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EllieThe hardest part about any traumatic experience is ; accepting that something awful has happened to you . You can only be thankful for what you have and count your blessings . I'm no stranger to trauma , but after every trauma or horrific experience something's got to give and you have to find it within you to pick up the pieces one by one and try and assemble the jigsaw puzzle pieces of your life together .
Blake has been through a lot and I know him better than his brother does , and apart from the fact that he had called Max when he was in trouble and not me , meant that he was in serious deep trouble. I for one didn't know that Paul was related to the Massa's and that; his little brother Taylor was responsible for knocking out Cleo when she went to the bachelorette party at a club she was forbidden to go to because it was somehow connected to the Luca's.
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