LILITH
I fluffed my loose curls to add volume to them and then pushed the girls together making them look extra perky. My routine needed to be flawless because Goddess knew I needed the cash. Plus, it may or may not have inflated my ego a little knowing I was the highest-earning and most popular stripper in this club. Men always pined for what they couldn't get their hands on. I was that rare beauty they could look at, they could touch just enough to give me their money but once I was off stage they wouldn't get to see me again. It left them coming back for more and more each and every time.
My lips split into the brightest grin I could possibly muster, white teeth glinting against the lights framing the mirror I sat in front of. The lingerie I wore consisted of a lacy bra and thong with my signature color — purple. Silver platform heels adorned my feet and violet lenses blocked my yellowish hazel eyes. I hated the color because of the tints of yellow that streaked through my irises; hence the contact lenses. Men paid for the conventional standards of beauty and as much as they claimed to like natural beauty, they paid more for the superficial kind.
These were pointers I needed to take into consideration just so I could earn a living. Then there were your everyday perverts and disgusting pigs who thought just because I was an exotic dancer it meant they could do whatever they pleased with me. Most men that came in here weren't that bad. They were easy to deal with but there were the few that made me wish to sink my canines into them.
I rose to my feet when I knew the song playing outside was about to end. The girl currently on stage was almost done with her performance which meant I would have to go on right after her. I waited for the DJ to announce my stage name before strutting out onto the stage where blinding lights and horny men greeted me. No one realized I went by my actual name. The name Lilith was actually perfect for an exotic dancer.
I could be the taste of sin each of these motherfuckers needed.
Hooking my leg around the cool metal pole, I tilted my head back and let my lilac curls fall as if they were a waterfall. Love Is A Bitch by Two Feet started up and I began my routine. I swayed my hips to the beat, twirling around the pole as if it were my long-lost lover. It wasn't only about the pole, though. I made sure to touch myself most provocatively; getting on my hands and knees only to shaky my ass in the air for the men behind me while the men in front had a perfect view of the girls.
I felt their greedy hands on me when they tucked dollar bills into the straps off my thong or the cups of my bra. One of the men, the wealthiest of the bunch from what I could tell, decided he was entitled to get too handsy with my bra strap, attempting to slide it down my shoulder. I swallowed the growl crawling up my throat, my wolf coming forward but luckily, the lenses hid the switch in eye color.
Another reason why I wore the purple eye lenses.
I purposely curled my full lips into a sultry smirk, clasping the man's black tie. He looked like a douche, young and stupid on many levels, someone who was here to impress his friends and probably hid the fact he had a tiny penis. I tugged him toward me, letting my lips brush over his right ear.
"No touching what's not yours, big boy," I layered the seductive tone thick before pushing him back into his group of friends who hollered as if he had conquered the world.
The song was drawing to a close so I rose to my feet and ended my routine with a variation of the tabletop position, doing what was basically an upside-down split in mid-air. When it finally ended, I gathered all the money on the stage, blew a kiss to the disgusting men surrounding it, and went off backstage.
I pushed through the satin curtain finding a buzz of excitement in the air — these women were like crack heads constantly high on cocaine but this burst of excitement was something new. Hushed whispers were floating around paired with giggles from the younger girls; by younger, I meant girls around my age.
I moved to my usual spot, throwing a white tank top over my head and slipping into black tights. My platforms were exchanged for thigh-high boots.
"Girl, have you seen the new boss?" One of the younger girls, Beatrix from what I could remember, asked. She had pretty features, eighteen years of age with big grey eyes, blonde hair, big tits.
"New boss?" I rose my brow, my mind instantly flitting to a few weeks ago when I found Ambrosia nearly dead. It took too much effort to fight off my shiver.
"Yeah, he just came in and talk about tall, dark, and handsome but he's young as shit," Beatrix snorted with an equal amount of lust and amusement clouding her gaze.
"What's a few years difference, I'll be happy to help him get through his mommy issues if he has any," shouted one of the older girls from somewhere around the room. The others laughed but all I could do was smile.
Humans were so oblivious to the world around them sometimes.
"He's here, in his office?" I asked, hoping I could make a run for it before the vampire boss — because there was no way this place fell into human hands — realized a werewolf worked for him.
"Nah," another girl cackled.
"His eyes were glued on your performance from the moment he set foot into the place," Beatrix bumped her shoulder into mine as if I should have been thrilled about that.
All I could think of was: BUSTED!
"Fantastic," I breathed with a groan, "I guess with that being the main performance of the night it was bound to catch his attention."
"Why do you not sound happy about that?" Beatrix's smile faltered.
"It's nothing. Just a long night so I better get going. I'll see you girls tomorrow," I tucked my handbag under my arm, winking at them with another bright smile, "bye chickas."
They yelled a chorus of goodbyes with bits of colorful language slipping through. I would have stuck around, counted how much I made for the day, and then left but I needed to move before the vampire sniffed me out and decided to kick my ass.
I didn't get very far though. The dancers usually used the back exit so none of the men out front would be able to harass us. It was a harsh world and we had to find a way to deal with it. However, the exit was blocked by a tall man that gave off a cedar and smoke scent. His skin was deep brown and his eyes were a pool of honey brown framed by impossibly long lashes. The man had a buzz cut with a muscular build.
I growled when a sweet scent flooded my passages almost eradicating the smoke and cedar scent. Something about this sweetness appealed to me though. It reminded me of stepping out into a garden on a sultry spring day. I paused momentarily. Vampires, no matter what, never smelt appealing.
With slow steps, I turned around in the dimly lit hall, finding myself captured in a pair of white eyes that had my breath hitching. Flecks of blue swam in their depths and yet I still found myself captivated by the scary white irises.
"Mutt..." He hissed and my gaze dropped to his full pink lips. The word was meant to leave his mouth as an insult but it fell short.
I stomped down my fear, quickly assessing him. He was tall — just as the girls had mentioned. His obsidian locks were tousled as if he had just been running and his jaw could cut stone. His lean build was clad in a black button-down and shiny black slacks and dress shoes.
"Bloodsucker." I clipped but there was something about him that I couldn't put my finger on.
"Don't you have somewhere to be, Thorne?" The vampire asked but his gaze never wavered from mine.
The man, Thorne, grunted something under his breath as he shoved past us. I quickly noted that he wasn't a werewolf or vampire but he definitely wasn't human. Maybe Fae? But I doubted that.
"You're a rogue." The vampire's silky voice slid around me like music made only for my ears.
"You're fond of pointing out the obvious." I quipped
"Are all werewolves this annoyingly cranky?"
"Are all vampires this annoyingly persistent to stick around even when their presence is clearly unwanted?"
That brought a smirk to his face and the expression was dark. Too dark. "This is my place, if you're so annoyed with my presence then, by all means, leave." He pointed an outstretched arm to the door, "and don't come back."
I scowled at him. The fact that he was a vampire made him unlikeable, I didn't need this crap, "I didn't do anything wrong for you to fire me and the original owners gave me this job for as long as I needed it."
"You knew the original owners?" His brow arched in question as he edged closer to me.
I stood my ground because backing away would mean showing my fear, "I did. They were..." I couldn't help but choke back a sob as I cast my eyes downward. The day that Alpha had finished Ambrosia off was imprinted in my brain. I couldn't forget it.
"You knew them well?" Interest laced his tone and I found myself eager to answer him honestly so I nodded.
Then his cold finger hooked under my chin and I gasped, my eyes snapping to his. Confusion riddled his features as it did mine. Sparks. Where his skin touched mine I felt the sizzle of sparks ignite and my heart fluttered with joy. I knew what that feeling was. I had obviously heard stories and I had seen the bond with my parents but it couldn't be.
This vampire couldn't possibly be my mate!
"What's your name?" His voice was deeper now, cold fingers moving up to stroke my cheek.
It suddenly made sense why his eyes were on me during my performance but he didn't know. He couldn't possibly know and I wasn't about to tell him.
"Lilith Rivera," I finally answered.
"Julian Alnwick," came his response.
Julian, that name sounded familiar. I tore through the fog clouding my mind and skimmed my memories. That Alpha had asked me about a Julian.
"You knew them too," I deduced, "they left this place to you."
"Something like that," he stepped toward me again and this time I did step back.
Julian didn't know what he was doing. It was the bond drawing him closer to me. I couldn't let that happen. He looked confused but he should have had enough sense not to give in to some strange feeling pushing him toward me.
Maybe I should tell him the truth so he would know why we needed to keep some distance between us.
"Look, there's something—"
"Have you worked with the rogue pack before?" He cut me off, his face setting into stone-cold seriousness.
"What, no!" I shrieked, appalled by the idea, "that's the whole reason I'm here. I'm not like them."
"There's a new alpha. He's not like Huxley and maybe he can help you. I know werewolves need to be around their kind."
"Thanks for the offer but I'm doing just great. I'm trying to make a normal, human life for myself. I don't need to be around other rogue werewolves," I couldn't keep my growl down and I knew if I let myself get riled up I would probably regret it.
"Human?" The vampire looked taken aback, "I'm not an expert on mutts but I know you're not supposed to do that. You do understand what the consequences are?"
"I'm willing to bet my chances," I muttered, turning away from him.
His hand dropped and for a moment I missed his cold touch, "I'll see you tomorrow night then."
I barely opened my mouth to stop him when I realized he was no longer in front of me. Stupid vampire speed. I'd have to somehow disclose this to him tomorrow as soon as I arrived because I, sure as hell, wasn't about to go searching for him now.
Tugging the door open, I stepped out into the cool night's breeze and cast my gaze to the sky with a frown, "Why?" I breathed, "Why a vampire, why him?" Then continued down the path to my apartment a few blocks away.
JULIANBefore Dimitri and Ambrosia had found me due to my severe lack of self-preservation, I was a tyrant who let the most primal parts of my being guide my every decision. My human emotions were kept locked away by the extreme need for blood that I desperately needed to sate on a near-constant basis. I used my tracking abilities to find myself the sweetest smelling blood because I knew it would be heaven once it slid down the back of my throat.And that was the closest I'd ever get to heaven. Submerging myself, drowning in the blood lust would be the only satisfying feeling I'd ever feel. I was cursed to live a pointless endless life with only one joy and nothing more. Sometimes I would think back on the day I had been turned. It was a foggy memory but I remembered the pain of being nearly sucked dry. It was a late night and instead of being home, I was roaming the streets just like tonight.Only, that n
LILITHI gritted my teeth against the pain, clenching my hands into white fists while resting them on the cold tiles that lined the wall. The sweltering heat of the shower couldn't even lull the pain inside of me. No matter how long I stood under the hot spray, it's was no use. A growl threatened to spill from my lips but I swallowed it, tampering it down.I had my good days and I had my bad days. Tonight was part of one of those bad days. Luckily, I didn't have the main performance tonight. Maybe I could get out of dancing to wait on tables. That would be more bearable. I nodded to myself, I would switch shifts with someone for the night. No one would say no because dancing always offered more money anyway. We were lucky enough to have girls willing to rotate and do whatever needed to be done.I stepped out of the shower with a wince, my arms, and legs a jittery mess. My head felt heavy from the constant
LILITH The bed was so soft I couldn't help but curl under the covers and let sleep pull me under. He did say that I could make myself at home. It didn't seem like anyone had been doing much of that around here lately. The bedroom had themes of red. Not just any red — crimson. The color reminded me of blood which had me cringing. I figured that this was another one of Dimitri's places that were left to Julian, but I didn't understand why. What was so special about Julian? I stirred from my sleep as the thought nagged me awake. Then stilled when something sweet and earthy tickled my senses. Julian did say he would be back by dawn. That must have meant he let me sleep through the night. The tang of blood assaulted my nose which had my muscles locking. "I know you're awake," he called in a monotonous voice. Why was he even in here? Couldn't he wait in the living room like
JULIAN I waited impatiently for dusk, where the shadows were long and I could conceal myself within them without the sun searing my skin. Sleep was a rarity for someone like me. We barely ever slept, once in every few days and it wasn't a blissful sleep either. This was my purgatory and I was beginning to adjust to it. Until she pulled the rug out from under my feet. What she said made sense. I couldn't deny the sensations that danced across my skin each time we touched. When I heard her scream last night it sent electricity straight to my heart, almost allowing it to beat in my chest again. Panic claimed my body in a vice grip and I couldn't get to the little she-wolf fast enough. Then the sight of her bones squirming beneath her skin caught my attention and I instantly knew what was happening. It was instinct. In the same way, I knew I needed blood for survival, I knew I had to get her out of there an
LILITHI expected to see him later that night. At least, I left Julian's apartment with the hope that he would pitch up and tell me that he wasn't about to sever the bond between us. But then nightfall hit and he never showed. The next night was the same. And the next after that. Seven days. A whole week. That was how long it took for my hope to break. He left without a single word. Maybe he thought that we could still live our lives if he didn't sever the bond. Maybe he thought all he had to do was avoid me at all costs.It hurt. I never had a problem with abandonment. Then again, you only get one mate — one chance — and if you fucked it up it meant game over. So, it hurt but like everything else that hurt me in life, I brushed it aside and wore a smile on my face. The smile was false. Every smile I wore was artificial — at least back then they were easier to fake.'Do you want me as a m
LILITHIt surprised me how much pull the mate bond had even though we hadn't sealed it. I guess all we had left was the actual mating since we couldn't mark one another. That made following the pull of the bond all that more easier. Where it led me, though, had my nostrils flaring in fury.I glared up at the apartment complex I knew housed Julian. He was in the building, I knew it. I could feel it in the pit of my stomach. Julian didn't run from me like I originally suspected. No. He did something more cowardly than that.He hid from me.It left me wondering whether he wanted me as a mate. If I could get past him being a vampire, could he get past me being a werewolf? Right now it didn't seem like it and — if I were being completely honest — my self-esteem and ego may have taken a blow. Visually, I was appealing to most men. I knew this. I earned money off this. Relationships w
LILITH"Your timing is impeccable," I heard Julian sarcastically greet whoever disrupted the little moment we were about to share.But no response came to the sarcasm. My wolf stirred anxiously and I felt an overpowering presence near me. I feared that I knew the presence — not personally but I could feel the ranking of the wolf about to step foot into this apartment. The earthy, musky scent only cemented that it was a werewolf.Julian strolled in, hands in the pockets of his sweatpants. He had a sheepish smile tugging at his lips. My eyes moved from him to the more domineering presence that stood behind him. The man was tall and muscular — filling out his silk black button-down. I quickly did a sweep of him, finding him in black dress slacks that hugged his thighs and loafers.His face was hard, long hair tied into a top knot and a neatly trimmed beard framing his lower face.
JULIANI took in a controlled breath, clamping my molars at the acid-like burn that scorched my throat. Even in my office, barricaded from the countless number of humans in the club, I could still smell them. The sweet, tempting aroma of their blood had me fighting off my most primal instincts. I could picture myself leisurely strolling out of this office just to analyze my surroundings and work out my best plan of attack. There would be no survivors.None but her.A separate section of my mind, a larger section than I possibly cared to admit, was cordoned off and dedicated to Lilith. From what I had been told, this wasn't odd. Sylvain had warned me that the mate bond would do anything in its power to bring us together — we were meant to complete the bond but that wasn't a step I wanted to take.I thought of the betrayal that sparked in those yellowish-hazel orbs when she met the rog
LILITH I twirled around the cool metal pole that Julian had installed in his office while we were away — I was actually surprised that there wasn't one installed previously. 'I Feel Like I'm Drowning' by Two Feet spilled from the speakers in the room as I swished, twirled, and danced freely for the vampire in front of me. For my mate. I clutched the pole in my hands, then dropped before gradually rising and arching my back to give him the perfect view of my ass. Then, I threw my head back so my lilac locks could kiss the air. I could feel Julian's heated gaze pricking my skin. Those beautiful white irises never wavered, taking in every curve of my body as it moved gracefully and erotically for him — seducing him in the best way. He stood in front of his desk, ass perched on the edge and arms crossed. I realized, once we came back and he had returned to suits, that I fucking loved how m
LILITH"I think I'm going to need you to explain more than half of that all over again," Phillip said, gaze bobbing between his brother and me. We were back at the packhouse and I was doing my best to fill him in on what he needed to know — more importantly, why we hadn't killed his sister's killer."How do you have the brain of a vampire yet your mind is so utterly slow, brother?" Julian grumbled, laying back in bed with his hands under his head, eyes closed, and ankles crossed. He was the picture of relaxed but I knew he was anything but. His attention never wavered from us even if it looked like he paid no attention at all."It's a lot to take in," Phillip breathed, running his large hand through his silky locks.Julian sighed, "You'll get used to it. I did.""You're a king," Phillip muttered in what sounded like astonishment, "from an ordinary human boy to a vamp
LILITHI made my way into the living room knowing that Victor and Quade were there since they were finally out of the infirmary. It took a while — and Silas and Sydney's help — to get the sticky obsidian silver laced powder off their flesh. Everyone else who attempted the task ended up getting burned by the silver which meant the two wolves immune to the substance had to do it. I was almost certain that they were scrubbed raw because of how sticky the powder was. The witch didn't go into detail about it because we were in the middle of a life and death situation and now that she was dead...I figured after we left Julian would track down another witch to help him understand it better. However, I had a feeling the witches would tell us little. These were things they kept a secret from us for a reason. It was what helped them defend themselves once their magic waned.I knew Thorne hadn't left his
JULIANI settled my brother in the room opposite mine so I could keep an eye on him. He was still going through the painful transition but I had a feeling he would stick to his room after I had warned him that a werewolf bite was potentially deadly to us. That paired with the fact that their stench was potent enough to have me gagging kept him in check. He wouldn't risk leaving the room to hunt and I'd give him blood as soon as his system could ingest it.I gently closed the room door behind me as I exited only to find Sylvain leaning against the wall opposite with four bags of blood cradled in his hands. A groan of displeasure crawled up the back of my throat and with much effort, I swallowed it. As much as I hated what he had done. As much as the memory of my sister falling to the ground with fear blowing her eyes wide and causing her jaw to unhinge. I understood why he did what he did. If I were in his place and Lilith
LILITH I hissed, unfurling my fingers from the tight hold I kept on Thorne and Sydney's necks. They could have incinerated me when I used my unnatural newborn speed and strength against them. Instead, they used heat waves of splintering hot fire to burn my flesh. The skin from my fingers up to my arms was bubbled with blisters and steaming with burns that would probably only heal if I had a taste of human blood.My golden eyes latched onto the corpse of Julian's sister sprawled in the ground. I dug my heels in and clamped my jaw shut to prevent myself from moving but it was admittedly fucking difficult. The sweet and potent scent of the thick crimson substance sang to me. It was a siren's call that begged me to fall under its spell. To let the inner huntress in me free and soothe the aching burn that flared at the back of my throat and the external burns that I couldn't ignore on my arms. My fangs snapped out and venom dr
JULIAN The half-blood's purple flames cut through the shadows — not as well as hellfire did — but it weakened them enough to allow me to breathe. I regretted taking in the burning lungful of air when notes of human blood stroked the back of my throat. I wasn't certain how Lilith tolerated it but I kept a firm grip in her hand in case the huntress within reared its head and she sped off in the direction of my siblings. We continued quickly and silently down the narrow passage. I could sense that it was barely wide enough for Lilith and me to walk shoulder to shoulder, hence, I walked a step ahead. We didn't race forward like before because I knew Grace was up ahead and I didn't want to risk slamming into a magical barrier or a wall that I wouldn't be able to see. With my sense of sight out of play, I relied on everything else. I touched the smooth, cold walls and created a mental map of every turn I took. If this was under different circumstances I may have commended Tania on how well
LILITH"Where is she?" I whispered with a hiss, my gaze skittering across the area.Penelope had warned us that entering through the illusion would notify Tania but I didn't think she'd manage to get to us so quickly. We barely gathered ourselves from the landing and she was already ready to attack."I don't know. Like I said before, there's one thing she doesn't need to siphon and that's her ability to control the shadows. She can use them to disguise herself or travel. Like teleportation," Witchy explained and I didn't think that this was the right time for a history lesson.I did remember her telling us about this, though, which made things a lot more difficult than they were original. Julian's hand found mine, gripping it tightly in his hold. The sparks that erupted had me releasing a breath I didn't even know I was holding. If my heart wasn't still in my chest I would have been suffer
LILITHWe were gone and back from our hunt within an hour and for the entire hour, Julian graced me with silence. He was angry that he wouldn't have a say in Tania's fate after everything she had done to him — done to all of us — but Witchy had already struck her bargain and it sounded as if her plan would work. It was solid, better than any plan any of us could come up with. We needed her magic so agreeing to let her and her ancestors deal with Tania's fate was a small price to pay.I just hoped that the witch didn't overexert herself leaving her useless to us. If she guttered her magic then we would have a serious problem.I swallowed the venom filling my mouth at the thought. It was bitter, just like the blood I had ingested thanks to the drugs riddling the human's system. Whether Julian and I killed the couple or not, they were bound to die soon probably from an overdose. It didn't make me
LILITHWe shot down into the living room, finding it already dark outside through the large windows. Julian and I had both been stuck in that suspended state of sleep without actually being asleep for hours. Even with myself being so frightfully aware, I now somehow felt fresher, stronger, less exhausted. It made no sense but when you really thought of it, the entire vampire species made no sense.A species that was now my own.My eyes latched onto the source of the scream finding Witchy awake and twitching, fully drenched from head to toe with what looked like icy cold water. She opened her mouth and then closed it, gaping like a fish out of water and looking the part as well. The beta of the pack, Enzo, stood with a tight smile on his face and a massive bucket in his hands.Julian brought his fist up to his mouth and bit down on his knuckles to suppress his laugh whereas I simply bit the