Xavier's POV
6 months. It has been 6 months since everything happened. Since I went into the darkness. Since I became a monster. Since my mate died.After she was gone, I couldn't do anything and wanted to isolate myself from this world. But then I realised that's the same mistake my mum did and I can't do the same mistake.My Kingdom still need me. Amelia always respected my duties I did as an Alpha King and I won't disappoint her. I continued my duties as Alpha King.No one talks to me properly. Not Nathan, not Angela, not even my mother. Because of that, I had stopped talking. Only when necessary.Nathan only communicate with me when it comes to the pack and Kingdom. He calls me by my title and nothing more. I wouldn't blame him.I am the reason his sister is dead. I have become more ruthless and merciless. When Amelia died, she took my light along with her, leaving me in my darkness.I made sure there were no witches alive anymore in the world.Xavier's POV.I woke up again to my nightmare. For the third time today. I checked the time and it was 7.13am. I sighed and quickly went to shower.When I went down everyone was having their breakfast. "Come on Xavier. Join us for breakfast." Miguel invited me. I shook my head. "I am going for a run." I said grumpily. "We will be living in 1 hour, Alpha." Nathan said as I nodded my head. I went to the woods and took of my clothes and hid them.I ran and ran until I crossed Miguel's land. I couldn't care. I just wanted to run and let out my frustration. I stopped at a river side looking up at the sky.Suddenly the wind hit my snout. I caught a scent that I couldn't believe. Scent of rose and vanilla. Amelia's scent. It can't be. Without even realising I started following that scent.I have never ran this fast in my life. I ran as fast my legs could bring. The smell just got stronger and stronger. I couldn't let the scent go.I stopped at a clearing. That is when
Xavier's POVI ran back to Miguel's pack house, with my mate on my back. There cannot be anyone happier than me right now. I still can't believe this is real. But it has to be. I am never leaving her again. Ever. She is my everything right now. Soon we were outside the pack house. I went behind the tree where I left my clothes and shift as I changed and came out. She was looking at the pack house with fascination. Wait till she sees the palace.I grabbed her hand as she get startled. When she knew it was me, she relaxed. I smiled at that. She was getting comfortable with me.I felt the tingles where our skin touched and I guess she felt it too as she looked at our hand with confusion. "Its the mate bond." I said making her understand. She nodded her head. I brought her in holding her hand. She followed me inside.Everyone stopped what they were doing looking at us. They know who she is. No one could understand anything. Even Miguel looked shocked."Everyon
Xavier's POV"Amelia?" I heard my mum's voice. Amelia turned around looking at her confused. My mum came and engulfed her into a hug. She started tearing up."Oh dear goddess, how on heaven is this possible?" she asked herself. Amelia hugged her back in confusion. My mother pulled away still in shock."Oh dear, how are you and what happened. I thought,-" I paused before she could continue. "She is here now mum. That's what matters now.""But how?" she asked confused. "I will explain, once her parents are here." I said as she nodded her head. "She is your mum?" Amelia asked surprise."Yes, little one." I said smiling. My mum looked confused. "She is so, young." she said astonished. I just chuckled. "She don't remember any of us mum." I answered my mum's unasked question. My mum's eyes went wide when she heard this. "Well, its Karen dear. I am Xavier's mum." my said once recovering from her shock.Amelia smile wide. "Both of you look so much alike." she said gigg
Xavier's POVI was showing her around the palace and the moment she saw the garden she started squealing and ran towards them. I chuckled at her cute behaviour."Xavier can I please have one? Please?" she asked with a cute puppy face which I could never say no. I nodded my head as she took a red rose smelling it."I see she did that puppy face to you too." Nathan said coming towards us. "She always makes that face, when she wants something. Good luck with that." Amelia smiled sheepishly as I chuckled. "She don't have to do that. She can get anything she wants. All she has to do is ask." I said smiling.Amelia started blushing. "*cough* whipped. *cough*" Nathan said making me glare at him as he put his hands in defence.It was good to be fooling around with him again. My little one, brought back the light that she took along with her. She is the light to my darkness.I saw my mum and Amelia laughing and talking while planting. I smiled at that. She has given me
Xavier's POVIt has been 1 week, since Amelia return. Everything is going well. She has taken up her role as the Luna Queen. The entire Kingdom, has known about the return their Luna Queen.Everyone is so happy. Noah, Amelia's friend has found his mate too. She was from the neighbouring the pack. Everyone is happy and nothing is going to destroy that.Amelia's memory has not return, no matter how hard she tries. A part of me, wants her to get back her memory so that she can cherish her happy memories.But the selfish part of me, wishes she never gets them back. I am scared she would hate me, after the way I treated her, and I love what we have now.Whatever happens, I am never letting her go. I will fall in her feet for her forgiveness. I don't think I can live without her love.We were now currently, doing the pack paper work. Paperwork is something I dread. No matter how much you do, they never stop piling.But with the help of Amelia, it has become easier. Sh
Amelia's POV.I groaned as I woke up with an headache. I don't understand why I have such a headache. That's when I remembered from last night.Me getting back my memories. Xavier tried to kill me. His own mate. How could he do that? I am his mate. But the worst part, I still don't see him as a monster. The past week, the person who I know, he was a different person. The man I always wanted him to be.I don't know who is the real person. All of this just giving me a headache. I hear a knock and asked the person come in. It was Angela.She came in giving me a small smile. I return the smile back. "How are you feeling now?" she asked as she sat next to me."Well I feel like I have been ran over a bulldozer. And don't get me started on the headache." I said as she chuckled. She gave me some water as I gulped the water."Why don't you take a shower and come. We'll talk later." she said as I nodded my head and went to take a shower. I have no idea what
Amelia' POVI stood there shocked. I didn't know what to say. I just nodded my head and left. I went back to my room to gather my thoughts.What am I supposed to say to that? How am I to believe that those words were true? I feel like the one whole week was just some dream. A dream I wished I could stay in forever.I sighed as I went back down to see the children were waiting for me at the backyard along with Karen. I smiled at them as we started to plant flowers.I really liked spending time with Karen and the children. It took all stress and worry away. I don't have to think about Xavier or my time away.Soon were done and we went back inside. The children and I had our lunch together as they went back to their parents after that.Normally I would be doing pack work along with Xavier. I was dwelling on that thought. Should I? As the Luna Queen, its my responsibility to do my job.I shouldn't let my thoughts get in the way of my responsibility. I took one deep
Amelia's POVI felt like someone was tugging my duvet as I kept pulling back, covering myself back. I groaned as I give up and wake up, stretching my muscles.I opened my eyes and saw everyone surrounding me. I looked at them with confusion. I don't understanding what's going on. Did something happen?"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!" Avery, Angela, Nathan, Noah and Jason shout. My eyes widen in surprise. Its my birthday. I didn't even realise that. It has been almost 2 weeks since I got my memories back. With everything going on, I couldn't keep track of the date either.I stood up from my bed and went to hug the five of them. We were in group hug, laughing like maniacs. I couldn't contain my laughter.After I let go, my dad and mum came to wish me, followed by Karen. And lastly, Xavier came to wish me. "Happy birthday, little one."I smiled softly and thanked him. "Come on get ready. We are going out for breakfast." Angela said pushing me to the bathroom.I laughed and
Amelia's POV1 month has passed by and just 1 more month for the baby to come out. I cant wait for the baby. Xavier seemed to be more excited than me.He has designed and decorated the baby room. It was a grey theme. Since we didn't know the gender yet, we decided on having the same one as ours. Grey."Can I have peanut butter with pickles. Please." I pouted looking at Xavier. He scrunched his nose at my food taste but nonetheless agreed on it. He paused the movie and went to the kitchen to take my food.I was feeling cramps and decided to stand and walk till the cramp goes away. As I stood up, I felt something wet dripping. That when I realised something.My water bag broke. "Xavier!" I screamed. Xavier came rushing in. He quickly look around for any danger. "What happened?" he asked frantically."My water bag broke." I said to him. He just stood there with wide eyes. "Xavier, snap out. We need to go to the hospital. Now." I hissed as I felt contractions.He qu
Amelia's POVEverything has just been perfect. Well apart from the fact that Xavier have been way too over protective over me ever since I told him I am pregnant.Also did I tell he has been also too clingy. He would not let go off me even for a second. I sighed thinking about it.We had told the entire kingdom about it. Not before telling our family and friends about it. They were so ecstatic about it. Everyone was so happy.I sighed again. "Xavier." I whined. He looked up from his pile of work. "Yes little one." he asked amused. He knew what I wanted."Nope. You are not getting out of my sight." he said as he went back to his work. I huffed and snuggled closer in his lap."But I want ice cream." I pouted, craving for ice cream. Have I told you that I am 3 months pregnant now? Also, the baby is a werewolf considering the baby is growing in werewolf speed.2 more months. Xavier and I decided to keep the gender a secret. I heard him sigh. "Come on. Lets get you i
Amelia's POVAmelia's POVI sighed as I plopped down in the couch with a book in hand. As I start to read, my mind wandered off to everything.It has been almost two weeks since I found out I am pregnant and I have not told Xavier anything about it. I had dwelled on telling Angela, but I didn't want to burden her from hiding something from her Alpha King.He knows something is wrong, but has not pressured me in telling him anything. I seriously have no idea how to tell him or how he would react which had me in a twist.I sighed and started to read, knowing it would calm my nerves down. I heard the library door open and someone's head popped in. It was Xavier."And how did I know you'd be here?" he said with a fake thinking face. I chuckled. But soon my smile fade and I tried to fake a smile.He walked towards me smiling softly. He could easily spot the fake smile. "Hey." he said softly cupping my chin. I gave him a tight smile."I'll take a shower and we both
Amelia's POV3 WEEKS LATER.It has been 3 weeks since the cabin. Xavier and I have never been happier. We were so good. The pack has also been good, We hadn't received much problems these days.My thought went back to time when we were walking back home after the ice cream."What's been bothering you?" I asked him. He shook his head. But I gave him the stern stare to tell me. He took in a deep breath. "I am just scared." he said looking down. "About what, Xavier?" I asked confused. "That you would leave me. That I am not good enough for you."I took his face into my palm. "Never. I would never leave you. I love you, Xavier. Even before you did. You are more than enough for me. Can't you see it? I didn't leave when you pushed. Now that I have you, I am never letting you go."I said honestly. He looked at me with adoration. "What did I do to deserve you little one?" he whispered more to himself. I shrugged my shoulder.To ease the tension, I put the ice cream
Amelia's POVI woke up to the sun shinning at my face. I snuggled into my warm pillow. My pillow start to grunt and I felt my pillow hug me back. Wait, pillows don't hug back.I open my eyes to come to face with a chest. I looked up and saw my mate sleeping peacefully. I kept staring at his face studying every inch of his face.I remembered everything from yesterday and started to blush. "You know its rude to stare, little one." he said suddenly startling me. My blush grew making me snuggle into his chest to hide my face."Urgh. don't blush like that. I wont be able to control myself." he said grunting as I hit his chest in embarrassment. He started to laugh. "What's the time?" I asked him. He looked at the time. "Its a little over 1pm." he said making my eyes wide. "What?" I exclaimed.I woke up suddenly only to regret. "Hey, slow down." he said with concern. I nodded my head. "We should leave. Its gonna take hours to go back home."I was scrambling around. Wh
Amelia's POVI woke earlier to do breakfast for the both of us. I was doing pancakes, bacon and eggs. As I was setting up the table, I heard him coming.I look up to see him frowning. "Good Morning." I chirped. "Bad morning." he said with his sleepy, husky voice. "Why?" I asked confused. He sighed and shook his head while nuzzling his face in my neck."You weren't there when I woke up." he said hugging me tighter, his warmth engulfing me. "Sorry. I wanted to make breakfast, before you woke up.""You don't have to do any of this." he said. "Well, I wanted to." I said smiling. "Not that I complain. I love your food." he said getting to the table, like a kid.I laughed and served the both of us breakfast. We started to eat our food, while talking and laughing at random things. I was literally crying due to his jokes."Oh my goddess. I can't believe you and Nathan did that." I said laughing hysterically. "How come he never told me any of this?"He just shrugged his
Amelia's POVAfter our breakfast, Xavier suggested that we start with the pack paperwork and I agreed. Surprisingly we didn't have much paperwork, which I was glad."Stop staring at me." I said for the 51th time. "You can't blame me. Its your fault for being so beautiful" he said with a grin.I blushed and shook my head. I continued the work, ignoring his stares, which was very difficult. He wouldn't stop staring no matter how many times I tell him.Finally we were done with our job. I sighed putting the pen down. Xavier laughed. He came and stood behind me and start massaging my shoulders.I blushed. "You don't have to." I said pushing his hands away. But he insisted and kept on massaging my shoulders. "I want to.""Come on. I have a surprise for you." Xavier whispered in my ear. I turn around excited. "What is it?" I asked excited. He just chuckled.He grabbed my hand and started leading me outside. I followed him like a lost puppy. He brought us out of the pa
Amelia's POV"I love you, little one."When he said this my body tensed. This what I wanted to hear from him ever since I met him. And now that he said it, I don't know what I have to say."Xavier, I-I" I stuttered. "Shh, little one. You don't have to say anything. Just listen to what I have to say first." He was in sitting in his knees while cupping my face."I was such a fool to not accept my feelings, for you. In all honesty, I had feelings for you, little one. Since the moment I saw you, I was starting to develop feelings for you.But I was afraid. I had built this wall around my heart, after my mum left. I thought everyone will leave me. But you started to break those walls.No matter how strong I build it, you were breaking them with just mere looks. And that scared me. I thought you will eventually leave me.But you didn't. No matter how much I pushed you, you stayed. You never left. You always find your back to me, little one. So please, little one.
Xavier's POVI was walking back and forth pulling on my hair as I got nervous by the second. I really wish everything goes as planned. I don't want to end up screwing anything.I have decided to ask Amelia out on a date. I was debating over whether it was a good idea or not, when I finally decided that it is in fact a good idea.Now I was just wondering how am I to ask her. I try to gather up all my guts and walked out of my office room. I spot my mum just then. "Hi mum. Did you happened to see Amelia?" I asked her nervously. She eyed me suspiciously. But still answered. "She is in her room."I nodded my head and left. I walked back up the stairs to her room. I knocked the door, but no one answered. I open the door and went inside.As I stepped inside, her scent hit me, calming me down. I looked for her in the room. But she wasn't there. That's when I heard the bathroom door open.I looked towards her and what I saw made my eyes pop out. She had her towel wrapp