the one thing I do want is to let go and have a good time from what Fabio told me; Michelangelo is a party animal and he comes ou
Chapter 342 Ellie I love playing dress-up. I love it, even more, when I have to dress up to go to a party that is the party of the month, not the year because my birthday is coming up in a short while well in a month or so after we celebrate Michelangelo's birthday, Carlo's, and Matteo's. We have a history that I haven't told anyone for my safety for his safety and for the safety of both parties involved I've always known how he has operated and I always know what he uses to hack into other people's systems I'm just 10 steps ahead of him and I knew that he knew that I knew where Romano and Melech were. I couldn't ask anyone within the gang to help me. I had to ask somebody outside the gang to help me pull this off and he helped me pull it off in spectacular fashion because the only way I could get the recording was that they were looking for ways to ask for it and it would be given to me by mentioning his name. The main reason I kept Melech and Romano hid in plain sight was bec
Chapter 343 Max Contrary to popular belief ;I don't like going out. I am a homebody. I'd rather spend my nights with my family .Right now I'm feeling all sorts of feelings but the most palpable of them all is a feeling of regret . I'm regretting a lot of things right now and most of all I'm regretting in the way I treated my girlfriend when she tried to at least tell me that she was mine and I didn't believe her instead I believe someone who I thought had my best interest at heart mean while he didn't have my best interests at heart . I believed my own father who had a hit on my girlfriend for no reason other than the fact that she isn't good for me . He claims that she is using me and she has never loved me the way I deserved to be loved. The truth has a way of coming out whether you want to believe it or not. Eventually the real truth will come out. People ask ,what is the truth ? Truth is the one thing that we have after all is said and done without truth. You'll be stuck in lay
Chapter 344EllieI've said it before and I will say it again; if the one thing that you fear happens to you you're not afraid of it happening again and if you face the mountain that you faced before you're not afraid to climb it again and overcome the mountain. However, there are certain things that you fear that will always plague your mind at the worst of times. There is such a thing as seasonal drawing. I can describe it because it's only the people around you who notice the change in your behavior and that you're not as happy as you usually are, not your normal self and I guess I keep quiet and I withdraw from people including the people that I care about. I'm celebrating a friend's birthday party tonight and I've got two more friend's parties to celebrate. I also have to acknowledge the fact that next month will be my baby's heavenly birthday. Five months later I also have to celebrate Axel's twin's birthday and my baby boy's birthday and possibly prepare to give birth in Decemb
Chapter 345 Max When your memory comes back a lot of things start to make sense and you can start putting the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle that you thought was up in the air and you can find the right pieces to fit the picture and the little bits of memory that make the pieces fit together. I remembered a lot of things , and more specifically I remembered my time with my fiance. She is still my fiance. I just need to reaffirm to her the fact that she is my one and only. A memory that came back was my first date with Ellie . I was comfortable around her and she has always accepted me for who I am regardless of any condition I was in. He wasn't as popular as I was at school but she had her head in the books . Her book smart nature was an attractive trait more than that it was her heart that I fell for and her personality because she was the most down to earth person that I had ever come across. The day before I asked her out on a date I was nervous and you know you get those nerves bef
Chapter 346Max You know when your life flashes before your eyes and you prayed to God that you'd never see the day that your life almost ended I was having one of those days and those days happened today of all days and I saw the worst thing that I could ever see happened to the person I love I don't know if my baby love is alive or if she is still breathing but all I know is that I want to save her what was the use of serving someone when you don't know where they are or if they are alive. This Sunday was supposed to be the best Sunday I could have ever had with both my son and my fiance but now it looks as if it's not going to happen. I've already gotten one person taken away from me. I don't need another person that I love being snatched away from me again. I don't know how to feel and I don't know how to explain it. It's a feeling of numbness and a flood of all the feelings you should be feeling and you can't process everything. You feel nothing and everything at the same time a