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Kyle.

Author: Autumn
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-30 16:00:29

'Why did you play along to his whims? Till the very end, he only saw you as a piece for his success and you knew that. Yet, how could you have no trace of hatred for him even after what he's done? Why?'

'...Because I still love him. I know it sound stupid, but I didn't mind knowing I was being used. It only made my heart... full. Before I knew it, all I cared about was his seeing him happy.'

'Even if it means your death?'

'...even if it means my death.'***

Kyle still had those words engraved into his heart. They were the most foolish words he had ever heard, despite them coming from the wisest man he had ever known.

He still remembered the warm smile that came with his words that held all honesty. And he went further to say. 'You might not understand now, but I know one day, you will.'

Nonsense.

Not a day went by that he lived believing that truly, he would come to understand those words. And he never tried to understand. But then, he met him.

Dylan James Kerwood. His naive crush who
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