SUMMER.
The rays of sunshine burst across my face once the room blinds opened and I jerked to the side with a groan escaping my lips. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew it was my father."Hello Sunshine" He clamored with as much morning glee as he could garner while I desperately held unto the few seconds of sleep that still hung heavy unto my eyelids. But then he sat into the bed, weighing the mattress down and almost sending me flying.A sudden movement like that was more than enough to rid the sleep from my eyes. I rubbed them, shooting him a death glare but Davis has a large grin across his face. He was already dressed in khaki cargos and a hat strapped to his chin."Are you ready for today?" He asked and I arched my brows. "What is happening today?" Truly dumbfounded, I threw the question back to him."We were supposed to go into the city, I hired a tour guide and everything. Me, you and Taylor. And Vincent only that he cancelled on me just now" He scoffed with a gritty tone but that was all I heard. Vincent canceled so that meant he would be home.I wanted to stay home too."Ohh!" I exclaimed, clenching my temples very dramatically. "You didn't tell me yesterday, I would have woken up early and gotten prepared. Plus I think I've even come down with a headache. The journey of yesterday is totally weighing down on me" I muttered softly and by the way my dad's shoulders suddenly flattened, I could tell he knew what was next."I'm sorry" I reached to his hands. "We could go tomorrow! You did say we still had a bunch of fun things to do this summer" I cheered him up and he just let it slide with a slight nod. "I guess so" He reached to touch my neck and luckily, I was warm."You should get enough rest and eat before I get back. You're burning up" Even I was shocked as I reached to touch myself, maybe it was just the nervousness of telling him a lie—even if it was just a little white one.I rarely ever lied to my him. I was what they called a typical daddy's girl.It was so easy and often for my mum to get mad and yell at me but Davis never did. Rather, he'd sit me down and look me straight into my eyes each time I got silent and he would tell me that I could always come to him. That I should never lie to him.There was that trust as it should be, which filled me with a lot of guilt as I watched him walk away. "You wouldn't mind me stealing you dad for today, will you?" I saw them off to the front door, wrapped in my duvet while Taylor was wrapped in his arms. She was dressed for the occasion, large sunglasses, a sleeveless top and shorts as short as short as her pale white thighs."As long as you return him back" I teased back at her, jaws aching from the forced smile. It was hard not to remember yesterday and how swooned Taylor was by Vincent as well. If my dad couldn't tell, I could.She was a gold digger and I wouldn't stop until I'm able to prove that her and my father are not a great fit. He should be with someone unfazed by his success, someone who knew him inside and out—he should be with mum. Being the matchmaker that I was, I was going to make it happen. "Bye" I bade them farewell as the car took off from the driveway and when they were gone, my smile disappeared faster than the speed of light maybe because I could instantly tell that Vincent was behind me.His commanding aura and mesmerizing scent were so strong it gave away his presence in any room. I let the blanket slip to the couch before turning around to him. And lo and behold, there he was, standing with nothing but a thick piece of towel around his hips.It gave very little to my imagination, not that there should even be any at all. And my hands reached to cover my face before settling around my neck. It was hard to breathe normally with him that way."Are you okay?" He leaned forward and I nodded my head briskly. "Uh hum" A hard lump slipped down my throat. His biceps were slithering in moisture like he'd just come out of a sauna and his skin, beneath all the tattoos was the perfect shade. Like he'd tanned before coming here.I saw more tattoos than the grim reaper now, there were about several of them which made me wonder the story behind each one. But I had to leave, with each second that I spent standing there, the tension built between the both of us."I should go" I backed away when he started to inch closer and my back was pressed against the wall. How could sniff out my nervousness like a wolf to its mate, I could tell by the glimmer in his eyes and the smirk across his lips. But alas, he came to a halt."You should get dressed" His voice was more commanding than usual and I furrowed my brows. "Get dressed?" "You heard me" Vincent turned around, walking down the corridor. "We're going out" He added and there wasn't much room for me to say no.And so I scurried to my room to clean up, appearing like half an hour later in a faded pink crop top but a skirt rather than a short. It barely scraped my thighs as well but Taylor's were way shorter.Vincent was waiting by the table and his eyes didn't hold back from scanning me profusely, as if he tore off each piece of clothing with his mind. "I'm ready" My hands crossed in front of me, a little uncomfortable or maybe nervous because I still had no idea where we were going.Before I knew it, we were hiking down the Oregon roads, through a rocky forest that early morning. The sun was out, although the air was a hazy breeze but it still beamed with a lot of possibilities. Vince was way ahead in a ripped sleeveless t-shirt and shorts."Don't you just love it here?" Finally, he called out to me. "I do" I said and when he finally came to a halt at the edge of the cliff, he looked to me. "What is it?" I asked in response to his intense glare."How long has it been?""Since we last saw each other I mean?" He threw a question back at me and I grazed the ground with a stick in my hands. "I don't know, grandpa's funeral?" My tone was questioning like I wasn't sure but I was.I knew every time he came around the house."You were what? Sixteen?" He remembered and I nodded with a coy smile across my lips. "Man it seems so long ago. You look so different now" Vincent remarked and I toyed with the ends of my brunette hair. Maybe it was longer but besides that, I didn't think I changed that much.Until he said that."You too!" I struck a finger at him and we both chuckled for a moment. "How so?" His lips curved and I wasn't shy to let my eyes scan him as well. "The tattoos," I paused. "They're like a hundred more!""Oh come on" I exaggerated and got a reaction out of him. "They're barely even forty. You know I got one for each year of my life" He said."Oh" I softly gasped. "That would be what? Thirty eight now" I was so sure with my answer but he shook his head. Now, his face was closer to mine which made his glare more intense."Ouch.""Thirty seven actually, how old do you think I am?" He appeared hurt very dramatically and I rolled my eyes to the back. "It's just one year" I scoffed but Vincent shook his head. "You're wrong." His answer was stern. "One year can change a lot of things, it could change everything"And he was right.My gaze softened recollecting the events of last year, from the start of the divorce to the end. "Why didn't you never come around?" I asked him this time and Vince looked away. "Come around?" He echoed."Through the divorce.""I tried to speak to you as often as I could, didn't I?" He was always used to answering a question with a question. "It's different. Dad needed you as well, you were his best friend" I added and Vincent pushed a hard lump down his throat and then it hit me."That's why you're here, isn't it?" I asked and all he did was dart a glare back at me. "Why else?" He shrugged. And although him and my dad had been best friends for so long, it didn't stop me from wondering how much they had in common with each other because there was nothing.My dad hated tattoos, especially the idea of any on me. And he made fun of Vincent each time he got the opportunity to. Vince ran a bar and my dad was a world renowned surgeon until he quit to start up his own firm.My dad was married but it was clear as a whistle that Vincent didn't even believe in love, not to talk of marriage.They were so different but their bond, it was so strong. Like brothers."And he wouldn't stop nagging about Taylor, he desperately wanted me to meet her" Vince joked and I tapped his arms. "Same!" I exclaimed. He let out a soft laughter from his chest."What do you think of her?" Was the next question he asked and I couldn't even stop the way my nose scrunched up the next second. "I mean she's different—she's great" She's honestly a walking red flag and there was something I said that made him jump into a raging laughter."What is it now?" I rolled my eyes for the nth time, an effect he had on me and he struck his finger in my face. "You liar, you don't like her for shit" He cussed and I chuckled. Well I tried.But failed regardless, forgetting how much of an expert Vincent was in reading people, especially me. He always teased that I was like a sheet of glass and on some days, it hurt that I was such an open book."Well I don't hate her" I tried to speak amidst our laughter while Vince turned around, clutching his chest. "She's just...""She's just not Lily, I know" And he added, words that struck my chest. Words at the tip of my tongue and I turned to him with surprise. "How do you know?" I asked and he shrugged. "I just know.""Do you think they can ever work their way back to each other because I know she still loves dad. I'm not sure about him—" "Oh he does" Vincent said. "Davis still loves your mum but sometimes you know love is just not enough" He muttered."You speak as though you're an expert" I whispered and he scoffed from his lips. Vincent inched closer to where I stood. "What makes you think that I'm not?" His eyes sparkled like the sun."I mean...you," I stuttered. He was too close, close enough that our heated breaths mingled in the air and I couldn't take a step back, not unless I wanted to fall down a thousand feet and I really couldn't because his arms wrapped around my waist.This wasn't mixed signals, this was really happening."You don't really look like someone that believes in love" I whispered to him when I got a hold of my words and there was that smirk. So brief that you could miss it if you blinked. "Are you profiling me Summer?" My name escaped so perfectly from his lips."Do you?" His hands strained through my hair. "Do I what?" I asked him."Are you such a firm believer in love yourself?""It's hard to when your parents are divorced, isn't it?" I threw him back a question this time and Vince scoffed. "Oh Summer" He whispered and his voice reverberated through my body. His hands gripped my flesh beneath the crop top and he pulled me closer into him. Our lips were barely a meter apart, he was such a tease."I'll show you" Was all he whispered next and a lump formed in the back of my throat. "Show me wha—" And before I even completed my sentence, he crashed his lips into mine, taking me by surprise. And for the first few seconds, it was as though I was lifted above the clouds and nothing else mattered when I was in his arms.It was soft and delicate, yet so passionate as he breathed in the air around me, clawing his nails into my flesh. He was warm, enclasping me in his woodsy cologne and when he pulled away, it was like a fall from heaven. I slowly parted my eyes open to face him again and he smiled.Unlike the million overwhelming emotions that plagued me, he smiled without any regret before he said, "I'll show you what love is" And his words caught my tongue in the back of my throat.Did this just happen?Did Vincent just kiss me?SUMMER."Hmm this is so nice" I bit into the slice of taco, a splurge of cheese sticking to the corner of my lips. And Vincent, on the opposite end of the table couldn't refrain himself from laughing. I knew whenever he did, there was probably wrong with something on my face."What is it?" I groaned, after only shyly agreeing to share the table with him. I knew I was right to have been worried about eating in front of him and all he'd done in the past half hour was constantly prove my point and roll my eyes to as far back in my head that it almost became permanent.He took a bite of his so delicately that it barely left a mark and I scoffed at his childish flaunting. "But it really is delicious" I added, letting my eyes gaze up to the name of the restaurant at the heart of Oregon. "Taco here is unbeatable compared to any other place" Vincent praised."Excuse me." I clamored, even though he could have been right but my biggest mistake would be me admitting to that. "I mean you already
SUMMER.Summer days were the most perfect, the radiant sunshine, the shiny flowers and the beautiful songs of the birds in the air. The scent that usually filled the city, awakening something buried in the depth of one's stomach. The days were magical but the nights were far from that.I clapped my ears at a buzzing sound that zoomed across and when I turned to my side,m to hug my pillows, a deep sigh escaped my lips. Beads of sweat had formed along my back, soaking through the bedsheet and I was too uncomfortable to even sleep.The night was hot and sultry, and even though the windows were wide open, the absence of any air conditioning whatsoever was undeniable. My dad didn't tell I would have to sit through nights like these, literally sit up like I did in that second with a paper in my hands.Otherwise I would have thought twice about coming to Oregon. Who was I kidding—I'd do it all over again if I was sure Vincent was coming. I could be flaming hot but each time I closed my eyes
VINCENT.It was hard to control myself when I was around Summer.Her alluring eyes and her cheeky bright smile should have never turned me on to begin with. She had such an effect on me that no one had ever had and it was even strange to me why I felt these things, especially after so long that I’ve known her.And that’s without putting aside the fact that she was my best friend’s daughter which was definitely about to complicate a lot of things. I knew that, I knew the dangers and I knew the risks and often when I was away from her, I would convince myself not to look so much, not to care so much. To hold back those emotions but it all went down the drain the second she’s standing in front of me and I’m lost in her innocent blue eyes. Just like in that moment.“Summer” Her name left a sweet taste on my lips as I held her back and for a second, my hands fell to where I held hers and there was a sizzly spark at the intersection. “Don’t get mad,” I softly said, I had to tell her.“But
VINCENT.Leaving Summer and walking back down the stairs was hard but it wasn’t the hardest part. The hardest part was heading towards the front door, avoiding eye contact with Davis. When he saw me, he was quick to sit up on the kitchen counter and the sniff he let out loud showed he was on the brim of crying.“Look man,” Just as I was about to reach to the door, his voice caught my attention and I clenched my jaw tight, trying not to remember everything he’d said earlier. I heaved a deep breath before turning back to him and refuting my blood that boiled.There was an open bottle of wine on the table to show Davis had been drinking, maybe even more before our first conversation but I only just noticed it alongside his slightly dazed eyes. “I’m sorry” He finally apologized. I unclenched my hands around the door knob before completely facing him and he looked a mess. “I just—“ His shoulders flattened. “She’s truly just all I have and you know that because I already told you when Lil
SUMMER.It’s been four nights since he left.Four excruciatingly long sleepless nights and often times I would feel even worse in the mornings when I opened my eyes. I sat there, with my phone in my hands, staring down at his name.Vincent.Why did my heart so badly start to yearn for him after the kiss? It was as though he was the air that I needed to breathe, like I just needed to see him. I couldn’t go one more day.But then again, his intentions were clear as day.I looked down at my unanswered messages, a couple of them and all that rang in my ears were his last words before he left. “We can’t do this anymore. This is forbidden” His stoic decadent voice remained engraved into the back of my memory for even so many days that passed. I wish I could have said something then.Like I knew it was, I knew it was also weird. I knew everything that was at stake, him being my father’s best friend and me being little naive Summer but why did I want him even more? Why was his touch all my b
SUMMER.It wasn’t until after a few minutes had passed that my emotions set in. I walked out of the changing room door, drying my tears with the palm of my hands. Taylor was no where to be found but her words still stayed.They still stung. “Your father is going to realize how truly awful you are. I’m staying, Summer” Her voice was laced in a threatening condescending tone. “You don’t want to get on my wrong foot. I already know about you and Vincent” It was hard to even tell whether or not she was bluffing or what she even knew but by the way her eyes glinted, it was leaning towards the worst, that she knew something.“Who do you think told?” This was all because of her, she was breaking everyone up. Vincent left because of her. And I realized she was the reason my relationship with my dad became so strained all of a sudden. She was the villain—this was all what she wanted.And merely thinking she was just a terrible person became an understatement. I knew that but it would take so
SUMMER.It was in the dead of the night when i left, I had sneaked out of the front door on my tiptoes, throwing my head over my shoulders as I climbed my way up the roads. The moon was bright in the skies and the winds filled the trees. When it breezed against my cheeks, my tears suddenly dried.I wrapped my arms around my chest, feeling a little chilly. But I couldn't go back into that cabin—not when I was fuming with rage for both my father and Taylor. All he had done since we got to Oregon was lie and lie straight to my face. I came out here for some fresh air after speaking to my mother but only when I walked through the doors did the desire to just completely disappear hit me. My eyes brimmed with tears as I picked up my pace.I wanted to leave this place."I just want to leave mum," I had called my mother earlier. "I'm so sorry, Summer" There was a crack in my voice. "He didn't tell me the truth, first that he proposed and now he's going to leave New York completely and move i
SUMMER."Summer!" I briskly wiped across my tear filled eyes as I turned around. Picking up my pace, I really wished that he hadn't seen me which was albeit impossible given we had locked eyes. I didn't even know what the plan was but in the moment it was rather difficult to not feel embarrassed."Summer!" He called and I could hear his footsteps thudding from behind. I really wished for the grounds to open up now. "Im calling you, Summer!" When he was close enough, Vincent held firmly to my hands.He forced me to come to a halt before dragging me back and both of us were breathless, especially me as I tried to hold back the tears in my eyes. "What...what are you doing here?" He stuttered.I detached my arms from his as I scoffed. "What do you care?!" There was a crack in my voice. "Summer—" "I mean you're out here having your fun with only God knows whoever that is when Ive been back home worried sick about you and why you weren't responding to my messages""Then you go about postin
LILY.SEVEN MONTHS LATER.I sat in that chair, opposite Dr Max. For a moment, the room was silent up until Davis came rushing in through the door. He was drenched in the rain and as he sat beside me, he heaved a deep sigh.“I’m sorry I’m late” He panted. “It’s in the middle of Spring and I don’t get why it rains everyday now” Davis shrugged and our counselor only let a light scoff. “Well I’m glad you’re both here” Dr Max folded his arms.I glanced at Davis and then at his outstretched arms before a hard lump went down my throat. We’d decided some months back that we were willing to give this another shot—but only after some thorough marriage counseling. And I could’ve sworn before that this was what I wanted.But as I sat in that chair, so much had already happened and I wasn’t so sure anymore. “So,” Dr Max cleared his throat. “How have you been? Trying to cohabit with each other once again?”“Especially with the baby around” He added and I sighed. “Lily, you go” I lifted my eyes to f
DAVIS.The corridors inside the building was well intertwined and dark. Barely any lights were working, about half of them flickered, a pattern which we followed until we got to the stairs. Then both Vincent and I came to a halt.“Which way now?” I lifted my eyes and the walls echoed by my words. “I doubt he’s taken her upstairs” He replied. It was completely dark up there, not even a twitch or a flicker.“He always talked about a basement around here. I’ve got to find it” He took his feet, scavenging his pocket for a torchlight. “Well I’m going to head upstairs, you stay here” I croaked. Vincent immediately stood to his feet, he turned back to me.“You really want to split up, now?” He asked and honestly, I just didn’t want to be anywhere near him now. I was beyond furious each time I thought about his hands on my daughter. Vincent was a mess and as much as he was my friend, we were nothing alike. He was bad news, nonchalant and reckless most of the time and this just proves my eve
VINCENT. “She’s in there.” I looked ahead at the building before all of a sudden, my phone started to ring in my pocket. The sheriff alongside everyone else almost installed darted their eyes back at me. I pulled my phone out and looking at the screen, a chill went up my spine.“It’s him” My heart stomped, seeing Diablo’s name across the screen. Davis and the sheriff raced backwards as I answered the call. “How does he know we’re here?” Davis was the most worried now, even Lily just stood at a distance with her arms crossed in front of her.“Shuu” I gestured. Across the phone screen, it was pitch black for the first few seconds but that was before we heard a shrill cry in the background. I would know her voice from a mile away—Summer.“Diablo!” I gritted through my teeth. “So you’ve fallen right into my trap huh?” Although we couldn’t see him or anything, we heard his voice. “Leave the girl alone. It’s me you want!” I muttered.“Oh Vincent, sweet naive Vincent. Because I have your l
VINCENT. "Are you okay?" Stella's shriveled voice was barely audible over the phone. Davis's car had only just come to a halt and it wasn't upon alighting the vehicle that I was face to face with the police station. A hard lump went down my throat as I realized what this could mean.And even if I didn't, Stella was there was to remind me."Where are you?" She asked. "I'm at the police with Davis, we have to turn him in before he hurts anyone else" I said, referring to Gustavo and I heard a couple of sobs on her end. "Are you out of your mind?" It was predictable that she'd be distraught."That could put you in a lot of trouble—""But he has Summer!" I yelled through gritted teeth. It had been hours but he still had Summer, I didn't care if I had to go to prison or make an enemy of Gustavo if it was the only way to get her back. She was all that mattered and he crossed the line abducting her."Put us, Vincent" Stella whispered. "This could put the both of us in serious danger. I'm sca
DAVIS.“Yeah she’s doing better now” I placed the phone against my ears as I threaded down the stairs. Lily hummed on the other end of the line and I could swear I heard a light scuffle in that moment.“What is it?” I recognized an ‘i told you so’ even from a distance. “Nothing” She whispered. “The one day I was there, it was obvious how much of a handle she was” She referred to Taylor and speaking of the devil, I looked across the kitchen counter where she stood. She had her face buried into her phone screen like she did half the time.And she was picking out from a fruit bowl just beside her. I heaved a deep breath. “But I guess she must be something special about her” Lily added with a sweet tone. “Otherwise why else would you be with her” She continued and as I walked further, I realized I could ask myself that same question and still wouldn’t have the answer.“I gotta go” I pinched the bridge of my nose as Lily exhaled. “Goodbye, Davis” She said before hanging up. I looked into t
VINCENT.“Fuck!” I screamed into the skies, ramming my fist into the side of my bike until my knuckles bled. But there was no use, I couldn’t even feel it beneath the pouring rain. My hair was drenched and soaked across half my face. Only after a while did I run my hands through it and I sucked in air through my lips. My hands fell to my waist as I tried to figure out what the fuck just happened. Summer was mad, I didn’t think she’d be after everything, especially the time she told me she loved me.A moment that had been replaying in my head ever since. I rattled my brain as to why I couldn’t have just said it back. I mean I’d said it a countless time to women I probably didn’t mean it to. It was so easy to lie but this was different. It felt different.Summer wasn’t just any woman, she was Summer.Or maybe the actual reason that I couldn’t say it was deep down, I knew it was true. And I knew the moment I said it, it would all just become real. I would be vulnerable and it scared me.
SUMMER.The past few nights, Vincent and I had spent together. They were perfect, down to every last bit of it. Once the clock struck midnight, I would already be waiting by the windows. He'd bring his bike and I'd bring myself.They were the perfect few nights, sometimes we'd stay by the lake and just gaze into the star filled skies. He'd tell me everything he knew about Orion and I never would've been able to guess that Vincent was into astrology. But he was just so layered, it was beautiful.Each moment I spent with him was never dry or boring, there was always something more that I knew about him. And he'd said the same about me. But with every night that passed, it filled with me even more dread than happiness because it was a reminder that Summer was nearly over. At least for me.As much as I would've loved to stay in Oregon, I still had a life back at New York, med school and my mum. Everything else that had been planned since the beginning of time. I usually didn't care so mu
SUMMER.“How could you still let her to be on her own after everything?!” My dad raised his voice at my mum but she was well prepared for his tantrum. Wedging into him, she looked him straight into his eyes.“Give her a break, Davis” Lily urged. He panted heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose. I caught his lackluster stare as I giggled my way up the stairs. Most especially whilst covering my scarred arms. At least it was healing but it was only about an hour since I got the tattoo.“You’re going to spoil this girl…”“Taylor, please.” My mum replied. I heard a couple more back and forths before I reached my room door. I slammed it, immediately finding my way into the bathroom. I stared into the mirror, looking down at my arm, across which was a little V inscribed into my flesh. It was scarlet red in color so as maybe small as it was, it was still so visible.I fell in love with the experience, I was definitely getting another after this. I squealed in front of the mirror, the most a
SUMMER.“Summer” My mum moved closer to me. “I am, I guess…” “Please don’t lie to me” Lily begged. “Please don’t lie” And my heart broke. “I don’t know mum. I just feel lost and there’s not many words to describe the way I’m feeling right now. Like I feel empty, like I don’t even know myself anymore. I find myself hating dad more and more each day and Taylor doesn’t even help matters. Then on the other hand, I find myself liking peo—things that I never thought I would” I whispered.“Im just…Lost.”“Oh Summer.” She called. “Don’t call me that, you know it feels like fall instead. A sunday morning in Autumn when the smell of dread fills the air. I should’ve been called that instead” I muttered beneath my breath.“Do you know why I named you Summer?” My mum suddenly asked and I darted a look back at her. “Yeah, you told me once on a drunken night” I scoffed and she rolled her eyes to the back. Mine were tearful.“After dad?”“After dad…” She echoed. “It was the time I met him and the ti