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2021-08-10 09:00:00"What are you doing here? Don't we have a class scheduled today?" I put my both hands on my pocket, as what I said she is more important than anyone else than someone else. Above all, she was the most precious for me, my only Luna.
“I just went here too,” I lied, now thinking what I am going to answer when she asks me for whom."Who?" Still I can’t find an effective lied to answer her question.
"Are you following me?" It was with her jokes voice tone, then she raised his left eyebrow at him."N-No. I just really visited here too," I said, wishing that she won't asked me about why I am there anymore.
"Ah, okay." It was getting dark when she decided to go home, but then in my mind I still do not want to leave her, so I also still accompanied her. A few more walks home she stopped and thought of entering an open field."I want to be here first. Thanks for joining me on the walk," she said but I did not speak, when she went inside and
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His Howling Desire Chapter 31
"Bullshit!" I whispered and quickly went to the woods or forest indicated in the letter. "Our lives were ruined when we were expelled from our original kingdom of the Golderines. If they thought, they would be happy and the next ones would be Alphas in their kingdom they were mistaken." Luna’s forehead furrowed."I am sure we can kill you now Luna and I'm sure that it will also be the death of Golderine's next Alpha." I felt anger well up in my heart, especially when I saw the scar on Luna's arm."I don't kow what you are saying. I also don't care what else you say or even if you say the next Alpha will die because for me you all just have to die!" It hurts me, my Luna, those words of you indeed hurt me, baby… The anger I feel is that the darkening of the sky also causes the light coming from the moon to be completely blocked. For now, I haven't thought about Marco yet, because I need to prioritize Luna's situation more, but I'm sure that the day will co
Last Updated : 2021-08-11His Howling Desire Chapter 31.1
"You are just going to stay there, when you are really strong I will take you to your house. Do not leave there, I will just take them back to the kitchen." She pinched herself and she looked like a gentle cat that I nodded at me, even though I noticed on her faced expression that she was like going to disobey me.From the side of my eyes, I noticed her watched me pick up the tray placed on the side table.-From the kitchen I was the bowl and plates that I used when I felt and smell her presence not far from me, I just simply shaking my head. Maybe now she think that I am still unaware from what she was doing right, little did she know that even I did not move my head I can still felt her presence and I guess that she was trying to run out of this house.I put my both hands on the dry towel and walked towards her, and when she was about to lift her legs to run out of the house I picked her up on my upper body."Take me down Clarkson!" her voice even ha
Last Updated : 2021-08-12His Howling Desire Chapter 31.2
"Clarkson," she called my name, though that time, I still hadn't moved from leaning my back against the car."Hmm?""Didn't you say you would help me?" I stood up properly, removed my leaning from the car, my eyes seemed to be waiting for what the next words would come out of her mouth."Yeah," I replied to her."I agree. I want to be strong, I want to have knowledge about werewolves, so I can make sure I can kill them all." A warm breeze of air passed between us. I put my hand in the pocket of my pants I was wearing, I also adjusted the black hoodie I often wore even when the weather was cold or hot."In one condition," I said, her left eyebrow rose at me, she stepped closer to me. As she watched me."So what?" She boldly asked me with only a little distance left between us."Forget all about your revenge, all about werewolves. I want you to focus on your study. I want you to live normally. And if you can do that all, I promised, starting this su
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I disobeyed for him. The days passed quickly, one rainy afternoon, I had just finished my training when my mother talked to me. "Clarkson son, are you sure of your decision?" "What if your father finds out that Alpha, and this time he can't forgive you anymore?" I touched both my mother's shoulders. "Mother, I have a strong feeling that even if father punishes me he will not reject me completely here in the Golderine Kingdom, because I know that he will understand me, because he fell in love with you, he also fell in love with someone , mother. " He sighed deeply, and I smiled at him. "I'm just scared for your safety Clarkson, I don't want the time to come when you will be ruined because of your love for Luna." I stared at it and eventually avoided looking at him as well. "But that's really how love is, isn't it mother? You're ready to get hurt, you're ready to gamble everything even yourself and life?" He caressed my left cheek
Last Updated : 2021-08-14His Howling Desire Chapter 32.1
Juno and Julo said goodbye shortly. Clarendon has become quiet also, and Jena here in my side was obviously drunk, because maybe she was very good in drinking alcohol, even how many bottles of wine it is. I was not prepared, I was actually too surprised when Jena suddenly kissed me, that time I only felt the anger, Luna with that Kristoffer keeps on echoing in my mind, so I also kissed back Jena. "Clarkson," I heard Clarendon said my name, but I still continue kissing Jena, because fuck! I don't know how to feel anymore, if it feels like I am going to kill someone now, and that was that fucking Kristoffer man, but then I was stan when Luna pulled Kristoffer'w polo collar and kissed her as well. "Fuck, I miss this babe." I watched how she closed her eyes, just continuing to kiss Kristoffer, while her hands caressed his nape. I was trembling in fury, Clarendon guarding through my side when I got up from sitting immediately, my hands were already
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-- Deeper and deeper we kiss each other, our tongues argue, my whole body heats up even more. She was pushed back into my room as I began to grind himself on me. "I am sorry, I made you cried," I said as his hand gently caressed my back. "Just don't make me felt jealous again!" She pouted my lips and I just laughed at me a bit. She put my hand on my chest and looked she looked at me. The events that followed went fast. Now my hands travel to the loon of her upper garment. She sat on the side of us as my lips kissed her neck, until it dropped to her chest. I want her so bad, I want so badly even back then to see her nudity, but not was really nudity means, when I said that, I mean that I want to see her inner scars and wounds, I want to touch it so gentle , and tried my best to heal it or at least made her feel better even it was just for a temporary time. "Ohh, C-Clarkson ..." She moaned my name as she felt that my hand was cupp
Last Updated : 2021-08-16His Howling Desire Chapter 33.1
"I love you so much, Luna. I want you to be mine only," I said in a husky deep voice of mine. Today, was very different for me. There were a mixture of happiness but sadness also. Happiness because I felt the joy to be with the woman I love, that was also love me too, but there was also a feeling of sadness inside me, because I can't control to think, if I will be happy forever, if she will going to be like this forever, does she able to love me too, if she knew that I am a werewolf too? But then even I am full of questions and doubts in my mind, I just chose to be happy first, because who knows on the next days, weeks, months or years, that happiness will going to take away from me, and how I wish so bad, for it not to happen, because I am indeed sure that I can't afford to lost, my Luna. "I love you so much too, C-Clarkson. When you came into my life, it was like that was the only time I knew what life really meant." Next was she felt the touch of my lips on
Last Updated : 2021-08-17His Howling Desire Chapter 34
Now in the midst of the crowd, where we were surrounded by the various colors of light that illuminated the surroundings Luna's grip tightened over my shoulder. From earlier until we were dancing now she could not take his eyes off me, and it made me felt so special, whil I just keep on staring at her, like i do not want to lost her in my sight. She was more beautiful than every light that the gymnasium have now, she was like a stars that was attractive than any heavenly bodies on the night sky. I never really thought that after a year, I can talk to her again like that, that after a passed years I can be with the woman I love so much, I can touch her, and see her without hiding on the large trunk of the trees."Maybe I will dissolve, you have been staring at me before," she said jokingly."Why, don't you?" she was so bitten on my lower lip. "Of course, I would," she replied to me, and simply giggled. "You look so gorgeous, tonight," I whispered
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"I am willing to die from your own hands, my Luna, if it was only the one who will set you free from the sorrow that was you are carrying for a long years," I said in an almost a whispered full of heartaches while looking at her sadly, and after I said that was the same time, her hand let go of the knife she was holding lately so tight. I was just looking at her, until I saw the Bluederine Alpha at her back that was planning to stab her. No, not now. I will never give them a chance to hurt the woman I really love. "Luna!" Things went fast, I gently pushed herto the side. No one can hurt my Luna, the time I fall in love with her deeply, for me it was the only rule that must obey, and when someone disobey this order of mine, death will be the punishment. The time that I killed the Bluederine Alpha, was the same time I saw her crying not in pain, but with a genuine smile on my lips.After that I turned to her, I approached hrr immediately and making sure that she was not hur
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In the days that passed, as usual I secretly watched him from afar and there I could see that his determination to take revenge on all of us had not really changed. The next day my father Alpha called me to a meeting, as long as I just went there, I didn’t care if now was the day where I would be evicted here at Golderine Alpha because of my broken law. Today my father Alpha told me, while my family members Golderine Werewolves were around me, that he would no longer continue to punish me because that was also the will of almost all Golderine Werewolves. My mother happily approached me, followed by Clarendon, Juno, Julo and Jena, as well as some other Werewolves, the joy of what my father Alpha said was drawn on their faces, and even my father approached me, but I can't help but be happy. I was just an idiot on the cement, I could hear their noises, but my mind was always just thinking of Luna. "Thank you very much, but I want to rest." I smiled fakely, bowed
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"Why? W-Why don't you tell me? Why don't you speak up, Clarkson!" Our vision was met, and while I was looking at her I was tearing more inside. It seems like in just a blink of an eyes, every thing change so fast, it was like weare happy before just enjoying the moment and now it suddenly became complicated. "I am sorry, baby. I can explain, j-just listen to me first." She covered her mouth, I am to afraid that she will not let me. I saw it, I noticed that her body was shaking, it was too obvious in her face expression that it seems like she was in between two decision that she was having a hard time to choose what is the right one. "Oh my gosh! Oh my—" She shook her head repeatedly, her gaze became sharp on me. That day, the one I fear the most was already happening, and now that I already feel it, it seems like I do not know any idea how to handle it, without hurting her feelings. "You are one of them, you are a fucking Werewolf!" I want her to let me expla
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-Like what she have said to me, from the next day we go to different places, we eat from various restaurant. Luna and I, watch the sunset on the horizon together. And at night we both walk on the street and stopped on the high part to see the city lights. From the top of my car, she leaned my head on my shoulder. "I hope that kind of moment last forever," she said in an almost a whispered. I then eventually felt my fingers ran through my hair. If it will nit going to last, then I will still try my best even just to love her from afar, but then I really wished that Luna will stay with me until my last breath. She was the only one I want beside me when I still became an Alpha. Luna was the only woman I want to be the mother of my children. She was the only want I want in every dream and plan I have in my life. Only her, now, tomorrow and forever. "That was the one I am wishing too, baby. You are the only woman I want to be with forever." She
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"There is also a time, wherein when a wolf does something that is really bad and out of the order, the Alpha can surely expile them. It means that there is no other packs can take them in an after going rogue." That is why, when I chose this decision I already prepared myself that I might also be one of them. "That was the only thing I knew when it comes to werewolves packs or ranks in the kingdom they belong in." "Do you mean that even Alpha's children will be punished or expelled from their own kingdom, when they rebuke or do something against the rules?" I approached her, and then I stroked her left cheek for a moment. "Yes. To the Werewolves the law remains the law. Even if you are still said to be the heir to the highest position, that will be ignored, as long as you have disobeyed the most forbidden commandment in the kingdom." That is why when my father knew all about this, all about this decision of mine, I know I will be pu
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"I am going to be careful, because there are many creatures around me hiding in masks." I stopped kissing her then she held my hand as we walked towards the sofa so we could sit there. And yeah, to talk about that old woman who made me nervous. "And surprisingly, she knew my name even though I didn't tell her that," she added, it seems like the old woman's words will give her an anxiety. She turned to me as I remained silent, she even slightly kicked him because I seemed my thoughts became in mess too maybe because about what also the old woman told me. "Are you alright?" she asked me, in myself here is what my response to her ... No, I am not okay, I knew to myself that what the old woman said to us was real, and that bloody night, I felt like it was really going to happen, I just do not get what she want to imply exactly on her last words which is there will be a war between a heart and mind. "Y-Yeah, I am just wondering too how i
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When I met and fall in love with Luna it seems like i am like a secret agent, always hiding on the safe place where she can't see me. Now I watched her walking down the hospital hallway, and the sadness was too obvious on her face especially when she took a sighed deeply. I wonder when she will going to be free from those unmercy problems. It was already 5:00 pm, it was near to evening. I watched her went to the little chapel here inside the hospital. From the front of the altar she sat down and put her hands together. Quietly I out the half on my body to leaned on the walls her while my gazed was all focus on her. After a couple of seconds, she raised her gaze to the symbol of the cross that is infront of her, that was on the top of the altar."My God, I know revenge is wrong. It was wrong for me to live in so much anger, but is it a sin if I just want to get justice?" She closes her eyes emphatically. Her voice, her words were clear for me. It just a weig
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Now in the midst of the crowd, where we were surrounded by the various colors of light that illuminated the surroundings Luna's grip tightened over my shoulder. From earlier until we were dancing now she could not take his eyes off me, and it made me felt so special, whil I just keep on staring at her, like i do not want to lost her in my sight. She was more beautiful than every light that the gymnasium have now, she was like a stars that was attractive than any heavenly bodies on the night sky. I never really thought that after a year, I can talk to her again like that, that after a passed years I can be with the woman I love so much, I can touch her, and see her without hiding on the large trunk of the trees."Maybe I will dissolve, you have been staring at me before," she said jokingly."Why, don't you?" she was so bitten on my lower lip. "Of course, I would," she replied to me, and simply giggled. "You look so gorgeous, tonight," I whispered
His Howling Desire Chapter 33.1
"I love you so much, Luna. I want you to be mine only," I said in a husky deep voice of mine. Today, was very different for me. There were a mixture of happiness but sadness also. Happiness because I felt the joy to be with the woman I love, that was also love me too, but there was also a feeling of sadness inside me, because I can't control to think, if I will be happy forever, if she will going to be like this forever, does she able to love me too, if she knew that I am a werewolf too? But then even I am full of questions and doubts in my mind, I just chose to be happy first, because who knows on the next days, weeks, months or years, that happiness will going to take away from me, and how I wish so bad, for it not to happen, because I am indeed sure that I can't afford to lost, my Luna. "I love you so much too, C-Clarkson. When you came into my life, it was like that was the only time I knew what life really meant." Next was she felt the touch of my lips on
