BRYNN
The food was absolutely delicious. My father was known far and wide for his grilling mastery. There was none better in many people’s opinions. He was a good outdoor chef while I was a good indoor chef.
Sebastian and I did not eat a whole lot because losing by way of vomit would be a very lame way to go, and one could never live that down even if they died at the ripe young age of ninety-nine.
I changed into a sparring outfit which consisted of leggings and a sports bra which covered all of the fun bits. I learned a few years ago that wearing shorts was not the best idea. Maya carefully removed all of the pins before I threw it into a messy bun.
My adrenaline was steadily winding throughout my body, so I focused it, keeping it under control. Too much of it would cause me to burn out fast. Too little of it would make me a sitting duck.
Everyone was gathered around the training area that my father built. This was my domain where he trained me. Not a single square foot of it had been untouched over the years.
Sebastian was in the center of the sparring circle. He was wearing a pair of basketball shorts and a tank top. His body was every bit the warrior that he was planning on becoming. Broad shoulders, rippling muscles, and defined abs. Thus, it was why he was Dark Moon’s heartthrob. Many she-wolves panted after him, but not all made the cut.
He was part of the Junior Warrior program. He turned eighteen a week ago, so he could test next month. If he passed their physical trials then he would train as a pack warrior. Only the best of the best was selected. It was a high rank in any pack, and nobody here took it lightly.
“This was a long time coming,” I said as I loosened up my arms.
“All because you decided to hold a grudge against one comment I made when I was nine. You’re positively the most stubborn person I’ve ever met before.”
We both wanted to win here, but that was not how it worked. There could only be one winner, and I would make sure that it was me.
I smirked at him as he dropped down into my starting stance which he mirrored.
“3 … 2 … 1 … FIGHT!”
We circled one another, looking for any weaknesses that we could use against each other. We both knew how each other fought, which was a good thing and a bad thing. I was able to predict his moves which was a good thing, but he could also predict my moves which was a bad thing.
He lunged at me quickly, but I dodged out of the way and threw a fist at his face with such precision that he barely had time to evade it before putting a little bit of distance between us.
My eyes tracked his body’s every movement, analyzing it for any hesitation or anticipation. He showed none, so I decided to set a trap. I dodged to the left before dropping down and kicking my leg into his ribs, pushing him back a good foot. He took it back with ease though.
His fist collided with my jaw just as he got a blow to the gut, causing a growl to tear from his throat. That hit definitely hurt. My leg went to sweep his out from underneath him, but he jumped backwards just in time to avoid my move.
Evasion was one thing that he was great at, so I needed to present a move that he would never expect. I leapt directly at him, catching him off-guard just like I wanted to do. He attempted to move out of the way, but I was faster than he was. The momentum from my body threw his to the ground.
The two of us rolled on the ground, exchanging blow after blow with such intensity as if this was the battlefield because it was. This was where I would destroy him with love, friendship, and my fists.
He was on top of me as he attempted to pin me, but that was not going to happen. My head collided with his face with such intensity that I swore I saw stars. Blood rushed out of his broken nose, and it was enough distraction to throw him off me.
I shot to my feet just as he did as well. Despite the narrowed eyes that were glassy with tears, I could tell that he was enjoying this battle between us.
“Red looks good on you,” I teased him.
The crowd was going crazy just like they did every year. I loved being undefeated, and it would stay that way.
“You know what looks even better? Defeat,” I purred to him, tossing him a cheeky wink.
My taunts did exactly what I thought they would. It caused him to charge. I wasted no time in sending a roundhouse kick straight to his jaw with enough force for his head to whip to the side. The black eyes that looked back at me as so rewarding. I was eating this shit up, and I would never deny that.
A fist was thrown at me, but I moved enough for it to land against my arm instead of my face. That was a painful hit, but I bit back the hiss. My knee collided with his ribs, and a crack rang out. He fought through the pain though, and I took an elbow to the jugular.
Time for this fight to end. I moved back a little to give myself just enough room to spin my body to throw my leg against his head with enough force that caused his body to thud against the ground. He was out cold. It would not be for long, but it accomplished its purpose.
My father grabbed my hand and threw it in the air. Cheers and howls rang out all around us. He checked me over from head to toe. I had no idea what I looked like, but it was probably not that pretty if how I felt was any indication.
“You were amazing. I’m so incredibly proud of you, sweetheart,” he said as he smiled down at me.
“Thanks, Dad. I have the best trainer there is.”
He just chuckled and placed a tender kiss to my head.
Jerry stood next to Sebastian’s body with his arms crossed and a smug smirk pulling at his lips as my victim groaned and blinked his eyes.
“You had a few tricks up your sleeve. Wasn’t that what you said?” he asked him.
“I was lying to myself in hopes of actually believing I stood a chance,” he said, rolling his eyes and accepting his offered hand.
Sebastian winced as he stood up. He pulled his tank top up and glared at the multitude of deep bruises already forming all along his torso.
“Let me take a look, Mr. Coldwater,” Dr. Ashford said as she approached him.
Dr. Ashford was a gifted wolf with the gift of healing which was what pushed her to become a doctor.
We all watched as her hands glowed softly while she moved them over his body. It would tell her what exactly was wrong with him while also being able to help heal him so that he would not be out of commission for a couple of days. It was one reason why she always attended. It was also because she had been best friends with my mother, so she was very close to our family.
“Our birthday girl managed the following: two fractured ribs, bruised kidney, hairline laceration of liver, minute fracture of jaw, and a multitude of surface lacerations and bruises,” she called out so that everyone heard.
He was good to go after being healed but waited for her to heal me before he gave me a big hug. He was a great guy who never grumbled if someone won against him if it was done fairly and without cheating.
“Congratulations, you two made it the longest than any other Main Event in the past. Thirty-nine minutes,” my father said as he clapped us both on the back.
Bessie brought my phone over so that the two of us could watch the match. Watching it and experiencing it were two very different perspectives indeed. We watched with wide eyes. Every move was calculated on both of our parts. It was not just acting and reacting. It was like a dance – one where we were living and breathing chess pieces. Every move had a countermove, and we had to anticipate which ones the other would choose.
I sent the video to Dustin once it ended because he wanted it along with a selfie of Sebastian and me.
“The Main Event this year was the best yet. Fuck, Seb. You definitely didn’t disappoint,” I said, smiling widely at him.
He chuckled and threw his arm over my shoulder, steering me towards the house so that we could get cleaned up and changed.
“You were incredible out there, B. I’ll kick your ass one of these days though,” he warned me.
“I look forward to seeing you try,” I teased.
I hopped in the shower right quick just to wash off the blood and sweat then I looked in the mirror. The bruises and marks from the closed cuts were still visible. They would be gone by tomorrow. He definitely worked me over though, and I could not have smiled brighter because I proved that I held my own in the fight.
There were many things in life that I felt I had no control over, but I did when it came to fighting. It was one reason why I poured so much effort into becoming the best fighter that I could be.
The events surrounding my mother’s death still haunted me. I still saw the man and woman in my nightmares. It took years for me to believe that they were not there lurking in the shadows and waiting for me. I still had no idea to this day how I got away, but I somehow did.
Fighting was my coping mechanism when it came to things that left me feeling out of control or weak. I hated feeling weak more than anything because I refused to be a victim even if that was only as a victim of circumstance. It certainly helped after I shifted, and all that shit went down with the assholes.
I sighed before returning to the party. Everyone was enjoying themselves, and I quickly got swept back up into the joy and celebration.
Not all packs were as close as Dark Moon was, but I loved that it was. There was a comforting sense of camaraderie because we could always rely on each other to have one another’s backs.
“Sweetheart, I wanted to give you something special. Will you come inside for a minute?” my father asked.
I nodded and followed him into the kitchen. There was a gift box on the table. I felt bad that everyone had still brought gifts despite also giving the car.
The wrapping paper was carefully removed. Curiosity was burning through me as opened the box and pulled out what was inside. There was a book as well as a beautiful pendant as well.
My eyes were drawn immediately to the pendant. It was a stunning black gemstone that looked like it was wrapped in gold wire. My finger caressed it, and I swore there was a current running between my finger and the pendant.
“Your mother would’ve given this to you tonight if she was here. This is a very special necklace that was passed down through the generations in her family. Black onyx is used for protection, strength, balance, and intuition. The chain is long enough so that it won’t break if Moira shifts. Your mother once said that these pendants are supposed to be worn every day.”
A sincere smile graced my face with his explanation. This was another way that I could remember the amazing woman that my mother was. Gone but definitely never forgotten. I slipped it over my head, gently wrapping my hand around it.
“Thanks, Dad. Seriously,” I said, wiping away the few tears that fell from my eyes.
“I didn’t really do anything, but you’re welcome. Now, I don’t know what’s in that book. Your mother made sure that I understood that it was a combo gift for your eighteenth birthday. She said that it was for your eyes only.” He smiled fondly just as he always did when he talked about her.
It almost seemed like she knew that she would not be here today. That made my heart clench. Did she somehow know that her life would be cut far too short?
I forced myself to focus on the here and now. Curiosity was burning through me about the book meant for my eyes only. However, I would do that in private and not when I had a backyard full of people celebrating my big day.
“I love you, Dad.”
“I love you so very much, sweetheart.”
THEO I hated to admit that I was distracted this year, but I could not help it. Knowing that my mate was hours away from me split my focus because anything could happen. Our pack was very safe, but even that did not have the desired calming effect. Nightshade was kicking everyone’s asses this year more than they ever had before. Those little pups were theirs, and I watched the little girl easily win against someone older and larger than her. Hell, I watched Luna Elle snap an Alpha’s leg and dislocate his shoulders without ever being touched. Our pack was holding its own, but there was no way in fuck that we could beat Nightshade overall. I doubted many of these packs could. They were wracking up points left and right at a very impressive rate. I could not help but admire their ability. I was not the type of Alpha who grumbled at another pack being more successful than ours at something. It just pushed me to find ways to improve our pack. This was no different. Khalid calling my p
BRYNN I did not know where I was, but it was dark and cold. The last thing that I remembered was Paise, Momma’s wolf, running with me on her back. It was something we did every Saturday. I could not wait to get my wolf. Would she look like Paise with her beautiful caramel fur or more like Rex, Daddy’s wolf, who was a pure black wolf. Either way, my wolf would be very special to me and be my best friend besides Sebastian and Maya of course. “You sure it’s her?” a man’s voice floated quietly to my ears. “Do you really doubt me?” a woman hissed at him, offended by his question. “No. Nothing like that. The Eyes trust you. We’ve just been waiting a long time is all,” the man said, trying to calm her down. A light turned on overhead, and I realized that I was in some type of room. It was an empty concrete room with one of those bright overhead lights. What happened? How did we even get here? I looked over and saw Momma staring at me. Her lip was firmly wedged between her teeth as if s
THEO Jackson drove me straight to the hospital to check on Veronica. I seriously could not comprehend what happened, and I needed to check on her. “Alpha, how may I assist you?” the woman at the receptionist desk greeted me. “I was told that Veronica Strafford was brought in and was asking for me. Can I please speak with her?” I knew that it was well past visiting hours, but I did not care one bit. Plus, it was not like they would deny me access to somewhere or someone in this pack. She nodded and told me to follow her. There were many questions and thoughts churning in my head, but I did not even know where to start, so I stayed silent. “She’s sleeping, but the evidence folder is on the door,” she said before leaving. I snuck inside as quietly as possible, trying not to disturb her. My hand snatched the folder before looking at her to prepare myself since I had no idea what to expect. Evidence folders were prepared anytime there was an attack. It held all pertinent information
THEO The words were out of my mouth before I fully processed what I was even doing. Pain ripped through my chest, erupting in flames along the bond that had not even fully formed. This was unlike anything I had ever felt before. Brynn stared at me with an expression that I could not even place. She bit her lip, but the pain was not affecting her as badly as it was me. Or she was better at masking it. It felt like someone plunged their hand into my chest and ripped apart my heart and soul. I supposed that was what happened when you lost your soulmate. Zen was snarling up a storm. I had never heard him more furious than he was at this moment. There was no doubt in my mind that he would rip me to shreds if he was able to. “I, Brynn Fullilove, happily accept your rejection.” The pain subsided the moment that she accepted it, but I could not shake the feeling that I just fucked everything up. I had no intention of rejecting her. I honestly thought that we could get through the questi
THEO “I was wondering when you’d be back. You girls can go so that Theo and I can catch up about the Alpha Games,” Veronica said, waving to them. It was laughable that she thought she could get them out of here. She no longer had any control whatsoever and never would again. “It’s Alpha Theo to you Veronica. You don’t get the privilege of having any type of familiarity with me anymore. I had been blinded to you before but never again. To think that I ever cared about you at all,” I said, shaking my head in disgust. The two of us grew close in high school because she was one person who never felt the need to shy away from me or want anything from me other than friendship. It had been a nice reprieve because most people always had an agenda with the future Alpha of the pack. Veronica had been different. At least that was what I had been deluded into thinking. Goddess, I was a complete fool. I was disgusted with myself and hated myself at the same time. I turned my attention to the
BRYNN I could not think past the numbness that filled me. My body was part of me but separate at the same time right now. Meeting one’s mate was supposed to be a magical experience. It was when two souls came together, combining to make both whole in a way that shifted their reality as they became complete for the first time in their entire lives. I had always dreamed of the day that I would meet my mate. He would be my perfect completion selected by the Goddess herself. My body was filled with undisputable happiness when I realized that Alpha Theo was my mate. It made sense why I was drawn to him over the years and why I had such strong feelings for him. Then he accused me of attacking Veronica and cut me off before I could tell him to put me under an Alpha command. Rejection. Rejected. He did not want me and believed a lie over the truth. I was thankful that I finally saw his true colors even if it broke me that I was not good enough for him. I found myself at Sebastian’s door.
THEO I took a steadying breath and knocked on the door to my father’s office. He called me in, and I was rewarded with blank expressions from both of my parents. That was even worse than them looking like they hoped I would be struck by lightning. My father’s eyes flicked down to the chair, so I took the unspoken command and sat. Their blank expressions did not hide the fire in their eyes. I could tell that they were disappointed in me without them even needing to say it. It was what I deserved after what I did to her. “It’s safe to say that we were very surprised to hear that you had found out who your mate was a week ago and didn’t even hear about it,” my father began. I just stayed quiet until I was asked a question. I might be Alpha technically, but he was my Alpha and father. “We were even more surprised to hear who it was. We could never have imagined a better Luna for this pack. She’s worked extensively alongside your mother for years and could do this job in her sleep. He
BRYNN Hanging out with Jackson was exactly what I needed to take my mind off the shitshow that was my life at the moment. He was hilarious, genuine, and a great person to be around. We chatted about anything and everything. Conversation flowed effortlessly with him just like it always had in school. I knew that he appreciated the fact that I treated him just like I would anyone else. It did not matter that he was our Beta. I respected his leadership within our pack, but I respected him first and foremost as a person. Each time that I went to pay for the things I got, he beat me to it. I almost lost my shit on him because I always struggled with others spending money on me. He called it a belated birthday gift each time. He was actually fun to shop with. He had a decent eye for what looked good together. It was insisted that the clothes needed to showcase the strength found in my obvious muscles. Many she-wolves trained in sports bras and shorts or leggings. That was a little out of
Hello, lovelies! I just wanted to let you know that “Design of Fate” is officially up on the app, so I hope you will check it out. Jackson is always strong pillar of support when others need it, without question, and without fail. That is why he was chosen for this particular journey with his mate. They will both have difficult obstacles to overcome in order to find their peace and happiness. True to form, the Goddess has connected people together in a significant way. Tune into the new book to see how the design of fate plays out. I sincerely appreciate all of your support and encouragement throughout these books. I love hearing your feedback, theories, and thoughts. – Shana Allen
SNEAK PEEK – “DESIGN OF FATE” - JACKSON Imeela. The name sounded like a prayer. Imeela was my mate that I met two days ago when she was being attacked by a group of vampires. She had held her own very well until it was not. Brynn had got me out of bed for a road trip but would not tell me where we were going. Luckily, she had the forethought to bring warriors with us. Goddess, she fought them like a lethal warrior. Not only was she deadly, but she was fucking gorgeous too. Brynn worked her charm and convinced her to come back here. She was given the choice to either use the extra bedroom in my suite or a guest room. Thankfully, she chose my suite. Well, our suite. However, she was extremely reserved, but I could not blame her. It was easy to see that her life had not been easy. That hurt Zeus and me to think about. She had woken up screaming from a nightmare this morning, and now she had been pacing in her room for the past hour. I had no idea what she was going through, but tha
BRYNN “Have you guys decided on his name yet?” I asked, looking at the beautiful cherub in his arms. Beautiful blue eyes, peachy skin, a head of hair that matched his mother’s color, and the most adorable button nose. He was so perfect. “Matteo Ray,” he said, smiling at his firstborn. “Ray after his godmother just with a y instead of an e,” he said, winking at me. Tears stung my eyes, but I desperately tried to keep them there because it would ruin my view of the little guy. It had meant everything to me when they asked me and Theo to be godparents to their son. To share the same middle name as him meant just as much to me. I took Kalen from her father and got her situated. Goddess, she was two now, and each day was a new adventure. Everyone, us included, had been very surprised with how calm she generally was. There were times when that calm wore off, but that was a rarity in comparison. It seemed that the Goddess’ blessing was quite literal with blessing her with both strength a
THEO Remember that flash drive the doctor mentioned? Yeah, it had quite a bit of fucking shit on it. The contents definitely gave the Council everything that they needed to intervene. Trust me when I said that they definitely decided to intervene in a creative way once the bastard was apprehended. Would you care to take a guess what they decided? Mhm. Exactly! They called my mate in. So, we headed back over to Coverstone with a viewing party, consisting of all the leadership. Dahlia was thrilled to be brought in officially as Gamma Female. She was a multi-threat personality, so we would see how this played out. Brynn decided that we would be playing a new game. She still had not explained to any of us what it would entail other than to imagine Twister meets carnival games. That explanation really set me ablaze with need. I needed to witness this game and needed to see what damage it would cause. From what we understood, it would be the dipshit CEO, the doctor, and the P.A. all in
BRYNN Today would be interesting to say the least. We had a few things to accomplish, so we began our day early. Mira wanted to come along, and she accomplished it with those damn wolfy pup eyes that she perfected. That was her terminology, and I would never be able to think or say puppy dog eyes ever again. Our first stop would be to Coverstone so that I could question the doctor and P.A. myself. Trust me that was not why she wanted to tag along. Nope. It was because of our second stop. Theo, Mira, and I would be visiting the site where the study was being conducted. As such, we needed to look the part. That was why I donned a midnight blue pencil skirt and matching blazer with a white blouse underneath it. My hair was pulled back into a twisted bun. Only minimal makeup was on my face because I had always preferred to have a fresh look. Then I put on low heels because I did not want to kill my feet too much today. Mira looked so adorable in her little business outfit. She had insi
THEO We had left Scarsdale in promising hands. Alpha Scott, even though he insisted on us still calling him Scott, had many great plans to strengthen the pack and cleansing it of his father’s touch. We made sure that he understood that we were only a call or text away. Caleb and Thalia were growing closer and developing a sibling bond. She felt overwhelmed at times, but my mate was definitely helping her to find her place in the pack. Thalia had a rough life thus far, so we wanted her to feel free and happy. Brynn had taken it upon herself to work with her each day as she taught her self-defense. Thalia was a hard worker and eager to learn everything that she could. I watched as Brynn walked hand in hand with Mira from the swing set. These two females were everything to me. Although, I should add in the third one that I had yet to meet. Some of the guys had joked that I must be hoping for a little boy to help counterbalance the estrogen in the house. It would not bother me if all o
THEO Scott was left with the Council and their warriors to get things situated. Luna Charlotte and Richard offered to help Scott, but he just asked her to rest. Robert offered to take her to lay down somewhere, but she did not want to go back to the Alpha floor. He understood that and offered to take her to his home. They both looked happy with the truth of their mate-bond. They would have their own trials to overcome, but I believed that they could be happy together. We went with Caleb to see Thalia. He was extremely nervous, knowing that this was his sister. He also felt guilty because he had left, and even if he did not know that she was his sister, the truth remained the same. He escaped and found a good life for himself, but she was left here within the clutches of a lunatic Alpha. Hopefully he would one day see it was not a burden that he should carry. The past needed to be left in the past so that the future could be embraced. Caleb stood in front of the door that Scott had
BRYNN While the bastard Alpha was apprehended, we would need to deal with the remaining pack. An Alpha set the standard for a pack. This Alpha was a fucking bastard who did extremely despicable things, so it was safe to say that there would be more in this pack who shared the same ideals. First, we needed to speak with Scott. The safest option was for her to mindlink him, getting him up here. I helped her rinse off the powder first so that it was possible. Surprisingly, I was able to keep my anger reigned in when I took stock of even more injuries. Luna Charlotte was extremely embarrassed that someone else was seeing the state that she was in even if that embarrassment was misplaced because there was nothing to be embarrassed about. It did not take a rocket scientist to pinpoint what caused her to feel that way. “I want you to look into my eyes so that you know I’m speaking the truth with these words.” I paused until her eyes met mine. “What he did to you is unforgivable and shows
THEO As much as I did not want my mate to be on this mission, I did see how much her presence had already helped. From being able to pull on the shadows for our cover to doing what she did with the chick in the kitchen. Brynn and Moira had both been training hard with Tris and Paise to master her Vessel abilities. They still had not been able to identify them all since there were hundreds of possible abilities that previous Vessels had of their own. Not everyone had the same abilities. Thus, it was a long process of figuring out which ones they were able to utilize. ‘Our mates are powerful and sexy,’ Zen commented. ‘Not to mention that they both are really adventurous.’ He snickered as he remembered the last time that Moira surprised him by calling him out to her trail and attacked him. Okay, attack was definitely a loose term. You could not attack the eager and very willing. Her howls of pleasure were loud enough to catch the attention of a couple of patrol wolves. When they came