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Ok .

Ok.

Ok.

Fuck

"Urrrggghhh ...why are they here ?" I wine .

"You know what " Peach spoke

No i don't  know

"Lets just call a taxi and ignore them ...cause i am fucken hungry and I ain't gonna wait any longer "

Peach stated .

I nodded .

She began to call for an Uber when i saw two cars pull up next to us .

We both moved back so that they would go ahead.

Thats untill the windows rolled down .

"Get in " Zander commands.

What am your servant ?

"Umm ..no, I and Peach have some work ..so ..thanks but no thanks "

I said politely.

"Anna ...get in "he said .

I looked at Peach .

"No way in hell i am gonna sit in that thing " She said .

"Thats a sports car right there honey "

"DON'T CALL ME THAT YOU ASS...LEAVE ME ALONE "peach yelled

She walk towards me but was pulled back by him .

"HEY !!! ....WHO THE HELL !!!....." she was cut off suddenly

OH MY GOD .

I look at them with wide eyes

The reason for her being suddenly quite is because Aiden kissed her on her cheeks .

She look surprised. ...taken back ....

Her face was ....red .

I smiled .

Maybe she will forgive him now ?

He pulled back as she kept looking down .

"We'll meet you  two up at the restaurant "

He said as he pulled Peach in the car .

She didn't protest this time .

Weired 

Weired how one's kiss can shut us up .

"Shall we go now ?"

I looked at Zander and kept thinking.

Should I ?

Should I not ?

Can I ?

Hmm...

"Anna ...i know you are hungry "

I looked at him .

"How ? How can you tell ? "

"How ? ...because your stomach just told me "

Then my stomach made a weird noise  again and i blushed .

"Common Anna ...or do you want me to pick you -"

"Coming!!" i shout

I opened the door and sat in the car .

I don't want him to pick me up like a sack of grains again .

I saw him chuckle as he made his way to the drivers seat .

"I'll have a Peach lemonade "

Peach looked me ..i shrugged and laughed .

"And ... cheesy pasta "

The waiter nodded taking the last order and walked away .

Peach was quite all the time .

I figured something must have happened in the car ..

She would've never sat here if she was  kissed by forced .

Either she kills him ...or she avoids him .

But this time she seemed different.

Our drinks finally came .

The waiter kept down mine and smiled 

I smiled back .

Then a hand came around and rested on the head of my chair .

Wait ..did he move closer ?

Who cares.

I do !!??

I looked at Zander .

He seemed more close to me ..

His face almost close to my head .

I looked up at his eyes and glared at him .

He raised an eyebrow .

"What the hell did your friend do to my bestie ?"

He ran his one hand through his hair .

"What am I to say in this ?"

I sighted and looked at Peach.

She looked soooo not interested in the conversation Aiden was trying to have .

She looked at me and smiled .

I smiled back .

I chuckled as she muttered "i am dying here "

Our orders came as we digged in ..

This so soooo...not planned .

Peach hugged me and sat in Aiden's car after him forcing her to sit .

She sat in as i made my way in Zander's car .

After a while i felt a bit dizzy ...but then realized that way we were going was opposite to my house.

"Umm...Zander ...you are going the opposite way "

"I know " he replied.

"But ....where are you taking me ?"

Don't tell me he is gonna take me to a deserted place and then sell me to

Ahhhh...so cliche. ..

But i would not actually wanna die that way ..i mean who wants too ..i mean ..i am pathetic at staying quite ...

"Zander ?" I realised he never answered my question.

"I am not gonna hurt you Anna ...just want to show you something "

I nodded .

The car pulled over after some time .

He opened the door for me and i stepped out .

He took my hand and i almost blushed like a beetroot .

My hands are sweatyyyyyy ....

Uuurrghh

This is bad

This is bad .

We were walking into a forest. ..the leaves let out a crunching voice as we walked upon them .

Then he finally stopped .

When i looked up ...my mouth hung open .

We were on a beach .

How the hell did he manage to get here in such  a less time ...??

"Wow " i wispered .

He pulled me with him ..

I saw small benches with candles on them ...

We passed them as i saw there were matts laid out with pillows ..

Candles surrounded the tent like place .

"Wait here "

He said .

After few minutes he came back

He removed his jacket and draped it over my shoulder.

His hands found its way to my back and led me into a tent with open front .

We sat there leaning on one pillow.

I smiled at the sunset forming a beautiful crimson orang colour.

His hands came around my face as he lifted my back and brought his hand under my neck .

I leaned back on his hand .

"Thank you ....for bring me here ...its beautiful "

I looked at him .

His eyes had a different emotion ...they were bright ...i could see the gray outer lining on his chocolate brown iris  ...

I felt comfortable with him ...

I felt like i could open up my heart .

I felt safe .

I felt secured .

His warmthness made me lean into him more .

His smile made my heart beat fast .

I never felt that way before .

Nor have i let any man near me by will

But Zander ...he seems to find his way in my heart ..as the special person .

I smiled unknowingly .

I felt happy .

The emotion only my family could give me .

But now ...i think this person might be special anyway .

"My elder sister left the family when i was 16 , my father couldn't approve of her boyfriend beacuse he was a drug addict. ...mom tried to explain her the consequences of being with such a man ....but instead she chose to leave her own family ..."

I looked at him propping my self up so that his eyes met mine ..

His eyes when finally met mine ....i melted .

I could feel the sadness ...concern yet furry .

"My second sister never payed attention to our parents. ...so there love slowly faded for both of them ....one day she yelled at them ...just because mother saw her with some random guy ...in her room ...mom said i was the only son who is trusted ...i can't break my family any more ....i am sorry i acted rude to you ..."

"Its okay  Zander ...and i am sorry for what happened " i said looking down 

I am never good at this .

"Its alright now ....i have never smiled that brightly before you came " his hands caressed my cheek as i smiled .

He leaned in ...

My body went numb ....my hands formed a fist on his shirt .

I took in deep breath .

Can i do this ?

Will i be able to trust him .

His hands wrapped around my neck as he kissed my cheek ...his eyes grazing on my lips .

I suddenly pulled away  and stood up .

His eye creased in confusion.

I never said a word and walked out .

My feet touched the sand as i gazed at the sun slowly sinking in the deep ocean.

I was suddenly grabbed by my elbow and my eyes met with his .

"Why not " he wispered .

I look down .

"I-I ...don't know ..."

"You don't know what Anna?? !!"

I frowned .

"I need some time Zander " i pulled my hand back .

But his hands came around my waist

"Tell me why " he was now cupping my cheeks .

"I am not ready ...not ready to bring someone new in my life yet .."

He nodded but i could see the disappointment in him.

"But i won't give up Anna ......you are mine ...i won't let anyone else have you . I am giving you time ...but don't test my patience sweetheart "

I look at him wide eye ....my heart beating out of my chest.

He pulls me into him as his hand remove the hair from my neck .

I shivered in pleasure as his kissed me just below my neck .

I let out a shaky moan ..

He sucked on my sweet spot and licked it .

My knees were loosing there strength.

"Z-Zander " he laid soft kisses all over my neck .

Stop him Anna

I have to stop him ...

But i can't.

I can't  ....

He finally pulled away ... ..but the strong shivering sensation in my body never stopped .

I took in deep breath.

He takes my hands and leads me to the car ..

I am doomed to my death .

I am so lonelyyyyy...

So very lonelyyyyyyy. ....

I couldn't let him innnnnn

I was sooo scaredddd

I am a fat pathetic ass girl

Uuuurrrghhhh .

I am now regreting the decision .

Regreting that I rejected him

But I just can't help it .

My trust has been broken ....many times now ...i can't risk it ..or i am just to scared too .

I sighted heavily and plopped on my bed closing my eyes