“I can’t go back to my old life,” I say under my breath and then I place the phone back on the sink. I look at myself in the mirror and I take in a deep breath. The offer is tempting, but I not only promised Robert and the others that I would put assassinating aside, but I also promised myself.Killing people and helping others get revenge brought me great fulfillment before, but again. When I think about all the people I killed, even if it was self-defense or they deserved it, I had no right to take their life from them. By me taking away their life, I took away their chance to change and to become better people.After I am done with the bathroom, I take my phone and I step out. I can see Robert snuggled under the duvet and he is already asleep. I walk towards the bed and I flop my body down on it. Today was such an eventful and memorable day, and I am left tired.Before I can relax so I can go to bed, I take my phone and delete the email. I do not need it in my phone, it would only
We have dropped Jake at school and he did really well. I thought he would be crying, but he was more excited than nervous. Robert went to have lunch with Rob so they can get to know each other even more while James went on his date that he is so excited about.Chad and Naomi took one of the cars and they are riding around the Island, spending the day together, so I pretty much have the day to myself. I have had enough time to think about Russell’s offer and my answer has not changed.Yes, I am tempted to take the deal. Robert is not saying anything but I know that we are low on money, especially after paying for Jake’s education, even though it’s worth it and I would not want it any other way.I feel like I am doing something wrong by not telling Chad and the others that Russell has reached out to me, so I am going to do so tonight. Carlos should be back tonight so everyone would be there.Right now, I am at a Turkish coffee shop and I have had some food to eat, but I can not stop my
“Here, have some wine,” Russell offers me as I sit next to him at the small bar. He is fairly attractive for his age, and he has a demanding presence, one that commands respect.“I’m fine Russell, I only came here for one thing, and that is to tell you to your face that I will not be accepting your offer,” I explain to him and he sips some wine from a fancy wine glass in his hand.“Jen Davis,” He says my name and then he places his wine glass on the marble counter. He has a smirk on his face as if he knows something that I do not, and that puts me on edge.“You were the best of the best,” He says ethusathi“What happened?” His question tempts me to begin to overthink, but I shut it down as soon as I can. I am not going to torture myself mentally.“Nothing happened, people change, and so did I,” I give him an answer and he seems a bit upset by it.“So you are not going to do the job I am offering?” He asks and I wag my head as to say no.“I have said this over and over, why don’t you g
Russell’s nose is obviously bleeding and he has some serious bruises on his face. Well, that is what he gets for almost choking me to death, but something is not right. He could have guards swamping in here the moment I attacked him, but he did not. The guards came in at the last minute, I feel like this was a trap and if it was, I fell right in it.“Jen, you heard them, get off him,” I hear Natalie say and I stand to my feet while keeping my hands raised in the air, for so many guns are aimed right at me by Russell’s guards.Russell begins to laugh as Natalie helps him to his feet.“She fell right into my hands,” He continues to laugh as if he has just heard the funniest thing in his life. Natalie looks happy also and she leads Russell out of the room to get treated for his broken nose and other minor injuries.My throat still hurts from when he choked me, for the first time in my life, I felt like I was going to die, and I was not thinking about myself. My mind was filled with image
What in the world is Cara doing here? I have played in my mind what I would do if I ever see her again, but seeing her right now, I don’t know how to respond. I don’t feel anger or rage, to be honest, I don’t even know how to feel about seeing her.“Let’s go, Davis,” Natalie urges me to move and I begin to move my legs. Cara walks next to Natalie and the both of them speak another language that I am not accustomed to, but it sounds like german.They lead me into the urban house and the interior looks as homey as the exterior. I can also smell food being cooked when I enter the living room. I don’t get why I am being brought here, maybe I should just accept the darn offer and do the job so all this can be over with.“Sit right there, Cara, and I would be right back. Don’t try anything stupid, your family is being watched and with just a call, I can have them killed,” Natalie threatens and I gulp.She and Cara then head upstairs and I am left alone in the living room. It is quite spacio
What am I getting myself into? It took me so long to finally be okay with not being an assassin anymore, I freaking chose the normal, ordinary life, so why are danger and thrill still chasing me? “You have no idea how happy I am to hear you say those words, especially now that I can see that you actually mean them,” Russell says as he stands to his feet. He closes the distance between us and he gives me a hug that I reluctantly give in to.“So let us get this straight, I do the job and I get to go back to my family. Do not freaking reach out to me ever again, not even to say hi,” I say to him in a very confident tone that captures his full attention.“Reasonable,” He mumbles as he goes back to the other couch so he can sit after his hug with me.“The food is ready!” Susan, Natalie’s grandmother says as she joins us with a tray of food. Everything on the tray looks so good and appetizing, but the bacon causes an emotional stabbing pain to arrest my chest, for it reminds me of James, w
“Natalie, I have made my decision, enlighten Jen here about the consequences of rejecting my offer. It has become clear that she is not a logical person,” Russell Marshall says and then he walks out of the house. “Is there some way that I could call back home?” I ask Natalie after a few moments of silence and she scoffs.“You still don’t get it, do you?” She begins.“You have a great offer and the job is simple, I don’t still get why Russell is adamant about you doing the job, especially considering that there is a world full of professional assassins out there,” Natalie tries to reason to herself.Cara sits next to her and comforts her by rubbing her shoulder gently and I watch them both. Trying to escape would be useless, but the thing is I am certainly not going to kill Rob’s father. Losing his sister was enough for him, I am not going to rain more trauma on someone that has helped me.Rob gave me properties worth millions of dollars, and without sleeping with me or even wanting t
TWO DAYS later and I am in a five-star hotel, and this is in no way my own money is being spent and I am grateful because this place is very expensive. I could afford it but my days of staying in fancy overpriced hotels are over.The room I am in right now has been booked by Russell. There are two guards stationed right outside the room and I am not allowed to leave until I am told so. I am currently staying out the window, enjoying the beautiful view that I have of the ocean.I can still remember Susan’s voice and her advice to me. She told me that killing Russell is the only way I could get out of all this mess and go back to my life, plus she told me that it would help her granddaughter to finally be free from the strings of Russell.So I took her advice, when Natalie came back into the house with Cara, I told them that I was ready to do the job and that nothing would change my mind. Cara was suspicious but Natalie did not care much. She just wants me to do the job and be out of he