~Kiva
I hobble into the dining room, exhausted from a day of training with Ark."Why is there another plate?" I ask, slumping into my seat.Father looks up from the book he’s studying. "We have a guest tonight, Kiva. He is freshening up."I blink. That’s what I get for showing up late to dinner.Although it’s not my fault. Ark is relentless at training."Please don't tell me it's another suiter,” I groan. The only time he doesn’t tell me to prepare for a guest is when he’s trying to set up an engagement.He knows I’ll berate him otherwise."You just have to meet him. You know how I feel about this, that it's completely your choice,” he assures me.It’s my choice, as long as he’s a Prince and it’s on a specific timeline.I groan frantically, slumping back in my seat. "But it's expected of me to marry a Prince.""It's preferred,” father says carefully.Father’s problem is that he has expectations of me that he tries to hide behind transparent excuses. I have to marry a Prince. That’s it."They are all as boring as cardboard, and painfully arrogant,” I grumble.Father sighs, taking a long drink. "Just meet him. His name is Caspian, and he shall be in here shortly.""Also, I wanted to speak to you about Ark,” I tell him.I can’t work with him. I just can’t. He’s going to drive me insane, and frankly, I don’t trust him. I want a stable guard who doesn’t hate me and hasn’t killed someone before."What about him?""I want him gone, swapped out with someone else," I demand.It's not often I tell my father I don't want something, so he should know how serious I am. He knows how special Andri was to me.So me fighting against my personal guard is a sign of a bad one."It's not ideal to bring someone else as highly skilled as he is right now," father tells me dismissively. He's concerned that someone will get behind our walls that shouldn't be, which although is a valid concern, isn't going to help me with Ark right now.I open my mouth to speak but he holds his hand up in warning, nodding behind me at someone walking in the door.As soon as I glance briefly over my shoulder, I'm turning around, glaring at my father."You've brought Caspian into the manor..." I mutter flatly.I haven't met Caspian before, thanks to a few perfect coincidences, but his name has been brought up by my father plenty of times before. He's a Prince, from a nearby Kingdom, and the subject of us getting married has been talked about plenty between my father and his parents.Naturally, neither of us have been consulted on the matter.And now that I have come to realise my mate is out there, someone, evil or not, makes me even less likely to want to delve into a marriage with him."Caspian is from a respected family, and is highly trusted. Do not worry, Kiva," father insists lowly, before standing up.Looking back around, I see Ark follow Caspian through the dining hall's threshold. He has an impassive expression painted across his face, now tasked with protecting a whole other royal."Ark is-"Father cuts me off, his booming voice filling the room. "Caspian, how excellent to see you! I hope you and your mother are well.""They are doing great. Thank you, Sir," I hear him say. I don't turn, staying ridged in my seat, mortified that my father is going to set me up with someone right in front of my new personal guard. How romantic...Especially since Ark told me not to take a lover."Come sit down," father insists, motioning to the seating placement opposite my side of the table. "This is my daughter, Kiva."Caspian rounds the table, back uncomfortably straight, a tight smile on his face. He's handsome, in a pristine, Prince-like way. All the ones I've come to meet have the same predictable, straight-edged feel about them.Something that may be good in a husband who would rule beside me, and yet, it sparks no excitement within me."You look lovely tonight," he bites out, his nerves written all across his face.I give him a bland smile. "Likewise.""I heard about what happened to you last week. That must have been so frightening," he says in one breath, as if he was anticipating saying that to me.Looking at father, I hope he can see the ire in my eyes, but he's more interested at staring Caspian down. Any Prince will do for me, he's decided."It was terrifying. But I'm training-"Farther clears his throat, cutting me off.Swallowing my pride, I start serving myself from the plates of steaming food in front of me. Apparently Princesses aren't allowed to defend themselves, to be anything other than useless.To my father's credit, Caspian does look like the kind of man to find that unattractive."I have a perfectly adequate personal guard. I feel safe enough," I reiterate, dragging my gaze up to Ark.He does not look impressed. His gaze has darkened, as he stares me down. Were he not amongst royals, I'm convinced he may have said something. Thankfully, he's too smart to make that mistake."You are welcome at any time at my family home. You would be safe there," Caspian assures me, taking a bite from his stew."Thank you, Caspian. I may just take you up on that."If he wants to be useful to me he could...My thought draws off, and then lands on one dangerously tempting idea. Not to spite my father, even though he probably deserves it, but to spite my irritating personal guard, who has insisted I don't take a lover.How could he get around the orders of the King himself?I wait patiently until we have all eaten our dinners, conjuring up a plan that cannot possibly go wrong in my head. And all the while, Caspian keeps us bland, polite conversation to impress my father."Dessert, Caspian?" Father asks, obviously unsatisfied with where the conversation has gotten us.Caspian gets to his feet. "I might just use the bathroom, first.""Go right ahead."I watch as Caspian steps from the room, his cool blue eyes only glancing at me for a second. It’s hard to get a read on whether he likes me or not, but I’m betting on him at least being attracted to me so my plan can play out.Holding Ark’s gaze, I lean over. "Father...""He's a perfectly fine gentleman Kiva, you can't reject them all,” he mutters irritably, already suspecting my usual reaction."Actually, I was going to say I really like him,” I tell him pleasantly.Sure, he’s reasonably bearable and he could look worse. And frankly, he probably would be a good husband, especially for a Princess.One who doesn’t have a mate, however.Father’s eyes widen. "Really?""Yes. And since I like him so much, wouldn't it be good if I...Well, you know,” I say uncomfortably. It is not ideal to be having this conversation with my father, but as I glance up at Ark, seeing a new kind of anger simmering in his eyes, I know it’s worth it.Father frowns. "I don't think I understand.""Took him to my bed. I know it's soon, but I really like him,” I mumble, stumbling over my words.All I need is Ark to hear my fathers permission being granted."Whatever you decide to do with him tonight is not my business, and I will not forbid you from doing anything. You are a grown woman, after all,” father mutters, folding his arms over his chest.I grin. "Perfect."Getting to my feet, I practically skip out the door, right past Ark and his stiff form. He’s very composed, currently on duty, but I doubt that will remain.I feel him follow me as I wander toward the staircase.He grabs my arm, pulling me toward him. I stumble over my feet, unable to smother the smug smile on my face. Not once have I got one up on him, but now that is going to change. "Absolutely not,” he seethes in my ear.My attempts to wrestle from him are thwarted by his strength. "You heard my father. I'm a grown woman.""You don't know this man."At this point, the line is blurred between Ark actually caring about what may happen to me if I do this, and not wanting to sully my training."This matter isn't for you to decide,” I grit out, finally tugging my arm from his grip. He’s ruthless, causing me to rub my skin where his gloved hand had pressed tightly against my skin.He stalks at me as I back toward the staircase, eyes cold. "I'm training you. I forbid you.""My father's orders trump yours, I'm afraid,” I remind him gleefully."I'm not going to stand outside your door and listen to you fuck some Prince all night,” he growls.He looks genuinely angry, in a calm, eerie way. When I look at him in this state, I’m not left questioning how he could have come to kill someone. It’s in his eyes, in his demeanour.I wave my hand. "Then don't. You're dismissed.""You cannot dismiss me. It is my job to protect you at all times.”"I don't need protection. Not tonight." I’ll have a Prince in my room.Something shifts in him, as he takes another step at me. "Kiva..."My smile is pure seduction as I slowly back away. "You could always join us."And with that, I turn up the stairs, knowing he is going to follow.~KivaCatching up to Caspian, I grab his hand and drag him down the hallway toward my room."I should be going soon, Princess,” he exclaims warily, not entirely comfortable being away from my father alone together."I assure you, the view from my room is priceless."Shouldering the door open, I skip onto the room, tugging him in with me. The thrill of what we are doing flutters through me, and not due to what I have planned…But because of who doesn’t want it to happen.Caspian lingers awkwardly in front of the window. "You can not see much, it's too dark."I roll my eyes. "The view is me, silly."His eyes widen as he turns back to look at me. Slowly his attention drifts down my body, coming to terms with what I’m insinuating."Y-you?"Keeping my eyes on him, I slowly tug my cardigan off. I hope I look seductive, but by the way Caspian swallows uncomfortable, he is still deciding whether he wants to go along with this or not."I wanted you the moment you walked in," I murmur, trying n
~KivaI lean down, feeling the burning stretch in my hamstrings."You did well today."I don’t look up. Only Ark’s boots are in my view as he strides back and forth. His hands are probably tucked behind his back, posture perfectly straight.Ugh. I can’t stand him.“You were fierce, strong. Resilient."Oh Ark, you’ll see fierce if you push me one more time."I don't want to have to punish you again, Kiva,” he continues. His warning burns through me, reminding me of the deprivaty of last nights punishment."Whatever,” I mutter."I mean it."Gritting my teeth, I stare down at my wrists. The are worn red from being tied to the bed all night. I had attempted various creative measures to get out of my binds, but unfortunately, I didn't get out until Ark came in at sunrise with a knife."Do you punish everyone like that? By tying them to their bed after interrupting their night with someone who is meant to be their prospective husband?" I suddenly snap.Ark frowns down at me."Don't talk to
~Kiva With gritted teeth, I stare at the raging river before me. "You can't be serious,” I growl. "You need to learn this,” Ark insists. This is my first outdoor training exercise. Ark in all his imposing state stands next to me, ready to thrust me into this raging river with a low chance of survival. I swear it’s just for his amusement. "It's freezing out here. Are you trying to kill me?" I motion to the ice underfoot. The water is all ice melt from the mountains, which means I’m more than reluctant to step into this river. "I gave you a week to heal. You should be perfectly capable of crossing this river." "I can do it. I just don't need to practice in the cold." Not that the ground is ever not frozen. Of all places father has to rule, I wish it wasn't over a cold, mountainous area. "If they come in to hurt you again, this is the path to get to the safe-house. It could be in the dead of night that you need to cross this, after heavy rains. You need to learn before
~Kiva Glass shatters nearby, jolting me awake. It takes a long moment for me to fight my way out of the feeling that this is merely a nightmare, or a vicious flashback of the break in. And then it dawns on me, as I sit in my bed, that the nearing commotion is real. I’m in danger, and yet only one thing shrouds my mind. My mate. He’s here. Stumbling from bed, I make my way to the door, pounding on it. Last time, Andri was dead outside. What if the same fate has befallen Ark? "Ark? Are you out there?" I call out. My fingers tremble against the doorframe, hearing frantic movement from downstairs, drawing close again. Gritting my teeth, I tug at the door handle. It doesn’t budge. "Ark? Why am I locked in?" I ask frantically, wiggling the handle so vigorously I may break it. No response. From downstairs, I can hear the thud of someone being pushed up against a wall, or perhaps that’s a dead body falling to the floor. This is bad. Really bad. Backing away, I opt f
-Mature Content Warning!!-~KivaPeeking around the doorway into the infirmary, I see Ark laying in the furthest bed.A smile touches my lips. He’s alive. I knew he would be. And he’s laying in bed, a rare sight for such a strong, healthy man.As I approach, I wince, noting the intensity of his wounds."You look terrible,” I observe, my attention grazing over him, over the white bandages wound around his limbs.He laughs breathily. "Thanks, Kiva."The wounds on his face are the most offensive to look at. A large, deep indigo bruise spreads over his right eye and cheek, accompanied by some minor scratches.They didn’t hold back with him. Like they didn’t hold back with Andri."How are you feeling?” I ask uncomfortably. I don’t know how he responds to kindness, since I’m so brash with him all the time."Better than I deserve. I can't believe they bested me,” he mutters, frowning deeply."There were eight of them, all armed apparently. Nobody could have fought them off,” I assure him. We
~KivaLeaning down, I wind a bow with my shoe laces, making the most of the brief break to get regain my breath."Seems as though you're back to rule breaking,” Ark observes from where he leans against the wall.I wipe the sweat from my brow. "Huh?"It's been a day and he is back on his feet, watching over my training. He still looks battered, and at points I've noticed him wavering...but he won't admit that.His gaze is glacial. "What is it about near-death experiences that leaves you needing to touch yourself."I frown. I didn't...Oh.My mind flickers back to last night, at the sinful thing I did with my mate, a man whose face I haven't even seen, whose voice I haven't even heard.It went too far last night. I shouldn't have allowed myself to indulge in something so wrong."Oh, I didn't...I mean..."Ark raises his brow. "Hmm?""It's probably the adrenaline. I don't know,” I mutter, straightening.I hope he doesn’t comment on my lack of eye contact. I’m thoroughly embarrassed, and i
~KivaThere’s only one thing that’s going to get me through tonight.Rifling through the cabinet, I push various cans and preserves to the side before my hand grasps the exact dusty bottle I’ve been looking for."Look what I found,” I sing out, straightening to examine the bottle in the light.I learnt my fathers proclivity for hiding his whiskey amongst the pantry foods that he figures I didn't like when I was a teenager. Now, it’s going to get me through the night with Ark."Put that back where you found it,” Ark warns.I pop the top off it. "Why?"He studies me from the far side of the room. It’s clear he wants to get through this night with as little annoyance as possible on his part."You are not drinking,” he mutters, as I wave the bottle around, trying to tempt him."We have been here for hours and both of us are bored,” I wine, sniffing the bottle, trying not to wince at the strong scent it emits."Have you drunk before?" Ark questions irritably.I narrow my eyes on him. He th
~KivaFrost crunches beneath my shoes as I wander around the gardens with father by my side.At this time of year, it’s a pitiful sight. Everything is frozen over, any sign of life have crawled away to die in the cold.Yet father is starting to grow wary of his own staff, wanting to speak to me outside, where none of them linger."So you were incorrect then, about the intrusion?""That, or they figured out you weren't in the manor, and decided against it.” Father keeps his hands neatly tucked behind his back as we walk, smile ridged.I’m glad he got it wrong, that my mate and his companions didn’t break in after all."Good...good."I stare at my feet, trying to summon the courage to ask the question that has been at the tip of my tongue for a while.“Hey, father?""Yes?""What would happen if I found my mate?" I ask softly. I’ve always wondered, since I was a child, and yet I’ve been too frightened of his answer.Now, evidently, I can’t put it off any longer.He takes a long time to t