As I lay in bed at night, I couldn't help but be plagued by thoughts of the obnoxious Alpha. My mind started spinning, fingers itching with the need to pull it over my head and let out a scream. How can anyone be so frustrating and narcissistic?
Confining against the bed, I tried to let the softness of the mattress under and the darkness of the bedroom lull me into sleep. I urged my body to relax and sink into the endless night, but the image of fair, tall, smug Alpha kept me falling over the edge.
Why did I feel these emotions towards him? What was about him that I could not stop thinking?
I swung my legs off my bed and stumbled towards the lone window in my room. A cold gust of wind blew through the cracks, the clouds hiding the brightness of the moon and stars. I peeked down and noticed that the entire Palace was shrouded in darkness and a whole different feeling of peace.
One more day. I quietly thought to myself while staring at the moon. I took a few deep gulps of air and tried to settle back down amidst the pillows, and lulled to sleep.
***
The fair, handsome Alpha did not utter a single word, only taking my hand and carefully turning our palms to the night sky. He cradled it in one of his own, softly tracing a line down my exposed palm. I let out a gasp, a strangled noise escaping my throat at the rough texture of his fingers.
I was trembling and wanted nothing more than to fall into his strong muscular arms.
Lifting my head, I peeked through the veil at his face and found desire, deep and dark, starkly evident in those darkened eyes and flare of nostrils. He pressed forward, sliding our lips as he pressed a hand down my hip, drawing me forward into the heat of his body.
At the rush of emotions, I fluttered my eyes shut, forgetting about everything and everyone. My senses heightened—the sound of our heartbeats thudding in my ears, the familiar smoky scent filling my nose, knees going wobbly.
He slid his tongue along the seam of my lips, toes curling as I delicately opened up to him with a low moan. It was madness born of a moonlit night, the honeyed taste of his mouth, lush of his tongue, almost an addiction.
One of his hands held me at my waist as the other found its way to the nape of my exposed neck. His fingers thread through the loose tendrils of hair which only prompted the Alpha to press back against me. At the additional push, I stumbled, and the back of my knees hit the edge of the bed.
He nearly pushed me on the mattress, the creaking echoed around, and quickly climbed atop, never breaking the kiss. No, the Alpha only deepened the kiss as he straddled me on a bed.
It was a blur of images from then, his body pressing and reaching in to take my hand away, sliding his long and thick ringed fingers inside of me instead. My eyes rolled back as he teased his tongue on my scent gland and whispered in his deep timbre.
“Do you want my knot, my love?”
"Y-Yes, Alpha." I gasped and bit down on my pillow as I slipped over the edge immediately, eyes rolling a bit and slick dribbling, spurting onto the sheets and my heated skin.
"Call me by my name."
For a few moments, I turned my head to catch my breath, chest heaving and aftershocks causing my legs and arms to prickle with goosebumps. Once I opened my eyes, he was gone.
"Axel?" I managed to croak out, my mind and body slow to catch on to the abrupt loss of his lips and the heat of his body. Jolting, I woke up to moisture clinging between my legs, sweat beading at the hairline and the remnants of those familiar eyes from my dream fading by the second.
My eyes squinted, vision still blurry as harsh rays hit the floor and my side of the bed. It's a dream. A wet dream about an Alpha I argued with. A loud groan escaped past my lips as I stared at the intricate carvings of the ceiling, wishing to lift me from here.
***
The rest of my day was occupied by the seamstress, hairdresser, make up artist and half a dozen maids inside the room. Beth insisted on checking every hour, despite the heavy workload on her back.
After what seemed like hours, I was clad in a full-sleeved electric blue round neck gown with cinched waistline, accentuating my curves. I was given my family's crown—single-layered crystals weaved with our main element, a shiny pearl in the middle sat atop my head, the loose hair curled at edges and cascading down my back.
"It's time." I heard one of the maids squeal as she barged through slightly ajar doors. "Princess Lana." Her head automatically bowed down, voice slightly wavering.
"Let's go."
***
The sweet sounds of violins echoed in the large expanse of the room, a tune that bounced off the high climbing walls and the vaulted ceiling. Softly coloured gowns swirled across the dance floor alongside intricately tied neckcloths and long-tailed coats.
My great grandfather was the first one to make this event grand, adopting it in hopes of bringing revenue and public to our small pack. Fortunately, his plan worked, and it has become a kind of tradition since then.
The omegas are the only ones who can see the face of their mate. After that, a mark is burned into our skin for everyone else to see. It's the moons decision, and rarely did people mess with it unless someone is unhappy. They can attempt to erase the mark.
I swallowed at that ugly thought. The power to do that lies with both the parties but mostly Alphas. What if my mate rejects me? The rejected one suffers for an entire year has to wait for the mark to fade before actively participating in another ball.
I rooted in my spot at the top of the grand staircase as couples descended to the party around. Every year there are new faces from all over solely to find their mate. My eyes scanned the floor of nicely dressed bodies, trying to recognise a familiar face under all those gleaming smiles.
Especially that face which haunted me at night. I could not find Alpha Axel anywhere.
What if he went away already? It made curiosity and disappointment thrum deep in my gut.
After being announced, I snapped out of my thoughts and slowly made my way down the steps and onto the main floor. I did receive some dirty looks from the omegas, primarily for wearing the most expensive gown and others for my reputation. My aunt and uncle did not let me leave the Palace, so most of them thought of me as a snob, a brat, a recluse and arrogant.
I kept my head held high and strides determined, flashing the occasional charming practised smile at some of the Alphas and Betas. My mouth watered as I made my way to the table decorated with fancy delectable desserts and filled champagne glasses, stomach growling.
Due to my aunt's strict schedule, I was restricted from eating a full meal and asked to stick to a bland diet.
"Omegas, attention, please!" A familiar booming voice echoed around my back, stiffening. As the Luna of the Pack, my aunt had the authority to run the ball. Her husband stood by her side, keeping a sly smile on his face.
I slowly turned on my feet, walking towards the centre stage.
"Please take your turns and stand in a line..."
After that, it was a blur of voices, a hand guiding me towards the stage area. A flower was drawn on the floor, a stand erected in the middle with a huge water bowl. As ceilings on the top were covered in glass, the moonlight kissing the water showed us the faces of our mates.
"Princess Lana." My name was announced, a perk of being a royal. "Please come forward."
Exhaling loudly, I clasped the edges of my gown with my gloved hands. Beth beamed at me as she stood behind the pillars. As I stepped in the middle, all eyes turned to me, faint whispers ringing in the air.
I curled my fingers around the edges of the gold bowl, eyes trained on still water when a blurry face started appearing. Blinking several times, I narrowed my eyes, watching as the image became more apparent.
A treacherous gasp slipped past my mouth, staggering a few steps away. I could see my aunt rushing in my direction; her smile strained as she curled a hand around my wrist.
"Who is the lucky man, my dear? We are all excited to know!”
"A-Alpha Axel," I whispered.
***
A heavy blend of murmurs and whispers echoed around the room, grating against my skin. Why was this so controversial? I thought while roaming my eyes, teeth sinking in the bottom lip. From my peripheral view, I saw my uncle tense before rushing in my direction.Dread settled in the pit of my stomach, fearing rejection. I did not have a good impression on the Alpha, regret filling me. Why was I stranded with him of all Alphas?No! I cannot let him reject me no matter what. Most of them could afford waiting and not fear being rejected. Some even don’t follow the standard procedure and mate with others. This was my only chance to escape the Palace and experience all the things I had been dreaming of.&nbs
Something shifted, his words hanging in the air, almost taunting. My vision started getting blurry, fission of heat scorching in my belly. I opened my mouth, ready to fire back at him, when a whine tore past my lips.I felt hot and uncomfortable under his stare, a layer of oily skin making me hyper-aware of the weight and texture of my clothing, making the nerves prickle with the urge to jump him.“Princess Lana?” He sharply breathed, sensing the shift of my scent, eyes turning darker.I swallowed harshly against the tendril of arousal curling at the pit of my stomach, born from imagining what it would be like to have those broad shoulders c
"What?!" I exclaimed, sitting up in my bed, not caring about the covers slipping off my body. The sound made my head throb, a hand rushing to cradle it from the side. "Have they lost their mind?"The housekeeper twisted her lips. "You cannot blame them. It's the only way through which the Palace May save face if your heat incident gets out in public.""But..." I exhaled, rubbing my hands over my face, knees pulled together. I couldn't help but recall Axel's words from the night before. The Alpha was reluctant to accept me as his mate and looked prepared to reject me on the spot. "He doesn't want me, Beth. That's the reason he pulled me away from the crowd and in the gardens."Frustration bubbled in my stomach, fingers clutching at the ends of the duvet and picking at loose threads. "Why would the
What could he possibly want to say that he hadn't already? I bitterly thought under my breath. From the corner of my eyes, I saw my uncle hide a grimace on his face, barely managing a nod."That can be arranged."Axel cleared his throat as if sensing the hesitancy in the tone. "We will be in the Palace gardens."My uncle whooshed out a breath, raising the cup of tea to his mouth and nodding delightedly. Of course. He must be embarrassed due to the incident last night and didn’t want a repeat of that.“Alpha Axel, let me tell you, my daughter is thrilled to be betrothed to you,” My aunt cut in, almost gushing, while I resisted the urge to flinch. Thrilled was not
Every pulse of my heart was in pain, an ache between my ribs that spread like wildfire, clogging my throat. It stung—a loveless marriage with the Pack Alpha.Those words kept on haunting me; I was feeling unbelievably nauseous.No words came out of my mouth, tongue rigid, arms reaching to wrap tightly around my body. My parents had always been the couple I looked up to. They made me believe in true love, and I wanted that.This was not happening. Then again, I should have known he would never commit to me.The Alpha was not looking for a mate; that much was evident from his behaviour these past days. Still, I had
I smelled the Alpha before I saw him, the earthly musk mixed with the undoubted scent of blood. My body froze at the entrance of the door, watching a gigantic wolf in front of me. A low, breathy whine escaped my lips, the hair on the back of my neck standing up as the realisation cemented inside.It's true. He's my mate. My wolf could feel it from inside, the way it immediately responded to his scent.Alpha Axel appeared sinister and equally gorgeous, the thick black fur a coat on his body, glinting in the rays, a bushy tail. His eyes were sparkling, almost golden at the edges with olive undertones, sharp and piercing. The Alphas paws were almost twice my size, pushing against the grass, almost digging in.&
/Axel's POV/"What do you think about joining me tonight for drinks, Alpha Axel?"The question, almost a hushed whisper, rang in my ears as Lukas gleamed at me. We were on the way to hunt, and the eldest son of Millers wouldn't stop clinging to my side.Several times I had to remind myself that we would be family soon. His sister is my mate. It's natural for him to want to know me, but there was something off about the Alpha. I could not talk for more than a minute without feeling annoyance building inside.Looking over my shoulder, I noticed my beta was busy chatting with the guards. No help. I let out a sigh, wetting my bottom lip."Afte
The Alpha's second gift was a brown jacket, which had a pretty detailing of the dark brown zipper, heavy and fluffy in my hands. If I hadn't recognised it immediately as a jacket Axel had worn on the first day, I'd have recognised it from the thick scent clinging to its fabric–so strong that I could practically smell it through the distance.He hovered above, waiting for me to try on, standing with his hips cocked and brow arched. I sank on the couch, gripping the material in between my hands. My cheeks flamed as I thought of the marks on my arms, especially the nails marks from my aunt and my cousin.What would he think? He may despise me even more. It's natural Alphas do not accept a single mark on their omega except the one given by them. Judging by his views, Axel won't be different at all.
My head hurt, and so did my throat, like there were iron bands around, squeezing until it was close to breaking and poking. I had no intention of prolonging the pain, staring at the person in front of me. So quickly, I stepped towards the double french doors leading towards the alley and threw them open. On my way, I could feel the prickle of his stare on my back, but I ignored it. As soon as the gust of fresh air greeted me, I sucked in a deep breath. It nipped at my overheated skin in a gentle caress as if it knew of the pain I was going through.My vision blurred again with tears as I gathered the courage to pull myself together and get away from Axel. I could feel nothing except a terrible hollowness, the emptiness inside left by Axel. As if it’s a void, sucking in everything that made me who I am. For a second, I thought I could quickly fill in the gap by finding someone else, having someone else. I could go to another Alpha and let him press tender kisses to all the worst parts
/Axels POV/“Axel! Axel!”“Hmm?”“Are you even listening to me?”“Yes…I apologise for….”The omega shook her head with a choked-off scoff, a half-aborted toss that made a long strand of hair fall in her face, curling over her wild, doe-shaped eyes. Eyes shone in the dim study room with more than just the soft glow of the candles. Her jaw flexed, knuckles turning whiter with how hard she clenched her fingers.I swallowed the lump forming in my throat and lifted my chin, meeting her gaze and holding it. For a moment that seemed to last forever, we stood there, surrounded by the heavy silence that Lana had created with her words. Why would she say that?I assure you this Lana would kill herself before harming you.No. I curled my toes, trying not to let the perfect composure slip. It’s the gratitude, I thought internally while looking at the omega in front of me. After all, I agreed to mate her and get her out of that Palace. “You don’t believe me?” She sounded wounded, a hurt noise sli
“What do you mean by problems?” Ethan beat me to it, curiosity written all over his face, leaning forward. “It doesn’t end well?” I winced as those words slipped out of my mouth, biting my tongue. “Well…yes. It’s a tragedy buried so deeply that rarely anyone alive knows about it.” The hardcover burned in my hands the longer I stared, tears blurring my vision. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Ethan, hawk-eyed, lips pursed in a single line and brows furrowed. The Alpha had difficulty taking all this, just like me, but he handled it better. At least for now. I thought shakily, averting my stare toward Daniel. He leaned against the stone wall and bought his knees to his chest; chin propped down. “The book…you can take it with you and read when you get back.”On instinct, I tightened the grip on the cover, nails digging around the bounds. “T-Thank you.”“It was the only existing copy after the great war fifty years ago. There are no more copies.”The way he worried his bottom lip whi
/Axels POV/I shook my head, watching as the omega walked away, trying to eliminate the unwanted thoughts as I wandered into my chambers. As if on a whim, I let the thick coat draped over unceremoniously fall on the side table, an audible sigh leaving my lips. Why did she seem in such a hurry anyway? What was Lana hiding? Or perhaps the omega had no interest in taking a walk with me.The last part stung. It didn’t matter if that was the result I wanted from her side; it still hurt. Rubbing my face, I decided to relax in the bathtub with scalding water, a mountain of bubbles piled onto my chest. To soothe the turmoil, I also added some scents but nothing compared to her natural scent. Sweat beaded down the side of my face, and fingers were pruned as I tilted my head back, shifting my legs. The water swirled around. I hadn't realised that I was bone-tired, almost in a zone between falling asleep and becoming awake, in the incoherent moment when one was too tired to close one's eyes. T
My heart didn't stop pounding the entire time I walked away from Axel, hands sweaty and throat wilted with guilt. It was for the best; I kept telling myself. Just one little lie so I could sneak out with Alpha Ethan to see his friend. As the commander asked, I stood patiently by the fire, wearing boots tied on tightly and my cape clipped. My arms came to wrap around the torso as a gust of cold wind blew by. I squinted my eyes while noticing a dark figure approaching me, body stiffening. When I got hold of his scent, my body automatically relaxed, staring at the Alpha. He was dressed in a black sweater over top of his white button-up, a thick black cape pulled on with the hood over his head as he approached me. Ethan was also carrying a satchel thrown over his chest; his shoes switched to thick black boots. "Should we leave?" "Yes." The Alpha guided us to the room on the other side of the wing, the table in a far corner standing out. I watched as he pushed away, pulling the car
/Axel's POV/My beating heart fell to my stomach like a dead rose petal, watching the omega speak with Ethan, eyes crinkling and mouth curving at something he had said. I could feel my stomach boil, an irrational surge of feelings taking over, and the utter negligence from inside had my feet moving towards them before my mind comprehended it. This was not the same Lana I chose to mate; overflowing with sweet, earnest innocence made her intentions towards me clear as the night. She was yielding in all ways, except in her stubborn decision. This was not the same one who had laughed at my silly attempt of humour, who stared at me as if I hung the moon and stars for her.I was lucky if she spared me a glance in my direction now. How did it come to this? I fought down a strangled, choking sound, whirling around, marching purposefully through the nearest open door in a drastic attempt to get away. I needed the cold wind whip on my face – a firm, strict reminder that this was my choice.I
My mouth gaped at his crude statement, and I recoiled on the spot. Rage filled my insides, my back stiffening as I narrowed my eyes into slits. I took a deep breath, resisting the urge to scream at him.How dare he accuse me of such a thing? Especially since he was the one to set the boundaries from the beginning. Axel reminded me time and time again that I meant nothing to him. “Why do you care?!” The words slipped out before I could stop myself, biting my tongue. A chuckle burst out of him, hollow and empty. “Why do you I care? You are still my omega, for moon's sake!”My toes curled at that, and I didn’t know what to think of the strange stirring in the bottom of my belly, and the permanent lingering of his scent did little to help me.“Oh, am I? Cause last time we slept together, you made sure to remind me I meant nothing.”He flinched as if he had been slapped by my words, teeth grinding. The Alpha's harsh breath fell on my face as he merely leaned closer, the vein in his foreh
It's been a few days since the last time I saw Axel, so I had a lot of time to think with a clear mind. There was no point in denying that his absence affected me; the marks left on my skin wholly faded. It gave my omega enough nightmares, waking up to look for his arms only to find myself all alone in the bed. I didn't know when things switched from vehemently hating being anywhere near him to wanting to get as close as I possibly could without being too obvious.But his words stung. The wound was still raw, and I had no intention of making the same mistake again. For all I know, the Alpha rejected me without actually saying those words. Despite his long stares in my direction and wanting to talk, I had completely shut down the attempts. I had no interest in hearing the exact words again. Pinning after a mate who doesn't even care about relationships is the possibly highest act of stupidity. Shaking my head, I stood up, noticing the cape Amy had placed on the bed for me. Ethan was
/Axel's POV/Liam stayed behind as I slipped inside Jade's place, feeling on edge. The beta kept quiet the entire way as if he understood my inner conflict. It’s been a lot; ever since I woke up to Lana sleeping next to me, looking very angelic and sculpted by the moon goddess, guilt swarmed my belly. During my rut, all I saw was how she would look up, lush, her long curls a mess and matted on her forehead and tear tracks streaming down her reddened cheeks as she whispered back softly, urgent and unsteady to knot her. I felt my breath catch sharply at the memory, the jolt pulling me straight back to the present. Still, despite everything, I coerced her into sleeping with me, a sick feeling taking over my body. If not for my rut and the Alpha taking over, I would have never let her near me. Why did she give in? Maybe…No! I completely shut the thought before it started forming, fully aware of its danger. Our relationship was a facade, a mere convenience for both of us, and I made t