Chapter 271
EllieThere are days when I feel like going to work and there are days when I don't want to go to work because I don't want to leave my Baby boy alone. I miss them when I go to work and it's reaching the milestone where his senses are heightened . He already knows his father's voice and I feel bad for not calling Max last night because I was so tired .I normally send him a picture of Axl sleeping one of them wide awake or sometimes I send a video of actual saying something that doesn't make sense but it makes sense to both of us anyway because his baby talking and we are still trying to learn baby talk and understand what kids are saying but it's ok we will get there.I got up in the middle of the night to go check on Axel and he was peacefully sleeping. I'd ask Daniel to move his crib into the main bedroom because I didn't want to be apart from him I knew it was a target on my back and I don't want anything to happen to my bChapter 272Ellie I tried to keep my eyes open but they ended up closing again. I wasn't in the state of mind to go anywhere physically. Mentally I was still sharp mentally, but my body was betraying me physically because deep down I knew that something was wrong and I couldn't move or do anything until I had recovered. I pulled myself up and tried to get out of bed again. I ended up with my feet hanging on the side of the bed and me looking at Axel smiling . It was enough to make me smile and get the strength to get up but Daniel walked towards me and sat me down with him. I placed my head on his shoulder and he kissed my forehead. "I spoke to my dad yesterday and he had to take a detour with Sienna's father. He didn't know better and Matteo is trying to do something sinister. Angelo will run things at the office and I will run things to the side on the ground and just work from home because you are in no condition to go out ."
Chapter 273 Max I've never traveled or shared a room with Toby before; and ever since rebranded and Cape Town have been inseparable. We've done everything together and that included I'm sitting together in the technical meeting and taking notes together. We were put together for a reason and I can see why we were paired together now. At first I thought that it didn't make sense that I was being paid up with someone who did not have a soccer background. I knew that I had to find a way to work with my new partner but unlike many times before working with someone who has proven to be difficult but working with somebody who understands her and gets here in many ways is a blessing. I tried to take the window seat on our way to Cape Town but Toby beat me to it. He also beat me to the part of our hotel room that had a view. I couldn't wait to see my son and my fiance. It didn't matter what we did. I knew that my day was going to get better and I could fee
Chapter 274 Max "To be honest right now I don't know because; Ellie isn't picking up her phone and so is Daniel. I just don't know why they are both not here. Something must have happened because I'm starting to feel like a part of me is missing."We both stepped out of the elevator and into his car ,he started driving and we continued talking. "I know the feeling I used to feel like that with my ex. When something was wrong or when she was in trouble it felt as if something was amiss and more often than not something bad had I don't get to see my kids and it's killing me that she has full custody and I don't. There's nothing I can do about it but the work I'm doing is actually helping me and thanks to Eleanor I'm not as depressed as when Clara left me . That feeling that you have doesn't go away and to know that you've messed up and can't take back what you have done or be forgiven sucks . " " The other day I asked Ellie w
Chapter 275Ellie Your body is designed to release what it doesn't need. We holding something for too long it will find a way to let it go. If you bottle up something for a long time it will burst and overflow. Everything in your body works in synchronisation. When you don't feel well or fall ill out of the blue, it's your body giving you a receipt of all the things you've put it through and neglected to take care of or ignored until your body says that; enough is enough. For the past couple of months I have put my body and emotions through a lot , and it came as a surprise. , When I came down with a fever. Your body builds you for what you put it through whether it be directly or indirectly, for some people it can be physically, mentally or emotionally. Either way you pay for not taking stock or an inventory of what's wrong and dealing with it at the same time. I don't like hospitals. I've said it once and I'll say it again. I don't
Chapter 276Ellie" I knew things weren't right before I passed out and now that I'm wide awake I can process things properly. I think that I need to know what is going on ?"Can you looked at me and started crying ,with my other hand I reached out my hand and wiped a tear that had escaped his eye. He looked up and he cried again . He took a deep breath and spoke to me ;"Usually when he doesn't pick up on the radar we don't get worried because he is fine. The plane was on the radar. Their plane went down somewhere in the ocean and they recovered most of the wreckage but didn't recover any bodies. It's been a hard week and it's been much harder because I couldn't talk to anyone. I could only talk to one person who understands and that was you and for What it's worth I am thankful to God in the lucky stars above that you're awake. "" Hang on, you said your dad wasn't alone, he was with Sienna Morena's father. Have you talked to
Chapter 277MaxThere's a certain feeling that comes with knowing that you've achieved something that we set out to do . I knew that coming back as captain would require me to put in 110 percent and concentrate with regards to games. Before the major game on Saturday last week I was thrown a curveball with . I've said it before and I've warned Ellie about her overworking herself . She didn't listen to me and as a result she continued doing what she was doing and she ended up in hospital with a serious case of exhaustion. At first I was scared and I thought that she was involved in something that Matteo orchestrated, but when I arrived at the hospital with Brent, Daniel told us that she had a bout of flu and a serious case of extortion which was what I thought would happen if you didn't take a break we just at least take stock of her feelings and how everything was going.Part of me felt guilty because she has been putting out fires that I've started u
Chapter 278Max " I get that trust me I do and I've changed I'm not like I was before and given the match that we paid last week Saturday it was actually fun to actually see you again and play with you we were like brothers we haven't hung out with each other in such a way that it feels as if we are strangers in some way but I'm glad that you were called up to the national team and I also by the way like Toby. "Toby winced and waved , and Garry waved back. " I can't get that we had a messed up past but the past is in the past and we need to move on a lot has happened and there are times when I wished I could pick up the phone and just talk to you because you're the only person that understands besides my agent who my girlfriend still doesn't like. "" I don't like to meet you. And I see why your girlfriend doesn't like Jimmy too . "Toby cleared his throat and spoke. " I also don't like to meet her he's not
Chapter 279 Ellie Everything has a tendency to happen at the right time and sometimes when things don't go according to the way we thought or envisioned that it would come out or planned there is always a reason. If I had attended the match that earned Maxwell a call-up for the national team he wouldn't have been called up. I know this for a fact because he's able to control his emotions but not when it comes to me even the slightest look from a g guy he loses it . He is afraid of losing what he already has and to be honest I would never stray or be disloyal to him but I want him to do his best and I want him to achieve everything that he set out to do. The call that I received after I came out of my deep deep slumber that was forces t,.. by the bout of flu I had , came at a time that I didn't expect but it was the right time. Romano had called me and asked if Daniel was in the room with me. I tol