ERICA
With each step I took into the dimly lit room, my heart raced like a runaway train. The club was alive with flashing lights, loud music, and the scent of alcohol and sweat. The heavy bass vibrated through my chest, but it couldn’t drown out the anxiety roaring inside me. I felt naked, though I wasn’t fully bare—just barely covered in thin straps of lace that left very little to the imagination. My legs felt like jelly as I made my way to the center of the room, trying to ignore the way the men's eyes followed me, drinking in every inch of my exposed skin. I hated how I felt so vulnerable, so out of place. But I didn’t have a choice. Not when he had my life—and my sister’s—tied up in his hands. Swallowing my nerves, I took my place on the stage, gripping the pole as if it were the only thing keeping me standing. The music shifted into a sultry rhythm, and I forced myself to move. My hips swayed, my hands running over my body. A shiver ran down my spine as I spun around the pole, trying to block out the sleazy whispers I could barely hear over the music. My body felt stiff, mechanical, but I had to make it through the night. I just had to survive this humiliation. Then I felt it. A hand. Rough, bold, and intrusive, gripping my thigh as I spun close to the edge of the stage. I froze, my breath catching in my throat. My eyes shot down to the man sitting in the front row, a smirk plastered across his face as his fingers dug into my skin. "Come on, sweetheart, give us a little more," he drawled, his voice thick with alcohol. His friends around him laughed, their leering gazes making my skin crawl. I jerked back, pulling my leg from his grip. “Don’t touch me,” I snapped, my voice shaking. But the fear simmering inside me quickly turned to rage. How dare he? “Oh, she’s got a temper, huh?” He smirked, leaning back in his chair, completely unfazed. “You should be grateful I’m even looking at you.” His hand reached for me again, but this time, I reacted without thinking as anger surged through me, mixing with the fear and disgust I’d been trying to suppress all night. I slapped him hard. The sound of my palm colliding with his cheek echoed over the music, and the room seemed to freeze. The man’s head whipped to the side, shock widening his eyes as he touched his reddening face. "You bitch!" he hissed, standing so abruptly that his drink toppled over, spilling onto the floor. His friends stood too, faces twisted with a mixture of amusement and anger. "I told you, don't touch me," I snapped, my voice trembling despite the anger fueling me. The man’s nostrils flared as he stepped closer, his breath hot and reeking of whiskey. “You’re gonna regret that. Do you know who I am?” “I don’t care who you are,” I shot back, standing my ground. My heart was hammering in my chest, but I refused to show fear. “You don’t get to put your hands on me.” He let out a low, dangerous chuckle. “Oh, I’ll put my hands wherever I damn well please.” His hand reached for me again, but I dodged it, causing him to stumble forward. His friends laughed again, though it was clear they were enjoying the chaos. Before anything else could happen, the manager appeared, pushing through the small crowd that had gathered. “What the hell is going on here?” he demanded, eyes wide with fury. The man I slapped pointed a finger in my face. “This slut hit me. In front of everyone!” “She slapped him, Ray,” one of his friends chimed in, shaking his head in disbelief. “Just like that. No provocation. We were having a good time, and then she does this?” The manager turned to me, his face red with anger. “You did what?” “He groped me!” I shouted, my voice cracking under the weight of the moment. “I told him not to touch me, but he wouldn’t stop. I am a stripper yes but not a prostitute!” Ray’s face twisted into a sneer. “I don’t care what he did! You don’t lay a hand on the clients, especially not on this one! These men are some of our best customers!” “And we won’t be coming back after this,” the man I slapped growled. He straightened his jacket, giving me a look of pure disgust. “Not to a club that lets their girls act like this. We’ll take our business somewhere else.” His friend nodded, crossing his arms. “Yeah, this place isn’t worth it if this is the kind of treatment we get. We’ll make sure everyone knows what happened.” The manager’s face paled. He rushed over to them, his voice suddenly pleading. “Wait, wait, let’s not make any rash decisions here. We can work this out, gentlemen. She’s new, doesn’t know the rules yet. I’ll deal with her, I promise.” But they were already walking toward the exit, their decision made. “You’ll never be hearing from us,”the man called over his shoulder as they stormed out. Ray turned to me, fury written all over his face. “Do you have any idea what you’ve just done?” he barked. “You’ve just cost us two of our biggest clients! Raffael’s going to hear about this, and when he does, I wouldn’t want to be in your shoes.” Before I could respond, a familiar voice cut through the tension. “What the hell happened here?” Clarissa. Of course she would be here! My stomach dropped as she sauntered in, her eyes locking onto the scene before her. Dressed in a tight, designer outfit that screamed luxury, she looked every bit the part of Raffael’s fiancée—and the last person I wanted to see right now. Ray wasted no time, eager to shift the blame. “Clarissa, you won’t believe this. She—” He pointed at me like I was a piece of dirt. “She slapped one of our best clients! Now we’ve lost them both. They said they’re never coming back.” Clarissa’s eyes narrowed as they slid over to me. Her lips curled into a sneer. “You did what?” she hissed, her gaze now fixed on me. “You just cost us two of our biggest clients? Are you out of your mind? Just when I thought I could pay this club a little visit and see how you’d perform on your first night, you made a more terrible performance than I had even imagined!” “He touched me,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady. “He grabbed me, and I defended myself.” Clarissa let out a cold, bitter laugh. “You think that justifies losing thousands of dollars for this club? You think Raffael’s going to care that some drunk guy touched you? You should have let it go. You’re nothing but a dancer here, Erica. Know your place.” I felt my stomach churn, but I couldn’t back down. Not this time. “I won’t let anyone treat me like a prostitute,” I snapped. “I don’t care how much money they have.” “Oh, you’re going to care,” Clarissa said, stepping closer to me. “Because when I tell Raffael what you’ve done, you’ll be lucky if he doesn’t throw you out on the street. Or worse.” My heart skipped a beat. Clarissa saw the fear flash in my eyes, and her smirk grew wider. “You’re pathetic,” she said, her voice dripping with disdain. “A little slut playing tough. You think you can stand up to men like that? To me?” “I’m not afraid of you,” I spat, though the tremor in my voice betrayed me. “Oh, you should be.” Clarissa’s eyes flashed with cold fury. Then, without warning, she slapped me across the face, the sting of it reverberating through my skull. I gasped, stumbling back, my cheek burning from the impact. The room fell into a dead silence. I could feel every pair of eyes on me, but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t speak. “You think you can embarrass me in front of everyone?” Clarissa snarled. “Embarrass Raffael? You’re nothing, Erica. Nothing.” She stepped back, smoothing her dress like she hadn’t just slapped me in front of a room full of people. “I’ll make sure Raffael knows exactly what kind of trouble you’ve caused,” she said, her voice laced with venom. “You’re done here.” With that, she turned on her heel and stalked out of the room, leaving me standing there, humiliated and furious. The manager shot me one last disgusted look before hurrying after her, leaving me alone in the center of the club. My cheek still stung from the slap, but the pain wasn’t the worst part. It was the helplessness. The humiliation. I stood there, fists clenched at my sides, my mind racing. That man touched me without my permission and if I had let him continue, there was no telling what him and his friend would have done to me. I did what I could to protect myself. I did the right thing—- I repeated the words in my head like a mantra, suppressing the urge I had to crumble into tears. But deep down, I was mortified. I was scared of Raffael and what he’d do to me when he found out what had transpired here tonight.Clarissa’s heels clicked against the marble floor of the club's hallway as she moved with purpose, her lips twisted into a sly smile. Erica had dared to slap on of Raffael’s top client and now she had gotten the opportunity she was waiting for, the opportunity to remind Raffael that Erica was nothing but a liability. Spotting Ray, the club manager, slumped against the bar, she approached him, voice dripping with practiced concern. “Ray,” she said softly, touching his arm. He looked up, his face still flushed with embarrassment and anger. “I’m sorry for what happened not too long ago. Raffael will definitely think you are being incompetent in handling his club and his clients” “Exactly. How can I tell Raffael that we just lost some of our top patronizers because of that new girl? I’d be done for! I’d loose my job” Ray groaned in frustration. Clarissa replied with a dramatic sigh, “I warned Raffael about her lack of professionalism, but he didn’t listen. He actually seemed… fond
RAFFAEL The air in my office was thick with tension, punctuated by the heavy footsteps of Darion as he paced back and forth, his frustration palpable. He was seething, and I knew that what had transpired at the club few days ago was eating away at him. I leaned back in my chair, arms crossed, waiting for him to tire himself out. He was a hothead on a good day, but after Erica slapped him, I could feel the storm brewing. “Do you have any idea how humiliating that was?” Darion snapped, halting in front of me, his face flushed. “I can’t believe you let that little bitch slap me and didn’t do a damn thing about it!” “What would you want me to do? Kill her?” I asked, my voice dripping with sarcasm. “Send that damn thing out of the club! Fire her!” He snapped. “Fire her? Because she slapped you? That girl owes me a huge sum of money. She ain’t leaving until she pays back every dime” I responded, trying so hard to manage my growing annoyance at the way Darion was fussing like a c
ERICA Ever since my encounter with Raffael few days ago, it’s been a mental torture for me. We’ve been stumbling into the each other in the house. It was like he was everywhere I went. In the kitchen, garden, laundry room, store room, garage, the list could go on and on. And with every meet, his stare lingered a bit too long on me, dark and coated with disgust like I was covered in shit. And Clarissa? She never spared a minute to make my life miserable whenever she was around. I pushed open the door to Raffael’s room with a soft knock, carrying a bucket and a mop to clean the tiled floors. I had not expected anyone to be inside, so I didn’t glance up until I heard his voice—a low, irritated murmur. “Do you not knock, Erica?” My head snapped up, and my breath caught. Raffael stood by the mirror, half-dressed, his shirt hanging open. He was close enough that I could see the dampness in his dark hair, the slight glisten of water on his chest, and I froze, caught between the
ERICA It felt like time had frozen. The sound of the door opening behind me made my heart stop, and I turned just in time to see Clarissa’s face twisted with fury. Her eyes darted between Raffael and me, narrowing as if she had stumbled upon the greatest betrayal. “What’s going on here?” Her voice was sharp, slicing through the air. I quickly stood up and stepped back. Raffael didn’t answer at first, his face unreadable as he continued to watch me with that same piercing intensity. “Oh so suddenly every one is mute? Damn! What the hell is going on here?!” Clarissa yelled. My mind raced, thinking of an explanation to cover up the comprising situation I had found myself in. Because I knew what this meant for me—Clarissa would intensify her actions in making my life here unbearable. But would she believe me if I told her Raffael made me do it? What if he denied it? It was his word against mine! “Amore Mio, you should have informed me before coming” Raffael flashed Claris
ERICA I quickly pulled on my casual clothes—a flowery gown and a jacket—dressing as fast as I could so I could leave the club. It was already six in the morning, and I needed to get home to prepare breakfast for Raffael. And probably Clarissa, if she was around. Just the thought of going back to that house sent chills down my spine. It was luxurious but felt like a nightmare to live in. The sting of Clarissa’s slap yesterday was still fresh in my mind. She despises me because of Raffael, and he only makes things worse, complicating everything for me. If Raffael hadn’t stepped in, I dreaded to think what would’ve happened to my face. I took a deep breath, hung my bag over my shoulder, and gazed at myself in the mirror. My thoughts drifted to memories of my mother when she was still alive. Life was good back then. I was a simple young girl who adored her parents. My mother was pregnant with Lilibeth, and my father hadn’t become the monster he is now. Now, life has shown me
ERICA Raffael grabbed my arm and dragged me down the alley, his grip firm but not painful. My heart was pounding from what just happened, and my legs felt like they could give out at any second, but I let him pull me along in silence. He opened the door to his car and practically shoved me inside, slamming it shut before moving to the driver’s side and sliding in beside me. As he started the engine, the silence was suffocating. His face was a mask of fury, eyes dark and fixed straight ahead, his jaw clenched tightly. The car roared to life, and he sped off, his hands gripping the steering wheel so hard his knuckles turned white. I wanted to say something, anything, to break the silence, but I couldn’t find my voice. The memory of him pulling that gun and shooting Darion flashed in my mind. He did it so quickly, without hesitation—just to protect me. I didn’t know if I should feel grateful or terrified. My hands trembled slightly, and I clutched my bag against my chest, shrinking
ERICADAYS LATER The pulsating beat of the music still echoed through my ears as I walked off the stage and into the dressing room, the hollering of the crowd lingering like a bad taste. My body was exhausted, and my feet ached from the heels that felt more like prison chains than shoes. But I was used to this routine now. I knew the rhythm of it, the push and pull, the mask I wore while up there. I just wanted a moment to myself, to breathe before my next show. I sank onto a small bench and leaned back against the wall, closing my eyes for just a second. The thought of changing out of my costume and slipping into something comfortable sounded like heaven. But I knew it wouldn’t be long before I was called back, expected to plaster on a smile and pretend I was somewhere else entirely. As I reached for a bottle of water, the door creaked open. Three figures slipped into the room, their heels clacking ominously against the floor. I didn’t need to look up to know who it was. From the
ERICA The dim glow of the red lights painted the room, flickering faintly across the walls. As I stepped in, the door clicked shut behind me, and I was left alone in the suffocating quiet, broken only by the low thrum of music from outside. The room was hazy with smoke, thick and heady, wrapping around me like a trap. My eyes adjusted slowly, taking in the figure sprawled on the velvet sofa at the center of the room. My heart stuttered. There was something familiar about the way he held himself, his frame cast in half-darkness. A glass clinked as he took a long gulp of the amber liquid, catching the light for just a second before disappearing back into shadow. He set the glass down, a plume of smoke curling from between his fingers as he took a deep drag from his cigarette. He exhaled, the smoke drifting lazily toward me, and in that moment, he raised his gaze. “Come here,” he slurred, his voice rough but laced with an unmistakable authority. I felt my stomach twist, but I
ERICA The tension in the air felt suffocating as I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling. It had been over thirty minutes since Raffael had ordered me upstairs, and I had obeyed like a scolded child. Now, thirst clawed at my throat, the dryness an excuse to leave this room that felt more like a prison with every passing second. But I hesitated. What if Raffael was still downstairs? He’d told me to go to my room, and I wasn’t sure how he’d react if he saw me wandering around. I hated the thought of facing him—his dark eyes filled with whatever storm brewed behind them. Still, I reasoned with myself, I couldn’t stay in here forever. It was just water. If he asked, I’d explain. Simple. Taking a deep breath to steady my nerves, I opened the door and stepped into the dimly lit hallway. The house was quiet except for the faint hum of conversation coming from downstairs. As I walked cautiously, the murmur of voices grew louder. Passing by the door to Raffael’s study, I paused. The door
ERICA Days blurred into each other, heavy with an oppressive silence that seemed to cling to the walls of Raffael’s house. I spent most of my time holed up in the kitchen or my room, avoiding him whenever possible. It had been days since that night at the club, and I hadn’t seen much of him since. I should’ve been relieved. Grateful, even. But the memory of his touch lingered like an unwelcome ghost, refusing to fade. I hated myself for how easily I’d given in, for how my body had betrayed me in that moment. What’s wrong with you, Erica? I thought bitterly as I stirred a pot of marinara sauce on the stove. You’re supposed to be smarter than this. Stronger than this. I told myself I was lucky. Raffael had kept his distance, only appearing sporadically in the house, leaving me to my own devices. I prayed it would stay that way. The less I saw him, the better. I was just plating the pasta when I heard the sound of heavy footsteps behind me. My heart jumped, and I froze, gripping th
ERICA The dressing room smelled of cheap perfume and stale cigarettes. It wasn't a smell you ever got used to, no matter how long you worked here. My reflection in the mirror stared back at me, a hollow version of myself I barely recognized anymore. A week had passed since I was discharged from the hospital, and here I was, back to this. Back to dancing for men who saw me as nothing more than a fleeting fantasy. It was another long, soul-draining night. I adjusted the straps of my skimpy outfit, the sequins scratching against my skin. The music from the club thudded faintly through the walls, a relentless reminder of the world I had to step into. "Erica!" Ray, the club manager, poked his head into the dressing room. His face was pinched, his voice sharp as always. "Raffael sent for you.“ My stomach clenched. Raffael. Just hearing his name made my pulse race and my skin crawl with a confusing mix of fear and... something else I didn't want to name. Why would he send for me now
ERICAThe sterile scent of antiseptic stung my nose before my eyes even opened. Blinding white light flooded my vision as I blinked, the steady hum of a heart monitor filling the room. My throat felt dry, like sandpaper, and I swallowed, trying to remember what had happened.I had been kidnapped. Bound. Starved. But I was saved.Raffael saved me. He carried me like I was the most fragile creature in the world.The last thing I remembered was collapsing in his arms, exhaustion overtaking me. Now, I was here in this stark hospital room. How long had I been unconscious? A day? Two? Where was Raffael? More importantly, why had I been kidnapped? I had no enemies—at least none I could think of.Unless… it had something to do with Raffael.Of course it did. He was a crime boss. Someone must have taken me to get to him. Either I was bait, or they planned to kill me to send him a message.My thoughts shattered when the door to the ward burst open, slamming against the wall. I jumped, gasping a
ERICA A DAY LATER The air was suffocating, thick with the stench of mold and decay. I was cold, shaking uncontrollably, my wrists raw from the ropes biting into my skin. The faint light from the crack above barely touched the darkness around me. I had been here for a day already, fed with nothing but dried bread and water. My heart was pounding, and I couldn’t stop the tears sliding down my face. Will I make it out alive? What if Raffael never finds me? God please, just save me. I heard footsteps approaching, slow and deliberate. The door creaked open again, and this time, it was not just the driver. Another one followed him in, taller and broader, with a sneer plastered across his face. My stomach twisted and dread washed over me. "Well, well, look at her," the driver said, his voice filled with cruel amusement. He moved closer, and I tried to back away, but there was nowhere to go. The taller man grinned, his eyes raking over me. "You didn't tell me she was t
ERICA I woke up with a sharp pain in my head. It felt like someone had hit me with a hammer. My body was cold, and the floor underneath me was hard and damp. I tried to move, but something was stopping me. I tugged at my arms and legs and realized they were tied up. My hands were bound tightly behind my back, and my legs were tied too, keeping me in one spot. I blinked, trying to see, but the room was so dark. I couldn't make out anything. All I could smell was the horrible stench of mold and something rotten. My stomach turned, and I gagged, but there was nothing in my stomach to throw up. The air was thick with the smell, and the more I breathed it in, the sicker I felt. Where am I? How did I get here? Then it hit me. I left the club, trying to avoid the drizzle and hailed down the first cab I could see. I just wanted to get home and rest, atleast have a bit of peace before Raffael and Clarissa stirred trouble for me. But then the driver took a different route and when I
RAFFAEL I ambled towards the house, a migraine throbbing at the side of my head. I felt so exhausted and drained. I had spent the entire night in my office, going over countless files and documents that seemed not to end. The port authorities were a serious pain in the ass not to mention the fuckers that hijacked my goods days ago. I still could not believe my capos had not tracked them yet. I give them one job to do and they are being so lazy about it! If not that I had other pressing issues at hand, I'd have killed the bastards that dared to steal from me. Currently right now, I was working on finding who had the audacity to send me a death threat via text message. I wasn't surprised though. This is the mafia and my life is a ticking time bomb. I had numerous enemies but my ability to crush them all was what kept me at the top. And may hell receive the soul of the cunt that sent that message to my phone. I'd make sure he meets his creator. My insiders , though t
ERICA The sound of muffled music from the club’s main floor still throbbed in my ears as I sat on the bench in the dressing room, my fingers fumbling to untie the straps of my heels. My entire body felt like it had been wrung out and left to dry, sore and weak. The hours I’d spent on the stage felt heavier tonight, and the exhaustion dug deeper into my bones. I threw the heels into my bag, the clatter breaking the quiet of the room. For a moment, I sat there, letting my head fall into my hands. The dizziness hadn’t left since Raffael had locked me in that room, leaving me with nothing but my anger and hunger. No food. No water. Just silence and the four walls pressing in on me. He hadn’t said a word when he let me out hours later, his face a mask of cold indifference. The only thing he cared about was making sure I got to my shift on time. I bit my lip, trying to push the memory away, but it clung to me, suffocating and unrelenting. The note he’d sent at the grocery store fl
ERICA The soft hum of the supermarket's air conditioning was a small comfort as I strolled through the aisles, picking up the essentials. We were low on some groceries and dairy products so I decided to venture to the super market this morning but not before informing Raffael by the way. Atleast I could get that done and off my list before I prepare for the night work at that fucking club again. Right now, what I had in my cart was a loaf of bread, a carton of milk, some fresh vegetables. It was mundane, but it felt like a slice of normalcy in the chaotic storm that my life had become. For a few minutes, I could pretend that I wasn’t constantly looking over my shoulder. For some reason I felt being watched. But would Raffael be crazy enough to track my every movement down to the super market? I doubt not. I can’t run away from him that’s for sure, he had left me no choice to do that. I turned into the cereal aisle, scanning the shelves for something cheap but filling.