Chapter 316MaxThe one thing that you don't want as a player is not to be able to be given game time or not play at all. Not being given game time is your worst nightmare because you're constantly asking yourself if I'm doing my best. If I am the coach's favourite, maybe I should reconsider my career choices. Not playing at all is like being in jail, I can describe it; it's hell. Hellis is not when you're dead? Hell is when you're alive and you can't do what you love because somebody has decided that it is a good idea to mess up your life and make you second guess and question everything that's going on in your life with regards to your career. I shouldn't have ever trusted Carlo or eating any of his food in his restaurant. I was being a rebel and look where that got me. Now I have to sort out my life and deal with a lot and right now the last thing I need is to have my baby love stress about me . It should be me stressi
Chapter 317Ellie I think I'm getting good at this thing of negating whatever direction Maxwell wants to take. I cannot give away that I know that Romana is alive and well and he's living in my beach house, the one that we don't use because that's the only place that I could think of that nobody would look for him. The only person who's in on this whole setup is Cleo. I know I can trust her because Romano says so and he's always been a good judge of character when it comes to people. He had warned me about his son and his promise he was raised with but I didn't listen and decided to pursue a relationship with him and when I did it was so close to marrying me when he messed up everything. I didn't go to him crying because I was afraid that he was going to tell me that he told me so that Daniel has a way of making you believe something is going on when in actual fact he's doing whatever he wants to do and he's doing it out of his selfish needs . Danie
Chapter 318MaxI don't want to be in a relationship that is filled with doubts and trepidation. When I asked Daniel what caused the rift between him and Ellie and how long it took for her to forgive him , he responded by telling me that; he didn't treat her with; love, respect and honesty. Ellie knew the nature of the kind of things that they do when it comes to working for the family business but he wasn't being completely honest with her. He had also cheated on her with someone she knew , sending her straight into the arms of that sorry excuse of a human being Dexter . I don't like seeing El in pain when she hurts. I hurt ten times more .Last night I told her that I had a confession to make and I knew that she was in a listening mood because she was calm and she wasn't stressed . I had told her about all the fun I had before we came together and that I don't want her to be surprised when somebody comes out and says that; I slept with them and th
Chapter 319Ellie I don't like explaining myself when I know that I have packed everything up and shelved it away. The only thing I did was advocate for my fiance to be accepted into the gang and surprise surprise he was a legacy. Raphael has always been the gang's doctor. We all knew that he had a son but we didn't know that his son was Maxwell. It wasn't hard to convince the other gang members that Maxwell would be a great addition to the fold. I pointed out the fact that he has a lot of influence and given the positions that he had ascended to in terms of his career he was going to be an asset. He was the team's captain and he had already been given the vice-captaincy of the national team. As if this weekend's game wasn't dismal enough I needed a bit of good news and the good news came in the form of A & B samples of the drug tests that we ran on all the players except for Max who was suspended . The main reason was that the drugs that he tested posi
Chapter 320 Ellie I was sober this time that I would already have kids and have a fulfilling life. I can tick a couple of boxes but I can't tick all of them yet because I'm not married I'm engaged to be married. When I got back together with Maxwell I was sure that I was making the right decision. I know that I can never be wrong when it comes to loving him because everything with him just feels right and it feels like we are meant to be. It's like some sort of magnetic pull I can't explain it and no matter how many times you try to pull away from something, or someone who changed your life you always find something that brings you back to them. I don't know what happened between the time that I left my husband to be at home this morning , to getting a call from my Godfather telling me to go to the hospital because my fiance was badly hurt or had been involved in some sort of accident. When I received a call from Cleopatra ; I was calm. When I arrived at the hospital only to find Max
Chapter 321Max I'm in hospital. I don't know how I got here and I don't know who brought me here. All I know is that I'm in hospital and I don't know who I am and I don't know who's who. I don't know who to trust and it's just a lot that I have lost my memory because I can't be this confused and still be breathing something must have happened to me and I think it's something that either I've done or somebody has done to me because my whole body feels like it's been through the wringer and my head feels so heavy I try to keep my eyes open but it's a mission . When I woke up and came out of what seemed to be the longest nap, there was a woman by my bedside , she looked so familiar and from the moment she said my name , she said it with so much love mixed with worry. A man came and claimed to be my father. I could believe him because he was a doctor but I couldn't believe the woman because I don't trust any women. I haven't trusted any women since I broke up with my ex girlfriend. I al
Chapter 322Ellie Most of the time I am quiet I'm in our business and when tragedy strikes I don't build titanium or they try to understand why what happened happened and how best I can deal with it because if I don't heal and do the work put in the hours and days to recover or remedy whatever situation is going on no one else is going to do it. I'm responsible for my own feelings and therefore I need to acknowledge every feeling because every feeling is supported by reason and whatever the reason may be whatever answer I need to give when my feelings are concerned as to be honest without fear of being judged for the way I feel.I live in my feelings and that means I'm an emotional person but on rare occasions I may be emotionally unstable but it comes with the territory of being in touch with your feelings . At some point the scales need to be tipped in order to balance . I'm tackling two storms , a storm that's not a storm because I know what's going on. Everything is going accordi
Chapter 323Max I don't remember anything. I know that I'm a soccer player but I don't remember how to play soccer. I love the game, yes and I can actually pinpoint what's going on technically and tactically and I can even tell you what's wrong with the game that the players are playing. I woke up a couple of days ago and as confusing as everything was I made decisions based on how I felt at a specific moment in time. I apparently feel things intensely because I think I might have just thrown away the best thing that's ever happened to me according to my supposed best friend Daniel. I have a friend who's a leader of a gang that I am part of and apparently I am a legacy which means that my father must have belongs to the gang and therefore automatically grants me entry into the game at some cost I don't know what caused it is but I'm just glad that I'm part of something that doesn't feel familiar but it's totally cool. Daniel can fly aeroplanes and helicopters I was so surprised when