Octavia’s POV
After a few hugs and tears Uhtred, Nicklaus and I jump in my Camaro to head for the South Island, my mother reminding me that they will see me next weekend for my birthday.
I told Uhtred I would drive to Wellington since he stayed up late with Nicklaus all night, we would swap over tomorrow morning in Blenheim, and he will drive to the Southern alps pack which is based in a place called Castle Hill.
After a couple hours of driving, I decide to wake Uhtred up and see if he is still mad at me for disappearing last night. We need fuel anyway so I can use that as an excuse if he gets angry again.
“Hey, you awake. Can we talk?” I ask nudging his arm.
He grunts, rubs his eyes, and sits up in his seat. “What’s up?” he asks looking around outside.
We are almost in Levin, so I tell him we need fuel and look in his direction to gauge his reaction. He looks to be in a good mood… sort of.
I pull into the petrol station and ask if he wants to have brunch here before we head for the wellington ferry terminal. Nicklaus is awake now and I need to feed him anyway. “Sure, I think there is a park up ahead we can let little Nicky out for a stretch too.”
Uhtred fuels up the car while I go to a nearby grocery store. I get a pre-cooked roast chicken with buns and salad for lunch, but got a little carried away with snacks, I couldn’t help myself the bakery just brought out a fresh batch of chocolate twists and I was practically drooling, so I got six, plus some donuts for Uhtred.
We drive down to the park and let Nicklaus out for a stretch, he has recently started crawling and pulling himself up on his knees, so as soon as I put him down, he instantly crawls over to Uhtred and climbs all over him. Laughing, Uhtred picks him up and sits him on his lap, while I prepare our lunch.
After eating we play with Nicklaus for a while in the park, he loves the swings, giggling and squealing away. I check the time and realize we need to get back on the road, so we load up and head for wellington.
I have never been on the ferry before, so I am a little excited when we board, finding seats at the front of the ship we settle in and wait for the captain to take us out to sea.
Uhtred turns to pick up Nicklaus and says, “let’s have a look around, I heard there’s a kid’s area on board.” I look up at him with pastry flakes and melted chocolate on my face, I may have had a snack or two.
“Sure, I kind of want to go outside on the top deck and take some pictures, plus I need a vape.” My dad always hated when I vaped, but as usual I did it anyway.
We find the kids area and Nicklaus starts squirming in Uhtred’s arms wanting to go play, so he puts him down and watches him play. I follow the signs pointing to the ‘smoking’ area on the rear deck.
As soon as I open the door, I’m mesmerized by the view it’s even better from this side of the ship, I immediately get my phone out to take some photos and send Uhtred a quick text to bring Nicklaus out for photos too.
I suck on my vape pen while I wait for the boys, looking over the side of the ship, when the door opens, I look up to see the same amazed expression on Uhtred’s face that I had.
We take photos then head inside for the cafeteria to warm up a bottle for Nicklaus.
“Uhtred why didn’t you tell me the reason behind this arranged Mating?” I ask my brother.
With a sigh he looks me and replies, “I am sorry sis, but dad made me swear not to tell you until we got there, mum beat me to it though and I Imagine she will be in the dog box with dad for it… I know you think your being punished but you have to understand what’s at stake here, with the blood moon pack approaching we need the alliance of Southern Alps pack, if our Packs become one, we will be unstoppable. The Southern Alps pack has the largest territory in the country, they have enough land to accommodate our entire Pack and then some. After your mating ceremony when you and Troy become Alpha and Luna, the Crescent moon pack will move to the South Island, which is why they are hosting a grand ball for your birthday to announce the news to both Packs.”
I stare at him trying to see if he is lying because as much as that all made sense it is God damn crazy, moving our entire pack to the South Island… what the fuck is dad thinking?
I guess it means I would be close to my family again so it wouldn’t be all bad.
“And what do you think about all of this? Me being mated to the Alpha and becoming your Luna, this would mean you won’t become Alpha of the Crescent moon pack anymore” I ask my brother.
“Honestly sis I think it’s a brilliant idea, I couldn’t be happier for you. Although I am still sad for Klaus, I think this will be good for you… to move on and have a Mate even if he isn’t your fated Mate, once you mark each other and complete the Mating process you will still have that bond as if you were fated, isn’t that what you have always wanted? To share a bond with someone and have that blinding love that consumes you?”
I think about it for a minute, I guess he is right, I have always wanted those things I just always thought I had that with Klaus and that I wouldn’t find my true Mate… the question is will the goddess bless this Mating even after what I did?
I guess time will tell.
“I suppose your right, as always, but that doesn’t mean I’m ok with this whole arrangement, I mean I don’t even know what the guy looks like, I feel like I’m being set up on one of those reality tv shows ‘married at first sight’ or whatever it’s called. Its degrading.” I say scrunching up my nose.
He’s about to reply when the captain announces to start making our way to our vehicles.
Patting me on the back he gets up and carries a now sleeping Nicklaus in his arms, in the direction of the stairway, I follow closely behind.
After following the rest of the cars off the ferry I follow my GPS taking us to Blenheim, where we will stay the night before making the rest of the journey to our new home.
The next morning I’m grateful that Uhtred is driving because I didn’t sleep much, I couldn’t stop thinking about what I’m going to do when I meet Troy, wondering what he will look like, I hope he is not an asshole like most Alphas are, although most Alphas are well built from the training they have to do so he should at least be good looking… I hope.
I wake up when the car pulls to a stop on the side of the road. Wondering what is going on I sit up and look around, there’s a beach on one side and hills on the other. “Where are we?” I ask Uhtred a little confused. “I thought we could do with a stretch, and I saw some seals on the beach.”
“Really?” I say excited.
I get out of the car grabbing my phone, he wasn’t wrong there’s tons of seals scattered along the beach, some are even lounging on the rocks next to the road. They are obviously comfortable with humans because when we walk up to take pictures, they just look at us and don’t bother moving.
Uhtred puts Nicklaus on the sand, and we watch as a baby seal (pup) comes over to check him out. Being shifters, a lot of animals/creatures don’t pose a threat to us, so we weren’t too worried when they started playing together. I tried to use my ‘Wood’ element powers to make sure the pup doesn’t attack Nicklaus.
“That has to be the cutest thing I have ever seen” Uhtred takes out his phone to video them playing.
We notice other cars pulling up to take photos of us and we decide it’s time to go before we get in to trouble.
Now that we are all wide awake, I plug in my phone to play some music, clicking on Spotify I play the first song in my playlist. ‘Freak by Doja cat’ plays and I crank up the volume, I love this song, so I sing along loudly while Nicklaus kicks his legs in the back seat to the beat, Uhtred shakes his head “This is a terrible song.”
"I think its catchy." I say with a wink.
A few more hours of driving and singing along to music, I start getting hungry, looking around for snacks I huff when I can’t find anything “Can we stop for food I’m hungry” I ask, and I hear Nicklaus whine in the back seat. That kid is always hungry.
“Sounds little Nicky wants food too” Uhtred replies. I have a quick look on my phone for good food places nearby.
We are almost in a small town called Darfield I see they have a bakery but as we get closer, I notice a line of people coming out the door, so I look up the next best place… Sheffield pies. “There’s a pie shop about ten minutes away we can go there instead.” I say and we keep driving.
Arriving at the pie shop I notice there isn’t much else around, a petrol station and a bar “What do people do around here? There’s no malls or anything just pubs, food shops and schools” I ask Uhtred as we enter the pie shop.
“I think the next township has a couple ski shops, but it’s mostly farms around here and a ski lodge a little further past castle hill.” He explains.
Looking around the shop I see its all women working with a couple tables of women drinking coffee chatting.
I turn back to Uhtred. , “So basically, farmer men drink at the pubs while the wives work and tend their children while meeting together to contemplate their husband’s death?”
A woman behind me with bright pink hair cracks up laughing “Yep that’s pretty much how it goes, a real old school life around here.” She says with a smile.
I sniff the air; she is a shifter and so are all the women in here. Crap they would have heard me too.
I smile back “Sorry I didn’t mean to be rude; we are not from around here; this lifestyle is a little strange to me. Where I come from the women train with the men and are treated as equals.”
She suddenly looks shocked but quickly turns in to a big grin, “Oh my goddess, you must be Octavia… I'm Faith, my Friend Harper said you would be arriving today, oh I am so excited you are even more beautiful than she said.” She says with a bow.
“HARPER!” I say with excitement turning to Uhtred, he just smiles at me paying for our food. “Harper is in this pack?” I ask Faith. “Yes, Luna she is Beta Jaxson’s Mate, she has told me all about you. I don’t want to be too forward, but would you join me and my daughter for dinner one night? You can bring your son to, he can play with my daughter Aurora.”
I smile at her, she is very bubbly I like her already. “Of course, I would love to, I will have to ask my scary bodyguard over here of course, he never goes anywhere without Nicklaus” pointing behind me to Uhtred.
Faith blushes when he smiles at her. “This Is my older brother Uhtred.” I say as he walks up to shake her hand, “Nice to meet you Faith, we would love to meet your family. Though we have a lot of work that needs attending, I will do my best to make some time for dinner.”
I get the sense my big bro is quite smitten with Faith; Uhtred hasn’t found his mate either, he wants a family more than anything.
We exchange contact details, and she sends me a quick text with her address which turns out is just down the road.
Getting back in the car I feel a little less scared about this new life, knowing I have a new friend and of course having my best friend in this world will be living in the packhouse, I can’t wait to see Harper; the last time I saw her was at Nicklaus’s birth, she found her Mate while travelling the south island with her family around the time Klaus died and stayed to live with him. I was happy for her but with everything I was going through I didn’t ask her about her Mate and she didn’t want to upset me by talking about it, so I know nothing about him or what pack he was from, I feel like such a terrible friend she came all the way back to our pack in Ohakune to be with me for the birth of my son and I never once asked her how her new life was going.
That’s it I have decided from here on I will be a better friend to Harper and sister to Uhtred, I owe them that much.
Looking through the bags of pastries I find a pie ‘venison & herb’ I take a bite and oh my gods it has to be the best venison pie I have ever tasted, the meat just melts in your mouth, I moan loudly as I savour the delicious taste “I will definitely be coming back for more of these pies” I say.
Uhtred is having a Butter chicken pie he smiles a mouth full of food and nods in approval.
The next town is not far away, as we drive I notice a giant donut statue with a small playground, knowing my big bro loves donuts I point it out and if possible, his face lights up like a Christmas tree.
He immediately pulls over and gets out of the car running across the road before I can even get out. Laughing I yell out to him “Uhtred, I don’t think you can eat it, it’s a statue.” He waves a hand over his shoulder dismissing my words.
Grabbing Nicklaus, I walk towards my big child of a brother that is now hugging the giant statue, handing Nicklaus over I take pictures of them under it.
After playing for a while Nicklaus starts to get tired so Uhtred decides it’s time to head to Castle hill, “I will drive the rest of the way, while you get Nicklaus to sleep in the back.”
“Ok sounds good put some music on he sleeps better with music.” Uhtred replies carrying him to the car.
I put on ‘Lil Nicky’s rock playlist’ and hit the road, sure enough he falls asleep pretty quick. I ask Uhtred “how much further?” as we drive through the hills and Uhtred puts the pack coordinates into the GPS system.
I see the entrance to the pack hidden behind the lodge with a gate signed ‘Private Property’ and a man sitting in a booth, I pull up and state our names, he makes a call and opens the gate for us.
Driving through the forest slowly I take in my surroundings as does Uhtred then all of a sudden, the song ‘Highway to hell by ACDC’ plays and I can’t help but laugh, it’s to ironic. Uhtred gives me a worried look as I continue to laugh pulling up to the packhouse. “This is it bro we are officially in Hell my own personal Hell.”
With a deep breath I turn off my car and open my door.
Troy’s POV I look over at my clock its five am, with a sigh I get up and go for a run to clear my head. I didn’t get much sleep last night, after leaving dad at the bar with Grace, Jax let it slip that his Mate Harper is best friends with Octavia, so when we got back to the packhouse I followed him to the Beta suite to ask Harper about my Luna to be. Of course, she wouldn’t tell me much only that she has a wild side and has been through hell this past year, although she did say 'you couldn’t miss her in a crowd'. Whatever that means. After my run I get cleaned up and have breakfast. Looking at the time it is almost eight am dad should be in his office by now, so I go there to ask him how his night went with Grace in the hopes of distracting my own troubled thoughts. “Morning dad, don’t you look very chipper today” I say with a wink. “I am son, I want to thank you for convincing me to come to the bar last night. I haven’t been this happy in a very long time.” “I’m glad I could hel
Troy’s POV I must look like a fish out of water watching her get out of the car, her long purple/blue/green wavy hair falling over her shoulders as she pushes the door open, stepping out with her cherry Dr Martin boots with black ripped jeans and studded belt, a white ACDC t shirt with a burgundy leather jacket. She stretches her back, arms in the air and I can see the hint of tattoos on her lower stomach, she sniffs the air smiling then our eyes meet, and I swear time stops moving when she smiles and winks at me before turning around and moves to get a baby out of the back seat. I snap out of my daze and walk up to stand next to Jax and my father that is frowning at me I smile and shrug “Had to teach a wolf a lesson.” Jax snorts and coughs ‘yea right’ I smirk at him and stand up straight ready to greet my future Luna feeling a little more confident than I had this morning. Octavia’s POV I open my door to get out and stretch my back sniffing the air, what is that delicious smell i
Octavia’s POV Running back to the packhouse with Harper and Jaxson I mentally scold myself for what I did to Troy, I didn’t mean to jump his bones but after reading his mind and hearing his lustful thoughts about my body I couldn’t help myself. Being in his big strong arms and feeling his huge hard cock pressing against me, Piper was begging me to have him take us right then and there, and when he said he wanted to take it slow I was disappointed thinking he didn’t want me so I had to walk away before I lost control, my emotions were all over the place I didn’t want him to think I was crazy. Then when he walked up to me, I could see every muscle in his body twitch with each slow step towards me, I was also acutely aware that the intoxicating scent I smelled earlier was indeed coming from him. A burning desire started to form in the pit of my stomach, and I knew I had to taste him. I could tell he wanted me when the kiss turned hungry his desire as strong as mine but before we coul
Octavia’s POV After Troy left from dinner, I realized id over stepped and spent the rest of the evening scolding myself, I didn’t mean to upset him I was just having a little fun but thinking on it now I probably shouldn’t have done that in front of his family, at the dinner table no less. Uhtred’s right It is a bad habit and from now on I will only use mind control when its necessary… at least I’ll try. I decided to spend some time with Nicklaus alone since he hasn’t had much mummy time lately. We had a bath in the enormous ensuite bathroom, Nicklaus loves playing in the water especially if there are bubbles. Then after getting ready for bed in our matching harry potter pyjamas, I start reading him his favourite book, when the intoxicating scent that could only belong to Troy hits my nostrils, I stop reading and listen. I can hear his heartbeat and its racing, I get up and walk to the door worried something bad has happened. When I open the door his scent hits me and it’s so str
Octavia’s POV I quickly hop in the shower to clean myself up and I can’t help thinking about how absolutely mind blowing that orgasm was, I have never felt like that before, that’s not to say sex with Klaus wasn’t great because it was but Troy has some serious skills. I guess he has had more experience than me since he was a bachelor and all, I just hope I can satisfy him as well as he does me. I finish in the shower and realize all my clothes are still in my suitcase in the bedroom, so I wrap the towel around me and try to sneak out of the bathroom, I don’t know why but I suddenly feel a little shy about being naked in front of Troy. Sneaking over to my suitcase I notice Troy and Nicklaus aren’t in the room anymore “What the?” I quickly get dressed, in Black skinny jeans, a Metallica t shirt and my twelve-stud black Dr Martin boots, and head out of my room in search for them. It doesn’t take me long to find them I just followed the sound of baby giggles, I round the corner and
Octavia’s POV “Laters Baby?” I hear Uhtred’s voice speak up behind me after Troy leaves the room. I turn around, I’d forgotten he was still here waiting for me. “Troy’s real big on nicknames” I say with a shrug. “Mhmm so I take it things are going well between you two?” he asks arching an eyebrow at me. “Yea I guess you could say that. He’s not what I was expecting that’s for sure.” I say smiling. It is so good having Uhtred here we can talk about almost anything and he would never judge me even if he thinks I am being stupid. I am also the only person he can be himself around, everyone else sees him as this big, scary, angry, serious Alpha wolf but in actual fact he is the biggest softy I have ever met but don’t get me wrong he can be all of those things especially if someone hurts someone he cares about, he also has a short temper, something we both inherited from our father. Don’t tell Uhtred I said this, but I once caught him and dad crying, watching the bucket list, it was
Troy’s POV I watch Octavia leave with my sister and I can’t help staring at her perfect round ass cheeks as she walks. “So, I hear you two are getting along nicely.” Uhtred says from behind me when the girls are out of sight and I nearly jump out of my skin, for a big dude he sure is quiet. “Hey man, yea I think so… she is pretty hard to read sometimes though, she avoids questions and changes subjects quickly.” I look at Uhtred and he doesn’t seem surprised. “You get used to it, she has been this way ever since she inherited her second element (Water) when she was sixteen. Don’t take it too personally,” he says patting my back, “She just has a hard time controlling her emotions with the element. If she allows herself to feel an emotion too strongly, she can lose control and goddess knows what will happen if she does, usually she will drown someone in a sphere of liquid. Trust me when I say this… if her eyes glow dark blue and liquid starts rising… run fast and far away.” Uhtred shu
Octavia’s POV We get our smoothies from Tank and head to this boutique shop. She points out the vape shop on the way past and I find a seat outside the changing room waiting for Vi to try on the second of the four dresses she had waiting for her, while I sip away at my smoothy. She comes out and I’m a little taken back by it. It’s a black and baby pink gothic/Victorian style, strapless dress complete with the corset and puff tail it even has little flowers sewn into the waistline its… beautiful. “What do you think… too much?” Vi asks doing a little spin. “Wow Vi its beautiful, I love it. It’s actually pretty similar to my dress, what is the theme for this ball anyway?” I ask curious. She has a cheeky grin on her face. “It’s a masquerade ball, since we didn’t know much about you when we started planning it, all we heard was that you had a wild side and that you have three elements so we decided a masquerade would be kind of cool, that way we could decorate the hall in all of your e
Troy’s POV The ice suddenly starts to shake and crack, I look around for Octavia to see she has killed the Witch, she’s looking around at wolves sinking through the cracks and the Witch falls in too, I can see the panic on her face as she starts to freeze the lake over again. I hear a growl behind me but before I can turn around Damon’s hands wrap around my neck snapping it and just before he throws me in the water I hear Octavia’s scream then nothing. “Hello child.” A voice speaks through the darkness. “Where am I?” I ask I can’t see anything but darkness and feel cold. “You are in what I like to call limbo, a between state if you will.” She speaks again. “Why can’t I see you.” I don’t need to ask who it is I already know it’s Selene the moon Goddess. The darkness doesn’t fade away but a women in white comes into view. I gulp, “Mum?” I ask not sure if my eyes are playing tricks on me or not. She smiles at me her warm arms embrace me I feel like I’m dreaming I can’t even speak
Octavia’s POV No no no no this can’t be happening I can’t breathe, I can’t see anything except my father’s head being ripped off on a loop and the look in his eyes right before it happened. I scream as loud as I can because that is all I can do right now, I’m so full of anger and pain I see red and feel my body get really hot, I ball my firsts at my sides and let out another scream, my mother falls to the ground cradling my father’s head, crying and screaming, I look down at my hands and realize I am on fire and I know exactly who I’m going to burn with it I look up at Troy and before he can reach out to stop me I turn on my heels and run straight for that traitorous bastard. I hear my siblings wail through the mind link feeling the loss of my father and I block out the mind link to everyone I can’t hear myself think. Piper is pleading me to let her out to tear Damon’s head off but I want the satisfaction of tasting his blood in my mouth when I do the same to him. I am vaguely awa
Troy POV “They are approaching the east boarder near lake Pearson Alpha.” One of the warriors mind links. I look at my Queen she looks fierce and full of rage the red and gold showing in her eyes. “How dare he chose that sacred place for a battle.” She growls. I can feel intense power radiating off of her and through the bond, it’s so strong it almost has my wolf cowering, Gods I hope she doesn’t lose control she has been doing so well with her training and keeping calm thus far. “Jax I want you to send two teams around the back flank them from behind and make sure they don’t try to sneak through the hills to get to the Packhouse while we are in battle.” I order My Beta. He leaves with two teams. “Zane you stay with Octavia.” I order he nods, “Always.” “Babe where is Warren.” I ask. “He will stay behind me in human form and wont shift until I give the command, Kane knows his job he will obey.” She explains while struggling to fasten her belt around her waist. “You ok babe.” I
Octavia’s POV I can do this, I can do this, I am strong, I am a warrior, I am a Luna, I am a mother. I take a few deep breaths trying to control my rapid beating heart, I turn around and see Troy step out of a room and walk towards me almost in slow motion, his wavy black hair bouncing on top of his head, ocean blue eyes piercing my own, chiselled jaw with a trimmed beard, I trace me eyes down his broad shoulders and bulging biceps to his perfectly sculpted pecks and abs that are clearly visible through his tight fitting white shirt. I continue my trail down his body watching his thighs strain against his black dress pants with our Packs Eclipse Moon emblem on his belt and can’t help but wonder how glorious his ass would look toog, I bring my eyes back up to meet his and see a smirk on his face, he knew I was checking him out and the look in his eyes when he checks me out is of pure adoration and hunger too. The gown Mira made for me is beautiful though not quite as colourful as my
Troy’s POV As the engines roar and the credits roll on the tiny screen on the seat in front I look out the window at the lights of the cities below getting closer by the second then over to my sleeping Mate, she looks so peaceful I almost don’t want to wake her but the pilot announced we will be landing soon. I sigh reaching over to wake her, things are about to get really crazy and I need her to be awake and not grumpy when we meet her parents. “Hey princess time to wake up the plane is landing.” I give her a little shake but she groans and tries to roll over falling out of her recliner seat and landing on the ground with a “Umph.” “Troy!” she yells. She must think we are in our bed at home. I laugh at her and she lifts her head with a scowl then quickly realizes we aren’t at home and she’s on the floor of the plane everyone staring at her, “Fuck.” I continue laughing while she gets up and in her seat delivering a solid blow to my bicep. Maybe I shouldn’t have woken her after a
Octavia’s POV Last night was incredible the way Troy took possession of my body was mind blowing though I know he wanted to make it memorable so I’d have something to remember him by it was totally out of this world I felt like I was riding cloud nine I just wish it didn’t have to be our last for a while. Troy’s still asleep so I slip into our wardrobe to get the present I got him to remember me by and have a little fun with the phone sex I plan on having with him. “Morning handsome.” I whisper in his ear. “Mmm morning beautiful.” His eyes flutter open. “You’re up early.” He rubs the sleep out of his eyes. “You can sleep when I’m gone.” I say kissing his lips down to his jaw. It’s true I haven’t been up this early on purpose in I don’t even know how long but I figured I can sleep on the plane and I want to spend every minute I can with my man. “I got you something.” I slide the parcel box out from behind my back and place it on his chest while I sit back on his waist. “What’s
Troy’s POV “I’m Pregnant.” Harper blurts out. Holy shit. I did not see that one coming, I mean I guess I kind of knew it would happen eventually but damn that was quick. Octavia stands frozen holding her best friend while she sobs in her arms and I realize now that Jax is now sobbing too. I don’t get it why are they so sad shouldn’t this be the happiest day of their lives? Jax has been wanting a pup since they marked each other. “Sis.” Zane walks slowing over to his sister. “When did you find out?” he asks worry on his face. “Yesterday.” She sobs. And the look of worry on everyone’s faces is starting to make sense now, she knew she was pregnant and got completely obliterated last night anyway, the question is why. I sigh, “Are you still pregnant.” I ask breaking the awkward silence. Everyone is thinking it I might as well be the one to ask. They all look at me a mixture of emotions thick in the air. “I… I think so.” She finally speaks. I let out a breath I didn’t realize
Octavia’s POV “Ugh, I hate you.” I groan to Harper as she hands me a coffee. What was supposed to be a single drink to wake my ass up turned into an all-round party, though Harper definitely stitched me up with those insane drinks she called a ‘Harper special’ I don’t think I have ever been hunger especially not like this anyway, I feel like my head is going to explode and my stomach churns every time I move too quickly. She chuckles at me, “If it makes you feel any better I spent all morning with my head down the toilet too.” “Maybe a little.” I chuckle then immediately regret it feeling a wave of nausea wash over me. “Well, well look who it is the two dancing Queens, we were wondering if we would see you today.” Warren laughs. I frown and look at Harper, “What are you talking about?” I ask confused. “Don’t you remember? You both put on ABBA and started singing and dancing on the tables till you both fell off and passed out on the floor, Troy and Jax had to carry you both to be
Troy’s POV Octavia’s parents encourage Warren on telling him he can do this and to breathe through it and not fight it. I can remember my first shift and how painful it was and wishing my mother could have been there to see it and support me the way Silvia is now, I get a pang of jealousy watching her but I quickly dismiss it this is Warren’s day not mine. He is taking longer to shift than I did I wonder if that’s because he is of royal bloodlines, “Is this normal for you guys, to take this long.” I whisper to Octavia and Uhtred. The look in their eyes tells me it’s not, I can sense worry through the Mate bond so a wrap an arm around Octavia’s waist pulling her into my side for support. “Ma what’s wrong with me. It. Hurts. So. Bad.” Warren cries out. Uhtred steps forward to help him though I’m not sure there is much he can with his limbs flailing about. “Babe, he’s taking too long this is killing him.” I whisper to Octavia again. She nods a tear slipping down her cheek and move