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37. Hurts so bad

Author: Cursedlove
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

I think too much, feel too much

But reality is crushing the life out of me

: ROSALIA's POV :

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"Don't tie them please!" I pleaded, looking down as I didn't have the courage to look into his malicious eyes, which were radiating nothing but lust, ownership and possessiveness. I feel nothing but a worthless piece of meat for only him to feast on.

"Hands" Kevin ordered in an alarming tone.

The mixed feeling of pain, humiliation and fear was shaking me to the core. He is not a person I can ever reason with. The last thing I wanted then was to anger him and end up getting hurt. I tried my best, more than once to comply. But a tiny part of me also did not want to carry the ugly scars submissively, caused due to his sick pleasure. It is an unavoidable battle of the mind that I'm fighting with myself every single day.

"You never learn. Do you?" He rasped. With one swift move, he caught my waist and pulled me near him knocking sense into my delusional head that
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