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Author: R. Aarti
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Jenny’s POV

Right now I’m highly strung, edgy and needy.

And I would blame Ryan for making me a mess, which needs to be handled by him desperately. I’ve never craved for anything in my life this much the way I crave for his touch. Every passing second under his intense gaze makes me want to imagine a lot of stuff that I can't voice.

He made me helpless, needy and stroking wet for him. My eyes scanned his figure with all the interest, the deep black tuxedo suit fitted him so fine that all I could think about was how to rip those close off from him. My gaze drops down on those hard and rough veins on his hands. I've noticed those tempting veins of his hands a lot of times before however I never felt this sansation until now.

I don’t know if it’s because of the pants up frustration of the past two-three years or if it's because of his hot breath fallin my skin, making me want to grab him and kiss the life out of him.

But as if he was intentionally teasing me, he stood an inch apart n
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