Share
Forty-eight.
Related chapters
Holding A Wolf Heart. Forty-nine.
Stella POV. “Where you going?” I whined as Theo was leaving the bed, he looked pissed, but it’s too early for him to be that pissed, no one had the time to piss him off yet, but who knows, maybe Theo had a bad dream and woke up pissed. He ignored me and went out of my window, it was too early for me to wake up and deal with his grumpiness, I went back to sleep, I closed my eyes and fell back asleep. I woke up later to mom sitting on the bed next to me, I didn’t open my door, how did she come in? I looked at her confused, how did she make it in here? “Your wolf unlocks the door when he gets out,” she says and my eyes went wild, how did she know? “Mom?” I say it was too early for this. “Your uncle..” she says. “My uncle is a wolf?” I ask her, is that how she knows? “No, idiot, that would make me a wolf too, your uncle is a soul of one of them, and so I know about wolves, I could see it, when I asked your alpha about it two weeks ago, he came clean, why else do you think that you’
Holding A Wolf Heart. Fifty.
Theo POV. I’m angry, I’m always angry, it’s not my hand, it’s in my DNA, I think I was born like that, I don’t know how to deal with all of the anger in me. I’m not NF, I don’t rap my anger out, I don’t do drugs, and I want to take it out on someone, on anyone, I want to take all of this anger out of me. It all started even before I met my soul, I was always angry, I started fights, I stole cars, I raced, and I done all of things and a lot of things to try to get the anger out of me, I wanted to get out of this anger. I met my soul, I thought that after finding her, my life would be perfect, when I find my soul that I’ll be the happiest person ever, I talked to dad, he said that the anger should disappear after I find my soul she should ground me down. I met my soul and I went so crazy, all I wanted to do was spend time with her, I wanted to tell her about being wolves, I wanted to explain to her that my life is now better with her, but all I could do was show her my love by anger,
Holding A Wolf Heart. Fifty-one.
Stella POV. His heart was broken, he wasn’t just angry, he was furious, for once I saw in Theo more than just an angry wolf, I saw the part of him that he tries too hard to hide, I saw the part that’s crying and screaming with pain, I never understood the emotions of my two wolves, but seeing Theo now, feeling Theo now, I knew what he was feeling too well, he was heart broken. “Theo,” I call after him but the look he gave me was one filled with hate and anger, he hates me, he's been angry all along, but he didn’t hate me, not until this moment. “Theo, wait, please,” Milo begs him, but Theo didn’t stop, he didn’t even look back, he kept moving, he left the house and I looked at him with pain filling my whole body, what was wrong with me? Why was I so hurt by him leaving, and where is he going. “Is he going to be okay?” I ask the two alphas, who looked at his retrieving back. “I don’t know,” James says honestly while Milo got up and followed him, he walked after Theo leaving just t
Holding A Wolf Heart. Fifty-two.
Stella POV. Pain, I was abandoned, I feel abandoned, no actually it feels like I lost a big part of me, but he’s not even the best part of me, but I lost him, he’s no longer here with me, and I feel like shit, no I feel pain, I feel sick, and I need Milo and James right now. “Are you okay? What’s going on?” Dad says walking into my room, I was on the ground crying from pain. “Stella,” he says picking me off the ground and placing me on the bed. “Dad,” I say with tears going down my face. “What’s wrong?” dad asks me. “It hurts,” I say crying. “Do we need to get to the hospital? What hurts?” he asks me as mom and Finn joined us in my room, I saw them whisper to each other, and then mom came toward me, she hugged me tight. “I know baby,” she whispers to me. “What’s wrong with her? We should take her to the hospital,” Dad says refusing to let me cry it out. “It’s that time of the month, she’s just in pain, you know cramps in our family are bad,” Mom says, whispering sweet nonsen
Holding A Wolf Heart. Fifty-three.
Stella POV. “Where’s Theo?” I asked Milo in the morning, did he really leave? Or did he just go out to let out some of the steam and is going to come back for us, coming back to me? “He left the pack,” Milo says sadly, I looked at him with pain filling my eyes, he left me behind, he’s not coming back to me? Not ever? “Is he coming back?” I asked Milo, he looked just as sad as me. “I don’t know Lil-Star, I really don’t know,” he says. “Hey you two, I need to steal Milo, we’ll be back through the main door to take you for breakfast,” James says, standing near my window, ready to jump out. “Okay,” I say with the same frown on my face. “Don’t worry, we’re going back, just give us a bit of time to get a car,” James promises me and I nod, they both jump out of my window, I stay in bed, I try to think of Theo, I tried to connect to him, to call him, but nothing, I couldn’t feel him, I couldn’t see him either. “Stella, are you okay?” Finn asked me coming into my room, he looked to be
Holding A Wolf Heart. Fifty-four.
Stella POV. “This is stupid,” I whined, it wasn’t working, all it helped me with was helping the ache in my heart while cuddling with Milo. ‘Careful,’ James warns me. “Can we ditch him? Maybe throw him in the river?” I ask Milo making kitten eyes toward him. ‘No we have to keep him,’ Milo answers me. ‘You’re too soft with her,’ James says looking at Milo. ‘She’s a baby,’ Milo defended me. ‘She needs to learn boundaries and spoiling her won’t work,’ James says. ‘She deserves getting spoiled, she’s a child,’ Milo says again, does he really see me that young? ‘No Milo, she needs to learn limits, that includes not making fun of the classes we’re teaching her,’ James says. ‘James,’ Milo growls, I kept on looking between them as they kept on fighting, they sounded like two new parents fighting over how to deal with their toddler. ‘Fine, you want to cuddle her, you do that, but she shouldn’t be expecting that treatment from me,’ James says in a final tone. “Are you two done fight
Holding A Wolf Heart. Fifty-five.
Milo POV. Fighting with my mates is the worst pain ever, it’s the worst kind of fighting, I hate fighting with anyone that’s this close to me, especially my mates, my two mates. Theo has walked out on us, I tried talking to him, I tried begging him for forgiveness, but he ignored me, he ignored all my calls, all my words but he didn’t want to come back. ‘Fuck you, you’re not my alpha anymore, I disown you and your pack,’ Theo yells through the bond, making it break, the bond we shared as alpha and packmate, he pushed me out, he doesn’t want me to be his alpha, he doesn’t want to belong to my pack, or to my family. ‘I’m your mate Theo,’ I say as last desperate trial to bring him back inside the pack land, back to me and back to Stella, it’s breaking her heart having him missing, whether he’s a good wolf and mate or not, she still connected to him and we can’t just take him away from her, he has to come back. ‘You’re a jerk Milo, a selfish jerk, you’re not mine,’ Theo answers me. ‘
Holding A Wolf Heart. Fifty-six.
Stella POV. Little one don’t do that, little one do as your told, little one get to fucking sleep…I was smart enough to say that he shouldn’t be swearing in front of me, I’m a little one after all, so I called Milo telling him on James, they have these parents behavior and dynamics. ‘Milo, James sworn at me,’ I whined through the bond all three of us share. “Girl, if you don’t fall asleep, I’m going to shift into my wolf form and sit on top of you until you faint,” James threatens me, we’re both in my bed, trying to get me to sleep, we have a bedtime for me now, it’s not too far away from the time I usually sleep around, they gave me extra thirty minutes of awake time, but tonight was different, tonight I was very excited and that’s why I couldn’t just fall asleep. “James, I’m not an egg and you’re not a chicken, I’m not going to hatch,” I say chuckling at his frown, making him mad makes me happy, I don’t know why I love teasing him. He's nothing like Milo, he would let me go wit
Latest chapter
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-nine.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-eight.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-seven.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-six.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-five.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-four.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-three.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-two.
Holding A Wolf Heart. Eighty-one.
