TAY
My brothers and I sat around the dinner table in our parent’s mansion. Mom said she wanted to tell me something important. She clears her throat and we all look at her.
“Um Tay? Your father and I have decided that it’s time for you to get married. You are not getting any younger, and I want to see all my children happy before…” I cut her off.“Mom, don't talk like that. You are not going anywhere.” I knew mom was running out of time, but I was in denial about her illness. For the past three years, I have been bringing specialist after specialist for her case. They all say the same damn thing.‘Sorry, Mr. Payne, but there is nothing we can do about your mother’s case anymore.’As if I wanted to hear their apologies. Honestly, I don’t think I will survive another loss of someone close to my heart, not again.“Tay, will you listen to me?” Mom pleas and I nod.“We met with Grace and Joe. The Fergusons last month and they have agreed that as soon as their daughter, Olivia graduates you two will get married.” Mom informs.“Mom, why would you do that without consulting with me first? I’m in a relationship, remember?” Nate chuckles. Andrew smacks him at the back of his head.“Don’t tell me about that brat. She is not wife material. All she cares about is her damn face and popping pimples.” this time Nate and Andrew chuckle.These two love seeing Mom scold me about Ria.“What? It’s funny, isn’t it, Andrew?” Nate nudges Andrew with his elbow and he shakes his head.“Okay, now back to the serious matters. Olivia has agreed to marry you. Tomorrow they are coming here so that you guys can meet.” Mom informs excitedly.“How old is she?” I ask and bring a glass of orange juice to my mouth.“Twenty.” I spit the juice back into the glass, and Nate burst into laughter again, throwing his head back, causing him to lose balance and end up on the floor. Andrew chuckles next to me, playing with his food using a fork. “Oh my God, Nate, are you okay?” Mom asks, worried.“Yes Mom.” he chuckles and gets up and sits back on the chair. I take a napkin and dry my lips.“You are kidding, right?” I ask Mom.“Do I look like I’m joking?”“What the fuck, mom? What am I going to do with a teenager?” I ask, horrified.“Language.” Chris scolds.“Sorry, but…” Mom cuts me off.“No, can’t you do this for me? My wish before me…”“Now, this is emotional blackmail.”“Please? I will ask nothing of you anymore.” she gives me a begging smile.“Mom, you know I will do anything for you. I will go to the ends of the world to make you happy and if marrying this Olivia will make you happy then I will marry her.” I say without even having time to think about my decision.‘What the hell am I getting myself into?’ I ask myself. Mom moves from her side and gives me a tight hug like her life depends on it.The rest of the dinner is full of laughter as we play chess for the rest of the night.****A phone ringing snaps me back to reality. I look at the caller ID.It is Danny, my assistant.“Yes,” I answer.“Um, sir….”“Danny, I don’t have all day listening to your mumblings,” I lose it.“It’s about the contract with the Japanese,” I hear him taking a deep breath.“Yes?”“We...we,”“Speak up, I don’t have all day. I have many things to do.” I snap.“We didn’t get the contract,”“And why is that?” I ask calmly. “I...I didn’t submit the file on time,” he confesses.“What the hell, Danny!” I stand up from the couch. I can see Olivia at the corner of my eye, standing at the bottom of the stairs.“I’m sorry, sir. It slipped my mind,” Danny says with an apologetic voice.“I cannot believe this. When I give you something to do, you do it, I don't run a school where you forget your homework at home and you get detention. I run a fucking company and excuses are the last thing I need.” I yell. Anger is slowly reaching its peak. Thinking about the billions I have just lost makes me feel like I'm losing my mind and I throw my phone against the wall.I push my hair out of my face to calm myself down. I sigh and put my jacket on—place my laptop into my black leather bag, and grab my car keys from the coffee and walk to the door that leads to the garage—a BMW in beeps and I make my way to it. I’m a lover of exotic cars and love collecting them. I place my bag into the passenger seat, hop in the driver’s seat, buckle up, and drive out of the garage and into the long driveway. I call the office as soon I pass the gate.“Payne Corporation, how may I help you?” Lucy, my other personal’s assistant, asks.“Lucy is Tay. I need you to get me a new iPhone; I'm on my way to the office right now.” I order, my eyes still glued to the road.“I will get right on it, sir.”“Tell Jack I want that report I asked him to put together about Olivia Ferguson today.”“Yes sir.” I disconnect the call and focus on the road.After what seemed like an eternity, I drove my car into the Payne Corporation lot. I get out of the car and walk to the elevator. Lucy is standing next to the reception table, holding a cup of coffee and a box of what seemed like a new phone I asked for.“Morning, Mr. Payne,” Lucy says with a bright smile on her face.“Morning Lucy.” I greet her back, and she hands me a cup of coffee. We head to my office as she keeps telling me about my meetings for today. Danny is standing next to the elevator with the most horrified look I have ever seen in my life. I don’t want my employees to fear me, but I don’t want them to slack on their job as well. Many people depend on me, and I have my fair share of enemies who would love to see my downfall like my Uncle David. I get he is new to the personal assistant thing, but I can't keep losing money. I will deal with him later.“M... morning, Mr. Payne,”“Morning, Danny.” I greet back and head to my office. He expected me to fire him on the spot, but I’m not that cruel. I know he has a family to feed.The rest of the morning goes by with back-to-back meetings, and before I know it, it is lunchtime. Someone knocks on the door.“Come in.” I take off my jacket as the door opens. Donald, my cousin, enters-the son of David Payne, my biggest enemy but he and I get along very well.“What brings you here?” I ask as I approach him.“Is this how you greet your dearest cousin?” Donald pretends to be hurt, and I pull him into a hug. “Thought we could have lunch together?”“Of course.” we head to the cream couch, and he unpacks the bag, places the container (by Tupperware) full of food, and two bottles of orange juice on the small black table. “So, how is your case going?” I ask and take a sip from the bottle.“Good, that bastard will be in jail soon.” Donald is a lawyer for abused women, and he does it for free. He never told me why he chose this path and I never asked but am proud of him.“Have you visited the foundation?” Donald asks. I started the Payne foundation after my sister’s death for abused women since she died at the hands of an abuser, she called a ‘husband’. I built a place where they could call home, a place where they won’t be judged or be mistreated.“No, but I will make time during the week.” I tell him, and my phone buzzes.Ria.Hey babe, I’m at your house having lunch with Olivia, Nate, and Nana. Do you want me to wait for you? The text read.It’s a reminder that I have to get rid of her.I place the phone back on the small table at the same time a knock is heard at the door. Jack enters with a file in his hand.“The information you wanted.” he hands me the file.“Thanks,” I say, and he walks out of the office.“What is that?” Donald asks.“It is information about my fiancée.” I tell Donald and he leans in to look.“That’s your fiancée?” He asks, pointing at the picture of Olivia.“Yes why?” Donald clears his throat and shakes his head.“N...nothing.” I look at him one more time and read the file.I thought she was joking when she said she skipped a couple of grades in high school. Her work is impressive; she used to get total A’s. They thought it was useless to keep her with other learners when she was far away from them with a massive gap, and it makes me wonder how much her IQ is.This is interesting.After reading the first page, I place the file on my desk and eat my lunch. Donald and I finish our lunch, talking about the good old days. After a while, I say goodbye to him and get back to work. I meet with the Japanese trying to convince them to give me one last chance and by the time they finally agree- it is noon, and I am tired as fuck.I grab my things and make my way to my car in the underground garage. I take off my jacket and place it on the passenger seat. The drive back to the house is quick.I find Olivia and Nana in the kitchen. Olivia is drinking coffee and Nana is busy cooking. I kiss Nora on the cheek. “Ms. Ferguson?” Olivia just nods and takes a sip from her coffee mug. How badly I wanted to hear her voice.“You had a long day?” Nana asks.“You don’t want to know.” I place my briefcase on the stool and my jacket on top. I intentionally brush my arm with Olivia’s while I take a seat next to her. Nana hands me a cup of coffee and I wrap my hands around it.“How was your day, Ms. Ferguson?” I know that if I say ‘Miss Ferguson’ she will respond.“There’s no need to be so formal, you know?” Olivia says in an annoyed tone. I will do anything to hear her sweet, angelic voice.“Now, are you going to tell me how your day was?” I ask in a demanding voice.“No.” she gives me a straight answer.“It is hardly to hear a person ever saying no to me,” I say and take a sip from the coffee mug.“Looks like I’m going to be the first one then.” Why does she always have answers to everything?“We will see about that.” I take the last sip and place the coffee mug on the kitchen counter and grab my things.“Nana.” I nod at her and walk out.“What does he mean by that?” I hear Olivia asking Nana. I rush over to the staircase.I throw my jacket and briefcase on the bed, undress, and head for the shower. The hot water relaxes my tense muscles and after a while, I wrap my waist with a towel. I grab another towel to dry my hair, brush my teeth, and make my way to the closet. My phone buzzes on the bed, and I check the message. It's about tomorrow's meeting.I dress up in my blue ripped jeans, put my phone in my back pocket, and walk out of the room holding my t-shirt.I pull the t-shirt over my head while padding down the stairs and walk to the dining table to have dinner with Olivia.The breakfast with Carmen went well. She told me about Tay a little more. Carmen is an exceptional mother. The world could use people like her. It is a shame that bad things happen to good people. Why couldn’t my mother get a brain tumor instead? The world would be better off without her.I don’t see her as my mother anymore, and she doesn’t deserve to be called a mother neither. She never called me ever since I was at the Payne’s. What kind of mother is she? Honestly, I don’t know why I even bother thinking about her.Carmen dropped me off at the house a while ago, so here I am sitting on my bed reading about the Payne family online. Tay is 26 years old and CEO of Payne Corporation. He has received some awards for the best businessman of the year. He had his fair share of relationships, but he settled down when he dated Ria Johnson—and they have been dating for a while now. Ria is 23 years old, and a model. I look at the picture of her and Tay. They look good together. I spot mine an
The week passed by as a blur. I haven’t gone home yet, and I don’t even want to go back, although I miss Nora terribly. I got to know the brothers more; we spend most of the time doing puzzles.I enjoyed spending time with them. Tay is a wonderful cook. You would swear that he went to culinary school. Ria came to visit Tay, but he ignored her the whole day, using work as an excuse. Andrew doesn’t like her so much, so he also made work as an excuse.The brothers are amazing. The love they have for each other is incredible.“Morning,” Nana says, walking to the fridge. I’m in my gym gear and my hair is up in a messy bun.“Morning Nana and see you,” she chuckles, and I walk to the front door. I have been going for runs during the past week. I inhale the fresh air and start running.When I get back from my run, I find the brothers eating breakfast.“Did I tell you, you look sexy when you are all sweaty? Sister-in-law,” Nate compliments and takes a bit of his toast, and I let out a ch
My back is pressed against Tay’s hard build-up chest, his arms wrapped around my torso — I can feel his breath against my neck. After the nightmare I had, he hasn’t left my side. He held me in his arms like I would vanish if he let go. He kept on playing with my hair to calm me down and I gave in to his touch. It was comforting. Never in my life have I ever felt safe like I do right now.I try to move, but his grip tightens. He nuzzles his nose in my hair, and chills run down my spine.“Go to sleep, love,” he whispers in my ear, and Goosebumps cover my body within seconds. I let out a breath and closed my eyes.“I will be here when you wake up.” he kisses me at the back of my head and my eyes burn to sleep.****I open my eyes to find a peaceful, beautiful face asleep. Tay looks handsome sleeping; his hair is messy, covering his angelic face. I push the hair from his face and admire his features for a few seconds. I get out of his grip without waking him up and walk to the bathro
The moment Tay’s lips connect with mine, I freeze. I let him kiss me; I don’t respond, even though I want to kiss him back. I don’t want to open something that will only lead me to disappointment. He pulls me even closer, desperate. His hands cup my face, kissing me like I’m going to slip through his fingers. The kiss is full of pain and is rough. He desperately wants me to respond to his kiss, but I can’t even though my body begs me to. The ecstasy that runs through just from his touch is something to me, and it scares the hell out of me that my body responds to his touch.He breaks the kiss when I don’t respond and rests his forehead on mine, eyes closed. He brushes his nose with mine, and I shut my eyes to control my emotions.“Sorry.” he whispers. His breath sends chills up and down my spine.“It’s okay.” I say, and open my eyes to meet his lustful brown ones. He pulls away.The rest of the night goes by quickly, and now it was time to hit home. Andrew did very well; all his ar
I don’t know how long I have been sobbing against Tay’s chest, but one thing I know for sure is that his shirt is soaked. For a moment I wished I was dead, so I couldn’t relive this moment. I finally stop crying and move away from him. One thing I hate is crying in front of people.“Are you okay?” Tay asks with a soft voice.“Yeah, I just need to shower and go to sleep.” “Okay, um… just call me if you need anything.” he says and I nod. He walks out, and I strip out of my wet clothes, take a quick warm shower, and wrap my wet body in a towel.I dress up in my dark blue silk pajamas and walk out of the bathroom. Tay is not in the room, so I get under the sheets and close my eyes.After a while, I hear a door opening and footsteps walking towards the bed. I keep my eyes closed and I know by the scent that fills my nostrils; it’s Tay. He gets under the duvet and pulls me closer to his hard, naked chest and buries his nose in my hair. Later, he lets out a deep breath and pulls me eve
The next day in Tay’s car, I look out of the window as he drives to our destination. Last night he said that he wanted to show me something today.I look over at Tay, and his eyes are focused on the road. He is wearing blue denim jeans, a blue t-shirt, and a black jacket. He turns his head and smiles at me. I return it and look at my surroundings. I have never been to this side of neighborhood before. We pass some buildings and after a while, the car stops.“Come on.” Tay says, and we climb out of his car. He grabs my hand as we make our way towards the building; I look over at our entangled fingers and let out a deep breath. My heart is racing fast. Why am I so afraid? Why can’t I be a normal girl with no demons?The building feels like home, kids are running around, women sitting in a circle. What is this place? We enter an office; a man in his mid-forties is going through some papers.“Hey, Vince?” The man looks up and forms a smile when he sees Tay.“Tay, it’s so good to see
Future’s apartment is a two-bedroom one. The kitchen is small with a kitchen island and three stools around it. Future and I sit on the creamy couch with our glasses of orange juice. Nate and Andrew went to get food since none of us were up for cooking. In my case, I don’t know how to.“So, about you and Andrew?” I ask, trying to break the silence. No one has uttered a single word about what happened ever since we left the mansion.“Nothing is going on between us,” Future says and brings the glass to her mouth.“What happened between you two?” I pry. She sighs and places the glass on the coffee table.“I loved him with all of my heart, I still do. We were together for a long time. We were once close, Nate, Andrew, Tay, and E…” she clears her throat and continues.“One night happened, and everything went downhill. We broke up, and I got a scholarship to study in London, as I told you the other day. I broke any connection that had to do with the Payne brothers. I will be lying if I
I couldn’t believe what was happening. Tay is kissing me, and this time, I was kissing him back. He pulls me even closer, as if there was a gap between us. My hands move up to his neck, and I earn a moan from him. I haven’t realized that his breath smells like spearmint. I guess I was busy overthinking about the kiss the other day that I missed it. He squeezes my bottoms and I moan and he slips his tongue in. His tongue moves along with mine, and the feeling is indescribable. I tug the roots of his hair. “Olivia,” My name comes out as a moan. I bite his lower lip and his hands move up my torso. Our lips move in synchronization like they were made for each other. I’m running out of breath, but I don’t want to break the kiss yet. The sparks that are running through my body are incredible; I have felt nothing like this! If a kiss feels like this, then — “Oh, God! Please, not on the kitchen counter. I cook there!” Nana's sweet, horrified voice says from behind. I break the kiss and bu
TAY8 years later.I massage my forehead as Jordan keeps talking, I have been in this meeting for an hour now and all I want is for it to end and catch a break. Running a company is no joke and I still have no fucking idea why I didn’t hire a CEO and stay at home.“The hotel in Limpopo needs….” A phone rings interrupts Jordan. “I said no fucking phones in the board room!”“Sir, it’s yours.” One speaks.“Oh,” I clear my throat and answer my phone.“Yes?”“Can I speak to Mr.Tay Payne?” a feminine voice requests.“Speaking.”“This is the principle; your son was involved in a fight. I would like to discuss his behaviour with you.”“I will be there in 30 minutes.” I hang up.“Let me know what decision you guys reach, I have somewhere to be.” I grab my car keys and walk out.Noah has been acting out lately and I don’t know what to do with him or what he is going through, is his adolescence stage at 8 years or what. Olivia babies him too much and I think that made him like this. Ten min
TAYTwo days have passed by as a blur and Olivia hasn't woken up, but I have a feeling she will soon. I have spent most of my time with the twins. Nate is back and now we are just waiting for Olivia to wake up. Everyone loves the twins, and I couldn't be any happier."She will wake up man," a voice says, and I turn my head in Nate's direction and nod. I continue to rub my thumb on her hand."I know," I say and yawn. I haven't gotten any proper sleep for the past 2 days and now it is taking a toll on me."I am going to get something to eat, do you want something?" Nate asks."Just coffee," he nods and walks out. I place my head on the small space on the bed and soon sleep takes over.OLIVIAMy whole body hurts, that's the first thing I feel. I struggle to open my eyes but minutes later I manage to open them. I try to move up, but pain shoots me back down and I groan. I have no idea where I am, and I'm confused as hell. I look around the room and realization hit me that I am in a ho
TAY7 months later.7 months have passed, and Olivia is still in a coma. I might be sad that she is still in a coma, but I am proud of her and her work. Her book has hit the top-selling books and she is on the list of bestselling author and now people in other countries know her and her series too. I just wish she would wake up and see the success of her books. Her fans are wishing her a good recovery and it still amazes me every time I read their messages. I have spent the last 3 months reading All roads lead to love for Olivia and playing audios of her to our twins hoping that they will at least hear their mother's voice.Nora and I went to get baby shopping for the twins a few weeks back since we got to know the gender. Joe is still not keen on me choosing all three of them to be saved and he doesn't talk to me much anymore. James has been monitoring Olivia for the past months and has warned us that something can go wrong anytime, and they would have to operate so we have to be re
NATE5 months later,I have always been the relaxed one in the family and now was the time to make everyone smile. Ever since sister-in-law has been in a coma, I haven't seen Tay smile or laugh. 5 months have passed, and my brother looks like a living zombie. If he isn't in the hospital, he is drowning himself in work and I am afraid he will go back to his old self if sister-in-law doesn't wake up. Even though I miss her smile, I miss messing with her too."Where the hell are you taking me?" Tay groans as I continue to drag him."It's a surprise," I say and open the door to the spare room."Surprise!" Andrew, Future, Rachel, and little Eric who doesn't even have a clue what is going on cheer."What's going on?" Tay asks, looking around the empty room and six buckets of paint on the floor."We thought it would be fun if we painted a room for the twins. Since we don't know the genders yet, we bought white," I explained and waited."Of course, if you don't want—" he cuts off my ram
TAY1 month later.One month has passed and nothing has changed. Olivia is still the same, in a coma. She is not showing yet and I have spent every day with her, day in and night. Sometimes I forget what day it is. I have tried everything I have read online to try to get her to wake up, but nothing worked so far. James said she will wake up when she is ready which frustrates me because I am longing for that beautiful smile of hers. One month without her feels like a nightmare straight from a movie. All I do is shower and come back to the hospital. Our house in Cape Town is busy getting built and I know she will be happy with it when she wakes up.Nate got an apartment with Rachel a few days ago. As much as I wanted to be happy for him, my mind is somewhere else. Andrew and Future are also doing well, and Eric is turning out to be a good boy. Nora is a mess like me. She also spends most of her days here with me. Olivia is like a daughter to her, and she is afraid of losing her like s
TAYEverything in me felt like it was burning, like my insides were burning at the sight of Olivia's unconscious body in my arms. I don't even know if she is unconscious or dead. "Tay let the paramedics help her?" a voice says but it sounds too far away. The only thing in my mind right now is Olivia. I don't know how long I have been holding her, I just don't want her to slip out of my hands. It feels like the moment she does I will never see her again and that scares the shit out of me."Come, brother," two arms grab me, and Olivia gets taken away from me."She is in safe hands," a voice says, and we walk out of the building. I get at the back of the ambulance with Olivia and paramedics."Female, she looks like she is in her early twenties, one gunshot to the torso, and lost a lot of blood," a guy tells someone at the other side of the phone, and I continue to hold Olivia's hand. "Yes, she is in critical condition," the guy keeps talking and I try my best not to snap at him. I
OLIVIA"Open your eyes little one," Chad says to my face but I keep my eyes closed. He is a psychopath. How can he kill someone so easily! I have never in my life seen anyone die in front of me and what I just witnessed was pure horror! I don't know if I will ever get the image out of my mind."Open your eyes, Olivia?" I shake my head no while tears stream down my cheekbones. I am scared to open my eyes because then it will all be true that he killed David. A part of me hopes that it is all in my mind, that he didn't just put a bullet in David's skull right in front of my eyes. I feel a gun on my head and my breath hitches in my throat."Open your fucking eyes, Olivia?""Please don't shoot me!" I beg, my eyes still closed."I won't if you open your eyes," I slowly open my eyes to face the monster of every child's dream. David's body on the floor with blood around him. I feel like puking."Good girl!" He tucks my hair behind my ear."If only you returned my love for you, none of
OLIVIA"You fucked up my life," David says in my face."Because of your existence and the ability to attract men ruined my life!" He yells in anger at my face, and I flinch."I didn't ruin your life you psycho," I yell back with a pounding heart."You don't know how much I want to strangle you to death, but I was ordered not to touch a single hair on your body. The luck you have!" He chuckles and my heart sinks."You were ordered!"“By Chad?”“By his dick. Idiot.”Chad or Silas whatever the fuck his name is walks in."W... what the hell is this?" I demand and glare at him."I am going to tell you a story," he grabs a chair at the corner and sets it in front of me and sits down."There was this boy who loved his mother so much that he would do anything to see a smile on her face. He didn't have a father, you know why?" He looks at me."No, why?" I am not sure if I want to know the answer."Because he killed his own father. His father was a monster who used to beat the crap
TAYThe last time I was this scared was when I found my sister in her own pool of blood. I haven't said a word since I found the phone and blood on the floor. Many scenarios are running in my mind, and I don't know which one could be it, but what I am most scared about is Kyle. He is just a kid, innocent and now he is in the hands of a psychopath. I know Olivia is strong."How the hell did David escape? And how am I hearing this now?" I called one of the trusted cops and made sure the media was left out of it, and it turns out David escaped. He made the police believe that he was seriously sick, and they took him to the hospital yesterday where he escaped."We were going to tell you,” The detective I learned is Jessica's friend says. Shawn hasn't stopped pacing. He is trying to be strong, but I know he is hurting."Your negligence caused Kyle, a kid who has a heart problem and my wife to get kidnapped," I yell and grab the bottle of water from the coffee table and take a huge gul