Alex POVWe lay there for a few minutes before Reevan calls us. "Foods ready." I make a move to lift myself off Mason,but his arms go around me and press me tightly to him. "Not yet. Just a few more minutes." He says in a soft voice,a very odd soft voice. "Come on,baby. The foods gonna get cold." I say with a chuckle and try to wiggle out of his grip. I hear a groan come from him and he moves his face to my neck,smelling me. Most people would find it weird to have somebody smell you,but I actually find it very cute when Mason does it. I find almost everything Mason does cute. Except for when he uses up all the hot water just because I wouldn't shower with him. Save water my ass.I mean,if I actually end up showering with him,it's not gonna save any water.As a matter-of-fact,we would be wasting more of it,if you get my drift.I feel movement underbeath me and I am suddenly flipped over with my body underneath Mason's. "You're still in heat." He states into my neck. "Yeah. I felt
Mason's POV*;)*"Please just go." Alex says her voice cracking. What the fuck did I just do. Why would I say that to her. I'm not going to lie and say I wasn't curious to know but I should've done it in a better way. I'm such an asshole or something worse. My soulmate is crying and I can't even find the balls to go to her. "You stupid motherfucker!" Dax shouts in my head. "Why would you say that?! Why the fuck would you say that. Are you dumb. You have hurt her more then enough." He says sounding pained to see our mate like this. "I'm sorry,Dax. I didn't mean i-" I say but he cuts me off with a growl. I flinch and sigh."I'm not the one who you should be apologizing to." He says and cuts the link between us.I walk out of her room and shut the door. A heart renching sob comes from inside the room and I force myself not to go in. The pain I feel through the mate bond is strong and not one-sided.I walk into my room and put on a shirt and walk out into the kitchen afterwards only to
Alex POVI wake up to silence in the apartment. Looking at the other side of the bed only to find it empty. And a note. Picking it up,I read it.Hey babygirl. Hope you slept well. I had to run,got a call from the hospital. The boys went out to look for Mr.Dickface. There is left over breakfast in the fridge. Love, your amazing bestfriend,Reevan.I let out a chuckle at the nickname he gave Mason. Mason.My eyes well up with tears as the memories rush back. I push them back and get up. Looking out the window,I see that the sky is almost orange. What time is it. I search for my phone and when I find it,its blown up with messages and missed calls from Mason and an unknown number. Deciding to ignore Mason's messages,for obvious reasons, I go to the unknown numbers' chat. Hey babygirl.Who's this.After waiting and receiving no reply,I get up and walk to the kitchen. I'm starving.The headache,that I was trying to prevent with sleep,comes like a punch to the head. Where do we keep th
Alex POV*not edited*"Baby come on. We're going to be late." He yells from the kitchen."I'm coming,Tommy. Stop being so impatient." I say walking into the kitchen with a frown on my face."I'm sorry. I'm just so stressed,baby." He says running his hands down his face. I go to sit on his lap and remove his hands from his face. "Tell me if you need anything,okay." I say with a soft smile then pecking his lips."All I need is you. All of you,baby." He says kissing down my neck. I chuckle feeling uncomfortable. A weird feeling rises in my stomach and the way he looks looking at my breast. Not the good kind. "Not yet,daddy. I'm not ready yet." I say trying to stop him from kissing me by holding his face in my hands.An annoyed sigh leaves his lips and I grow scared. Tommy can be very scary when you get him mad or annoyed."When will you be 'ready'." He says in a mock tone. "Why are you acting like this,Tommy?" I ask getting up from his lap."Because its been eight months and we haven't
Alex POV"Would I look good if I had abs?" I ask Reevan from across the restaurant table. He looks up from his phone with a raised brow. "Where is this coming from?""Nowhere,it's a simple question." I say looking down as I play with my hair."Okay,spill. What made you think this all of a sudden?" He says as he sets his phone on the table."It's just,I was going through Mason's phone,-" he rudely cut me off by rolling his eyes."The Great Mason King!"he says raising his arms in mock praise." -As I was saying,when I went through his Instagram feed,I saw that he follows alot of girls with great bodies,abs,hour glass figures and it made me mad and self-conscious. Like why would he do that when I'm supposed to be his soulmate and-" i ramble but stop when I realise what I said. "Shit!"I mumble."Soulmate huh. Wow." He says and I look at him. He looks like he knows something. "What,Reevan?" I ask and he sighs deeply."I haven't been totally honest with you,Alexandria." He said and by the lo
Alex POV*mature content**long ass chapter ahead*After my shower,I get out and wrap a towel around my body. I look in the mirror and smile at myself. I'm glowing. After the picture Mason sent me,I couldn't stop smiling. The picture. I was going to ask him about that but his beauty destracted me.I plug my blowdryer in and dry my hair. When I am satisfied with the outcome I unplug it and store it away.I go into my room and look for underwear. The sexy ones. I have done a lot of important thinking and I have decided that I am losing my virginity tonight!Yay! I'm scared as fuck. We have been together for almost four months and I experienced my first heat,which sucked. Losing my virginity is like killing two birds with one stone. I don't have to experience that excruciating pain again and I can be closer to Mason. I love him and I want to do this with him.I find a white set in lace Brazilian-style. I put them on and think to myself that I will be touched. The white symbolizes the
Mason POV"Fuck!"I hear somebody shout. Alex lets out a frightened shriek and my head snaps in the direction of the voice. I move quickly when I see who it was,to cover Alex's body."What the fuck are you guys doing in our house man?!" I ask Devan,Kenny and Blake who are in my apartment. Devan being the smug one just stands there with hands in his pockets and a smirk on his face as he looks at me. Kendrick tries to glance at us descretely by looking and then averting his eyes else where. Blake just looks plain uncomfortable with this whole situation. "Is anybody going to answer me." I ask when they all keep quiet."We came here cause we had plans remember. But it seems like your busy so we will just get going." Devan says trying to hide the annoyance in his voice but failing. I feel Alex's hands on my back when he finished and I reach behind and pull her close to me. "Shit. I forgot about that. I'm sorry." I say pinching the bridge of my nose. "Don't sweat it. It won't the first
Alex POVAs the door closed,I tried my best to push the sad feeling away knowing that Mason might feel it through the mate bond.I wanted to be closer to him physically and sexually but atleast we're getting somewhere. Maybe it was a sign. Maybe this interuption was a way of telling me that I was not ready even though I felt ready.Pushing those thoughts away,I bend down and clean up the rest of the mess on the floor. I finish cleaning everything in 2 hours and Mason has yet to return. I have basically cleaned the whole apartment except for the bedrooms. They are always clean 'cause Mason and I are both OCD.I walk into my room amd get some pajama shorts and walk to Mason's bedroom. I take one of his white shirts out and walk into his bathroom. I take yet another shower to wash the sweat and frustration off my body. I have never felt such tension in my life. Not even when I work out. There is a numb feeling in my legs and my core feels tender. If this is what it costs to get that fe