Liam suspects

Beta Liam

I'm sitting on the wooden dock that looks out to the lake it's 6.10 am but I've barely had any sleep, I've been sitting here for hours. It's been 3 days since I met my mate, she's lovely and beautiful but something doesn't feel right.

We've kissed but haven't mated or marked and I know she's getting impatient but for some reason, I can't seem to do it. Whenever I think of mating with her my cock feels like it shrinks to nothing!

Sarah may be my first mate but I know enough about them to know that this shouldn't happen. I should want to mate with her instantly and all the time, I feel the sparks when we touch but they don't seem to do anything for me.

Where are the sparks that cause you to feel like you are on fire everyone talks about? Where's the constant feeling of wanting to be around her? The reason I'm sitting here now is that I haven't had a single moment to myself since we found each other.

She follows me everywhere, even to Beta duties which ain't normal and I kn