Chapter 94

One of the definitions of TRAUMA is that it is a deeply distressing or disturbing experience.

There is no doubt in my mind that I was traumatized from a young age. I saw my parents killed right in front of me. I heard them cry for help as they took their last breaths.

And on top of all that, my only living relative, Charles did not want anything to with me. He literally declined to the responsibility of taking care of me.

I was alone for a very long time, and I cried myself to sleep so many nights. I was so unhappy and always sad for so many years, and that was a nightmare for me.

Being an assassin was where I found some form of joy. Every person I killed felt good, because it was like I was killing the man who murdered my parents over and over.

Being an assassin brings purpose to my meaningless existence.

“Jen..” I hear Oliver call for my attention and I finally lift my head up.

I feel so vulnerable, as if I am naked, though I am not.

“How do—how do you