MY FATHER TAUGHT me many life lessons, one of them about taking what I want.
If I see something I want, I take it. No questions. I don't need a reason or a moral justification to lull me to sleep at night. All I need is the comforting fact that it's mine and no one else's.
Just like the brunette standing in my personal meeting room, staring at me with the most intriguing anger. She doesn't realize it yet, but she's mine. The moment I saw her up against that window in the hotel with hunger and determination flashing behind her eyes, I knew she was my next taking.
I want more than a one-night stand. I want her on her knees every night, batting her eyelashes and puckering her lips for me. I want to own all her moans, all her orgasms. And the thought of her under the touch of another man, especially my brother's, makes my skin boil.
Call me obsessive and controlling, but it's the reason I started a multi- billion-dollar business using nothing but my brain and the power of negotiation.
I won't pretend my last name didn't help. It did. But my business doesn't wear the Bass name like the rest of the businesses in my family's tech conglomerate. Innovex Microchips is its own entity, founded on outside investors, I vetted myself and paid back in excess. I didn't take a single drop of my father's money.
I strategically hand-pick each of my employees, like my head of human resources, Angelo, who's been here since the beginning. Sitting in a leather chair in front of my desk, he wears a serious yet inviting expression.
Hannah sits next to him, seeming to snap out of her daze before her angered aura dampens.
Offering her my hand, I fight my smug look that's threatening to surface. "Miss Lockwood, it's a pleasure to meet you."
Her hand fits perfectly in mine, soft and supple. "And you, Mr. Bass." My name comes out on a clip.
We shake for a moment too long, staring into each other's eyes, hers swirling with a complicated concoction of anger, lust and confusion. The friction in the air is so thick I could reach out my hand and grab it.
My gaze falls, zeroing in on the way she's biting her lower lip, the same way she did last night. She must realize what she's doing, because her lip plops back out, before she lets go of my hand.
Then she sits, her heels making her knees slightly higher than her waist, accentuating her slender legs. I take a seat behind my desk, closing my laptop.
Angelo clears his throat. "I went ahead and skipped the vetting process, as she was already here for another interview. I thought it best for you two to meet now and get any questions out of the way."
"I have a question." Hannah crosses her legs, craning her neck towards me. "A few, actually."
Excitement curls in my chest. There's that look again. My cock hardens against my pants. Luckily, my desk hides it from their viewing.
"I'm listening." My voice comes out silkier than intended.
When she came into my office, I expected her to be shocked, unable to speak. What a surprise it must be to find out that, not only am I her ex's brother, but also her future employer. But here she is, with fire in her eyes, ready to question me.
"When did this position open?"
"Today."
"Really?" Her tone is sweet, but there's no missing the hint of malice
underlining her seemingly innocent words. "Yes, really."
"And what would I be doing?"
She's testing me. Interesting.
From her records, she applied for a client relations assistant manager job, a far cry from being my brother's personal assistant. Such a waste of time it must've been, given he does short of nothing at Bass Mobile.
“Attend meetings, take notes, manage my calendar, that kind of stuff." She sits up straighter with an intriguing seriousness.
That got her attention. What kind of bullshit did my brother have her
doing? I won't lie to myself. I know what I really want from her. But I'm not about to damage her career and growth, not when her body tells me she's eager to learn.
And when I'm so willing to teach her...
"Would you like that?"
"Yes," she answers quickly.
A grin curves over my mouth. It seems my relation to my brother isn't a
problem.
Wetting her lips, she uncrosses her legs, shooting heat straight to my groin. At this angle, I have an opportune view of her panties tucked inside her skirt. Red and lacy.
My grip on my armrest tightens, before Angelo chimes in, "The position is newly formed as well. I want to assure you no one was let go or left recently."
"Of course." Hannah nods. "Do you not have other assistants?" "I do, but this job would be more... on-call."
"Does that include in-house assistance?"
Fuck... She gets it.
I imagine her in my apartment, desperate and needy for me. Her eyes plead for an answer, and my boxers suddenly feel suffocating around my hips.
"Yes," I say. This was easier than I thought. "I know you're qualified, given your recent employment. I'd hire you right now. Are you interested?"
She stands and smiles at me, the light hitting her figure in such a way it could bring me to my knees. I prepare to dismiss Angelo and cancel my next appointment the moment she accepts my offer, only so I can have my way with her, preferably ass-up on my—
"No," she says sweetly.
Wait, what? My hard-on vanishes. Hold on—
I open my mouth to protest, but she whips around and walks a tight line
all the way across and out of the room. The last thing I see is the back of her tall heel kicking the door shut.
I blink.
The door rattles on its hinges, and Angelo's eyes are wide like saucers as his hand covers his mouth.
"Stay here," I growl, bursting from my chair. After discovering her half- way down the hall, I'm hot on her trail when she stops suddenly, whipping her head around.
"You like making a scene in front of my head of HR?" My voice is low and laced with annoyance.
"I'm not here to be your little errand girl who can get you off," she counters with ten times the wrath. "I've already tried that, you know, with your brother? Thanks for telling me, by the way. So mature. You're a lot alike."
"We're nothing alike." Hot rage bubbles in my gut. "So what? He's my brother. You wanted a night with a stranger, and that's what you got. I could've been anyone."
She doesn't respond.
"Don't act all innocent, Hannah. I know what last night was for you." Before I know it, her ear tickles my lips, a familiar lilac perfume sousing my senses. "An awakening."
Her face pales.
"For me too," I whisper. "We can help each other. I'm giving us the opportunity to experience it again... and again."
Doe eyes flutter to meet mine. Yes, like that. She glances at my lips. Hand yourself over. Leaning in, her lips are so close to mine I can feel the tickle of her breath. Entangle yourself in my web. My eyelids fall, preparing to taste her wet tongue—
"Fuck. You."
My eyes shoot open, only to watch her racing down the hall, her laughter echoing off the walls.
"Hannah!" I bark, chasing after her.
My next appointment swings his suit-clad body into my view, and I stop dead in my tracks. He gives her a confused look as she darts past him. Trying to appear natural, I wave an apology to him, as if I wasn't about to hunt down a girl in my hall, who’s laughing like a maniac.
Fuck you—Fuck you? I can't believe she said that. Not only to my face, but in my face. Inches away. I don't know if I should be pissed or turned on. While I contemplate my reaction and usher my bewildered appointment
through my door, a single thought burns a hole through the back of my consciousness.
That won't be the last time I see Hannah Lockwood.
JOHN PULLS UP to the curb in front of my apartment building. I thank him before entering through the doors, my phone buzzing in my pocket.
Harrison: I'm here. Same spot.
Taking the elevator to the basement, I soon pass by empty cars. Automatic lights flicker on in response before a black Cadillac sedan comes into view, parked in the corner with no headlights.
I hop into the front seat, already knowing the man I'll see when I turn my head. A wise face with a receding hairline meets my sight. Harrison Thornton prefers to meet in private for such sensitive occasions.
"The board needs an answer." He skips the small talk, like always, which I respect. It's something we have in common when it comes to business. "Have you given any more thought to our proposition?"
The driver's side window cracks, the smoke of his lit cigar escaping out the slit. He hands me another, the smooth texture sliding between my two fingers.
"Yes, I have." I lean into his lighter, sucking in my first puff. As I settle back into the leather seats, the tobacco floats straight to my brain, making me feel light. "And I agree it's the best course of action, if we are to expand further into the tech industry."
Harrison has been on my board of directors and a big investor since my company's infancy. In fact, he's a major investor in countless successful businesses scattered across New York. I've always admired him for his straightforwardness, particularly his ruthless business maneuvers.
"Good. The board extends their gratitude." The motion lights in the garage go dark, the car's interior glow the only thing illuminating his coarse features. "There's no length you won't go, no line you haven't crossed, to see the furthering success of Innovex. I've been around long enough to know that's why you'll always stay on top. You're a rare breed."
My gut sings to his words, and a familiar, dark hunger nips at my insides. Ruthless as he may be, not Harrison nor my entire board could force my hand to do anything. I'm the majority shareholder.
I hold all the power.
He continues, "It's a significant but necessary sacrifice. But, as you know, this type of thing will only be temporary."
I take a long drag, letting the heat simmer deep in my chest. "Of course, as it should be." The smoke bellows from my lips. "What's our time frame?"
"Several promising companies are set to go to market in about two months. It would need to be before that."
"Soon, then." My mind races with urgency. "I'd wager it's not the first time you've been on a board that's requested such an arrangement?"
"Correct. I've recommended and orchestrated it myself multiple times." "So, it can appear believable in such a short time?"
"Yes, if done correctly." His eyes bury themselves in mine, searching for
information he won't find. "I'll have my guys on it tomorrow, unless you already have a candidate in mind?"
Stifling a smug smile, I adjust my cufflinks to appear disinterested. "I do, actually. She interviewed at Innovex today."
RAIN SPLATTERS AGAINST THE WINDOW.I sit curled up on the couch in our living room, watching Seinfeld. I'm on season five, even though I've seen the show all the way through twice. It's my go-to comfort show that I turned on the instant I got home.Sofia is still gone. She texted me saying she's staying late for work. I haven't seen her since the club on Sunday night. We agreed to a late lunch together after my interview, but I texted her it ran long and to go without me.I'm still debating if I should tell her what happened today. I'm not sure how I feel. It's more complicated than when I dealt with the aftermath of Sterling. Then, I felt sad and stupid.And now? I shove my spoon into my tub of chocolate chip ice cream. Now I feel stupid and something else...Pissed. Yes, that's it.For two reasons.One, my chances of working on Silicon Avenue are approaching zero.The Bass family owns half of it, and their reach and influence must stretch down the entire street. My promising client
THAT DID NOT COME OUT RIGHT.I've never done this before—how are you supposed to say that to someone? I sound like I've completely lost my mind.Her chair bursts away from the table, her mouth open on a silent exasperation. She looks frozen, as if she's deciding between staying here with me—who says crazy shit like that—or to bolt and run.My eyes travel downward, to the yellow sundress she's wearing, something so different from anything I've seen on her. It's no less distracting, with its cinched waist and floral design that brings out all her feminine features."Please, tell me I heard that wrong."My collared shirt suddenly feels too tight at the neck. "Hannah, we can help each other."She finally gets to her feet, grabbing her purse and rummaging through it, presumably for money to put on the table so she can ditch me.Her laugh edges with anger. "I don't care about some awakening or your stupid money. You're bad news, and I don't want to hear your fake reason why we need to prete
WHEN DAMIEN TOLD me the conference room would be next to legal, I didn't realize legal made up an entire floor.I meander across the tile flooring, passing by sophisticated men and women dressed in pantsuits, each radiating confidence and knowing exactly where they're going. Unlike me, who's checking each door marked with a number, trying to figure out which direction I'm supposed to go.Room 2090, Private Accord Chamber A.Bingo.The glossy doorknob stares me down as I brush off my dress and nibblethe inside of my cheek. I'm about to enter an unknown domain, where I suspect to be a minnow up against an experienced shark.I wrote my conditions and sent them to Damien last night, but I don't know if they're final or need to be negotiated. He seems to hold all the power and expertise, so I dressed for compensation.Pink pumps and a small, sophisticated black dress with a modest neckline. Sofia didn't pick it out for me this time, because then I'd have to tell her the insane arrangement
TONIGHT'S the worst night of every month.My car creeps by the pristinely shaved hedges and rose bushes that linethe perimeter of my family's estate. Rounding a central water feature, I parallel park my McLaren between a shimmering Rolls-Royce and an Aston Martin.It appears most guests have arrived already for our family's monthly dinner. But I don't spot my brother's sports car.He's late, as always.Stepping out, I stare up at the building. I know those excluded from the highest echelons of society would be in awe of such a work of architecture, with its cobbled walls and tall pillars. But all I see are harrowing reminders of a past I shove deep inside myself.Taking a deep breath, I ascend the long row of steps, passing through the front door.Instantly, I recognize the foyer is different as I shrug off my long coat, studying the space. What was once gold with green accents, is now black- and-white checkered tiles and crystal chandeliers. When I dispose of my coat in a nearby clo
IT'S AMAZING, really, how it takes a single man to ruin a family, leaving the rest obsessive, irreparable fragments of their former selves. My mother and brother bury their heads in their own unique addictions, while I strive for a revenge fantasy that might leave me more broken than before.I can never dethrone my father. I abandoned that notion years ago. His portfolio is too strong and too expansive in the tech industry. But Bass Mobile is his crown jewel, the highest grossing asset he has, and I have them in my back pocket.During the growth of my business, it was essential that they were my client. It sickened me to admit it, but I needed Oscar for the revenue, and he needed me for microchips no other company could outperform. They still can't, and now I no longer need him. Companies around the world line up to be in business with me, and Oscar knows it.He knows his time using Innovex's technology is ticking, and there's nothing he can bribe me with before I cut him off complete
IF WORKING for Sterling is swimming in the shallow end of the pool, then being Damien Bass's personal assistant is getting thrown out to the mercy of the sea with no life jacket."Keep up, Miss Lockwood."I'm going to drown.Trailing his long steps, clipboard in hand, my heels dig into the thin carpet. I don't know what time it is, and I sure as hell don't know where we're going. He gave me access to his online schedule—which I'm apparently supposed to run now—but it's not much help.This man is in demand. So much so, that I wonder if Sterling did any work at all. I barely saw the inside of Bass Mobile, but when I did, he was never in meetings, never on phone calls. In fact, his office was notoriously empty. I never thought it odd, but I do now.Does he slow down? Eat? Take potty breaks? I huff a breath. And does he really need to walk so fast?"Where to next?" I pump my legs harder, finally catching up to him at the rows of elevators.This morning, when I got ready for the final time
THE WAY HANNAH paces in my office gives me the best view of her ass. "I cannot present with you, Damien. I'm serious." She whirls around, heading in the opposite direction, giving me another angle to admire. "Howcould you expect me to talk in front of all those people?"She might think she's being modest in her turtleneck top, but her skirtscreams otherwise. It's the same one she wore during her interview, black and tight in all the right places.She must know what it does to me."Because you can." I recline comfortably in my chair, stifling a groan. She doesn't have to work. I'd pay her to simply be in here. "It's not bad. There won't be that many people."She flicks her head at me, her pupils glaring.I'm lucky we're in my main office that has no glass for workers to see through. Otherwise, my employees might think my new personal assistant has lost her mind."I know what the Silicon Summit is." She pops her hip out, her hand snapping to rest on it. "There will be thousands in the
MY SUITCASE COULDN'T LOOK MORE WORN out. I heave my body on top of it, forcing the clothes further down. I try the zipper, but it gets stuck.Sofia sits criss cross on my bed, watching me with an amusing look on her face.She knows everything. I thought I'd keep my arrangement with Damien a secret from her, but I caved. We tell each other everything. It's been that way since we shared a dorm room in college.I'd feel bad for leaving, even if it's only for two months, if it weren't for Jenna moving into our spare bedroom next week.I glance up to find her sipping her blended beverage."It's not even Tuesday," I say.She raises her eyebrows. "Any day is a good day for a margarita. Notjust Tuesdays." Her blended strawberry concoction chills her glass cloudy. A tiny umbrella and a straw point out of the top. "You're still coming, though, right?"Practically belly flopping on top of the fabric, the zipper finally seals shut. God, it's going to be humiliating dragging this raggedy old thin
HANNAH - 5 YEARS LATER"Are you... crying?"Sofia avoids my stare. Her head angles down towards the stage directlybelow us, to the ballerina twirling in circles on her toes in the hands of her partner. Wearing a white tutu, her brows droop downwards in an expression of pure drama and struggle."No." More sniffles."Oh my god... You are." After shooting me a stern look and retrieving a fresh handkerchief from her purse, she returns to craning over the side of the gold box railing. "And to think, only yesterday, you didn't want to come. Said it'd be too boring."She ignores me, her eyes widening when fog floats from the corners of the stage, the intense music growing ever louder.I don't blame her. I was skeptical about attending my first ballet show, too. But now I understand and appreciate its beauty, in a similar way when Damien plays the piano for me when we're alone. I can recognize the same thrill and excitement in his features as the dancers below.Tonight's performance of Swan
HANNAH"ISN'T it so much better when I plan our weekend getaways?"My lips thin, overlooking the ocean from the balcony of our villa."You've asked that every day we've been here, Damien."His chuckle is low in my ear as he wraps his arms around me, raisingmy temperature even higher than the private hot tub we're in. Our view is impeccable, along with the other villas that stand proudly in the water, tracing along the island's coastal line.Who knew houses come on stilts?We've been in Bora Bora for over a week, and I've enjoyed every second. At first, he told me we were going for a weekend vacation, just us two, and loaded up the jet with a bag I didn't pack. He then ignored all my questions about where we're headed.My guesses were Florida and Mexico. But no. I realized I was dead wrong after our flight took over eighteen hours. And then I made the even bigger realization that Damien... Damien was taking a real vacation. Not a weekend, but nearly two weeks off.I smirk.He's come s
THESE WALLS NEVER BUILT A HOME.They built a cage.My steps across my family's estate’s hallways are slow, my eyes wandering to key destinations of my childhood that would always spark awful memories.Because, when I normally pass by the archway that leads to the kitchen, I wouldn't see it as the beautiful architecture that it is. I would see my mother's last act of rebellion, struggling against my father's hold on her, before she received the final blow that turned her into the mindless aristocrat she is now. All the genuine joy expressed through her love of dance—gone.And when I'd near my father's study, I would hear Sterling's small cries as he banged against the door that always proved to be permanently closed. Often, it was me he'd hear inside, not getting much better treatment, until some maid would sweep him off his feet to carry him back to his room.But on this day, I don't see the house the same way. Right now, it seems fragile to me. Like glass.My steps quicken, with one
HANNAH SITS in a simmering silence that would intimidate anyone. Makeup artists blot fuzzy brushes to her face. A man behind her clamps a strand of her hair between an iron. And another tapes a wire underneath the strap of her blouse. Sitting on a black swivel chair, the bottoms of herflayed pantsuit reach the ends of her thin stilettos.She hasn't said a single word since entering backstage over an hour ago,and I know she must be planning something, not that she's going to share anything with me. She distinctly left that part out last night when she blew up my entire world to splinters, then informed me to go about our presentation as normal.Do you trust me? she had asked.And I didn't hesitate then, and I won't now, even before dozens of live- recording cameras and thousands in the audience.Mysterious schemes rage behind her eyes like dark tides of the sea, hinting at the rarely seen danger inside the woman before me, making me question who it really is I'm in love with... It's
I WISH I could go back to the girl I was a month ago, who was only trying to save her family from bankruptcy.Not from their murder.Sitting on the floor of my bedroom, I rest my back against the side of my bed as light streams underneath my closed door. I twist the engagement ring around my finger, embracing the pointless warmth it gives me.Damien and I can't be. But I still put it on the instant I got back, allowing myself to pretend for a while longer that the world believes we're newly engaged and we're unveiling the most anticipated microchip of the twenty-first century.But that can never happen. Tomorrow, Damien will be alone on the stage, his father watching with satisfied eyes as he tells the audience it's Bass Mobile who wins the prize for an entire year. Their stocks will skyrocket, their phones soon reigning supreme, and its users will never know the danger they slip into their pockets.My phone rings on the floor next to me, shining a familiar face I’ve grown to love on
MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER doesn't want to be found.One quick search of Victor Strauss online gave me all the information Ineeded, including his company and personal phone number. I've called many times—late last night, early this morning and an hour ago—stating who I was and practically begging him to talk to me.Which felt wrong in and of itself, because why should I have to be the one to beg? Was his reaction at the charity event all an act? He certainly recognized me and tried to chase me down before Damien got to me first.The only answer I received was as a cryptic envelope slipped underneath our door ten minutes ago. Inside, black ink marked a white slip of paper.The Crimson Lotus9:00Lifting my head to the Vietnamese restaurant glowing neon red againstthe rainy night sky, I cross the street, studying those inside. But I'm unable to see anyone. The windows are quite dark, which wouldn't bother me so much if this wasn't such a sketchy part of the city.Upon my entrance, a bell ab
NOTHING SPARKS my imagination more than the touch of the wheel beneath my fingertips, even if I'm not tall enough to see through the windshield."Vrr... Vrrr!" I mimic the purr of the engine, feeling vibrations as I pinch my lower lip between my teeth and push air from my lungs.There's no light inside Daddy's shop, not when it's past midnight, aside from the glow from a small desk lamp on top of his workbench. But that makes the thrill more worth it, sneaking out late without making a sound, letting my mind run rampant.With one turn of the wheel, I'm roaring down an open road with no destination in sight. A sandy breeze whisks my hair past my shoulders, invading every crevice of the roofless red Mustang I drive beside an endless ocean."Brrr." My lips flop with a funny feeling.With the next turn of the wheel, I'm a champion speed demon on my sure way to win my seventh NASCAR trophy. My legs elongate to their appropriate size, the bottom of my foot pinning the gas pedal to the groun
HANNAH IS a presence I've grown to need, much like a soothing melody to my ear or oxygen for my soul.For the past two weeks, her warmth has chipped away the chronic stress from my shoulders like wax dripping from a candle, leaving behind a man I can hardly recognize—with a sense of calm and joy.On several occasions, I've laughed so hard with her at the most mundane of things, that tears lined my eyes in a way they haven't since... I don't know how long. It's very clear to me now that she makes me not only a better lover, but a better person, who sees optimism in an unpredictable future, instead of trying to control it.A week ago, she convinced me to take a day off work to go have tea with my mother. Never would I have done that—obviously, not because of my mother, who I adore. But because the very thought of leaving my company unattended, even though I know there are people I specifically hire to handle my affairs when I'm absent, has always been horrid to me. As if one day off cou
HANNAH IS a presence I've grown to need, much like a soothing melody to my ear or oxygen for my soul.For the past two weeks, her warmth has chipped away the chronic stress from my shoulders like wax dripping from a candle, leaving behind a man I can hardly recognize—with a sense of calm and joy.On several occasions, I've laughed so hard with her at the most mundane of things, that tears lined my eyes in a way they haven't since... I don't know how long. It's very clear to me now that she makes me not only a better lover, but a better person, who sees optimism in an unpredictable future, instead of trying to control it.A week ago, she convinced me to take a day off work to go have tea with my mother. Never would I have done that—obviously, not because of my mother, who I adore. But because the very thought of leaving my company unattended, even though I know there are people I specifically hire to handle my affairs when I'm absent, has always been horrid to me. As if one day off cou