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Ellie
The hardest part about making a decision that feels right in your gut and in your heart is telling the person who actually thought that they had a shot at a relationship with you that they are being benched again.
I don't like being torn between two guys and not knowing how I feel . I have two amazing guys who want to be a permanent part of my world ,but I can't seem to make a choice and it's not only unfair to them , but it's also unfair to the women that want to be with them too . I don't want to compare them .
Daniel is a Virgo and the only feelings I've had for him are that of a brother . What we did on the side was just an agreement . We have been friends for years and there were many reasons as to why I just didn't want to cross the friendship line . I've known for the longest of times that he was part of the Mafia and even though his father has always been nice to me and he isn't the monster
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