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2023-03-04 23:55:21
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His Despair ย ย ย Complicated Feelings
Davina's Pov:-Do something you idiot, my subconscious yelled inside my head. I quickly tripped back and fell on the ground with a fake loud cry holding my ankle."Oh my god! It hurts," I cried out loud while glancing at him, he quickly rushed to me and took hold of my ankle."Are you alright?" He asked with concern evident in his eyes and it made me feel guilty for a second but I covered it up and cried harder as he touched my ankle."It hurts," I whimpered and tried to look in pain as much as I can,He quickly tried to lift me up, "One second," I said while pulling the file from the floor, as I took it he quickly held me in his arms and walked out of the room. I still kept whimpering and acting as if my ankle hurt,"It's okay," he kept whispering while placing me down on his soft bed."Ouch!" I whined,"Coop!" he yelled and within a minute he was here with an ice pack, I guess he saw Arthur carrying me here."Here, Mr. Spencer," He said while handing the ice pack to him.Arthur exam
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10His Despair ย ย ย Her Demands
Davina's Pov:-Days went on, and Things between me and Arthur have been extreme. The way we were having sex like wild creatures was beyond my imagination. I was never like this before and it's scaring me as I look at the way I am now, with Arthur.When I was married to Allen, even though we were in love before marriage, we never had sex this way. With Arthur, my self-control is of no use and sometimes it frustrates me to no end. The way my body reacts to his touch is very confusing to me, I tried to control myself numerous times when he touched me but always ended up melting in his arms.My body began to get a craving for more when he was around and the way I feel when he smiled at me was complicated. I don't know why I feel this way and I desperately want to talk to someone and want to explain what's happening to me. I really wish that someone could tell me what's wrong with me? Why do I act so strangely when he's around?Time seems to be moving faster day by day, and April and I gre
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10His Despair ย ย ย This Feelings
Arthur's Pov:-We were sitting in the theatre room, watching her favourite movie, The notebook. It has been an hour and she didn't even glance at me. Her full attention was on the movie, I was feeling kind of bored. I kept looking at her throughout the movie and she completely ignored me, it kind of pissed me off.My eyes watched the way she was looking at the couple in the movie, the way her lips moved into a pretty smile and her eyes lit up at a romantic scene was something interesting to watch. My body moved in a way that I could watch her enjoying the movie, and my hand automatically reached to her bare thigh. The way she bit her lower lip while smiling at some scene turned me on, her simple action begged me to touch her.My fingers began circling her soft skin, I could hear her small gasp and her unstable breathing,"I'm bored," I whispered into her ear while moving closer to her."Wa-watch the mov-movie, Arthur," She replied while breathing rapidly, my eyes moved to the way her
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10His Despair ย ย ย His Jealousy
Arthur's Pov:-I grit my teeth as I watched them laughing and flirting with each other, the anger inside me rose and all I heard was their laughter. I strolled to them while watching Davina laugh at something he said.How dare she? Whenever I tell her to smile, she never does that. Look at her now, laughing with him and completely ignoring me!You will regret this Davina; I will make sure of it.I sat beside her, with a calm expression on my face. She quickly turned to me and stared at my face, I gave a small smile at her and glanced at Thomas. He was checking something on his phone with a calm expression on his face."Okay, then I will take a leave," he said while standing up from the couch,"Bye April," he said while waving his hand at her and surprisingly she waved back. I watched his eyes move to Davina,"See you, Davina," he said and She just smiled at him while nodding her head at him."Good night, Arthur," he said turning to me,"Good night," I replied, suppressing my anger. I
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10His Despair ย ย ย His one mistake
Davina's Pov:-The words he said to me were running in my head over and over again, I couldn't stop my tears and the pain his words erupted inside me was unbearable. I pushed the door and stepped inside. As soon as I closed the door, I burst into loud sobs while leaning my back to the door I slipped down and pulled my knees over to my chest. I sobbed while wrapping my hands around my knees and laying my forehead on them.You ruined my life, Allen. One thing you did ended up ruining my entire life, proving how dumb and weak I am.Why Allen? Why did I choose someone else over me? What did I do to deserve this?I cried and cried remembering those words Arthur said, "I'm sure he might have seen you with some other man and decided to leave you!"I loved you with all my heart, Allen, and still, you chose her and cheated on me! I have never shown any interest in men other than you. I have been loyal to you from the very start of our relationship.Why Allen?I sobbed and sobbed remembering ou
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10His Despair ย ย ย Deadly Accident
Arthurโs Pov:-โWhat!โ I yelled in shock, โTheyโre in hospitalโฆโ Without listening to him, I began running towards the main door. I ran to the parking lot, my heart was beating rapidly against my ribcage in anxiety. Coop followed me and quickly unlocked the car and slipped into the driver's seat while I was climbing into the passenger's one. โDrive, Drive, Drive,โ I yelled while putting my seat belt on, he quickly started the engine and drove us out of the mansion.God! Please please please let them be okay! Please jesus.I kept watching out of the window impatiently while tapping my fingers on my knees, โI should have stopped her,โ I mumbled while running my fingers through my hair while biting my lower lip in tension. Jesus, help them please. โMr. Spencer,โ I heard him calling, I turned to look at him and saw him signalling me to look out of my window. I turned and glanced at the direction he was pointing, my eyes widened when I saw a car completely flipped and was full on fire
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10His Despair ย ย ย Praying For her
Arthurโs Pov:- Holding her hand, I kept staring at her peaceful sleeping face. It hurts to see her like this, the pain and guilt were eating me inside. I couldnโt even sleep the whole night and kept staring at her beautiful face, and checking on April every now and then. I kept hoping Davina would wake up soon but she didnโt. The things she said to me when I hurt her played inside my head, her words hurt me but what I did to her was wrong and not apologizing to her for it made it worse. I wish I could go back and stop myself from doing that but I canโt, I canโt reduce the pain she went through and canโt take those words back I said. โIโm sorry,โ I whispered while kissing the back of her hand, tears rolled in my eyes, โI shouldnโt have said those things to you, Iโm truly sorry,โ I said and moved her soft and delicate hand to my forehead. All of a sudden her fingers began moving, I quickly looked at her and saw her blinking her eyes and groaning a little in pain. I quickly stood u
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10His Despair ย ย ย Her Recovery
Arthurโs Pov:- How is this possible? April is my daughter? I thought while gripping the file in my hands. I clenched my jaw in a sudden rage, โThis canโt happen?โ I grit my teeth. โSomeone's framing me in this,โ I scanned the file and saw the date of birth of April, October 23, 2017. I have never met someone called Amelia Garcia, how can I impregnate someone who I have never met? Unless, someone has created a fake report of her parents. I widened my eyes as the realisation hit me, but why? Why would someone do that? They created a fake report of her parents, people do that with the intention of hiding the details of the real parents of the child. Who are her real parents? Are my enemies trying to strike me using April? The way my name was put in the place of her fatherโs name proves that whoever did this wants to frame me! But who? And Why? I quickly pulled my phone out of the pocket and dialled Benโs number, After a ring, he quickly answered my call. โHello,โ He said through t
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๋ฐ์ดํธ : 2023-03-10
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His Despair ย ย ย Pamper her Forever
Arthurโs Pov:-I woke up feeling sun rays falling on my face, I tried to block it by hand. I blinked several times and looked at the sleeping beauty in my arms. Her naked skin was glittering under the sunrays.I watched her waking up and blinking her eyes, โGood morning,โ I greeted while smiling down at her,โGood morning,โ She greeted and stared at me with a smile on her face,โOne sec,โ I said and opened a drawer of the nightstand, I pulled the file out and opened it. I pulled the contract papers out and tore them in front of her eyes. โLetโs start fresh,โ I said, She smiled at me and quickly I got up from the bed and lifted her, โArthur,โ She gasped,โIโm getting lateโฆ we need to shower,โ I replied while walking to the bathroom,We brushed our teeth and stripped down our clothes and rushed inside the shower, I pressed her against the glass wall and claimed her lips. I moved my hands to her breasts and squeezed them hard,โArthur,โ She moaned,I moved my mouth to her erupted nipp
His Despair ย ย ย His Promise
I chuckled and made my way to my room; I pushed the door open and walked straight to my bed. I laid her down carefully and pulled the blanket over her, I stared down at her and a smile appeared on my face. It feels good when you see someone waiting for you and being worried about you at home. I turned back and took a step forward; she grabbed my wrist. I got surprised and glanced back at her. She was sitting up while blinking rapidly,โHave you had your dinner?โ She asked,โNo, did you?โ I asked,โNoโฆ I was waiting for you,โ she said while getting up from the bed,Hearing her words something warm settled inside my chest and suddenly I felt guilty for not calling her and letting her know that I could be late.โIโm sorryโฆ I should have informed youโฆโ She cut me off,โDonโt say sorryโฆ I knew you would have been busy,โ she said while staring at my face,I smiled at her, โOne secโฆ Iโll fresh up,โโOkayโฆโ She smiled,***After I freshen up, I walked towards the dining table and saw her s
His Despair ย ย ย Twisted Feelings
Davinaโs Pov:- It has been 24 hours since we travelled back to New York, Nadia went back to her home and promised me that she would visit us every weekend. I realized that she wasnโt the person I thought she was, she had her reasons for her past behaviour. That night, she came to my room and told me everything. I understood her situation and decided to let it be in the past. As soon as we came back to the mansion, Arthur left for work and I was left alone with April. I showered her and fed her lunch. The whole day I played with her and read stories to her. I kept thinking about him, his words, and his actions in the past few days. What he said to his dad kept rushing to my mind all the time and I kept wondering whether he really loves me or he just said it. What if he really meant it? A question popped inside my head.No, he doesnโtโฆ I assured myself and tried to stop thinking about it.***I was climbing down the stairs with April for dinner, I kept looking at the main door wonder
His Despair ย ย ย Realisation
She let out a deep sigh, โFor you!โ She replied,โWhat?โ I asked in confusion,โI kept quietโฆ because I couldnโt lose youโฆโ She said while staring at my face, โWhen I noticed your fatherโs growing jealousy over Jordanโฆ I tried to help him and make him understand that we should be happy with what we have instead of being jealous of someone but he didnโt listen to meโฆโ she said with a sad face,โI was worried about himโฆ What if he does something to Jordan out of jealousy? These kinds of questions made me worry about him all the timeโฆ and when I heard him talking to Samuelโฆ happily telling him that Jordan is deadโฆ I was terrifiedโฆ I was shocked to see him turn into a monsterโฆ he was no longer the man I lovedโฆ I confronted him that what he did he wrong and I will inform this to police but he threatened meโโHe said that he will kill you and me without thinking twice if I go to the policeโฆ and he would marry any woman and have an heirโฆ he was so selfish andโฆ I got scaredโฆ scared for your l
His Despair ย ย ย Aftermath
Davinaโs Pov:- We were walking towards the main door, climbing the stairs. Cops arrested both Samuel and Andrew for what they did. Arthur told me that they couldnโt get out of jail for the rest of their life, he made sure of it. After a long day, we are back to our mansion. I never thought that a night would be this terrifying. I could not just get my head out from the fact of Andrew killing innocent people and no one ever suspected him. He killed 4 people, Oliviaโs mom, dad, grandfather, and Allen. I was surprised that Nadia knew what Andrew was doing and was upset about it but couldnโt do anything. He must have threatened her not to open her mouth, it can explain why she kept quiet. Above this, I could see how much she loves Arthur. Even though he hated her for what she did, she never stopped loving him. Now thatโs called motherโs love, even though we do things that hurt them badly they will never hate us. Arthur is lucky to have a mother like her, who chose her child instead of
His Despair ย ย ย Sheer Hatred
Davinaโs Pov:-โI killed them because I wanted to make a future for youโฆโ he said while staring at Arthur,โNoโฆ you did that for yourselfโฆ your jealousy blinded you and made you kill him and his entire familyโฆโ Arthur yelled,โWhere was Olivia when this accident happened?โ I asked,โShe was with usโฆ Arthur wanted her to a sleepover and they left her with us,โ Nadia replied,โIf you wanted to kill Jordan and his entire familyโฆ then why did you leave Oliva behind?โ I asked, diverting the topic so that Arthur could calm down,โBecause if I kill Olivaโฆ we would lose billions of dollars and millions worth of propertiesโฆ.โ He replied,โWhat?โ I exclaimed in shock,โAfter Emmanuelโs deathโฆ The lawyer explained his willโฆ which said that everything he earned and Jordan earned would get to Oliviaโฆ before all that could happen, I made sure no one knows about this will while I took over all the companies and made them as oursโฆ changed the names and completely turned them as ours,โ Andrew said,โN
His Despair ย ย ย Declaration of Sins
Davinaโs Pov:- We were now in the office where they held Samuel, earlier. They moved Samuel behind the bars with solid charges and proof. Last night after whatever happened, Arthur didnโt leave my side for even a second, it was hard for all of us to sleep. What shocked me was, Arthurโs mom saved me from Andrew. She never liked me and always tried to insult me, I never expected that she would one day save me from her own husband. It was surprising not only for me but also for Arthur. I was thankful for Nadia, before going back to my room I thanked her and she just smiled at me. The whole night Arthur was with me and April, we didnโt speak to each other even though we slept beside each other. What he said to his dad in pure rage kept flashing in front of my eyes and I couldnโt stop myself from wondering why he said that? Was It True? Does he love me for real?When I glance at him, those words ring in my ear and a blush appears on my face automatically.โBecause I love her,โ he said w
His Despair ย ย ย His Lies, His deceit
Arthurโs Pov:- What the hell is happening here? Why is dad trying to kill her? Jesus Christ!โArthur,โ Davina called with tears running down her eyes, โDad, What are you doing?โ I yelled in helplessness, โI should have done this in the first placeโฆโ he gritted his teeth in pure anger, he looked like an animal. He was no longer the man I knew, I loved my whole life. He had this look on his face that wanted blood, it screamed who he had been all this time. He wrapped his arm around Davinaโs neck and was tightening his hand as I took a step closer to him, Davina was struggling to breathe and I couldnโt see it. I quickly pulled the gun out and pointed it at him, โLeave her, dad!โ I warned, Hearing my warning he let out a chuckle, โYou! Youโll kill me?โ he laughed, โFor this bitch,โ he said while tightening his hold around her neck. โDad, Leave herโฆโ I ordered, โYou know how good Iโm at firing,โ I said, โYeahโฆ I know how good you areโฆ Thatโs why Iโm so proud of you my son,โ he s
His Despair ย ย ย Mastermind Behind Everything
Arthurโs pov:- I stared at him in shock, That person was one of us? Who might it be? I thought while staring at him in surprise. โWho is it?โ I asked, โI can not tell you that,โ he said while turning his head away from me. โWhy?โ I yelled, โIf you know who did that why canโt you tell me,โ I screamed, โI canโtโฆโ he shouted, โIf I tell youโฆ. the next second my wife would be dead and there wouldnโt be any proof left to find him,โ he revealed, โWhat!โ I replied in shock, โWhat do you mean?โ I asked, โMy wife would be deadโฆ if I tell who that person is!โ He replied,I stared at him in confusion, He let out a sigh and lowered his head, โYou donโt know anything about thisโฆ Arthurโฆ this isnโt a normal matter as you thinkโฆthis is something dangerous and many lives are involved in this,โ he said, โDo you think it is safe for Davina to keep that Sd card with her and getting involved in this?โ He was the one who stole it? I stared at him, not knowing what to say. โYes, I stole it fr
