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His Lyubov Chapter 77
Rooh's pov:It's been two days since Mikhail is unconscious. I thought he will wake up after some time but he didn't so I panicked and call Mr. Haward again. He told me that he himself don't want to be out of there, he want to stay in his unconsciousness to hide from them reality and until he willingly dint want to be conscious then medications also can't help him. I know it's too tough for Mikhail but he have to do it. He can't stay like this for ever. He have to face the reality and fight the demons inside and out. I'm waiting for him to wake up and no way I'm letting him slide without telling me what's his trauma. I can't give him time and space because it will take more time for him to tell me and it will delay his recovery. Whenever he wants gain his consciousness he have to tell me his past so we both can work on it and it will be discarded from his mind as soon as possible. I know I don't know the intensity of his childhood trauma because I never had one, I got the best paren
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Rooh's pov:"I know what you are trying to do but it won't work. The moment I will let my truth you will be disgusted. The decision you took to be with me will be changed." he said and sighed. "It won't if you think I will judge you from the things which you didn't even responsible for then you are wrong." I said and he snapped his eyes at me. "I want you to open up so we can work together on this. No matter what it is, it can't be that massive that I will change my decision." I said because somehow I was sure that it wouldn't he that massive. "So you want me to open up to you, who are you psychologist?" he asked mockingly. "I'm not but that doesn't mean I can't hear you and your trauma. Sometimes emotions are more powerful then medical to understand person's perspective." I told him. "I don't know what are you saying?" he said and averted his gaze away. "Let it be just try to open up. Let out all your trauma you bear till now." I said and scooted closer to him. "Scream out all
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Mikhail's pov:I gazed in Rooh's brown eyes and saw concern in them for me. I felt giddy from inside that whatever happened till now, she is still concerned for me. Her thus selflessness is what makes her more appealing. I know telling all that gore was not easy but when she is beside me I'm ready to tell all the things only to her. I don't want anyone to know that but her. I want to know will she pity me after knowing that or what she will do. I don't know how I agreed to tell her everything. Today my mind didn't fought with me to stop myself and I did according to my impulsive thoughts which were to tell her the truth. She was curiously waiting for me to say ahead something but I was just staring at her facial expressions. I'm liking the way she is concerned for me and comforting me now and then even if I don't need it. I'm not used to comfort and when she gave me I wanted to slump down in her lap like a child and complain everything what they monster did to me, like a child. Some
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Mikhail's pov:Flashback continues... I went in front of her and she gazed at me with boring eyes but I was too innocent and naive to notice that. I shyly extended that rose towards her so she could take it but she raised her eyebrow towards me questionably."Ты будешь моей новой мамой и поиграешь со мной?" I asked her shyly and covered my eyes with my palm innocently. (Translation: Will you be my new mama and play with me?)She looked amused and laughed at me making me peek through my palm and saw her laughing. I turned confused and removed my palm from my eyes and looked at her curiously. She placed that tool from which she was setting her nails under my chin and raised my head higher. "Ты хочешь, чтобы я была твоей мамой?" she asked me tilting her head and I turned happy. I nodded vigorously in yes. (Translation: Do you want me to be your mama?)"Оу, малышка, иди сюда." she said and patted her lap.(Translation: Aww my baby come here.)I excitedly climbed up on her lap thinking
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Mikhail's pov:FlashbackI was happily walking out of the foyer where maids used to live, I stole a bedtime story book from that same kids room. I saw him sleeping with his mother and she used to tell him story time before his sleep. I also wanted my new mama to tell me stories before I sleep.Despite of being pain in my whole body I was excited. I was back from the training and my whole body was in pain. With my small feet I climbed up the stairs and went inside her room. She was preparing her bed to sleep. "Новая мама, ты прочитаешь мне эту книгу?" I asked her timidly. (Translation: New mama will you read this book for me?)She angrily turned towards me and snatched the book away from my hands tearing it in many pieces harshly. I frowned looking at her not knowing why she was so angry at me. "Уйди из моей комнаты, этот сукин сын, всегда меня беспокоит." she said and pushed me away. (Translation: Get out of my room is son of a bitch, always comes to disturb me.)Due to her push I
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Mikhail's pov:I started breathing heavily and my head spinning remembering those things. Rooh came near me and started rubbing my chest trying to sooth me. I tried to cop up with my breathing but it hurts, it hurts everywhere. I felt my eyes turning heavy and my whole body shaking.Rooh was panicking seeing me like that. I tried to control myself but wasn't able to. She hugged me tightly and I completely pulled her on my lap flushing her against my rigid body. She was still rubbing my chest sitting in my lap and suddenly I felt myself calming down. After sometimes of breathing in and out my breathing turned normal and I gazed in her concerned brown eyes. "We are not doing this anymore." she said with her tear filled eyes and I wiped them softly with my thumb."Let me do this today. Let me take a stand for myself today." I sad almost like pleading and she shook her head. She placed her head at my chest just above my heart and clutched my hands in hers. To be honest her sitting on my
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Mikhail's pov:I walked out of my room leaving Rooh there alone. I know it was looking so rude but what could I do when I can't control myself around her. I don't want her to think me as a creep who just wants her body. Of course I want it but I want her too for the rest of my life. I came out of the mansion hurriedly and sat inside my car. I was feeling restless without her but didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable either. I was driving the car aimlessly without any destination. Now I know what I want from Rooh, I want her but not until when she realise that if she also wants me as much as I want her. I don't want her to stay with just because she pities me for my horrible past but I want her to be with me willingly. I want her to know what is her worth in my life and if I have any worth in her life also. I want to give her some time and space and I will be in front of her then she will take decision in hurry which I don't want at any cost so I decided that I will not go in fr
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Mikhail's pov:Two weeks later:I was sitting in my office with my mind stressing out. The people who were underground a long time ago are still not cane in my men's hand on the other hand I was avoiding Rooh not because I wanted to give her space and time but not the reason was something else. My mind was going all wild without her, I wanted to go and just lay my head on her lap so that she could massage my head and make my stress go all away. The day I went to that club something suspicious happened. I don't have that much low tolerance of alcohol that I felt intoxicated that day. I was not able to walk properly and decided to leave that place but ended up blacking out in some random room. They next day when I woke up I felt a gut piercing pain in my head and saw that my clothes were all mishevaled. I even found some lipstick marks on my collar but as far as I knew I didn't do anything with anyone there. Then who's lipstick marks were that. My men are trying to find whoever was in
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1 year later... "Liam?" a feminine voice called out in worry but there was not any clue of that little boy being called out. "Liam where are you baby?" the feminine voice called out but again there was no response making her more worried. "Where did this boy even went?" the feminine voice which belonged to none other than Rooh said to herself in concern. She was calling Liam for past fifteen minutes but the latter was no where to found. She was walking slowly out of the room and started descending down the stairs very slowly and carefully due to her swollen belly. She was nine months pregnant now and any time they would welcome a new member in their family. These nine months were too tough for the couple because of many new discoveries about the baby and her mood swings were terrible. All this time Mikhail was standing at his toes to run out of the mansion because she was being a ticking time bomb and he didn't want to feel her wrath on him. He was the one who suffered the most i
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Rooh's pov:Butterfly kisses on my neck distracted my inner thoughts travelling up to my chin, my cheekbones, my brows then finally my lips kissing me with all his love, passion and heart. I almost scream for him to take me right here and writhing and moaning in his arms wanting to halt this sweet torture feeling his fingers slip out of my juicy womanhood in a wet pop once I did ride my orgasm out.Fluttering my eyes open to see baby blue eyes watching me intensely, a vulnerable look crossed my face as he saw me watching him making me want to shrink back seeing his huge body intimidate my little frame. For as long as I can remember, he always towered over me but now it seemed different. The look he gave me explained it all; ravenous.It's like the hunter watching his prey fidget tremendously knowing she will all but be eaten like the last course meal. I did not mind. That's all I need right now to be ravished, taken in an unruly carnal lust aroused by my own desires to be fulfilled an
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Rooh's pov:I didn't feel any bad when he killed his own parents because they deserved it. Mikhail was intensely looking in my eyes making me gulp because I know what was coming now. The longing of four years was clearly visible in his baby blue eyes. The desperation and need was swirling in his eyes. I didn't even know where we reached to our room. He put me down and closed the door behind him. I moved my gaze and saw the room decorations all intense and romantic. Scented candles, flower petals were increasing the beauty of the room. But suddenly my gaze stopped at the bed's side table. I walked there and saw those flowers still there. The flowers of peony which I won for him four years ago by walking on the ashes. They were still there but they were not damaged or dried but looking as fresh as I won them just now.How? "I persevered them so they never dries." he said coming behind him and encircling his arms around my waist. "How could I let them dry when my Lyubov burned her fe
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Rooh's pov:As soon as landed at the airport there were so many cars to pick us up. We sat inside the car which was in the middle and then I get to knock how much security Mikhail had increased after promising my father to protect me always. I was wearing a beautiful red Saree and Chura (bangles) gracing it with vermilion and nuptial chain shining on my neck. I was feeling so giddy knowing that I'm his wife. His only. When I moved my gaze I saw Mikhail already gazing at me intensely with his baby blue eyes making me startled. Liam was sleeping in his lap peacefully. I gestured with my eyes to look in front but he didn't averted his gaze away from me. "What?" I nervously chuckled and asked him confusion. He smiled genuinely, it was not any smirk but a beautiful smile gracing his lips. He shook his head at me. "Nothing." he said softly which made me blush I don't know why and I moved my eyes away from him. After half and hour we reached the mansion which was decorated with beautif
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Rooh's pov:He kept walking closer to me more and more making me back away from him but stopped because of the gathbandhan (tied knot) between us. "Dur raho mujhse." I warned him showing my palm to him.(Translation: Stay away from me.)But he didn't stop and kept coming closer and closer making me turn around and ready to leave the room but he clutched my wrist an turned me around making me gasp loudly when I landed on his hard chest. He encircled his arm around my waist making me panic and I started struggling in his hold."Suno choro mujhe. Bas kyuki tum ab mere pati ho tum mujhe bina meri marzi ke choo nahi sakte." I said thrashing in his hold but he didn't say anything. (Translation: Listen leave me. Just because you are my husband now you can't touch me without my consent.)Is he mute or what?"Choro mujhe warna mai chillana shuru kar doongi doongi." I said ready to raise my voice but he placed his palm on my mouth making me voice muffled.(Translation: Leave me or I will star
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Rooh's pov:I was again in that same situation and nostalgia hitting me hard. I was in front of the mirror clasped in bridal lehenga which was also blood red colour but not the previous one. Everything was same the room, the banquet hall, the bride, the situation and hopeless me. Today I was in tears too but this time I didn't have only one reason of being sad.There were many but the most important was I'm getting married to someone whom I don't even know but this time the difference was that I didn't even see and meet him. This time this is not even arranged but forced upon me. I was marrying to someone, I don't even know the name of. Tears were rolling down my eyes. Why can't I see happiness in my life ever? Every time, every time when everything starts to get fine and I become happy the tables turn and everything turns upside down. It's been two weeks to that hospital incident where Mikhail denied to marry me and that's the last time I have seen him.Flashback"I can't marry you
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Rooh's pov:I took his hand in mine and played with his fingers. I don't know what will I do with out him because without him now I can't even imagine my life. That seperation of four years has taught me a lot about my feelings for him. As much as he needs me, I need him too more than that. I kissed the back of his palm and layed my head on the bed but then I saw Liam standing at the door step.I raised my head back and called him with gesture. He immediately walked towards me without making any noise. I took him in my lap and his gaze stuck to Mikhail's unconscious figure."Papa is sleeping right now." I told him softly so that he know, Mikhail is fine now."What happened to papa?" He asked me pointing at the drips attached to Mikhail's hand and the oxygen mask."Papa is little sick right now so doctors are treating him." I told him softly and my lips started to quiver thinking that scene again when he took that bullet."When will papa be fine?" He again asked me looking at me with h
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Rooh's pov:We were in the ambulance and I was trying to keep his eyes open by talking to him but instead of replying to me he was just staring at me with his hooded eyes and a little smile playing on his lips. I squeezed his hand firmly which was in mine and he lifted his another hand to tuck the hair strands behind my ear with was coming at my face. More tears rolled down from my eyes and I sniffled. "Nothing is going to h-happen to you." I said to him not knowing if I was saying this to him or assuring myself. He didn't reply and his eyes started closing making me panicked and I tapped his cheeks. "Are you listening to me Mikhail. Keep your eyes open. Look at me, baby." I said rubbing his palm but he parted his lips to say something."I'm glad nothing happened to you or I how would I have lived?" he said caressing my cheeks making me speechlessness. Is he serious? In this serious moment why he have to be romantic? "And what a-about you? How will I live without you? YOU IDIOT!" a
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Rooh's pov:I felt a sudden heaviness in my head and black in front of my eyes. My eyes felt very heavy but I tried to open them and slowly and slowly I opened my eyes finding myself in my house. Slowly and slowly my vision more cleared and saw myself tied on the chair. I moved my gaze and saw mother, father and Liam was also tied beside me. I started struggling to get free from the hold but of course it tightened more. Stupid Rooh you learned nothing from your past experiences! I prayed in my mind for Mikhail to come as soon as fast or I don't know what will happen to my family. I don't even know who did this and why? Aren't all the Mikhail's enemies dead? Or we are missing someone? I don't even know how exactly much they are! I tried to say something but my mouth was also taped. Wow just wow! Liam was continuously crying because of being scared but I was helplessly gazing at him. I didn't have any other option. I felt so helpless right now. He was crying and tears were flowing o
