ERICA
I sat in tense silence, gripping the fabric of my dress, now stained with dirt and sand. My heart pounded so loudly in my chest, it felt as if the whole world could hear its frantic beat. I tried to ignore the incessant thumping of my heart and focus on the world outside the car, the bustling streets that overflowed with life, a blend of movement, color, and sound at every corner. But it was of no use as long as that monster sat next to me. I took side glances of him, trying so hard not to make it obvious. Raffael sat a few seats away, his cold presence suffocating the space between us. He looked utterly formidable—maniacal and ruthless, exuding a terrifying sense of control. How could my father do this to me? To Lilibeth? Now I’ve been sold off to this man against my will to clear up a debt I never knew off. It all felt like a terrible nightmare to me, one I badly wanted to wake up from. My fingernails sank into my skin, leaving behind marks and cuts as we drove further away from everything I knew to be my life. “Erica…” his cold menacing voice broke the silence that soared in the air. I gulped down my nervousness and steered my eyes fully to his, matching his cold hollow orbs. “You can’t respond!?” He barked making me almost jump out of my own body. “N-no. I am so-rry. Yes?” My lips quivered as I responded. He eyed me with a cold but calculating glare, a brow raised up as if he didn’t grasp what I first said, “Yes? Yes what?” He growled. My brows furrowed in thought for a quick second, my lips parted but no words were emitted. What more does he want me to say? Like a veil dropped from my eyes, the realization then dawned on me and I quickly corrected myself, “Yes sir” “Good. You have to learn your diction around me. I am not your equal, I don’t beg for respect, I demand it. And any ounce of disrespect doesn’t go unnoticed and it isn’t tolerated. I don’t mind torturing you to have your knees bent. Have you got that?” His words were so acrimonious and vile. My hands trembled and a cold bead of sweat broke out on my forehead. Quickly I nodded, but a muffled shriek escaped my lips when he shot me a fiery glare that could cut through steel. “Yes sir, I’m sorry..” I corrected myself again. “In my house the rules are quite simple.” Raffael's voice was cold as we drove, his eyes fixed on the road ahead without even sparing me a glance. “You don’t leave without my permission. No calls unless I authorize them. Every move you make will be tracked, so don’t think about stepping out of line." “Yes sir” I murmured. His gaze flicked toward me briefly, his tone turning even colder. "And let’s be clear about the consequences. You break any of these rules, and you’ll regret it. I’m not someone who forgives easily, Erica. You’ll learn that soon enough.” A shiver ran down my spine and I became terrified at once. “Yes sir” I managed to respond. It seems my vocabulary would be limited to these two words from now on. The rest of the drive was done in silence, a silence I welcomed. Half an hour later, we found ourselves in front of a massive steel gate that opened slowly, granting us access to what appeared to be an expansive estate. As we drove further along the paved road, a large, pale structure came into view. Was that his house? No, it couldn’t be just a house; it was a mansion! The mansion stood tall and elegant, with large windows that shimmered in the sunset. Its white stone walls were smooth and clean, giving it a timeless look. The front yard was neatly trimmed, with colorful flowers lining the walkway that led to the grand entrance. Two tall pillars framed the wide, wooden doors, which had golden handles and a shiny finish. This man stayed in such a huge place alone? The car gradually came to a stop and I stepped out first, still in awe at the luxurious building in front of us. A man approached us, clearly in his early forties. He was dressed in a neatly ironed tuxedo. A stubble hugged his jaw and his hair was packed to a bun. “Godday Mr Raffael. Clarissa has been waiting for your arrival for quite some time now” he bowed his head respectfully. Raffael let out a groan, “didn’t you let her know that I wouldn’t be back anytime soon? Why bother waiting” he questioned. “I did- but you know how the young miss cutter can be. She was adamant on leaving” the man responded. Raffael nodded and turned his attention towards me, “Romano, this is Erica, my new maid. You’d show her around the house and also give her the room at the left wing, a room befitting of her status” he smirked. The man—Romano, flashed me a warm smile, the first I’d been given throughout my entire ordeal today. “Good day miss Erica. May I carry your bag for you?” He motioned at the bag which I had slung over my shoulders. I could feel Raffael cold glare on me as the seconds ticked by. Quickly, I shook my head, flashing him a faint smile, “I can carry it sir. Thank you for your offer,” I declined in the most polite tone I could muster. “Right this way then,” he nodded at me and I walked behind him whilst Raffael picked up the pace beside me. The interior of the house was even far more magnificent than the exterior. Inside, the rooms were spacious, with high ceilings and chandeliers that sparkled. The floors were polished wood, reflecting the soft glow of the lights. Large paintings and fancy furniture decorated every corner, showing off the home's wealth and style. The living room had plush couches and a fireplace that gave the room a warm, inviting feel. A grand staircase curved upwards, dividing the room into two sides, left and right. And not to mention how chilly the air inside felt regardless of the fireplace. Everything screamed of wealth, bloody generational wealth. “Raffael!” I heard an excited scream as a woman rushed down the stairs and wrapped her arms around him tightly. “Oh I’ve been waiting for you to come Raffael. Where have you been?” Her face bubbled with excitement. “Work Clarissa. You know that” Raffael exhaled, freeing himself from her grasp. “Work?” She scoffed, her eyes finally veering towards mine. I just stood there, like an unwanted guest, unsure of how to comport myself or what to say. “Oh you were busy with one of your whores again?” She seethed as her lips curled in revulsion. “Excuse me?” My eyes widened in disbelief. “Clarissa she’s not my whore. She could never even be in the league of women I entertain myself with” Raffael spat. I blinked, struggling to grasp the sheer magnitude of insults that had just been hurled at me while I stood there, doing nothing. “She’s the new maid I got” he added to her displeasure. “Some lowly bitch you picked by the roadside huh? C’mon just look at how dirty she is. Are these the kind of women you now desire?” Clarissa taunted. “What did you just call me?” I responded, unable to hold my annoyance any longer. “You are a lowly bitch, a whore picked from the gutters” Her expression twisted in disgust. “How dare you call me that? You don’t even know who I am!” I stood up for myself. “Erica!” Raffael barked. “Do you have any idea who you are talking to in that tone? She is my fiancée. A disrespect to her it’s a disrespect to me!” He growled, glaring at me with contempt. Clarissa folded her arms with an air of authority, a triumphant smile playing on her lips. “But she insulted me. Should I keep quiet whilst she slanders my name sir?” I retorted. “She’s so disrespectful. See how she’s talking back at you” Clarissa added more fuel to the already heated discussion. I opened my mouth to speak but Raffael silenced me with a finger raised, “Never in your miserable life speak to me my woman in that tone you wretched bitch else I’ll deal with you personally. And if you aren’t a whore yet, you’d be one by the time you start working in that strip club” Raffael grimaced. “Now apologize!” He ordered. I swallowed the lump in my throat, my chest tightening with each breath, “I’m sorry miss…” “Clarissa” she completed for me. “I’m sorry miss Clarissa. I truly apologise for my tone. It will never repeat itself again” “It better not. Romano show her around and take her to her room. You better be ready to work Erica. Your bills won’t pay itself” Raffael scoffed before marching away. Clarissa grinned at me, her lips curling into a malicious smile, “hmm so your name is Erica….” She approached me, swaying her hips with each step. “Miss Erica, shall we leave?” Romano interjected but Clarissa flashed him a venomous glare. “How dare you interrupt me, you worthless bastard. Are you nuts?” Romano’s face flushed with embarrassment, “my apologies miss Clarissa” I felt pity for him. This spoilt brat of a lady was trampling over everybody because she was Raffael’s woman. Well they were a perfect match. Birds of a feather flock together. “Apologies my foot. And as for you…whore..” she turned her glare to me, enjoying the look of annoyance on my face. “Oh I’m sorry do you have a problem with me calling what you are? A whore?” She repeated her statement, challenging me to retort back. But I knew better than to do so. I suppressed my anger and kept my mouth shut but my eyes, two fiery balls clearly expressed my fury. “Just know this, Raffael is my man. He is my fiancé. I don’t know whatever arrangement you have with him that made him bring you into our home but if you dare make a move on my man, I swear I’ll make your life a living hell before killing you myself” she threatened, before sharply pivoting and walking away. “Like I even want her man” I spoke underneath my breath the moment she was out of sight. “Miss Erica, just avoid Miss Clarissa and you’d be fine in this house” Romano advised. I gave him a curt nod. I have no issues in avoiding her but will she avoid making troubles for me? I doubt not.ERICA The kitchen was filled with the sizzling aroma of bacon, eggs, and toast. I had only intended to prepare a simple breakfast, but the smell of everything cooking made it feel like much more. Every few moments, I glanced at the digital clock on the wall, racing against time to get breakfast ready as early as possible. Sometimes, it felt surreal—like a bad dream I could not wake up from. This was what my life had come to: a maid and a stripper. And Lilibeth, locked away in some villa, treated like a prisoner. Honestly, it felt like things couldn’t get any worse. Yesterday, Romano gave me a tour of the mansion, and I had to admit—it was even more luxurious than I had ever imagined. In the backyard, a large pool sparkled in the sunlight, surrounded by comfortable lounge chairs and palm trees. The backyard stretched far, with a fountain in the center and a perfectly manicured lawn that seemed to go on forever. Since I had only arrived last evening and had not fully settled in yet
ERICA With shaky hands and an anxious heart, I set the tray of toast and the coffee pot on the dining table, my heart beating rapidly with every second that ticked by. Raffael, who already had a scowl drawn on his face, watched me closely. I could feel his piercing gaze on me, but I dared not connect my eyes to his. I could tell he was angry; he didn’t even need to say it. His jaws were clenched so tightly that they could slice through the air itself. Opposite him, Clarissa sat, obviously enjoying the tension simmering in the air, an impudent smile coating her face. I turned to leave when Raffael’s hoarse voice called me back, “Erica.” Timidly, I spun around. “Yes, sir,” I replied. “What time is it?” he calmly asked, his face suddenly void of any emotion. I took a side glance at the wall clock and swallowed the lump in my throat. It was already 8:30. “8:30, sir,” I muttered under my breath. “And when did I say breakfast must be ready? Huh?” The words rolled out of
ERICA With each step I took into the dimly lit room, my heart raced like a runaway train. The club was alive with flashing lights, loud music, and the scent of alcohol and sweat. The heavy bass vibrated through my chest, but it couldn’t drown out the anxiety roaring inside me. I felt naked, though I wasn’t fully bare—just barely covered in thin straps of lace that left very little to the imagination. My legs felt like jelly as I made my way to the center of the room, trying to ignore the way the men's eyes followed me, drinking in every inch of my exposed skin. I hated how I felt so vulnerable, so out of place. But I didn’t have a choice. Not when he had my life—and my sister’s—tied up in his hands. Swallowing my nerves, I took my place on the stage, gripping the pole as if it were the only thing keeping me standing. The music shifted into a sultry rhythm, and I forced myself to move. My hips swayed, my hands running over my body. A shiver ran down my spine as I spun around the po
Clarissa’s heels clicked against the marble floor of the club's hallway as she moved with purpose, her lips twisted into a sly smile. Erica had dared to slap on of Raffael’s top client and now she had gotten the opportunity she was waiting for, the opportunity to remind Raffael that Erica was nothing but a liability. Spotting Ray, the club manager, slumped against the bar, she approached him, voice dripping with practiced concern. “Ray,” she said softly, touching his arm. He looked up, his face still flushed with embarrassment and anger. “I’m sorry for what happened not too long ago. Raffael will definitely think you are being incompetent in handling his club and his clients” “Exactly. How can I tell Raffael that we just lost some of our top patronizers because of that new girl? I’d be done for! I’d loose my job” Ray groaned in frustration. Clarissa replied with a dramatic sigh, “I warned Raffael about her lack of professionalism, but he didn’t listen. He actually seemed… fond
RAFFAEL The air in my office was thick with tension, punctuated by the heavy footsteps of Darion as he paced back and forth, his frustration palpable. He was seething, and I knew that what had transpired at the club few days ago was eating away at him. I leaned back in my chair, arms crossed, waiting for him to tire himself out. He was a hothead on a good day, but after Erica slapped him, I could feel the storm brewing. “Do you have any idea how humiliating that was?” Darion snapped, halting in front of me, his face flushed. “I can’t believe you let that little bitch slap me and didn’t do a damn thing about it!” “What would you want me to do? Kill her?” I asked, my voice dripping with sarcasm. “Send that damn thing out of the club! Fire her!” He snapped. “Fire her? Because she slapped you? That girl owes me a huge sum of money. She ain’t leaving until she pays back every dime” I responded, trying so hard to manage my growing annoyance at the way Darion was fussing like a c
ERICA Ever since my encounter with Raffael few days ago, it’s been a mental torture for me. We’ve been stumbling into the each other in the house. It was like he was everywhere I went. In the kitchen, garden, laundry room, store room, garage, the list could go on and on. And with every meet, his stare lingered a bit too long on me, dark and coated with disgust like I was covered in shit. And Clarissa? She never spared a minute to make my life miserable whenever she was around. I pushed open the door to Raffael’s room with a soft knock, carrying a bucket and a mop to clean the tiled floors. I had not expected anyone to be inside, so I didn’t glance up until I heard his voice—a low, irritated murmur. “Do you not knock, Erica?” My head snapped up, and my breath caught. Raffael stood by the mirror, half-dressed, his shirt hanging open. He was close enough that I could see the dampness in his dark hair, the slight glisten of water on his chest, and I froze, caught between the
ERICA It felt like time had frozen. The sound of the door opening behind me made my heart stop, and I turned just in time to see Clarissa’s face twisted with fury. Her eyes darted between Raffael and me, narrowing as if she had stumbled upon the greatest betrayal. “What’s going on here?” Her voice was sharp, slicing through the air. I quickly stood up and stepped back. Raffael didn’t answer at first, his face unreadable as he continued to watch me with that same piercing intensity. “Oh so suddenly every one is mute? Damn! What the hell is going on here?!” Clarissa yelled. My mind raced, thinking of an explanation to cover up the comprising situation I had found myself in. Because I knew what this meant for me—Clarissa would intensify her actions in making my life here unbearable. But would she believe me if I told her Raffael made me do it? What if he denied it? It was his word against mine! “Amore Mio, you should have informed me before coming” Raffael flashed Claris
ERICA I quickly pulled on my casual clothes—a flowery gown and a jacket—dressing as fast as I could so I could leave the club. It was already six in the morning, and I needed to get home to prepare breakfast for Raffael. And probably Clarissa, if she was around. Just the thought of going back to that house sent chills down my spine. It was luxurious but felt like a nightmare to live in. The sting of Clarissa’s slap yesterday was still fresh in my mind. She despises me because of Raffael, and he only makes things worse, complicating everything for me. If Raffael hadn’t stepped in, I dreaded to think what would’ve happened to my face. I took a deep breath, hung my bag over my shoulder, and gazed at myself in the mirror. My thoughts drifted to memories of my mother when she was still alive. Life was good back then. I was a simple young girl who adored her parents. My mother was pregnant with Lilibeth, and my father hadn’t become the monster he is now. Now, life has shown me
ERICA’S POVThe house felt strangely quiet after Clarissa and her mother left, as if all the tension had been sucked out of the air along with them.Raffael’s mother, still standing in the middle of the living room, let out a long, tired sigh. She turned to her son, her expression softer now—almost vulnerable.“I owe you an apology,” she said quietly. “I should have told you the truth a long time ago.”Raffael didn’t respond immediately. His jaw was tight, his hands still clenched at his sides. I could tell he was still processing everything that had just happened.His mother continued, her voice thick with emotion. “Clarissa’s mother has used this secret to blackmail me for years. Every time I tried to stand my ground, she would threaten to tell you. I was so afraid of losing you, of what you might think of me.” She swallowed hard. “But today… today, you stood up for me.”Raffael finally exhaled, his shoulders loosening just slightly. He stepped forward, his voice steady. “Nothing wi
ERICA’S POVIt had been a week since we got back from Chicago, but the tension in the air made it feel like no time had passed at all.Things should have felt different. The house should have felt like home again. But instead, it felt like we were holding our breath, waiting for the next storm to hit.And today, it finally did.Raffael’s mother had insisted on this meeting. She claimed it was necessary after Clarissa went to her, sobbing about their engagement being over. Raffael had been furious when he found out. He didn’t want to see Clarissa, let alone entertain her or her mother in his house. He had made it clear that whatever history they shared was over.But in the end, he agreed.Not for Clarissa. Not for her mother.For his own mother. And, in some way, for me.Now, we sat in the living room, and whatever peace we had hoped to maintain had long since shattered.Clarissa’s mother sat stiffly across from us, her face pinched in disapproval. Her sharp gaze moved between Raffael
ERICA’S POVI sat in the living room, curled up on the couch, staring blankly at the coffee table. My hands rested in my lap, fingers intertwined, squeezing together every now and then just to feel something—anything—other than the dull ache in my chest.The house was quiet. Unsettlingly so.The silence pressed in from all sides, heavy and suffocating, amplifying the thoughts I had tried so hard to push away. The weight of it sat in my chest, making it hard to breathe, hard to think.I hadn’t seen Raffael since last night. Since that moment. Since my world turned upside down.I told myself I didn’t care. That I didn’t want to see him, that I didn’t need to hear whatever excuse he had prepared.But the truth was, I had spent the whole day waiting.Waiting for him to come to me.Waiting for him to explain.Waiting for something.Something that never came.The hours stretched painfully, each second dragging on longer than the last. Every small sound in the house made my heart jolt, only
RAFFAELThe conference room was empty, silent except for the faint hum of the air conditioning. I paced back and forth, dragging a hand through my hair, my thoughts a chaotic mess.I hadn’t slept.Not a second.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the look on Erica’s face when she walked in last night—the shock, the hurt, the betrayal. It burned into my mind like a wound that wouldn’t close. She hadn’t given me a chance to explain, hadn’t let me tell her that I pulled away the second Clarissa kissed me.But why would she?She had every right to shut me out.I had spent the entire night waiting for her to open her door, knocking, calling her name, begging for just a second of her time—but she never did. The silence on the other side of that door was louder than any words she could have said.And this morning?Nothing.Not a single sign of her.The realization that she didn’t even want to see me twisted like a knife in my chest.I clenched my jaw, my hands fisting at my sides as I turned
ERICA’S POVThe moment Raffael pulled away, everything inside me shattered.I stood frozen in the doorway, my feet rooted to the floor, my breath caught somewhere between my lungs and throat. My vision blurred as my brain struggled to process what I had just seen. Raffael. Clarissa. Their lips.I felt sick.Clarissa’s eyes landed on me first. The corners of her lips curled into a smug, knowing smirk, and her gaze flicked between me and Raffael like she had just won some twisted game.Then Raffael turned. The second he saw me, all the color drained from his face, his eyes going wide with shock and something that almost looked like fear.“Erica—” His voice was sharp, urgent, desperate.But I didn’t wait to hear whatever excuse he had.I turned and ran.My heart pounded violently against my ribs, my stomach twisting into painful knots as I rushed down the hallway. I could hear the quick, heavy thuds of Raffael’s footsteps right behind me, hear the way he called my name, voice full of urg
RAFFAEL’S POVI sat at my desk, fingers flying over the keyboard as I worked, my eyes fixed on the screen. The glow from the monitor was the only source of light in the dark room, creating shadows across the walls. The document in front of me was filled with numbers, reports, projections—things that required my attention. Things that demanded focus. And that was exactly what I needed right now.Work had always been my escape. The one thing I could rely on when everything else felt out of my control. It was predictable, structured—unlike the chaos unraveling in my personal life. Numbers didn’t change on a whim. Spreadsheets didn’t come with complicated emotions. Deadlines didn’t demand explanations.Unlike Clarissa.I clenched my jaw, fingers pressing harder against the keys.Everything between us had spiraled so fast. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I hadn’t planned for tonight to end in a fight, hadn’t expected to break things off with her in such a brutal, final way. But it had
ERICA’S POVThe room felt frozen.Clarissa stood in the doorway, her gaze flickering between me and Raffael, her expression unreadable for a moment—until she laughed.A sharp, manic laugh that sent a chill down my spine.Raffael tensed immediately. His hands clenched into fists at his sides as he slowly stood up. I could feel the shift in his demeanor, the way his entire body stiffened in shock.“What are you doing here?” he asked, his voice low, controlled—but I could hear the irritation bleeding through.Clarissa smirked, flipping her long dark hair over her shoulder as she stepped inside, completely unbothered by the tension crackling in the room.“Is this why you didn’t bother telling me about your little trip?” she drawled, sauntering past him like she owned the place. “So you could sneak off with her and let her warm your bed?”My heart pounded.Raffael inhaled sharply, nostrils flaring as he turned to face her. “Clarissa, don’t start—”“Oh, I will start,” she snapped, turning t
ERICA’S POVIt had been a week.Seven days since Raffael had looked me in the eyes and told me he loved me. Seven days since he’d shattered every assumption I’d ever had about him. Seven days since I’d decided—against my better judgment—to give him a chance to prove it.And in those seven days, I had seen a version of him I never thought existed.It still didn’t feel real.I kept expecting the old Raffael to slip through the cracks—the cold, arrogant man who had once treated me like an inconvenience. The one who barely acknowledged me unless it was to make a sharp remark or push me away. But that man had seemingly vanished, replaced by someone… softer.Not soft—Raffael could never be soft. But different. Gentler.He still had that quiet intensity, that unwavering confidence that made it seem like the whole world revolved around him. But now, that intensity was directed toward me in ways I didn’t know how to handle.He brought me flowers every morning—fresh, beautiful arrangements that
ERICAI stared at him, my heart pounding in my chest, my mind struggling to process what I had just heard. The words still echoed in my ears, circling in my head like they couldn’t be real.Erica, I love you.No. No, he didn’t. He couldn’t.I blinked, swallowing hard as I tried to find the right words, but nothing came out. My throat felt tight, like something was lodged there, preventing me from speaking.Raffael watched me, his face unreadable, but his eyes… his eyes held something different tonight. Something I wasn’t used to seeing from him.Honesty.Vulnerability.I shook my head slightly, letting out a breathless laugh. “You don’t mean that.”His jaw clenched. “I do.”I forced another laugh, but it felt hollow, empty. “Raffael, come on. You don’t just—just say things like that.”His gaze never wavered. “I’m not just saying it.”I felt my stomach twist painfully. This had to be some kind of game. Some twisted joke. He was playing with me, just like he always did.“You’re lying,”