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LXX : Flashback : One More Step and I Might Fall

Author: Maya East
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-06 23:12:14

We didn't speak throughout the ride.

Only the car engine roar and the friction of the tyres on the asphalt accompanied us. I sat silently, looking at the road ahead without seeing it. My fingers gripped my pants tightly.

Pascha remained silent. His eyes focused on the road. One hand rested casually on the steering wheel while the other easily shifted gears.

I tried to ignore his presence, trying to remember why I had been avoiding him for the past few days.

"What did Sarah do to make you like that?"

I blinked. Turned my head toward him.

Pascha was still staring at the road.

I chuckled softly. "She messed up our group project," I said, "We had clearly divided the tasks, had a format, and she just sent us something messy. Not only that, she acted like it was no big deal. Like I was the one being overly dramatic for caring about an assignment that made up 40 percent of our final grade. Then she started talking nonsense about how I was too much of a perfectionist, how I had no life other
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