Lilly's P.O.V
"Nope, not that, definitely not that. What the hell is that even doing in there? Wait! Let me see that...Ok, you can keep that, that pink one too. No, no, no, god please burn that!"
For the past hour and a half, I've been going through my wardrobe searching for appropriate clothes to carry with me to Paris. However, so far everything that I've shown Kinsley she's told me to either burn, bury or send it to hell where the devil will make bad soul wear it as a form of punishment.
I've just about had enough of it all went my phone ring. Kinsley gave me a stern look and told me to not answer it, and I was going to listen to her until I saw who was calling. I showed her my phone and mouthed, 'it's your brother,' but she didn't care. I, on the other hand, didn't feel like breaking any more of Killian's rules.
"Hello?"
"Why the hell aren't you here yet?!"
Would it kill him to say hello, how are you doing once in a while?
"I'm still with your sister, we're um, we're packing."
Kinsley stopped what she was doing and was now sitting on my bed, watching me with keen eyes.
"Leave it. I'll buy you whatever it is that you need. I need to sleep before our flight in the evening and I want you in my bed."
I didn't know what to say to that, and I was rendered speechless.
"Okay."
"Don't keep me waiting, Red, there's only so much disobedience I can take from you in one day."
With that said, he hung up the phone. I was really pissed off, but I couldn't let Kinsley see it, because whatever Killian told his sister had her believing that we were your traditional happy couple.
"So, what did my dear brother want?"
I turned and closed the suitcase before answering her.
"He wants us to come over to the house now. He said I should leave everything, and he will buy me whatever I need."
Kinsley squealed, and when I turned around, I saw her grinning like a Cheshire cat, clapping her hands.
"OMG! I knew that he liked you. I just knew it. I told him you'd be the one to bring him to his knees. I mean, after what that bitch Natasha did to him, he deserves someone who can see past his mean boy persona to the real Killian."
Natasha?
"Who's Natasha?"
I watched as Kinsley shut down and closed up tighter than a clam. A look of fear passed over her face before she shrugged it off and smiled.
"She's nobody, let's not talk about her. You know what, it'll probably be best if we never mention her ever again...ever!"
Now that had me intrigued. I wanted to know who this Natasha was, and how she impacted Killian's life. Whatever she did couldn't have been good, judging from Kinsley’s reaction. I knew I had to find out. I just didn't know how to go about getting my information.
I was about to try to pry some out of Kinsley when the door to my bedroom was thrown open, and in walked all six of my brothers. And before I knew it, I was being squashed to death by men's armpits.
"Can't breathe, you're killing me."
I barely choked it out. When my brothers did let me go, I took a step back and a big gulp of fresh air. I sucked it up like a thirsty horse in the Sahara desert.
"Congratulation sis, we heard about your big news from the parents."
I glared at them.
"So, you decided that killing me was the only way to show your happiness for me?"
Liam laughed. "Nah, we first thought about hiding your passport, but when we got to it mom had already hidden it from dad."
I gasped at them. They couldn't be serious, right? I opened my mouth to tell them exactly what I thought about their antics, but Kinsley, who I forgot was sitting on my bed, cleared her throat.
All seven of us turned to look at her. I saw my brothers' eyes widened, and I rolled mine.
Men!
"Somebody pinch me; I think I'm dreaming because an angel is standing right before me."
Zack said, and Kinsley giggled.
What the...! "That is the lamest pickup line I've ever heard."
Zach frowned, and the others started laughing. Zack stumped out of the room, embarrassed, and Mike took his place.
"Don't worry, baby, he's a boy. I'm the man you're looking for."
I grunted and put my hands to my face. I'm destined to have my brothers embarrass me to death. I thought Kinsley would dismiss him the same way she did Zach. But when I saw her blushing, I just groaned and rolled my eyes. I couldn't believe that she was falling for his horseshit.
"Uh, guys, can you please leave we've got a lot of packing to do?"
That brought all of their attention back to me. They all sobered up and a sad look came over their faces. Max was the first one to talk.
"We don't want you to leave, Lilly bear."
"Yeah," Brandon continued, "You're the only sister we've got, and we don't want anything bad to happen to you."
I felt the tears pricked at my eyes and I hurriedly wipe them away.
"Who's gonna scare away the monsters from your nightmares if we're not there with you?" Mike asked.
From the corner of my eyes, I saw Zach walked back into the room and he joined the others.
"And besides," he said, "Who're we going to irritate when you're gone?"
I was full out crying. I couldn't even stop if I tried. I threw myself at my brothers and they caught me up in a group hug. They might be a pain in my ass, but there were my brothers, and I loved them.
After a while, I pulled back and smiled at them.
"I love you guys and I'll miss you very much, but if any of you so much as touch my Nutella stash, I will cut your balls off and feed it to each other, got it?"
All six of my brothers looked horrified as they placed their hands over themselves protectively.
"Uh, come on, Lilly, why you gotta go say something so mean when we were trying to be nice to you?"
I laughed and watched as they walk out of my room mumbling about God punishing them by giving them a sister, and why is it I couldn't be a boy because that would have made their lives a lot easier.
Well, I guess so much for them loving me and wanting to protect me from the monsters in my nightmares. Laughing I looked around the room to ask Kinsley if she was ready, but she was nowhere to be found. I groaned when I realise that she probably left with Mike.
I grabbed my suitcase with what little it had in it and walked out of the room. When I got to the living room, I saw my entire family sitting watching a comedy, laughing. And Kinsley was sitting next to Mike, way too close for my comfort.
"You guys couldn't even wait for me to leave before you start having fun. You guys are so not awesome anymore."
I pouted my lips and fold my arms, feeling a bit like they really wanted me gone. My dad saw my look and came over to hug me.
"No one can ever replace you, Baby Bear. If this opportunity didn't mean so much to you, I'd never let you leave. Hell, it took me two years to come to terms with the fact that you'd be leaving for college soon."
I hugged him back, then I felt my brothers, and my mother joined in the hug. We stayed like that for a while before I pulled away and left. I promised them that I'd call every day, even though I was only leaving for four days.
When we finally arrived at the Black's mansion it was pretty late. I started to panic and worry about how upset Killian would be, and from the look he gave me when we entered the house, I knew that he was pretty pissed.
However, I didn't get a chance to worry about that because Mr and Mrs black were also there. They looked very startled when they saw me.
"Hello, who are you, young lady?"
Mr Black asked, but his tone was anything but welcoming. I was about to answer him, but Killian did instead.
"Mine! She's mine, she belongs to me and that's all you need to know."
He walked over to me and slipped his hands around my waist, pulling me to him. I have to say; I felt far better with him by my side. I did not like the way his father was looking at me.
"Killian, I will not have another incident like that of the Natasha one happening again in my house."
I felt Killian stiffened next to me, and his grip on me tightened. I stood there feeling awkward watching father and son having a standoff. It wasn't until Mrs Black stepped in that they stopped staring at each other.
"Kennedy, let's not get into that in front of our guest."
I felt the tension relax, but it didn't last for long because the moment Mr Black saw my bags, he started up again.
"What's the meaning of this, Killian? You are not bringing your latest plaything along with us. I will not have it!"
I felt his words like a jagged knife to my heart, but I couldn't really be upset because it was true.
I didn't know what Mr Black expected his son to do, but it wasn't what he did.
"That's rich coming from you, cause there's no need for you to travel with your playthings. You already have them in whatever country, city or state you’re flying to."
I heard Kinsley and Mrs Black gasped, but I didn't look at them. My eyes were trained on Killian, and I was listening intently to what he was saying. He let go of my waist and walked closer to his father.
"Take a good look at her beautiful face, dad, cause you're going to be seeing it for a very long time. You see, unlike you, I play for keeps when I say she's mine that doesn't mean mine for a little while, I mean mine completely, mine forever. So, if you've got a problem with that, take it up with someone who gives a f**k!"
To say I was stunned would have been a massive understatement. I didn't know if I should believe what he said, but I knew that Killian wasn't one to say things he didn't mean.
He moved away from his father and grabbed my hand. The look on his face was like a man on a mission.
"Come on, Red, we're going to bed, I'm tired."
Lilly P.O.VI'm the worse best friend in the world.When I called Jessy from the bathroom adjoining Killian's room to tell her about the Paris thing, she was upset and kinda hurt that I didn't tell her about signing up. But I couldn't tell her that it was all a lie, that Killian made the entire program up because he didn't trust me to not fall into Jason's arms."You've been acting strangely for the past four months. I can tell that something is going on, but what I don't understand is why you don't trust me enough to tell me. You never used to keep secrets from me before. Why are you starting now?"I felt the guilt eat away at me as I prepared myself to tell her another lie. I held the phone to my ears; clutching it tightly in my hands and sighed."Jessy, I'm fi
Lilly's P.O.V"You guys don't have to come in with me. I don't need any help to tell my best friend that I've been lying to her for four months."
Lilly's P.O.V"Jess, say something you're scaring me."She looked like she was in shock, and when she tried to talk, all that came from her mouth
Breathe, just breathe.FLASHBACK"You can't make me, you can't make! I'm too young. I'm not ready...please!"Why is he doing this to me? I was finding it hard to understand why he's willing to go through something so permanent, something so serious just to prove a point to me."Do we have to go over the rules again, Red?"I looked at him like he was freaking out of his dark, perverted mind. He was going 'to force me to tie myself to him forever with no hope of ever escaping. How the hell can he live with himself? How can he live with the fact that I'll always hate him if he makes me go through with his insane plan? Everything, all of what he did to me and keeps doing, came crashing to the surface and I got pissed, really pissed."F**k your rules, Killian! You're a psycho f**ker with the blackest heart, and you can't see past your nose to care about the feelings of others. You're like aids. You hide in the shadows and feed on the life force of your victims. You pres
I watched my mom and dad. They looked terrified. They wanted to know what the hell was going on. After Killian announced to my dad that he's my 'husband', it went downhill from there. First, there were disbelieve stares, then outrage shouting, and then my dad sent Liam to get his handgun and mom told Max to bring her shotgun.My brothers didn't hesitate to obey. I, on the other hand, looked around at the people in my life like they've all drank the Kool-Aid. Kinsley stood off in the corner with an amused look on her face. She didn't look in the least bit worried.My brothers returned with the guns and both my parents aimed them right at Killian. I gasped and stepped in front of him.This shit needs to stop."Mom, Dad, what do you think you're doing?"Both my parents ignored me, but their eyes never left Killian. I made to move closer, to tell them to put the gun down, but Killian grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back to him.I saw my father's jaw f
I narrowed my eyes at him; I felt my blood start to boil. How could he say such hurtful and hateful things about my parents? It's one thing to hurt me the way he always does, but to make my parents out to be monsters was unacceptable. I pushed at his chest; the move was unexpected so he stumbled back."Shut your lying mouth! How the hell can you say such evil things about my parents?! Not everybody is as hateful as your messed up family. God! I hate you, I hate you so much!!"I was crying and pounding on his chest; I wanted him to feel the pain I was feeling, but he just stood there and took all of it. He put the gun away, pulling me into his arms. I started fighting him to let me go, but he never did. It wasn't until I reached for his gun and pointed it at him that he let me go.I moved away from him, backing up closer to my parents. My hands were shaking, but I was determined to get him out of my life. His face displayed shock and what I thought was hurt, but
My nightmares were keeping me away. I kept twisting and turning in my bed, unable to sleep. I've woken up more than a few times with the image of my parents killing people floating through my mind. And every time I ended up crying, Killian would hold me as I relived the shock of my world crumbling all over again.However, this time when I woke, I decided not to wake him. I didn't want to rely on him because I knew that his comfort will come at a price. I slowly eased myself out of the bed, taking care not to wake him. When I was off the bed, my foot caught on the rug and I stumbled, almost knocking the bedside lamp over. I cursed silently and turned around to see if I disturbed his sleep, but he was still out cold.I repositioned the lamp, then picked Kilian's t-shirt up off of the floor, pulling it over my head. It was the only item of clothes that I could see as the room was flooded in darkness. If I wanted to wear my own clothes, that would mean turning on the light
With the sweat and the sweet scent of our lovemaking rolling off of my skin, I fall onto Killian, his hands automatically encircling my waist. My head was rested on his chest as I listened to the hypnotic sound of his heart beating. I loved it. It was the most peaceful thing about him, the only thing that I thought was pure.His fingers were making weird patterns on my back, which was kinda comforting. I snuggled up closer to him, with my head tucked under his chin. A deep sleep drew me in and I happily succumbed to it."Open those beautiful eyes baby, we have to be at school in forty-five minutes."I groaned at the mention of the word school. I didn't want to ever go back. I've been avoiding the place ever since I found out that my parents were murders, and that was two weeks ago. Furthermore, I've been avoiding everyone in my life. The only calls I answered in two weeks were from my brothers.I was glad that they were safe and staying with distant cousi
How does the saying go... when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade? So what are you supposed to do when life gave you the devil instead? Do they even drink lemonade in hell, or is everyone too busy burning and screaming to care? Or maybe the souls in hell are having a party because the devil has left them to come, his hot ass to earth, to be my tormentor.After that classroom incident, Killian took me back home, cause you know, since someone was a caveman and ripped my clothes, I couldn't very well go to the rest of my class looking like I've just been ravished. I felt used and betrayed somehow, even though I know he never promised me anything beyond what we have. I still felt used and betrayed. However, that was a good thing because it reminded me that our relationship was a business one, there was no love involved and there never will be.On the drive back to the house, I spent my time looking for a way out, thinking of ways I could escape him. While he was taki
With the sweat and the sweet scent of our lovemaking rolling off of my skin, I fall onto Killian, his hands automatically encircling my waist. My head was rested on his chest as I listened to the hypnotic sound of his heart beating. I loved it. It was the most peaceful thing about him, the only thing that I thought was pure.His fingers were making weird patterns on my back, which was kinda comforting. I snuggled up closer to him, with my head tucked under his chin. A deep sleep drew me in and I happily succumbed to it."Open those beautiful eyes baby, we have to be at school in forty-five minutes."I groaned at the mention of the word school. I didn't want to ever go back. I've been avoiding the place ever since I found out that my parents were murders, and that was two weeks ago. Furthermore, I've been avoiding everyone in my life. The only calls I answered in two weeks were from my brothers.I was glad that they were safe and staying with distant cousi
My nightmares were keeping me away. I kept twisting and turning in my bed, unable to sleep. I've woken up more than a few times with the image of my parents killing people floating through my mind. And every time I ended up crying, Killian would hold me as I relived the shock of my world crumbling all over again.However, this time when I woke, I decided not to wake him. I didn't want to rely on him because I knew that his comfort will come at a price. I slowly eased myself out of the bed, taking care not to wake him. When I was off the bed, my foot caught on the rug and I stumbled, almost knocking the bedside lamp over. I cursed silently and turned around to see if I disturbed his sleep, but he was still out cold.I repositioned the lamp, then picked Kilian's t-shirt up off of the floor, pulling it over my head. It was the only item of clothes that I could see as the room was flooded in darkness. If I wanted to wear my own clothes, that would mean turning on the light
I narrowed my eyes at him; I felt my blood start to boil. How could he say such hurtful and hateful things about my parents? It's one thing to hurt me the way he always does, but to make my parents out to be monsters was unacceptable. I pushed at his chest; the move was unexpected so he stumbled back."Shut your lying mouth! How the hell can you say such evil things about my parents?! Not everybody is as hateful as your messed up family. God! I hate you, I hate you so much!!"I was crying and pounding on his chest; I wanted him to feel the pain I was feeling, but he just stood there and took all of it. He put the gun away, pulling me into his arms. I started fighting him to let me go, but he never did. It wasn't until I reached for his gun and pointed it at him that he let me go.I moved away from him, backing up closer to my parents. My hands were shaking, but I was determined to get him out of my life. His face displayed shock and what I thought was hurt, but
I watched my mom and dad. They looked terrified. They wanted to know what the hell was going on. After Killian announced to my dad that he's my 'husband', it went downhill from there. First, there were disbelieve stares, then outrage shouting, and then my dad sent Liam to get his handgun and mom told Max to bring her shotgun.My brothers didn't hesitate to obey. I, on the other hand, looked around at the people in my life like they've all drank the Kool-Aid. Kinsley stood off in the corner with an amused look on her face. She didn't look in the least bit worried.My brothers returned with the guns and both my parents aimed them right at Killian. I gasped and stepped in front of him.This shit needs to stop."Mom, Dad, what do you think you're doing?"Both my parents ignored me, but their eyes never left Killian. I made to move closer, to tell them to put the gun down, but Killian grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back to him.I saw my father's jaw f
Breathe, just breathe.FLASHBACK"You can't make me, you can't make! I'm too young. I'm not ready...please!"Why is he doing this to me? I was finding it hard to understand why he's willing to go through something so permanent, something so serious just to prove a point to me."Do we have to go over the rules again, Red?"I looked at him like he was freaking out of his dark, perverted mind. He was going 'to force me to tie myself to him forever with no hope of ever escaping. How the hell can he live with himself? How can he live with the fact that I'll always hate him if he makes me go through with his insane plan? Everything, all of what he did to me and keeps doing, came crashing to the surface and I got pissed, really pissed."F**k your rules, Killian! You're a psycho f**ker with the blackest heart, and you can't see past your nose to care about the feelings of others. You're like aids. You hide in the shadows and feed on the life force of your victims. You pres
Lilly's P.O.V"Jess, say something you're scaring me."She looked like she was in shock, and when she tried to talk, all that came from her mouth
Lilly's P.O.V"You guys don't have to come in with me. I don't need any help to tell my best friend that I've been lying to her for four months."
Lilly P.O.VI'm the worse best friend in the world.When I called Jessy from the bathroom adjoining Killian's room to tell her about the Paris thing, she was upset and kinda hurt that I didn't tell her about signing up. But I couldn't tell her that it was all a lie, that Killian made the entire program up because he didn't trust me to not fall into Jason's arms."You've been acting strangely for the past four months. I can tell that something is going on, but what I don't understand is why you don't trust me enough to tell me. You never used to keep secrets from me before. Why are you starting now?"I felt the guilt eat away at me as I prepared myself to tell her another lie. I held the phone to my ears; clutching it tightly in my hands and sighed."Jessy, I'm fi