Chapter 44
3 months later
Ellie
The hardest part about making a decision that feels right in your gut and in your heart is telling the person who actually thought that they had a shot at a relationship with you that they are being benched again.
I don't like being torn between two guys and not knowing how I feel . I have two amazing guys who want to be a permanent part of my world ,but I can't seem to make a choice and it's not only unfair to them , but it's also unfair to the women that want to be with them too . I don't want to compare them .
Daniel is a Virgo and the only feelings I've had for him are that of a brother . What we did on the side was just an agreement . We have been friends for years and there were many reasons as to why I just didn't want to cross the friendship line . I've known for the longest of times that he was part of the Mafia and even though his father has always been nice to me and he isn't the monster
Chapter 45MaxIt has been a long year and with everything going on you'd think that it was only just yesterday that Ellie came back into my life and we were well on our way to getting married and having children. She hadn't talked to me since the day she asked me and Daniel to leave her alone .I know that she didn't plan on catching feelings for both of us but what we have is worth fighting for in more ways than one. We've been through hell and back and I'll be damned if I let a doctor come between us and what we have. I've been sending El gifts and she has a box full of them in her revamped apartment that just looks exquisite. She has amazing taste and I'm proud to call her my girlfriend ... Even though the past three months in have been hard to get through.Today marked a year since we lost Benjamin and a couple of weeks later our first child . I could only imagine what El was going through. I feel everything
Chapter 46Ellie Your body has a way of showing you flames if you aren't taking care of it properly . Over a period of time you put it through hell or sometimes heaven and hell come to your body all at once , and your body talks to you in ways you can and can't comprehend.Your body has a way of giving you a receipt of everything you've put it through . Only this time I didn't put it through anything . I've been keeping a healthy diet and I had been going for my check ups . I am pregnant with Max's baby , I've already established that, I don't have any feelings for Daniel except that of brotherly sister love . Maxwell owns me and I indirectly own him . We have binding runes and their powerful.I was going to freshen up and change into blue jeans and a yellow crew neck sweatshirt. I was feeling okay and since my floors were made if wood , I was walking around barefoot . Max also knee that I didn't like&n
Chapter 47MaxwellMy favourite place in the world is next to El . She had told me that she has a doctor's appointment when I came with lunch . I wanted to do other things after lunch but she promised that she would make it up to me once we were done with the visit ,it was important and I could have convinced her to move it forward but I didn't want to be selfish .We had made in on time for the appointment and I knew she didn't want any attention around us . Even though I was not with any club I was talking a bit of a break from anything that had to do with football. I had studied sports management and marketing as back up because I learnt my lesson from the first time I had a major injury that nothing in the sporting world lasts forever performance wise .I'm not being shallow but at the end of the day I needed to find a way to make more m
Chapter 48EllieI've been pregnant before and the first couple of months are the scariest and I've waited longer for my check up in case I received bad news . With everything that I've been through I could really use a break especially with regards to the hearing .Part of me wants to cancel everything and let Karma deal with Killian . I want to call Daniel and ask him to deal with him because I don't think I have the energy to deal with that man after what he tried to do .Max offered to take me to the doctor... I lie Max insisted that he will drive me to my doctors appointment because he was uncomfortable with me going into a car that I didn't know . Michelangelo had bought him a new car to replace the one that I got into an accident with. Michelangelo Massa Luca has deep pockets and Cleopatra Massa Luca could care less she has deeper pockets but her husband knows absolute jack .
Chapter 49MaxYou know that you have found the love of a lifetime when , your better half forgives you ; even for something you did when you were confused . The good news is that; we are pregnant and what even better is that , we are past the three month mark so we are in the safe zone . I cannot wait to pick out baby names with Eleanor and then tell the world that she is mine and I have chosen her. I have been linked with a lot of people and I have had to quell down the rumors that were not true about me . The rumors that are very hurtful are the ones that hurt my girlfriend and she has always been the sensitive type , and straight forward .I was invited to a part by a couple of friends . I didn’t know that it was one of “Those “ parties where you walk around naked and have exhibition sex . The attendance was by inv
Chapter 50 EllieI don’t like drama and I do not like feeling like I am being attacked . I am so happy that Max and Me are pregnant and that we are in the clear. Out of doubt that Amy might have not being completely honest ; I had asked Daniel to run another test and a couple more blood tests because Amy didn’t take any blood specimens from me and I most certainly didn’t want to put any foot wrong .I didn’t want anyone except for the people close to me , knowing that I was pregnant .Max decided to shoot down the lie that; he was Amy’s boyfriend and that they were pregnant with their first child . He even went as far as posting the picture of the baby in my tummy cutting out the name but giving the dates .I for one cannot believe that Salvatore is alive and he is recovering. It is very hard to see someone you love going through hell . I didn&rsquo
Chapter 51 Max I can't hide anything from Ellie . She's always been sharp and observant when it comes to anything that has to do with me. I am also observant and know when I need to give her time or just push until she gives me an answer. When we came back from the hospital ,I wanted to take her out for dinner and since I didn't want to let her know that we were going out , I took the longer route to the restaurant not knowing that we were going to get stuck in traffic . Ellie was quite and given what happened today I really wanted to cheer her up and make her laugh. When she she went to the backseat I knew what Amy said got her questioning my love for her. Truth be told I can't remember ever not loving Eleanor Lerato , the day I broke her heart was the worst day of my life and for the fact that Abraham , her grandfather regarded me as his adopted grandson, and still loved and accepted me after doi
Chapter 52EllieMax has always said I was subtly stubborn and I was an indirect rebel. Although he made an accurate observation ; I have always been stubborn, but he has always been the one who couldn't yield to anything anyone told him to do .I wanted to save the conversation I was having with Max in the car ; across a table with food . He did afterall wanted to surprise me with a dinner date and I wasn't expecting anything. All I wanted to do was go home and rest, my day had been long; to think we had gone from having no baby , to having hearing a heartbeat and finding out we were actually going to be patents .When I stepped out of the car; Maxwell told me to go back into the car and I didn't want to . He pulled a serious face and I knew he wasn't acting but he probably saw someone coming out direction . I still said no that I wasn't going back into the car . He was clearly angry about