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Author: Maya East
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"I... I'm fine," I answered, trying not to show my doubts. "I have a job that I love. That's enough, I guess."

"You know, I've always admired you. From the first time Pascha introduced you to me, I knew you were an amazingly independent and smart woman. And I never doubted your potential, that you could stand on your own without Pascha by your side. You'll be fine."

I looked at her in slight surprise. Those words, although spoken softly, felt like a blow. How could she still have such an opinion of me after everything?

"But I left—"

"—that marriage," she cut in calmly. "I know. I understand. And even though it was painful for our family, I never blamed you, Belva. You had your reasons, and I believe that."

I looked down, unable to contain the shame across my face. This woman, with all her power, with everything that had happened, still treated me better than my mother had ever treated me. It made me feel mixed, between grateful and weighed down by inexplicable guilt.

"I don't know what
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So literally anyone can walk into her life and dictate her actions. Literally every other character introduced has manged to either force or maneuver her into making choices she otherwise wouldn't make. And all she does is tremble and choke. Like she literally cannot function under any pressure
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