Chapter 170
Ellie
If there is one thing I know about Max and one thing that I am certain of is that; he knows how to keep a secret, and when he has a surprise he displays the highest degree of self control. Be it emotional, mental, or physically, he has a way of promising something will happen or that he would do something and not go into detail about the dynamics of how he is going to execute the task .
I think that's why I loved him back then and right now because he is a man of his word and when he does something he does it with intent and conviction .
To prove the point I just made ;Max didn't even take a shower with me . He just blew me a kiss when I went into the bathroom and went back to sleep . When I came out he was fast asleep, or pretending to be , I couldn't tell the difference with him.
As much as I was his weakness; he was both
Chapter 171MaxI'm usually good at hiding things but when it comes to Ellie ; I have to have to always think ahead. I don't admit to a lot of things but I will admit to the fact that ; Ellie is my kryptonite and I felt bad about leaving her this morning without any warning , Blake was driving me and he was taking me to the hospital to get my cast removed .I had been doing my exercises and I had been serious about getting back on track and playing soccer.I wasn't going to be doing any strenuous exercises and I was staying at home until pre-season in January. I had time to spend with my girlfriend and my baby boy. I already miss them ,more specifically I miss Axel. To think I was jealous of him and I knew that Ellie was carrying a boy because I felt the same way when my mother was carrying Blake and Billie.I love my baby boy and I would do anything for him . It didn't take that long for the doctor to remove my cast and as soon as he rem
Chapter 172MaxI looked at Abe and shook my head .One of his men opened the door and walked in." Your men don't intimidate me. Clearly you're angry about something and you're in denial that ; you're sick, and it's not fair to keep it from Ellie. She loves you even though she is big mad at you for what happened . "" I'm not perfect . "" It was something preventable. ""I failed at keeping her away from you ."I looked at the guard and pointed to the door but he stood still ." Ellie loves me and I love her . Why is it so hard to accept that she chose me instead of Daniel who I am friends with by the way. "" Daniel was supposed to be the one who was supposed to marry Eleanor and then you cane along . "" What would it take for you to believe me . "" You don't deserve Ellie. ""Let her be the judge of that . "&nbs
Chapter 173EllieDaniel has always been my best friend. He has been with me through the good ; the bad , the ugly, thick , think , pregnant , not pregnant and everything in between. I would have never imagined him lying to me to cover up something so important who lie to me about something that is really important . Maxwell also lied to me and I feel like the only person who has been telling me the truth is Dexter.When Daniel came to me with a sad face, I knew he was fighting a losing battle because of his inability to keep up a pretence. part of me also knew that the only thing that could get him to be so sad was if someone he loved all care about was in jeopardy I'll be the losing their lives or in a bad space. I knew that my grandfather had not been well. I also knew that the time I had with him wasn't limited and being mad at him for so long get never work. He is after all family and
Chapter 174EllieI looked at Max and Janet. As perceptive Janet was she knew that I needed time alone with her son . I did a double take because he was not walking in crutches and his cast was out ." I thought you were going to have your cast on for two more months ."" surprise."Max kissed me and I kissed him back for some sort of odd reason I couldn't get enough of him ." You didn't kiss me goodnight last night and you didn't sleep next to me last night and your watch was next to my phone when I woke up do you care to explain why . "" Where is Axe ? "Janet looked at us and he was holding him."I've got him you too can go upstairs and talk. We will be here besides I haven't had out of time with Axe since you Max were up all night having fun with him
Chapter 175 Max The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt the one I love. It seems as if fate is always against me taking the right path that includes; straightening up and flying right. I finally have what I've always wanted but now it seems as if I'm about to lose everything that I've always wanted again. It's not a fear but it is a reality that's becoming very real now that I have a baby with the woman I've always loved. My past is catching up with me in the worst of ways. Did I sleep with my girlfriend's cousin? Yes I did and I wasn't together with my current girlfriend I know I should have been clear with her and told her everything when we got together but I was afraid of losing her. I know that's no excuse but from here on out I want to be the kind of man that she's always known me to be and more. I can be a present parent for both my baby girl and boy . Sandra lied to me and t
Chapter 176MaxI never listen to anyone when they tell me to do something, I never do. I always do my own thing and I like to be in charge of whatever I do. When I saw the look on Ellie's face my heart broke. I couldn't admit it to the person that it mattered to, but I could admit it to someone who wasn't involved in our relationship .If I loved Ellie I wouldn't have cheated on her and now I have to choose between a life with Sandra or Ellie and her pregnancy wasn't that easy . I knew she was headed to the lake house and I would find her there , but Axel was at our house with my mother and I didn't want her to be driving around crying. She was just getting on good terms with Sandra and I had to spoil it .When I lifted my head and looked at a shocked Sandra who has questions in her eyes . It was complicated but it made sense. I'm not dismissing what Ellie and I went through but ; the heart wants what
Chapter 177EllieI don't think I'm ever going to get married . I don't want to believe what happened just really happened. I woke up this morning next to the person I thought who's going to be my happy ever after. Just yesterday I was a happy person I had everything I ever wanted. My boyfriend who I thought was going to be my husband was under one roof with me and our son. It's too bad that on the day he said that he loved me and he wanted to be with me for keeps , he goes and breaks my heart.I am so done with getting hurt no over and over again by the same person who broke my heart ten ... Make that make it eleven years ago. I'm getting tired I'm doing so much and getting so little in return with regards to relationships. I've given Maxwell multiple chances and I thought we were done with hurting each other , it turns out I was wrong . My grandfather ha
Chapter 178EllieI really don't know how get everything I was going right go so wrong. I loved him and the sad part about this whole messed up situation is that I still do. I thought I knew Maxwell inside out and what he did today was brutal and out of character. I'm no stranger to having my heart being broken but to have your heart broken by someone who promised you forever cuts deep. I'm not tied to Maxwell in anyway and that's what I think it's best for me to leave him. I won't deny him the right to see his son ,but as open as my heart was when I decided to get back with him, it is now closed and I've put up a titanium wall around it.It didn't take me long to pack Axle's clothing and baby stuff. He was healthy enough to come home with us and ask for has been going on rides with him to help them sleep or just have some father and son time . I couldn't believe how much Axel looked like his father with my eyes .