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His Despair His Jealousy
Arthur's Pov:-I grit my teeth as I watched them laughing and flirting with each other, the anger inside me rose and all I heard was their laughter. I strolled to them while watching Davina laugh at something he said.How dare she? Whenever I tell her to smile, she never does that. Look at her now, laughing with him and completely ignoring me!You will regret this Davina; I will make sure of it.I sat beside her, with a calm expression on my face. She quickly turned to me and stared at my face, I gave a small smile at her and glanced at Thomas. He was checking something on his phone with a calm expression on his face."Okay, then I will take a leave," he said while standing up from the couch,"Bye April," he said while waving his hand at her and surprisingly she waved back. I watched his eyes move to Davina,"See you, Davina," he said and She just smiled at him while nodding her head at him."Good night, Arthur," he said turning to me,"Good night," I replied, suppressing my anger. I
Last Updated : 2023-03-10His Despair His one mistake
Davina's Pov:-The words he said to me were running in my head over and over again, I couldn't stop my tears and the pain his words erupted inside me was unbearable. I pushed the door and stepped inside. As soon as I closed the door, I burst into loud sobs while leaning my back to the door I slipped down and pulled my knees over to my chest. I sobbed while wrapping my hands around my knees and laying my forehead on them.You ruined my life, Allen. One thing you did ended up ruining my entire life, proving how dumb and weak I am.Why Allen? Why did I choose someone else over me? What did I do to deserve this?I cried and cried remembering those words Arthur said, "I'm sure he might have seen you with some other man and decided to leave you!"I loved you with all my heart, Allen, and still, you chose her and cheated on me! I have never shown any interest in men other than you. I have been loyal to you from the very start of our relationship.Why Allen?I sobbed and sobbed remembering ou
Last Updated : 2023-03-10His Despair Deadly Accident
Arthur’s Pov:-“What!” I yelled in shock, “They’re in hospital…” Without listening to him, I began running towards the main door. I ran to the parking lot, my heart was beating rapidly against my ribcage in anxiety. Coop followed me and quickly unlocked the car and slipped into the driver's seat while I was climbing into the passenger's one. “Drive, Drive, Drive,” I yelled while putting my seat belt on, he quickly started the engine and drove us out of the mansion.God! Please please please let them be okay! Please jesus.I kept watching out of the window impatiently while tapping my fingers on my knees, “I should have stopped her,” I mumbled while running my fingers through my hair while biting my lower lip in tension. Jesus, help them please. “Mr. Spencer,” I heard him calling, I turned to look at him and saw him signalling me to look out of my window. I turned and glanced at the direction he was pointing, my eyes widened when I saw a car completely flipped and was full on fire
Last Updated : 2023-03-10His Despair Praying For her
Arthur’s Pov:- Holding her hand, I kept staring at her peaceful sleeping face. It hurts to see her like this, the pain and guilt were eating me inside. I couldn’t even sleep the whole night and kept staring at her beautiful face, and checking on April every now and then. I kept hoping Davina would wake up soon but she didn’t. The things she said to me when I hurt her played inside my head, her words hurt me but what I did to her was wrong and not apologizing to her for it made it worse. I wish I could go back and stop myself from doing that but I can’t, I can’t reduce the pain she went through and can’t take those words back I said. “I’m sorry,” I whispered while kissing the back of her hand, tears rolled in my eyes, “I shouldn’t have said those things to you, I’m truly sorry,” I said and moved her soft and delicate hand to my forehead. All of a sudden her fingers began moving, I quickly looked at her and saw her blinking her eyes and groaning a little in pain. I quickly stood u
Last Updated : 2023-03-10His Despair Her Recovery
Arthur’s Pov:- How is this possible? April is my daughter? I thought while gripping the file in my hands. I clenched my jaw in a sudden rage, “This can’t happen?” I grit my teeth. “Someone's framing me in this,” I scanned the file and saw the date of birth of April, October 23, 2017. I have never met someone called Amelia Garcia, how can I impregnate someone who I have never met? Unless, someone has created a fake report of her parents. I widened my eyes as the realisation hit me, but why? Why would someone do that? They created a fake report of her parents, people do that with the intention of hiding the details of the real parents of the child. Who are her real parents? Are my enemies trying to strike me using April? The way my name was put in the place of her father’s name proves that whoever did this wants to frame me! But who? And Why? I quickly pulled my phone out of the pocket and dialled Ben’s number, After a ring, he quickly answered my call. “Hello,” He said through t
Last Updated : 2023-03-10His Despair His Guilt
Arthur’s Pov:- “He will come for me,” She whispered while falling unconscious in my arms, “Davina!” I tried to wake her up but she wasn’t, “God!” I groaned and lifted her up in my arms and made my way towards the mansion. I rushed to her room and laid her down on the bed, I ran my fingers through my hair in anxiety while dialling Miss. Kavana’s Number. The state Davina was in looked horrible, she had blood coming out of her knee and she has wounds on her hands as well. Her fingernails had mud in them and her dress was covered in dust and mud. As She answered the call, I asked her to come over and told her about Davina. “I’ll be there, Mr. Spencer,” She replied and hung up the call. I turned back and walked towards her, “Davina?” I called again but there was no response, I sat on the edge of the bed beside her and stared at her beautiful face. My hand automatically moved to her face and pushed the strands of her hair back. Whatever happened between us earlier flashed in front o
Last Updated : 2023-03-10His Despair His Decision
Davina’s POV:-I glanced at him and back at the file, “Why did you hide this from me?” he asked, I gulped hard and stared at him.What should I say to him? I thought,Tell him the truth! My subconscious replied,What if he gets angry? I asked,Let him, you should have informed him but you chose to hide it from him… my subconscious said,
Last Updated : 2023-03-11His Despair Leaving his mansion
Davina’s Pov:-I woke up feeling sun rays falling on my face, I blinked and tried to adjust my vision. I glanced beside me and found the bed empty, “He left?” I mumbled while looking to the other side, April was still sleeping peacefully, I slowly climbed off the bed and made my way to my bathroom. I did my morning routines and wrapped a towel around my body, I walked towards the closet and got dressed.As I was combing my hair, I heard April yawning and getting up from the bed. She walked up to me, I pushed her hair away from her pretty face.“Good morning,” I greeted,“Good Morning,” she replied in her cute little voice,
Last Updated : 2023-03-11
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His Despair Pamper her Forever
Arthur’s Pov:-I woke up feeling sun rays falling on my face, I tried to block it by hand. I blinked several times and looked at the sleeping beauty in my arms. Her naked skin was glittering under the sunrays.I watched her waking up and blinking her eyes, “Good morning,” I greeted while smiling down at her,“Good morning,” She greeted and stared at me with a smile on her face,“One sec,” I said and opened a drawer of the nightstand, I pulled the file out and opened it. I pulled the contract papers out and tore them in front of her eyes. “Let’s start fresh,” I said, She smiled at me and quickly I got up from the bed and lifted her, “Arthur,” She gasped,“I’m getting late… we need to shower,” I replied while walking to the bathroom,We brushed our teeth and stripped down our clothes and rushed inside the shower, I pressed her against the glass wall and claimed her lips. I moved my hands to her breasts and squeezed them hard,“Arthur,” She moaned,I moved my mouth to her erupted nipp
His Despair His Promise
I chuckled and made my way to my room; I pushed the door open and walked straight to my bed. I laid her down carefully and pulled the blanket over her, I stared down at her and a smile appeared on my face. It feels good when you see someone waiting for you and being worried about you at home. I turned back and took a step forward; she grabbed my wrist. I got surprised and glanced back at her. She was sitting up while blinking rapidly,“Have you had your dinner?” She asked,“No, did you?” I asked,“No… I was waiting for you,” she said while getting up from the bed,Hearing her words something warm settled inside my chest and suddenly I felt guilty for not calling her and letting her know that I could be late.“I’m sorry… I should have informed you…” She cut me off,“Don’t say sorry… I knew you would have been busy,” she said while staring at my face,I smiled at her, “One sec… I’ll fresh up,”“Okay…” She smiled,***After I freshen up, I walked towards the dining table and saw her s
His Despair Twisted Feelings
Davina’s Pov:- It has been 24 hours since we travelled back to New York, Nadia went back to her home and promised me that she would visit us every weekend. I realized that she wasn’t the person I thought she was, she had her reasons for her past behaviour. That night, she came to my room and told me everything. I understood her situation and decided to let it be in the past. As soon as we came back to the mansion, Arthur left for work and I was left alone with April. I showered her and fed her lunch. The whole day I played with her and read stories to her. I kept thinking about him, his words, and his actions in the past few days. What he said to his dad kept rushing to my mind all the time and I kept wondering whether he really loves me or he just said it. What if he really meant it? A question popped inside my head.No, he doesn’t… I assured myself and tried to stop thinking about it.***I was climbing down the stairs with April for dinner, I kept looking at the main door wonder
His Despair Realisation
She let out a deep sigh, “For you!” She replied,“What?” I asked in confusion,“I kept quiet… because I couldn’t lose you…” She said while staring at my face, “When I noticed your father’s growing jealousy over Jordan… I tried to help him and make him understand that we should be happy with what we have instead of being jealous of someone but he didn’t listen to me…” she said with a sad face,“I was worried about him… What if he does something to Jordan out of jealousy? These kinds of questions made me worry about him all the time… and when I heard him talking to Samuel… happily telling him that Jordan is dead… I was terrified… I was shocked to see him turn into a monster… he was no longer the man I loved… I confronted him that what he did he wrong and I will inform this to police but he threatened me”“He said that he will kill you and me without thinking twice if I go to the police… and he would marry any woman and have an heir… he was so selfish and… I got scared… scared for your l
His Despair Aftermath
Davina’s Pov:- We were walking towards the main door, climbing the stairs. Cops arrested both Samuel and Andrew for what they did. Arthur told me that they couldn’t get out of jail for the rest of their life, he made sure of it. After a long day, we are back to our mansion. I never thought that a night would be this terrifying. I could not just get my head out from the fact of Andrew killing innocent people and no one ever suspected him. He killed 4 people, Olivia’s mom, dad, grandfather, and Allen. I was surprised that Nadia knew what Andrew was doing and was upset about it but couldn’t do anything. He must have threatened her not to open her mouth, it can explain why she kept quiet. Above this, I could see how much she loves Arthur. Even though he hated her for what she did, she never stopped loving him. Now that’s called mother’s love, even though we do things that hurt them badly they will never hate us. Arthur is lucky to have a mother like her, who chose her child instead of
His Despair Sheer Hatred
Davina’s Pov:-“I killed them because I wanted to make a future for you…” he said while staring at Arthur,“No… you did that for yourself… your jealousy blinded you and made you kill him and his entire family…” Arthur yelled,“Where was Olivia when this accident happened?” I asked,“She was with us… Arthur wanted her to a sleepover and they left her with us,” Nadia replied,“If you wanted to kill Jordan and his entire family… then why did you leave Oliva behind?” I asked, diverting the topic so that Arthur could calm down,“Because if I kill Oliva… we would lose billions of dollars and millions worth of properties….” He replied,“What?” I exclaimed in shock,“After Emmanuel’s death… The lawyer explained his will… which said that everything he earned and Jordan earned would get to Olivia… before all that could happen, I made sure no one knows about this will while I took over all the companies and made them as ours… changed the names and completely turned them as ours,” Andrew said,“N
His Despair Declaration of Sins
Davina’s Pov:- We were now in the office where they held Samuel, earlier. They moved Samuel behind the bars with solid charges and proof. Last night after whatever happened, Arthur didn’t leave my side for even a second, it was hard for all of us to sleep. What shocked me was, Arthur’s mom saved me from Andrew. She never liked me and always tried to insult me, I never expected that she would one day save me from her own husband. It was surprising not only for me but also for Arthur. I was thankful for Nadia, before going back to my room I thanked her and she just smiled at me. The whole night Arthur was with me and April, we didn’t speak to each other even though we slept beside each other. What he said to his dad in pure rage kept flashing in front of my eyes and I couldn’t stop myself from wondering why he said that? Was It True? Does he love me for real?When I glance at him, those words ring in my ear and a blush appears on my face automatically.“Because I love her,” he said w
His Despair His Lies, His deceit
Arthur’s Pov:- What the hell is happening here? Why is dad trying to kill her? Jesus Christ!“Arthur,” Davina called with tears running down her eyes, “Dad, What are you doing?” I yelled in helplessness, “I should have done this in the first place…” he gritted his teeth in pure anger, he looked like an animal. He was no longer the man I knew, I loved my whole life. He had this look on his face that wanted blood, it screamed who he had been all this time. He wrapped his arm around Davina’s neck and was tightening his hand as I took a step closer to him, Davina was struggling to breathe and I couldn’t see it. I quickly pulled the gun out and pointed it at him, “Leave her, dad!” I warned, Hearing my warning he let out a chuckle, “You! You’ll kill me?” he laughed, “For this bitch,” he said while tightening his hold around her neck. “Dad, Leave her…” I ordered, “You know how good I’m at firing,” I said, “Yeah… I know how good you are… That’s why I’m so proud of you my son,” he s
His Despair Mastermind Behind Everything
Arthur’s pov:- I stared at him in shock, That person was one of us? Who might it be? I thought while staring at him in surprise. “Who is it?” I asked, “I can not tell you that,” he said while turning his head away from me. “Why?” I yelled, “If you know who did that why can’t you tell me,” I screamed, “I can’t…” he shouted, “If I tell you…. the next second my wife would be dead and there wouldn’t be any proof left to find him,” he revealed, “What!” I replied in shock, “What do you mean?” I asked, “My wife would be dead… if I tell who that person is!” He replied,I stared at him in confusion, He let out a sigh and lowered his head, “You don’t know anything about this… Arthur… this isn’t a normal matter as you think…this is something dangerous and many lives are involved in this,” he said, “Do you think it is safe for Davina to keep that Sd card with her and getting involved in this?” He was the one who stole it? I stared at him, not knowing what to say. “Yes, I stole it fr
