Something shifted, his words hanging in the air, almost taunting. My vision started getting blurry, fission of heat scorching in my belly. I opened my mouth, ready to fire back at him, when a whine tore past my lips.
I felt hot and uncomfortable under his stare, a layer of oily skin making me hyper-aware of the weight and texture of my clothing, making the nerves prickle with the urge to jump him.
“Princess Lana?” He sharply breathed, sensing the shift of my scent, eyes turning darker.
I swallowed harshly against the tendril of arousal curling at the pit of my stomach, born from imagining what it would be like to have those broad shoulders crowding me against a corner. My legs pressed tighter, a warm gush of slick making my panties cling to the folds.
My omega was falling into heat, and I couldn’t believe I had let myself become too unobservant to notice. The aching onset of heat that usually had me yearning to touch him only added to the spiral of humiliation that weighed heavily on my chest and twisted inside.
“Your smell.” Axel sharply inhaled, his fingers curling into fists by his side, a guttural sound escaping him.
It only made me wetter. Our eyes locked, breathing the same air, taking a step further in his direction. I basked in the heat, rolling off Axel, the urge to crush our lips intensifying.
Never in my life had I felt anything like this - this dizzy flutter of lungs and pattering of my heart, the rosy pink flush across my skin, thrumming in my veins. A royal omega was only a token in the kingdom, hidden far away during heats and treated as a disease. My aunt never told me anything about heats or how to handle them, making me rely heavily on Beth and the books.
During my heats, I was locked up in my room, provided with days worth of food with no one allowed to visit me.
Shaking away those morbid thoughts, I threw my arms around his neck; our bodies flush against each other. My eyes clenched shut as I hesitantly touched his lips. Axel did not react for few seconds, eyes flying wide open and hands raised in the air.
“Alpha…” I let out a whine. I gripped helplessly at his shoulders, trying to hold on as my body went lax, tears forming in my eyes.
I didn’t even realise I had started to gently rotate my hips into the open of his legs until a weak guttural sound echoed through him. There was a sudden chill against the skin behind my ear where I registered Axel's cold breath hit, my nerves buzzing with anticipation and want. My nipples hardened, straining against the material of the gown.
“Please…” I cried out, the inner wolf slowly taking control of my body.
Axel kissed back. The weight of his lips took me a few seconds to process, and I gasped into it, hands lifting to grasp at his shirt, heart skipping a beat, knees going weak. His mouth felt hot and heavy against mine.
My toes curled at the delicious feeling sinking into me, hastily biting and dragging his lips with my teeth, a heady mixture of determination and lust behind the action. It's enough to draw a prolonged moan out of Axel, a sound that caused me to release a mewl of my own.
We broke apart, hesitantly, and took advantage of the separation to inhale lungfuls of oxygen.
It's chilly, but the Alpha was warm, his arm curling around my waist and the other lifting to cup the back of my neck. His fingers curled into the back of my hair and gently tilted my head up, coaxing a whimper from the back of my throat.
When the Alpha started moving us backwards, I followed in a daze, falling into his arms and trusting him to catch me. His body loomed over, formidable energy radiating off him as he bracketed me against the balcony railing, his chest pressed solidly against my front. I could feel the tingling sensation of his lips right on the shell of my ear, and arousal rose like smoke from the bottom of my belly, coiling, filling my chest and making it impossible to breathe.
I peered at him, my thick lashes kissing the cheekbones, “P-Please, Alpha…take me….” My cheeks flushed at the raw intensity of my voice, lips parting as I never imagined uttering those words out loud. At least not in front of a stranger, Alpha.
His thumb pressed into my jaw, rubbing back and forth so tenderly that it made me feel faint, my nails digging into the nape of his neck as I sagged into his chest, letting out a sound when he sucked on my tongue.
The Alphas palm splayed out against my back, skin burning beneath his fingers as if his touch could leave an imprint on my body. My body was out of control, shaking from every contact, desperately moving my hips towards him, seeking any friction, even underneath the layers of skirts.
“Alpha…” I panted against his open mouth, fisting at the wisps of curly hair. “D-Do something….”
“What do you want?” He nibbled on the skin of my neck, dropping kisses after each delicate bite, slowing everything to a more manageable speed.
“You!” I cried.
His hands roamed all over my body passionately and cupped the heaving breasts, eliciting a loud moan. A shiver ran down my spine as the pad of his thumb brushed against my hardened buds.
With a groan, he searched for the row of buttons at the back of my silk gown, making quick work of unbuttoning
them. Axel tugged at the thin petticoat and shifted down, allowing my breasts to spill-free. The Alphas lowered his head, his harsh breath making my back arch and took my nipple into his hot mouth, sucking desperately. His tongue laved and stroked the sensitive flesh, making my legs wobble.
“Lana!”
“Oh, my moons!”
Two pairs of voices were enough to startle me, snapping me out of the daze. My eyes widened as I saw my aunt and uncle approaching us, their faces bright red. I was still in a trance, my moments slow as I took a step back.
Axel jerked back at their footsteps, slapping against the ground. His face turned stoic; his jaw clenched tight as he exhaled loudly. Shame coloured my features, desire still bubbling and aching for his touch. What was wrong with me? I hung my head down, a hand clutching around my chest to hold the gown and petticoat.
“Have you lost your mind, Lana?!” My aunt shrieked, wrapping a shawl around my chest, her hand tugging on my wrist. I held back a sob.
“I-It’s my heat….” I fumbled, tears dribbling down my cheeks, body shaking.
“Shut up!” My uncle yelled, rage taking over his face. He turned to Axel, pointing a finger and poking at his chest. “I trusted you, Alpha Axel, and this is how you behave with the eldest daughter of Millers!”
“Honey…” My aunt started while trying to calm her husband. She shook her head and turned to me, her lips curling into a grimace. “Go to your room now! Do you want to entice other guards with your smell?! Lock the door and wait for the witch.”
I didn’t see it coming, reeling at their voices, mouth dropped open, and heart stuck in my throat. Dumbly I nodded my head, eyes peeking at Abel, who did not even bother looking at me.
***
The early morning light filtered through the thin drapes, shining in my face, rousing me from sleep in the worst way possible. As my eyelids opened, trying to unstick themselves from one another, I roamed my eyes around. It’s my room.
My head throbbed as I sat up in my bed, the events of last night almost a blur.
Out of the corner of my eye, a shadow passed through the alley. My heartbeat rose to a crescendo as the door violently swung open only to unveil the housekeeper.
“Beth!” I exhaled, blinking at her. “What happened last night?”
She carried a tray with a glass of water and a fruit platter. Placing it on the nightstand, Beth sat on the edge of my bed, lips pressed together. “The Luna called for witch urgently, and she gave you a suppressant shot. It was the only way to calm down and get you to sleep.”
I rubbed at my temples, shame filling my features as the flashbacks of my wanton behaviour haunted me. How was I going to face Alpha Axel again?
“Beth…I don’t know how it happened. I keep track of my heats, and it’s not until the next two weeks.”
“That’s not important now, Lana; you have something else to worry about.”
Fear gripped my insides as I slowly breathed, “What now?”
“Your aunt and uncle asked Alpha Axel to mate you as soon as possible. They are deeply hurt by last night's incident and threatened to expose you both if he doesn’t do right by you.”
***
"What?!" I exclaimed, sitting up in my bed, not caring about the covers slipping off my body. The sound made my head throb, a hand rushing to cradle it from the side. "Have they lost their mind?"The housekeeper twisted her lips. "You cannot blame them. It's the only way through which the Palace May save face if your heat incident gets out in public.""But..." I exhaled, rubbing my hands over my face, knees pulled together. I couldn't help but recall Axel's words from the night before. The Alpha was reluctant to accept me as his mate and looked prepared to reject me on the spot. "He doesn't want me, Beth. That's the reason he pulled me away from the crowd and in the gardens."Frustration bubbled in my stomach, fingers clutching at the ends of the duvet and picking at loose threads. "Why would the
What could he possibly want to say that he hadn't already? I bitterly thought under my breath. From the corner of my eyes, I saw my uncle hide a grimace on his face, barely managing a nod."That can be arranged."Axel cleared his throat as if sensing the hesitancy in the tone. "We will be in the Palace gardens."My uncle whooshed out a breath, raising the cup of tea to his mouth and nodding delightedly. Of course. He must be embarrassed due to the incident last night and didn’t want a repeat of that.“Alpha Axel, let me tell you, my daughter is thrilled to be betrothed to you,” My aunt cut in, almost gushing, while I resisted the urge to flinch. Thrilled was not
Every pulse of my heart was in pain, an ache between my ribs that spread like wildfire, clogging my throat. It stung—a loveless marriage with the Pack Alpha.Those words kept on haunting me; I was feeling unbelievably nauseous.No words came out of my mouth, tongue rigid, arms reaching to wrap tightly around my body. My parents had always been the couple I looked up to. They made me believe in true love, and I wanted that.This was not happening. Then again, I should have known he would never commit to me.The Alpha was not looking for a mate; that much was evident from his behaviour these past days. Still, I had
I smelled the Alpha before I saw him, the earthly musk mixed with the undoubted scent of blood. My body froze at the entrance of the door, watching a gigantic wolf in front of me. A low, breathy whine escaped my lips, the hair on the back of my neck standing up as the realisation cemented inside.It's true. He's my mate. My wolf could feel it from inside, the way it immediately responded to his scent.Alpha Axel appeared sinister and equally gorgeous, the thick black fur a coat on his body, glinting in the rays, a bushy tail. His eyes were sparkling, almost golden at the edges with olive undertones, sharp and piercing. The Alphas paws were almost twice my size, pushing against the grass, almost digging in.&
/Axel's POV/"What do you think about joining me tonight for drinks, Alpha Axel?"The question, almost a hushed whisper, rang in my ears as Lukas gleamed at me. We were on the way to hunt, and the eldest son of Millers wouldn't stop clinging to my side.Several times I had to remind myself that we would be family soon. His sister is my mate. It's natural for him to want to know me, but there was something off about the Alpha. I could not talk for more than a minute without feeling annoyance building inside.Looking over my shoulder, I noticed my beta was busy chatting with the guards. No help. I let out a sigh, wetting my bottom lip."Afte
The Alpha's second gift was a brown jacket, which had a pretty detailing of the dark brown zipper, heavy and fluffy in my hands. If I hadn't recognised it immediately as a jacket Axel had worn on the first day, I'd have recognised it from the thick scent clinging to its fabric–so strong that I could practically smell it through the distance.He hovered above, waiting for me to try on, standing with his hips cocked and brow arched. I sank on the couch, gripping the material in between my hands. My cheeks flamed as I thought of the marks on my arms, especially the nails marks from my aunt and my cousin.What would he think? He may despise me even more. It's natural Alphas do not accept a single mark on their omega except the one given by them. Judging by his views, Axel won't be different at all.
The garden below my room was almost haunting without the plants fully grown. So I decided to change that. I have been working on it, cleaning up the mess and restoring the area, hoping to have the flowers bloom by next season.What's the use? I thought under my breath, fully knowing that I would be leaving by the end of this month. As an omega courted by a Pack Alpha, I did not have much time compared to the other omegas.With my knees digging into the mud, I kept on mixing soil with proper nutrients for the freshly emptied flower beds. My brows furrowed together when I saw a shadow loom over, mouth pressed in a thin line.It was none other than my uncl
/Axel's POV/I could not sleep, my eyes boring into the ceiling with harsh breath. There was this restlessness inside that I could not explain, my legs itching to get up again and do something after such an eventful day. Eventful. I scoffed under my breath as I thought about it. About her. The reason behind a storm whirling inside of me.Princess Lana.A groan slipped past my lips as I slowly sat up, resting against the headrest and bringing a hand to my forehead. I could feel a migraine building behind the temples at the mere thought of the peculiar and infuriating omega. How could she be so casual about courting?It's a huge deal. Most of the o
My head hurt, and so did my throat, like there were iron bands around, squeezing until it was close to breaking and poking. I had no intention of prolonging the pain, staring at the person in front of me. So quickly, I stepped towards the double french doors leading towards the alley and threw them open. On my way, I could feel the prickle of his stare on my back, but I ignored it. As soon as the gust of fresh air greeted me, I sucked in a deep breath. It nipped at my overheated skin in a gentle caress as if it knew of the pain I was going through.My vision blurred again with tears as I gathered the courage to pull myself together and get away from Axel. I could feel nothing except a terrible hollowness, the emptiness inside left by Axel. As if it’s a void, sucking in everything that made me who I am. For a second, I thought I could quickly fill in the gap by finding someone else, having someone else. I could go to another Alpha and let him press tender kisses to all the worst parts
/Axels POV/“Axel! Axel!”“Hmm?”“Are you even listening to me?”“Yes…I apologise for….”The omega shook her head with a choked-off scoff, a half-aborted toss that made a long strand of hair fall in her face, curling over her wild, doe-shaped eyes. Eyes shone in the dim study room with more than just the soft glow of the candles. Her jaw flexed, knuckles turning whiter with how hard she clenched her fingers.I swallowed the lump forming in my throat and lifted my chin, meeting her gaze and holding it. For a moment that seemed to last forever, we stood there, surrounded by the heavy silence that Lana had created with her words. Why would she say that?I assure you this Lana would kill herself before harming you.No. I curled my toes, trying not to let the perfect composure slip. It’s the gratitude, I thought internally while looking at the omega in front of me. After all, I agreed to mate her and get her out of that Palace. “You don’t believe me?” She sounded wounded, a hurt noise sli
“What do you mean by problems?” Ethan beat me to it, curiosity written all over his face, leaning forward. “It doesn’t end well?” I winced as those words slipped out of my mouth, biting my tongue. “Well…yes. It’s a tragedy buried so deeply that rarely anyone alive knows about it.” The hardcover burned in my hands the longer I stared, tears blurring my vision. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Ethan, hawk-eyed, lips pursed in a single line and brows furrowed. The Alpha had difficulty taking all this, just like me, but he handled it better. At least for now. I thought shakily, averting my stare toward Daniel. He leaned against the stone wall and bought his knees to his chest; chin propped down. “The book…you can take it with you and read when you get back.”On instinct, I tightened the grip on the cover, nails digging around the bounds. “T-Thank you.”“It was the only existing copy after the great war fifty years ago. There are no more copies.”The way he worried his bottom lip whi
/Axels POV/I shook my head, watching as the omega walked away, trying to eliminate the unwanted thoughts as I wandered into my chambers. As if on a whim, I let the thick coat draped over unceremoniously fall on the side table, an audible sigh leaving my lips. Why did she seem in such a hurry anyway? What was Lana hiding? Or perhaps the omega had no interest in taking a walk with me.The last part stung. It didn’t matter if that was the result I wanted from her side; it still hurt. Rubbing my face, I decided to relax in the bathtub with scalding water, a mountain of bubbles piled onto my chest. To soothe the turmoil, I also added some scents but nothing compared to her natural scent. Sweat beaded down the side of my face, and fingers were pruned as I tilted my head back, shifting my legs. The water swirled around. I hadn't realised that I was bone-tired, almost in a zone between falling asleep and becoming awake, in the incoherent moment when one was too tired to close one's eyes. T
My heart didn't stop pounding the entire time I walked away from Axel, hands sweaty and throat wilted with guilt. It was for the best; I kept telling myself. Just one little lie so I could sneak out with Alpha Ethan to see his friend. As the commander asked, I stood patiently by the fire, wearing boots tied on tightly and my cape clipped. My arms came to wrap around the torso as a gust of cold wind blew by. I squinted my eyes while noticing a dark figure approaching me, body stiffening. When I got hold of his scent, my body automatically relaxed, staring at the Alpha. He was dressed in a black sweater over top of his white button-up, a thick black cape pulled on with the hood over his head as he approached me. Ethan was also carrying a satchel thrown over his chest; his shoes switched to thick black boots. "Should we leave?" "Yes." The Alpha guided us to the room on the other side of the wing, the table in a far corner standing out. I watched as he pushed away, pulling the car
/Axel's POV/My beating heart fell to my stomach like a dead rose petal, watching the omega speak with Ethan, eyes crinkling and mouth curving at something he had said. I could feel my stomach boil, an irrational surge of feelings taking over, and the utter negligence from inside had my feet moving towards them before my mind comprehended it. This was not the same Lana I chose to mate; overflowing with sweet, earnest innocence made her intentions towards me clear as the night. She was yielding in all ways, except in her stubborn decision. This was not the same one who had laughed at my silly attempt of humour, who stared at me as if I hung the moon and stars for her.I was lucky if she spared me a glance in my direction now. How did it come to this? I fought down a strangled, choking sound, whirling around, marching purposefully through the nearest open door in a drastic attempt to get away. I needed the cold wind whip on my face – a firm, strict reminder that this was my choice.I
My mouth gaped at his crude statement, and I recoiled on the spot. Rage filled my insides, my back stiffening as I narrowed my eyes into slits. I took a deep breath, resisting the urge to scream at him.How dare he accuse me of such a thing? Especially since he was the one to set the boundaries from the beginning. Axel reminded me time and time again that I meant nothing to him. “Why do you care?!” The words slipped out before I could stop myself, biting my tongue. A chuckle burst out of him, hollow and empty. “Why do you I care? You are still my omega, for moon's sake!”My toes curled at that, and I didn’t know what to think of the strange stirring in the bottom of my belly, and the permanent lingering of his scent did little to help me.“Oh, am I? Cause last time we slept together, you made sure to remind me I meant nothing.”He flinched as if he had been slapped by my words, teeth grinding. The Alpha's harsh breath fell on my face as he merely leaned closer, the vein in his foreh
It's been a few days since the last time I saw Axel, so I had a lot of time to think with a clear mind. There was no point in denying that his absence affected me; the marks left on my skin wholly faded. It gave my omega enough nightmares, waking up to look for his arms only to find myself all alone in the bed. I didn't know when things switched from vehemently hating being anywhere near him to wanting to get as close as I possibly could without being too obvious.But his words stung. The wound was still raw, and I had no intention of making the same mistake again. For all I know, the Alpha rejected me without actually saying those words. Despite his long stares in my direction and wanting to talk, I had completely shut down the attempts. I had no interest in hearing the exact words again. Pinning after a mate who doesn't even care about relationships is the possibly highest act of stupidity. Shaking my head, I stood up, noticing the cape Amy had placed on the bed for me. Ethan was
/Axel's POV/Liam stayed behind as I slipped inside Jade's place, feeling on edge. The beta kept quiet the entire way as if he understood my inner conflict. It’s been a lot; ever since I woke up to Lana sleeping next to me, looking very angelic and sculpted by the moon goddess, guilt swarmed my belly. During my rut, all I saw was how she would look up, lush, her long curls a mess and matted on her forehead and tear tracks streaming down her reddened cheeks as she whispered back softly, urgent and unsteady to knot her. I felt my breath catch sharply at the memory, the jolt pulling me straight back to the present. Still, despite everything, I coerced her into sleeping with me, a sick feeling taking over my body. If not for my rut and the Alpha taking over, I would have never let her near me. Why did she give in? Maybe…No! I completely shut the thought before it started forming, fully aware of its danger. Our relationship was a facade, a mere convenience for both of us, and I made t