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Author: J.G.DAWN
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

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Next morning when Eva woke up. Mark was not there anymore, the bed was cold, and the next second, her tears fell from the corners to realize. The last night was their goodbye. She knew he almost threatened her to share a bed with him, but somehow she felt it was all because of her one-sided condition.

On the other side, Mark, sitting in his office cabin, thinks about last night's thing with frustration. He thought she would reject him or be ready to be with him. But he fails in both and angrily makes a choice to sit with Ella, only to make her hurt.

"Damn, Eva! Why are you fucking doing this? Is it really worth it to hide the facts? Do you think you can hide your feeling?" He sighed as he blurted out those words and thought about her sobbing in her dream. He felt terrible for treating her like that last night, but what could he do? He got no way to get her in a sense. She left no choice for him anyway.

However, he decided to follow his words to stay with Ella as he prom
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