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CHAPTER-4
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2023-07-03 14:53:20ADVAITA VERMA
FINALLY!
TODAY IS THE DAY!
I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET HIM!
AUTHOR'S POV
She entered inside the university, holding her bag tightly due to her extreme nervousness.
Her eyes searched for a certain "someone".
The "someone" for whom she had studied her ass off to get into this university.
The "someone" she is in love with, since forever.
Suddenly, the environment became tense and the winds stilled.
She felt warm breaths behind her ear.
"Searching for someone, angel?" he whispered in her ear from behind.
"Maan..." she barely whispered turning back.
She was literally trembling in his presence.
His eyes were only amused seeing her condition.
Does he affect her that much?
"So, you finally got into this university huh?" he asked taking her hand and placing a paper on it.
"Yes" she replied blushing looking down only because of his touch.
He smiled adoringly at her but masked his emotions as soon as she looked up.
"It's great then, you should study hard" he said rudely moving away.
Her face fell seeing his blank face.
"Who is this girl, Abhi" A girl came near them and asked.
"Just a family friend" he replied nonchalantly.
Her heart ached at his statement.
Just a family friend?
Nothing else?
"Excuse me" she said with a small smile and ran away from there.
Her eyes flooded with tears on their own once she entered inside the washroom.
The person she loves, for him she is just a family friend?
Does he hate her?
Suddenly her eyes caught the paper in her hand.
She opened it slowly.
"I am sorry, angel"
She smiled in her tears.
Maybe, he is rude to her,
But he can never hate or hurt her intentionally.
Maybe, he is not good at expressing his feelings,
But he too knows that she is not just a family friend.
Maybe, he will change for her...
She washed her face and came out of the washroom.
"BOO!" someone screamed and she jumped in her place in horror.
She placed her hand on her chest to calm down her rapidly beating heart.
"I will kill you, Disha!" she warned still taking deep breaths.
In return Disha just smiled sheepishly showing all her 32 teeth.
"How did you find me?" she asked, finally calming herself.
"You remember that handsome senior from our school? Abhimanyu Dutta?" Disha asked
She just nodded.
"I was going towards our class but he stopped me and told me that you are in the washroom. Such a kind person he is" Disha said dreamily.
She just rolled her eyes and pulled Disha towards their class.
...
"Yaar, let's go to the cafeteria. I am really hungry" Disha whined after attending their induction program as freshers for straight 4 hrs.
Advi just nodded because her mood was off since morning,
Because of the obvious reasons.
They entered inside the cafeteria and found it was fully packed.
Finally, they spotted two chairs in one corner.
"Advi Advi! You go and take those chairs, otherwise, someone else will take them. I am coming with the food" Disha said and ran towards the counter.
She shook her head and went towards the chairs. She felt constant stares on her but she ignored it because she knows who is it.
After settling herself in her seat, she finally looked up and her eyes met with those pitch-black eyes.
How much she wanted to just drown in those eyes.
But she came to her senses and looked away.
Disha came with their food and they started eating in silence.
"Advi, I am really tired. I am going to our room" Disha said yawning after finishing 4 burgers and 5 samosas.
"Ok you go, I will just roam around in the garden for some time" she said and bid her bye.
She was going towards the garden when someone pulled her with a jerk.
It was almost empty as it was past the college hours.
Her eyes again met with those pitch-black eyes.
His eyes showed different emotions this time.
"Are you angry, Ita?" he asked softly, taking her nickname which was only reserved for him.
"No. why would I? I am just a family friend" she replied looking away, her voice breaking at the end.
"Did you read the chit I gave you?" he asked
"Yes, but you can't always hurt me and give that chit" she said, her cheeks and nose becoming red, making her look cuter and irresistible."
"Umm...ok let me say it" he said preparing himself.
"Hmm..." she hummed.
"I"
"am"
"Getting late!" he said and went away, handing her something.
She just stood rooted in her place for a second absorbing what just happened.
Then, she started laughing loudly.
"You are improving, Maan" she moved towards the garden with a smile, eating her favourite cheesecake which he just handed her...
ABHIMANYU DUTTA
Every time I want to talk nicely with her,
I end up being rude.
And all this is just because of this stupid heart which starts dancing every time I see her.
And in nervousness, I end up hurting her.
My heart clenched when she went away.
Thank God her friend came on time and I send her to handle my Ita.
...
She is ignoring me since morning.
I am looking at her the entire time but she is just ignoring me.
My blood boiled seeing her ignorance.
Control your anger, Abhimanyu!
At last, I did the only option I was left with.
I pulled her into a corner.
She looked so cute with red cheeks and nose.
How much I want to kis...
Shut up!
She wants me to say sorry.
OK! Let's do it!
"I"
"am"
"Getting late!"
Shit!
I said and went away handing her the cheesecake I brought for her.
Why I am like this?
It was so simple.
Just three words!
I came inside my room and directly marched towards the shower.
Once the luke warm water touched my face, her smiling face came in front of my eyes. A smile crept on my face too.
My angel.
My Ita.
My love.
I love her.
Yes, I love her!
In these years I have sorted one thing.
That the unknown feeling was love.
I love her!
Fucking much!
But I am not going to tell her till we get settled in our lives.
Is he going to wait that long? (Author smirking😏)
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