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Why don't you want to be with me?

Author: Dancing Pen
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Katherine.

The tension was thick in the air as the silence lingered. Only the faint sound of breathing filled the air.

The urge to scratch at my wrist was overwhelming, but it was hard to consider moving for a moment.

More seconds passed, and I felt a tingling sensation at the back of my head.

I finally broke out of my frozen state and looked away, yet I could still feel his gaze penetrating mine.

‘Ignore him,' I told myself.

Clenching my jaw, I turned away, settling all the discarded jewelry in its place. One by one, I focused on my task as if it was the most important thing on earth.

Anything to not face him.

“Are you going to ignore me the whole time?”

I stiffened at the sound of his voice for a moment, shutting my eyes tightly.

I quickly regained my composure before moving again. Every second that passed felt more like torture.

I could barely focus on my task anymore, placing jewelry in odd places. Kayla, like the perfectionist she was, would no doubt be livid once she found
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