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2024-10-29 19:42:56Eva's POV
I don't know if I'm jealous of their closeness or just insecure because of my feelings.
He is already hugging me while my eyes look at the woman Ash who's looking at me back with a sweet smile on her face but I don't feel that was sincere. It feels more like an act to me. So, I just rolled my eyes at her. While breaking the hug and meeting Janson's sights.
"What were you doing here with Ash?" I know the answer but I still asked, sounding silly.
"Babe! You forgot. She's my private tutor until my final exam takes place. We are just here to study." He explained but I smiled mockingly and threw another question.
"Then why couldn't I
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