After hanging up the call Qin Yue calmed herself down; Lu Sheng had promised her that he won't give up on her no matter what. He loved her as if she was the reason his heart was throbbing, Qin Yue had a hope that he would convince his parents. There was nothing for her to worry about, everything would be fine! Once she gets the required standard in life she will be able to earn enough dowry to woo his parents, right!
Everything will be alright- she repeated this to satiate her little heart which, for some reason, was being restless. She took out her phone and texted him, "Xin Jie called. I have said okay and she said she will start looking for a suitable project for me."
After making sure that it was sent Qin Yue stared at the screen waiting for his reply; under normal circumstances he would text her almost right away as he had modified the settings to keep her messa
Being brought up by the nanny alone Qin Yue spent her childhood in fear and anxiety. Asking around he was told that she was diagnosed by Generalized anxiety disorder after her nanny passed away.Lu Sheng read many psychological books, articles and even consulted some psychiatrists to know more about it. Qin Yue was abandoned when she was born and when she grew up she was abandoned by the society. She grew up with her world revolving around her nanny and when she too died Qin Yue was left with ho should for herself.The period of trauma developed her with a sense of insecurity- she feared being abandoned and this little fear of hers developed into a major anxiety totally disrupting her psychological condition.Even though Generalized Anxiety Disorder was not a life threatening issue like chronic depressi
Lu Sheng's chilling gaze itself was unbearable for the little maid, let alone his temperament. Under his pressure her eyes gave up as tiny drops of tears started to pour down. She looked quite miserable but Lu Sheng remained unmoved as if he was not the reason she was crying, his handsome face showed no sign of guilt.It was Qin Yue's heart which started to twist; deep down the girl knew that she was the reason he was firing his staff. Guilt ridden she looked up at Lu Sheng, "Don't fire her!" Lu Sheng didn't reply as he lowered his gaze to look at her symbolically demanding for a reason not to kick out this good for nothing staff.Qin Yue said, "It was my fault, I was the one who overreacted moments ago. I know you are angry about it but don't vent them on her, she might have had her reasons to defy you. Right, miss?"
The girl scratched her head and couldn't understand what he was asking about. Seeing that the girl was clueless he directly showed her his phone; the screen flashed with the message she sent him before- the one in which she told him about her accepting the offer. She nonchalantly nodded her head, "Yeah... It's true. Xin Jie promised that she will find a suitable project for me and will help me make a debut."Gloom clouded on Lu Sheng's flawless features as he asked, "Didn't I ask you to wait for few days?" Qin Yue's vigour stopped down as she asked, "You are not happy about it?" The boy snapped back, "It's not like that!""Then why are you being rude?""I asked you to wait for some days...""Why should I waste my time? The sooner the better.""So, you are saying staying by my side is a wate of time for you?"
Qin Yue stood there silently watching him storm out. It was the first time they quibbled: they were young and impatient, with all the immature maturity running through their veins both had no idea what they were fighting for. Both were equally angry with no foundation.Lu Sheng directly drove to An Zihao's place and stayed there dodging his demands for the reason; he believed that staying away from her would decrease his unhappiness but little did they know it was more harder this way.Whole night the couple tossed and turned in their quilt, it was scary that the his side of the bed, which always served her with warmth, was cold and empty. Subconsciously both took out their phone to reach out for the person but something hindered them.She was acting all stubborn back then; even claiming his love fake and sca
Ke Xin was a professional brainwasher as she had learned the tricks of psychology before entering the showbiz as a manager; she knew young minds were easily corrupted and the task becomes more easy when she was dealing with someone as impatient and identity hungry as Qin Yue.She was highlighting that fact that Qin Yue would never be able to shine, placing all the blames at Lu Sheng indirectly. Qin Yue was unable to figure it out but deep down she was already getting tired of this domination. For someone as independent as her the feeling of being jailed within the shadows was suffocating. But she never allowed herself to let this sense of suppression ride over her mind, she loved Lu Sheng but like him she was not ready to give him her whole.She too was a human being with fair amount of desires and needs; under Ke Xin's manipulation her love for Lu Sheng started to f
His eyes were deep and thoughtful as he was clueless what she was upto; trapping her meek hands into his hold he looked at her silently demanding for an answer.Qin Yue bit down on her lips, ashamed of herself. She didn't expect for him to stop her and directly interrogate her. How was she going to explain it to him, her hands which were in his grip started to grip. Without even lifting her eyes she slowly uttered, "Let's... Let's do it!"Lu Sheng's hands trembled hearing her words; his gaze deepened with astonishment. Being a boy, and that too a manly one, he too had his desires about these stuffs. Whenever he gathered with his chumps for a drink they would surely speak about it; he had a girlfriend so they had high expectations for him but the boys used to fall out learnit that he had never did it to her.
The bathroom door opened with a 'kachak' as Lu Sheng exited with nothing more than a towel drapes around his waist. His hairs were dripping wet highlighting his suavity and manliness. Treating her like a thin air he strode into his room locking the door behind him.Qin Yue hung her head- she had managed to piss him again and why won't he be, he was nearly taken advantage of by her. Her gorgeous face reeked of self balme as she screwed herself to the sofa without moving an inch.After ten minutes Lu Sheng finally exited his room on pajamas; his hairs were dried but we're still messy. He silently came and sat on the couch next to her and did nothing more than silently stared down at her. Under his unaided gaze Qin Yue felt shame and nervousness gush into her like ocean; the boy slowly asked, "Why did you do that?"
It was already afternoon when he woke up; he sat up straight to realize that the other side of his bed was empty. After washing up he walked into the hall to find the girl curled up on the sofa with a bunch of papers in her hands."What are you up to?" Lu Sheng asked as he settled next to her; the girl was startled by his sudden appearance but her shock slowly diffused into a grin. She waved the script at him and said, "Soldier, look, it's the script given to me by Xin Jie."Lu Sheng's face fell with the mention of script, he hummed, "You have yet not given up on it?" "What do you mean?" Qin Yue frowned, kinda unhappy with this remark. "Nothing!" Lu Sheng waved his arms and asked, "Let me have a look."Qin Yue passed him the script happily; Lu Sheng accepted it and started to go through it. So, the movie was