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Chapter 43: The Day Of Remorse
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I gulped in disbelief, as everyone in the room— including Hansel— went out to give us some alone time.
I didn't respond. I was too shocked. Mom was laying before me, totally ill, and my guilt was starting to eat me. Why did I feel so sympathetic? Why did I feel like I'd done something wrong? Why was this happening?
Tears fell down from her eyes continuously, and I found myself approaching beside her. She reached for my hand. The coldness of her skin along with the slenderness of it caused my heart to sink. I wasn't used to her touching me. It felt bizarre.
She looked horrible. Dad wouldn't even want her to be in this state. But why was I being like this?
"I didn't know you'll come," she said, tugging a genuine smile with her thin lips.
I looked away from her, not wanting to see her like this. I had wished for this to happen, but I didn't know why I felt so guilty.
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