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Change can be slow.

Author: Dancing Pen
last update Last Updated: 2024-03-03 00:02:22
Karina.

By the time we were done with our conversation the sun was fully up, morning completely at its peak. I ended up calling both Gino and Felix immediately after, quickly catching up on everything that happened within the past two days. By the time I was done, I sighed into the silence.

There was one thing I'd thought.

Even though I was gone, life still went on without me. The pack went on without me. No matter how much I missed then and vice versa, that was the truth.

In the same way, I had to do the same.

Stepping out, I picked Levi up. He was gratefully awake, gurgling happily as his hands grasped my cheeks. My lips rose without thinking.

“There you are. Ready for a bath, baby?” I murmured, pushing him onto my face. His scent, still new and young mixed in with the natural baby scent enveloped me as our shared bond soothed.

Today was a good day for exploration. If not out the pack —I wasn't ready for that yet— but within the new house I stayed in. That much was enough for a good
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