~Nona~ My head is killing me. What the hell happened? One minute I’m in the garden, at least I think I was in the garden. Wait, what just happened? Zora? Silence. Where the hell is Zora? Why can’t I feel her? I can feel my heartbeat quickening and my palms start to sweat. I’m starting to freak out a bit because I have no idea what the hell is going on right now. I need to figure things out and freaking out isn’t going to help me. I stop and take deep breaths. I can feel softness underneath me. I must be on top of a bed or something, but it is a lot softer than my own so there is a chance that I’m not at home. I continue to breathe regularly and try to go back in my head. I remember eating lunch with my sister. We usually eat together and after we eat, I like to walk in the garden. I’m hoping to study botany in school, but my dad still hasn’t agreed to let me leave the pack and attend college. It has been a battle with him for years. He is afraid to allow me to b
~Zahara~ I don’t know how long we’ve been running. When Cory started talking about rejecting him and needing someone better, Aria couldn’t take it. She took over and took off into the woods. The pain in my heart felt 10 times stronger and we ripped through the woods. I thought we had come to an understanding. I thought Cory realized how I felt about him and how important to me it is to have him by my side. I could never let him go, never live without him. If he rejects me, I’m not not sure I will survive it. Aria, please! Aria…….. Aria has blocked me out this entire time. I’ve been trying to push past her block, but it has barely moved an inch. I’ve been pleading with her to head back to the packhouse, but she is in so much pain. She doesn’t have Cory’s wolf to bond with so his talk of rejection pains her in the same way. She feels that he doesn’t want her and it is killing her inside. We finally stop in an open space. Aria collapses on the forest floor and start
~Laslo~ Last night was pure torture. This damn mate bond is hell. All night long I felt a pull to Nona. Every cell in my body, every ounce of blood, every hair follicle longed to be near Nona. My skin itches, begging to touch her, to brush up against her. I felt a chill in my body with something telling me that only the heat from Nona would make it go away. As much as I, Nero and I, want Zahara, thoughts of her weren't enough to erase the images of Nona. They couldn’t erase the raw need that was growing in me. I got up early this morning; got up while it was still dark outside. I thought maybe a run through the forest would help me forget, help me maintain my distance. I should have known this was not going to be that easy. Instead of the run helping to clear my mind, it brought me right where I didn’t want to be. I found myself in a pair of basketball shorts, sitting in Nona’s room just watching her sleep. Her scent encompassed me and sleep took over.✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦
~Cory~ Zahara never came back last night and I’m not exactly sure what made her leave in the first place. I ended up finishing dinner on my own and having an early night. I had planned to put all of the clothes away that Zahara bought me, but when I got in the room, it was already done. I’d have to find out who it was and thank them. I decide to skip breakfast this morning. I don’t want to run into any issues like I did the last meal I had in the dining room. I will stop by the kitchen later and get myself some food. I head down to the pack hospital instead, having made an appointment the evening before. I took a pill this morning and I really need a refill. I get called in to see the doctor immediately. I sit, anxiously, on the bed in the room and wait for the doctor to arrive. A few minutes later a tall gentleman walks into the room wearing a white coat. He has to be about 6 feet tall, with salt and pepper hair that is tapered around the sides and a b
I make it to the hospital in no time. The entire trip, I kept trying to think of what the doctor would have to tell me. I keep coming up empty because Cory was just in the hospital and any issues would have been caught during his stay. Though I’m no doctor, I assume it must not be a medical issue. As soon as the receptionist sees me, she sends me into Kilgore’s office. I walk in and sit across from him. “Hello Alpha. I’m glad you were able to make the time to see me.” I nod in response. “You have made me worried. What is it that you need to tell me about Cory?” Kilgore takes a deep breath and runs a hand down his face. “Cory came to see me this morning and asked me if I could refill his prescription. He said he has been taking these pills for years because he dealt with anxiety and panic attacks that would make him pass out.” I’m lost because I fail to see how this could be troublesome. “The pill bottle had no label on it which is weird for a pr
~Nona~ I feel so dry. I’m sure it’s because of all of the crying. I know I cried for hours and it feels like I cried all the water out of my body. For the life of me, I would have never imagined that my mate would be the reason why I’m locked in this house. Not only am I locked in the house, but I’m chained to the foundation. Even if all of the doors and windows were open, I wouldn’t be able to make it out of the house with this chain attached to my ankle. I haven’t eaten; just sleeping and crying. I hate this damn mate bond. As hurt and disgusted as I am, I want Laslo here more than anything else. I want to run my fingers through his hair and feel his hands on my body. I want to feel his lips on mine. I keep dreaming about him inside of me and it drives me insane. I get disgusted feeling this way because Laslo doesn’t deserve me. How can he be okay with keeping his mate hostage? A mate is supposed to love and cherish you. They are supposed to put you above themse
~Cory~ I had an amazing morning. I spent it with Luna Amara and she is amazing. Zahara is very similar to her mother. I can see where she got her caring, nurturing nature. Zahara’s kindness led her to make friends with me when no one else would and I just know she got that from the Luna. Luna Amara took me on a tour around the pack and it was wonderful to see how her pack takes to her. Never have I seen Margaret loved like that. The pack respected her as their Luna, but it didn’t seem like many liked her, let alone loved her. Not too many members of the pack took an interest in me, but I’m okay with that. I wouldn’t know how to introduce myself anyway so I prefer to keep the questions away. The Luna and I had a picnic lunch in the garden and she told me many stories about her childhood. She also told me some great stories about Zahara as a child. I could almost see a young Zahara running around the pack grounds, enjoying life as a child. Spending time
~Cory~ I can’t even pinpoint the exact emotions that are running through me right now. It was already clear that I wasn’t really liked at my old pack. Those who were meant to be my ‘family’ just used me as a slave and a punching bag. I would have never imagined that someone also wanted me dead. What did I ever do to anyone for them to want to end my life? As crazy as that development is, I have a wolf. I HAVE A WOLF!!!! All of my life, I have felt useless and less than. I was brought up to believe that without a wolf, you have no real place in the pack. Wofllessness was so rare and those who did suffer from it, always suffered in silence. There is a wolf inside of me that will be free at some point and I don’t quite know how to deal with that. It isn’t a bad thing, but it is definitely unexpected. ~Zahara~ I head to my office after leaving Cory’s room. Mom has allowed me to use her Luna office as my own until I officially take over for my father. I ha