Jane's p o v
" Who's he? "
" Hmm? " Emily mumbled and turned to me. Then she followed my gaze as it went up the stairs at the man that had disappeared over the landing tread and his footsteps sounded over the next stairs above now invisible.
" I don't know. " She says dryly and we continue along the hall.
" You mean to say you had not seen that young man which we just walked by? " I would never believe it even if she answered in the affirmative.
" Oh. . . " She whispers and faces the front door which we were headed to. " Yeah. . . I think I saw him. "
Why was she acting all kind of weird? There was no way she could have passed by a person along the stairs so close and claim not to remember or be conscious of her meeting with the same person.
" He's El jefe's younger brother. "
" Oh. . . " I look back to the step which was now far behind us as if I could still see him there. " I see. " I mumbled when I turned back to the floor in front of me which I walked through shakily.
As we reached the front door, we were approached by two men who were sternly still. It was impossible to see El jefe's men without their suits and glasses. He was very wealthy to have every single one of them in such rich looking suits. While in truth, he was just using the dressing to hide the truth about what they truly were; his gang who ran his dirty stuff for him.
I recognized one of them as the driver who had brought me here pretending to be working for Fernando.
I felt the chills by seeing him again as the image of that evening flushed back into my mind.
While he just stands with his hand folded in front of him, Bruno was standing with his hand stretched forwards to halt my step and Emily's.
While I'm now facing both of them, I feel Emily stepping backwards and when I look to see her, I am drawn back to them when I hear him speak.
" We will now be taking you madam. "
" To where? " I had to ask with an uncertain frown even though I knew very well where they were talking about.
" To the church where you would be wedded. " He continued. " We'll ensure your safety and comfort till you get there. "
My neck moved as I swallowed hard and followed them out of the house.
I stood clutching the knees of my white gown as the door to the royal blue Limousine was opened for me. Supported by holding on to the guard's arm, I stepped into the car and sat at the back in my private space.
I was separated from the guards who drove at the front.
I shivered within as I sat here all by myself in the chilling sensation of the air conditioner and strong tobacco vanilla fragrance that filled the car's passenger compartment.
The cream colored seats were hard and comfortable. There were two other seats and a small black table made of hard glass. On top of which there was a bottle of liquor and two glasses having their rim down to the rectangular tray.
As the car started moving, fear creeped back into my heart. A renewed kind of apprehension now eroded my heart as the beating rose.
I had told myself a few minutes ago that I was ready to accept Quinn Enricho.
But what if he made advances towards me after our wedding? What if he wanted to sleep with me at all costs? He has clearly made advances towards me before of which he forced himself to stop claiming he would get married to me first.
That clearly meant he was waiting for us to get wedded before he made further advances towards me. What if I refused? What would happen?
I could not contain the shiver I felt again and once again, my apprehension and fear of this man was again restored and I was left anticipating how my life was going to be from now.
"Come on, Jane. You're not scared of him. You're scared of no one. " I assured myself.
I flipped the curtain aside and looked at the street. The car was moving rather fastly. What if this was my chance of escaping by the way?
I could just act like I was sick, fake a diarrhoea and have them take me to the hospital. Maybe that way I could get help and run. That didn't sound so hard in my head.
First I gripped my belly in practice of how I would start my feigning. Just as I was about to stand up, I heard a voice from behind the partition.
" We're almost there now, madam. "
This forced me to sit back and stare on like a fool. If not for the air condition, I was sure I would have been sweating profusely by now. Not out of heat but fright. Even still, I felt very hot inside.
When I stepped into the church, I was stung back with a renewed fit of uneasiness.
I saw the aisle before me and the moment I stepped in, I was faced with images of people rising up from their seats to my arrival.
The aisle in front of me led to the altar that had a man in long white garment standing there.
It felt as if I was staring at a very long path to my destruction.
I took a deep breath and took another step as I went forward.
As I walked through, it felt as if I was leading myself to a slaughter spot. I had already gotten to the middle of the aisle when I reached the people whose gazes were hooked on me.
There were only a handful of people there. If I took my time to count, maybe they would be less than twenty.
Most of what I saw on my right hand side were men in suits.
Maybe just about three people separated to stay by the left benches. I was beginning to panic as to why there was a church full of only men until I saw a headdress sticking out behind the men to my right so I concluded I may have caught sight of another woman beside her.
I take another deep breath and My heart races as I diverted my attention back to the altar which I had become very close to by now.
I saw the elderly priest clearly now standing at the left side of the altar. Quinn was not there though.
As I stood there facing the old priest, I was left wondering whether there had been a change of plan and I wasn't getting married to Quinn anymore.
I noticed the look of displeasure in the priest's face and my heart began to pound as I searched through the faces of the people seated. I could pick indistinct whispers of gossip from the women and murmurs of impatience from the population of men.
I saw the ladies stealing glances at me and my eyes rolled around searching for a particular person. I believed that perhaps the guy I had met earlier at the stairs would be here among these men.
While my eyes were moving from head to head, I suddenly jerked to the sound of the side doors parting open.
My eyes rolled up at the figure standing in between the natural light that sipped in through the door.
The first thing I looked at was his face, raised and tightened, his eyelids bent sideways covering most of his blue eyes. His hair was neater than it has been, less curly but curves over one side of his forehead from a single parting.
His upper lip was held by the lower as his eyes aimed at me.
I lowered my eyes from his and the bouquet he held instantly caught my attention.
I identified the neat and beautifully arranged pack of lavenders, orchids, and sunflowers.
It was the first time I saw the combination of such flowers together and it looked so nice on his hands.
As if after having observed the place to his satisfaction, he steps down the elevated slab and walks past the seated people towards the altar.
His demeanor was relaxed and yet that of dominance. He walked swiftly with his eyes cracked, he appeared very mature in the double breasted navy blue suits he wore .
When he finally reached the altar, he lowered his head slightly in respect and apology to the priest. He raised his head and I found myself willfully turning to face him as he got closer.
For that split second, my fear seized and as I gazed at his perfect masculine looks, I let myself fall into the fantasy that I was actually having my dream come true wedding with my dream come true man.
It almost felt real and perfect until I began to feel his eyes getting heavier on me. His hand stretches and in reflex, I grab the bouquet from him and my gaze returns to him.
For a moment I tried to imagine how sweet it was that he brought my flowers for me. So that is why he was late; to get me flowers?
I bring myself back to the physical world when I see the parting of his lips and I eagerly wait to listen to what he has to tell me.
" I wanted to make sure you had the flowers. . . "
I was clueless. What did he want me to say 'thank you?'
" . . . because you always talked about how badly you wanted them at your wedding. "
My eyebrows start to curve in frustration as to his words.
" Remember these three were your favorite?. . . “
Jane's p o vI gulped hard when I realized what he was doing. The stupid feeling vanished from my mind instantly. He had brought the flowers for Lucia not me.As his eyes lingered over me, I clutched the bouquet and turned aside to face the priest who had now started his speech. While he spoke, my eyes were on his parting and closing lips but my mind was far from what he said. The admiration I had for this man a few seconds ago had now turned to uneasiness again.With a sidelong glance, I observed as his head lowered over me. From the priest who slightly throws his head towards Quinn, I got the hint that I was supposed to face my husband to be. Slightly, I turned to face him fully and I watched as his eyes linger over my body.I could tell as his eyes hung on my cleavage then lowered down till they reached my feet, then his head rose back up to my face.I looked away and my grip tightened around the bouquet. I surely couldn't escape my fate today.For one last time, I tried to tell
Quinn's p o vI stared at the space between the doors standing open after putting a stop to my laughter.She was still acting shy and stubborn at the same time. I didn't mind the shyness but the stubbornness ... I loved it.I pull myself fully or a sitting position and a frown takes over my face. I had one arm almost completely pulled out of my suit jacket while the rest hung loosely on my body.Papa made me swear not to force her into bed with me. But I wasn't going to force her in the first place. Would I?Despite how ferocious I was, I never really had the heart to assault or violate a woman. Maybe it's because of how I was brought up or my personal principles or maybe it's because I have enough women at my beck and call if only I desired.And she was special. Lucia is special. So I would never do anything to hurt her. I couldn't figure it how I would start calling her Jane. It was hard. I don't want to call her that so I wouldn't.She was already mine by the way and there was no
Chapter 13Quinn's p o v"Well ... And who told you all of these? " I demanded." What can I say?. . . " She sips from her glass. " One thing about rumors is that you can't tell the exact mouth they came from because it is all over the air. "As she completes her words, I am smiling with my eyes lowered until they're almost completely close." I'm just sharing what I heard with you, for the sake of conversation. . . That's all. " She shrugged." Oh, of course! " I raise my eyes up at her. " I know! What can I say? I'm a fan of rumors too, just as you are. " I draw in a sharp body spray filled air. "Before I run off, I would like to thank you again for coming. You know, I am quite fascinated that you actually came all the way from La Rochelle just for this party. "" That's what I do, young lad, you know me.. But I may ask, why does it fascinate you? "" You know, because of the current state of your firm. "" And what is it you heard concerning my firm? " She asked eagerly, a sharp t
Jane's p o vAs his hands moved to grab the door handle, I gazed on watching as it turned slowly in his grip.I was eager to find out if he was really going to come in or he was just playing around.I watch as the door handle bends until the glass begins to push open.Despite how eagerly I was to see him, it would be quite awkward that he saw me in here for the first time. It was odd to keep the cubicle door open when inside so I shut it quickly at the same moment he opened his.I listened to his footsteps and my head turned along with its intensifying sound.I watch the shadow casted by his legs under the space beneath the door. He stops in front of my door for a while and I make no sound.In case he was thinking of coming in here I thought I should say something to let him know someone was already in.I listen to his footsteps until I hear him opening the door to the next partition.I suddenly forget my problems and remain silent. I don't know why I wanted to hear a sound from him.
Jane's p o vI gazed up quietly at him as he stretches his curved arm to me and stands beside me. Just like his brother, he was also tall and as I stared up at him, his face wasn't on me. I saw the curved line of his jaw as he stared up, then I hesitated before sliding my fingers around his arm. I held onto him by his forearm. That's when he looked down his shoulder at me. Just like you would do a little kid, he smiles at me midly.When we stepped down the pillared veranda of the hall room, the noise and music form the party still remained although it was now less audible. We strolled quietly side by side although I was following his lead. It was a wide green lawn that was well trimmed with tiny electric bulbs lining the spaces around. It was bright and the night was calm. " So ... Tell me about yourself, Jane. "" You mean my life before my captivity? " I ask quietly without looking up at him." Okay, here! " He turns swiftly to me and I face him at once. " Rather than say it lik
Jane's p o v The fountain flowed slowly and its sound was rather settling but still it felt as if I was getting the chills from it. I grabbed my skirt and walked slowly access the side of the railing, finally leaving the spot at which I had been glued to.I continue wandering through the bright night until I approached the end of the fence where there seemed to be a gate lined with electric bulbs.I stood for a moment watching the exit that stood still and tall before me. My heart was pounding as I looked around me. What exactly was the next step for me to take?I didn't even know where I would go? Maybe another enclosure. I just discovered from Diego that I was in Madrid- Spain!! Escaping in a foreign city wouldn't be so hard.I look down to catch my shadow moving ahead of me. For a moment I was startled. The huge shadow that casted over me all of a sudden couldn't be mine.With a gasp, I turn around only to find Mario breathing down over me. He was so close, and from his silhouett
Jane's p o v The sun was up on my face. I spread my palm over my closed eyes to block its brightness off my face although I loved its warmth. I draw in a slow breath to the smell of coffee in the air mixed with a soft masculine fragrance. My eyes are still shut tightly as I turn over on my pillow. I keep hearing a strange buzzing sound, it's not too loud but it was continuous. Is that the sound of a vacuum cleaner?I hear gentle footsteps. The steps are retreating from me. " Daddy? " I whispered. " I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye yesterday ... " I turned and pressed my face into the softness of the pillow and the rest of my words came out in a muffle. " I think I hit my head on something and .... " I bring my face away from the pillow and face the sun directly. The footsteps end and a stronger smell of fragrance sneaks up my nose. Wait a second ... That's not my dad's scent.I force myself conscious and turn on my back and the first thing my eyes caught was the coffee machine buzz
Jane's p o v His hand is still holding the pad for me to view and that's all I do. "Since I got the video feedback I haven't opened it. I thought we would watch it together." He said.It is showing a video tape of Tim sitting in his living room when suddenly, he gets up reaching for the front door. I watched him as he stood up from his chair. The audio feed isn't as detailed as the video but he must have heard a knock on the door when he got up to answer it. He pulls the door open and my heart skips a bit at expectation of what would happen next. I gulped hard as Tim held the door and peeped curiously. I guess it was just my pessimist thoughts since nothing happened. But why was he showing me this unless he was going to do something to Tim. He was going to kill him because I tried to escape last night.Just as my thoughts continued to invade, I hear a wheezing sound and Tim groans sharply slouching down and shutting the door back.He had told me that if I tried to escape again, he w
Jane's p o v Jane's p o v I felt tense the moment I raised my head up from the table. I still had my eyes closed when I rose from the chair and turned around like a sleep walker, staggering through the space until I felt myself landing face down on the bed.I turned from one degree to another until I felt what was a little comfort. Gush. The temperature was just perfect all of a sudden. It must be passed noon already.I remember Quinn and I had been playing the game. Stupid decision I ever made was getting him to play such a game with me. And things had gotten a bit too intimate with the questions that he made me answer that one last question before we could go back to studying about Rodrig but he never looked at me the same way and I didn't feel comfortable after. It was as if he was continuously teasing me about my faked orgasms.Speaking of intimacy... I felt a little perching sensation down my legs now and I smirked with my eyes shut.But he had said the truth. My sex life was
Chapter 59 Quinn's p o v "What?" She asked with a sharp gaze. "Come on tell me." I could smell her eagerness.Did I really find any fun in playing this with her? It felt too childish for me. At least initial but then again, it was nice to see that she had fun with this. And I was sure even Lucia Gael never had the knack to pay such ridiculous games.I took this book from her a long while ago saying one of Rodrig's faithfuls had decided to write the events for hom but he had not been impressed and discarded it so it just lay there in his library. Lucia Gael knew I liked to read so she had gave me inside the box and said "knock yourself out with that crap."And I never opened it until just this week when I thought of giving it to Lucia."Well ... The first person I ever fell in love with." I rest my back casually and take a memory dive back to my past. "I was fourteen... And I was in this boarding school for boys. A Catholic school precisely so ... My dorm was pretty much the one with
Chapter 58 Jane's p o v "Are you listening to me?" Quinn asked and I jerked off from my thoughts, looking at him from the other end of the reading table. Unfortunately, I had been thinking about that day with Diego. I didn't just wrong him but I hurt him. I had tried to use him and he found out. I shut my eyes and brushed my hair back. And the fact that he had ended that conversation with. "And no. I didn't tell Quinn about it." before walking out of the room out me in more regret and shame. I sighed and nodded to Quinn with my ponytail jumping behind my head. " "As I was saying. At that time, Rodrig had ascended to ultimate power when he established his dominance in the family. After that, he continued to expand his arms and build outposts. Papa was actually his first assignee holding power in second to him. His beta in rank." "I guess papa was that close to Rodrig. That sort of thing." He shrugs and stretches his hand into the pen case and pulls out a pencil before leaning
Jane's p o v I stiffened and slowly waited watching his eyes as they began to lower slowly back to the phone. He sighed before leaning back. He had seen it hadn't he? I close my eyes and throw my face slowly to the side."You're not giving me an answer, Lucia." The roughness of his voice sends a tickle across my skin and I open my eyes at once but I still don't look up at him."Why did you send that message to him?""It's nothing. Just a greeting.""Don't lie to me.""He walked up to me at the party and seemed to have been acquainted to Lucia or something. He really wanted to have a talk to me so he handed me his address and I just messaged him." I shrugged."You just sent it to him as a form of greeting!""Yes! Obviously!""And that's why you deleted it."My lips went apart instantly but no sound could come out.I only watch as Diego makes for a stand and he sighs grumpily. "Yesterday morning, I was just going by my day when I suddenly saw this sinister message popping up but more
Jane's p o v "A book about Rodrig?" I asked barely holding back my chuckle as I gaped at the plastic box he just placed on the table between us. And through the transparent walls of the box, I could see the layers of white paper sheets. "Just like you can see. If you are going to be meeting with him, you gotta refresh your memory of whom your grandfather is. You don't wanna be chewing your mouth in front of him, would you?""I think you meant, learning of whom Rodrig is!" I stretched my hand towards the box perfectly aware that whenever I corrected him about this kind of reference that he made towards me, he got pissed."It just contains brief reports about him. His business and wealth, extensions and bla bla bla. It's not as if he is going to be interviewing you or something. Just so ...""So you guys actually published a book about this man?" I ask in disbelief as I handled the spiral bound pieces of sheets that had turned to a heavy book.Just yesterday he had thrown the bomb at
Jane's p o v My heart was beginning to pound behind my ribs as Diego made a 180 degree turn and had his back to me as he begins to leave."What is it about?" I ask making sure my curiosity is well -hidden."Huh?" He asked throwing his face to me."Your email. You sounded pretty urgent.""Oh it's something about work." He chuckles. "I get them almost every day." "Oh." I watch him as he walks out and I slid down the wall with my hand on my chest. I panted lightly and regretted ever making such a stupid decision in the first place. Now it's been three days since I sent it and I am certain Mr Martinez still had not replied my mail. Perhaps he thought it was a scammer or cloner. He didn't believe Lucia Gael would be using another person's email account to send him sigh a message.Anyways, I was now praying he never replied it unless I was going to be there and I was unsure how possible that would be now.I had returned to combing my hair and I could not help but perceive the new smell
Jane's p o v Before walking down that staircase, I had sat in front of my dresser looking into the mirror as I tried combing my hair.After the incident in the bathroom, I had spent my night deeply perturbed and uncertain of what to feel.I may end up finding it difficult to cope with his temper tantrums. Infact I already was.But after I had slapped him- something I never thought I would dare to do, I felt a kind of satisfaction but he had acted strangely. Not entirely strange for the way he behaved but it wasn't like what I had expected. I knew he would not hit me back but I also was not expecting what he did next. Or didn't do?I thought I had crossed my limit but somehow he became calm or maybe the hit was what made him calm.I withhold my laughter and concentrate on my hair. That is when I realized that my effort to comb through my dense curls was non progressive.I had a very coarse hair that reacted badly to washing becoming extremely hard except air dried and creamed properl
Quinn's p o v No woman has ever slapped me before. And as I stood before this attic mirror drenched to my feet, all I could think of was that moment that she dared to raise her hand on me. At that moment I had no choice but to understand the depth of her exasperation. And the only way she could think of purging it was to hit me. I could still see her, the detested frown that had taken over her face as she raised her hand. She dared ... to fight me to the point of hitting me. I could never forget that scene. Because it was simply impressive, thrilling. It was breathtaking! I place a hand on my cheek where she had slapped and I turned to stare at it in the mirror again as I have been doing. It was as if I could still feel it. The one hundred per cent effort she had put into it yet caused zero damage. I smiled. It was a hard slap yet it felt so soft coming from someone as timid as her. The moment, she had cursed and unleashed her rage in form of that slap, I felt a kind of exci
Jane's p o v The moment, he drops me back to my feet, I feel the stinging coldness of the floor then I feel the liquid washer as it drops on my hair and he spins the bottle across my chest, deliberately pouring the shampoo over my neck.I wanted to continue with the protest not until I felt the shower pouring down on us to cover my sight.As I close my eyes, and try to capture my breath under the rushing water, I feel his hand as it passes through my hair, his body pressing against mine and pushing me until, I felt my back on the glass wall.I throw my head to the side and hold his arm, pushing it as far back as possible to avoid his touch but he is all slippery due to the shampoo and I loose my grip on this thick forearm.There's no serious foam on my hair so it meant he hadn't added enough shampoo. But my clothe was almost completely wet from the water and I finally catch my breath."Let me ... go!""Shhhhh ....""Let me go, Quinn!!" I manage to say and I don't say it with a pleadi